Wind

Chapter 33 Chapter 33

"Baihua...I'm here." Xiao Sheng said in a nasal voice.

But no one responded...

Xiao Sheng looked at the person in the photo, and couldn't help but feel pain in his heart.

"I'm sorry..." Xiao Sheng cried bitterly.

I'm sorry, it's really too late.Bai Hua, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my indifference to you, I'm sorry for turning around and leaving mercilessly.Bai Hua, do you hate me?Before you died... still chanting my name, just like you said your mother locked you in the same space with her before she died. Is it to watch you or to take revenge on you?how about you?Are you hating me or... missing me?

Xiao Sheng gradually calmed down, rubbing the photo gently with his hands...

I originally thought that maybe we would never meet again in this life, but I didn't expect that goodbye would be the end like this.

Xiao Sheng leaned against Bai Hua's tombstone like this, and said a lot of words as if Bai Hua was still beside him, smiling at himself, and remained silent.

"Bai Hua...you once asked me, if you met me earlier than Lu Feng, would I fall in love with you..." Xiao Sheng said softly.

"I don't want to lie to you... I don't know if I will. But since God let me meet Lu Feng first, then I can only love him, and I'm afraid it will be the same in this life." Xiao Sheng didn't want to lie to Bai Hua.

Xiao Sheng stayed with Bai Hua for a long time, and the weather became more and more gloomy, as if he poked lightly with his hand, and the rain would pour down.

"Bai Hua, I'm leaving...I'll visit you again when I have time." Xiao Sheng stood up, looked at Bai Hua and said.

When Xiao Sheng stood up, he saw a person standing two or three tombstones across the birch. That person was wearing a white shirt and dark pants... that person was very vigilant, and Xiao Sheng looked at that person At that time, that person had already sensed Xiao Sheng's gaze, and turned his head to look at Xiao Sheng...

Xiao Sheng was not only surprised by his vigilance, but also surprised that the appearance of that person was [-]% similar to his own, but as long as you observe carefully, you will find that although the two people have similar appearances, their temperaments are completely different.Xiao Sheng felt gentle and warm, but that person was cold, lonely and inviolable.

There was also a hint of surprise in the man's eyes, but he quickly regained his composure.

The man glanced at Bai Hua's tombstone, then looked at Xiao Sheng, "Your friend?" The man's voice was as cold as his appearance.

Xiao Sheng nodded, I don't know why... Looking at this person, Xiao Sheng will feel at ease, perhaps because he looks somewhat similar to him.

Xiao Sheng has always believed in this saying: Somewhere in this world, there will be a person who looks the same as you and lives a different life.

"What about you? Also came to see a friend?" Xiao Sheng asked warmly.

The man nodded, "I was in a hurry to see him not long after I returned home." When looking at the tombstone, the man's eyes softened a lot.

"You and him are just ordinary friends, right?" the man asked.

Xiao Sheng was a little surprised at his judgment.

The man smiled, "Because... when you look at him, there is only guilt in your eyes, and there is no other emotion except guilt."

"It's fine if we're just ordinary friends, I wouldn't regret it so much." The man said something inexplicable.

That person looked at Xiao Sheng with a softer gaze, because he could see that Xiao Sheng was a person who had gone through many things and still kept his heart pure. Such a person... should be regarded as a dinosaur in this world.

"Because...he is not the person you care about the most. If the person you care about the most is in such an ending now, maybe you will not be in such a state now." That person seems to be able to see through others Like in the heart.

Xiao Sheng couldn't imagine that Lu Feng would... no, Xiao Sheng would definitely not accept it.

The person saw Xiao Sheng's inner struggle, and chuckled, "So, you must hold on to what you still have, and don't wait until you have nothing before regretting why you didn't cherish it in the first place." The person finished speaking He looked at the man on the tombstone, his eyes filled with grief.

Xiao Sheng was stunned... When you still have it, you must hold on to it?

The man looked up at the sky, "It's going to rain, I'm leaving... I hope you can think about what I said, goodbye." The man nodded at Xiao Sheng and left, and looked at the tombstone before leaving.

Xiao Sheng just stood there blankly. When he looked at Bai Hua, he asked blankly, "Bai Hua...what do you think I should do?"

Xiao Sheng, I hope you can be happy.It doesn't matter if that person is Lu Feng...

Xiao Sheng seemed to be walking on the street without a soul, without a destination...

Suddenly, Xiao Sheng saw the gallery "Time Alley" that Reborn had brought him to before, Xiao Sheng walked in without knowing why, as if he could find the answer there.

Xiao Sheng was wandering around in the gallery. The paintings here were mainly sketches, and some oil paintings were also adulterated. Suddenly, Xiao Sheng's gaze was locked.It was the only photo in the gallery...hanging on a pole so it stood out.

Xiao Sheng's breathing became more and more rapid, and his vision became a little blurry... When he looked at the photo, it became even more blurry.

That picture presents a blurred feeling as a whole, the sun is setting... There is a person sitting in front of the window... But everything is blurred in focus, showing a kind of hazy beauty.

Others don't know, but it's impossible for Xiao Sheng not to know.This photo was taken by Lu Feng when he saw himself for the first time.

Xiao Sheng gradually understood why Lu Feng blurred the focus of this photo, because... only when the vision is blurred, the focus of this photo will also be blurred.Lu Feng was crying at that time...

"Is the style of this building very similar to yours? It was designed by a friend of mine, and he also admires Antonio Gaudi, so many of his design styles are a bit like him!" Reborn's words are still in his ears.It turns out that this gallery was designed by Lu Feng... Lu Feng actually doesn't like painting very much, because he is very active, and it is impossible to sit for hours just to draw a picture, so... Lu Feng prefers photography and likes to go around Walk and stop.

But now Lu Feng actually learned how to design, designing a gallery...for himself?Didn't it occur to him that he might never come here, find this photo, understand...his heart?

Lu Feng, why are you so stupid!does it worth?I have asked countless times in my heart, is it worth it?

You like to stop and go, I thought I might just be a passer-by in your life, maybe...in other places, you will forget me when you meet someone else, I was wrong, I not only underestimated our relationship, but also underestimated your feelings for me.

But... I'm afraid, I'm too cowardly, I dare not, I'm afraid that if I make a wrong move, I will lose everything, and you will blame me and hate me in the future.This is the last thing I want to happen and see.

But... just like that person said, hold onto it while you still have it, I don't want... one day the distance between us will become like that between me and Bai Hua.You go to my tombstone or I go to your tombstone to repent, repent.

Lu Feng... Tell me, will it be too late?