Wind

Chapter 12 Chapter 12

Xiao Sheng walked aimlessly, and unknowingly came to the place where Lu Feng was working. Lu Feng was working in a bar. Xiao Sheng paused and decided to go in...

Xiao Sheng looked at Lu Feng from a corner, Lu Feng was very busy now, kept running and busy, accidentally knocked over the wine glass, and was scolded by the manager, but Lu Feng lowered his head and did not refute.Lu Feng's brows were slightly tired, and Xiao Sheng felt his eyes moist: Lu Feng had never been so low-key...but because of himself, if he followed Lu Feng's previous temper, he would definitely walk away, but...because he wanted to keep this I have to live with this for a job.Xiao Sheng ran out silently... He closed his eyes and recalled the past three years with Lu Feng, and suddenly had an illusion... Everything was wrong.

Xiao Sheng originally thought that he might be able to pretend to be at ease and go on with Lu Feng, but today, a few words from Lu Feng's mother broke through Xiao Sheng's psychological defense. It's not that Xiao Sheng is vulnerable, but that everything she said is the truth !Perhaps, Xiao Sheng should be grateful to her, she didn't humiliate herself with a check.

"Xiao Sheng, what do you want to eat tonight?" Lu Feng's voice came from the other end of the phone, but Xiao Sheng felt that Lu Feng was far away from him,

"Just the hot noodle soup from the old street..." Xiao Sheng said absent-mindedly.

"Okay, then wait for me to go home. Hehe...Xiao Sheng, I miss you." Lu Feng's last sentence seemed a little tired.

"Well, I'll wait for you..." Xiao Sheng just wanted to hang up the phone quickly, he was afraid... he would not be able to hold on!

Xiao Sheng immediately squatted on the ground, sobbing softly, ignoring other people's eyes.

If Xiao Sheng could predict the future, he would definitely regret that he didn't cherish Lu Feng's last phone call.

"Master, please hurry up..." Xiao Sheng said anxiously.

"Young man, it's useless for you to be anxious, no one can get out if you are blocked!" The master said calmly.

Xiao Sheng was so anxious that he couldn't sit still... He gave the money to the driver, opened the door and ran away.

When Xiao Sheng rushed to the hospital, he asked for a long time and searched for a long time before arriving at the operating room.Only Father Lu and Mother Lu... Xiao Sheng turned pale and walked slowly towards the door of the operating room.When Father Lu saw Xiao Sheng, he rushed up and slapped Xiao Sheng.Xiao Sheng didn't resist, his face was slapped to one side, his face turned red instantly, and a slap on his face caused burning pain.

"It's all you! If it wasn't for you, my son wouldn't be lying in there now, you still have the face!" Lu's father was extremely emotional, and wanted to rush up to Xiao Sheng, Lu Feng's mother hurriedly stopped Lu Feng Father, pushed Xiao Sheng aside, "You can't solve the problem even if you beat him, let's wait for the doctor to come out and see what he has to say!"

Lu's mother persuaded Lu's father to go aside, Xiao Sheng stood alone, Xiao Sheng kept staring at the red light in the operating room...

Why did it become like this?Xiao Sheng couldn't believe it, just a second ago Lu Feng was still asking himself what to eat tonight, and told him to wait for him to go home, and said he missed himself.But now Lu Feng is lying in it.What did they say...Xiao Sheng couldn't hear clearly, but he could vaguely hear that Lu Feng was in a car accident, on Zhongnan Road...near Old Street.Xiao Sheng felt dizzy for a while, and immediately supported the wall to support himself to stand.He can't fall down yet, he has to wait for Lu Feng to come out, wait... for Lu Feng to go home!

"Xiao Sheng...don't leave me, take me home. Xiao Sheng, where are you? Why can't I see you." Lu Feng looked at 'Xiao Sheng' and turned away indifferently, not looking at him anymore.

Xiao Sheng saw this scene from the other side, and shouted at the top of his lungs, "I'm here, Lu Feng. Lu Feng!"

Lu Feng has been chasing 'Xiao Sheng'...

Xiao Sheng started up and looked around... When did he return home.

Xiao Sheng quietly thought about what happened, Xiao Sheng only remembered: After the doctor came out, he said... Lu Feng lost his sight due to a car accident.

Xiao Sheng sat blankly... Blind?Xiao Sheng finally understood why Lu Feng said he couldn't see himself in the dream.

Xiao Sheng curled his body into a ball on a corner of the bed, hugging his body tightly.Xiao Sheng finally understood why his father always said that he was a bastard when he was a child. It seemed that he might really be a lone star.Lu Feng has been unlucky since he got to know him, as long as it is something related to him, Lu Feng has never been smooth.Injured, kicked out of the house by family members, murdered, blind... Mom left me, grandma left me.Now maybe... Lu Feng is leaving too.

Xiao Sheng buried his head between his arms, really wanting to find a shell in which he can hide.

Lu Feng, do you know?In fact... the person who has been most afraid of leaving is not you, but me.

If one day you want to leave me, then please don't tell me, let me pretend that you are still there.

"I'm sorry, I apologize for Lu Feng's father beating you, he was just angry, don't mind." Mother Lu looked at Xiao Sheng sincerely.

Xiao Sheng kept his head down, and when he heard this, he looked up at Lu Mu, his eyes were red, and he shook his head.

"I hope you can agree to my previous request. You also know that Lu Feng's eyes are no longer visible. Lu Feng's father and I are going to take him back to the United States to receive the best treatment. This will reduce the damage to him and let him Get well soon!" Lu Mu said gently.

When Xiao Sheng heard that Lu Feng might leave, he was a little emotional, "But, if he doesn't want to..."

"So, I hope you agree to my previous request. If you take the initiative to leave Lu Feng, then Lu Feng will give up and he will leave with us!"

Xiao Sheng couldn't make up his mind, so he didn't speak for a long time.

"I think you also know that Lu Feng's dream is photography. How can he realize his dream when he is already like this! Even if you don't dislike him, how could such a proud person like Lu Feng allow himself to be a parasite forever attached to him? Are you by my side? Do you have to be a stumbling block in his life? Do you have to sever ties with his parents? Do you have to be so selfish? " Mother Lu was a little aggressive.

Xiao Sheng's face turned pale: Yes, Lu Feng's dream, Lu Feng's life, everything about Lu Feng was ruined by him.If I continue to keep Lu Feng in the name of love, I may really be too selfish.If Lu Feng wants to clear his name, he can only leave himself!

For a long time, Xiao Sheng didn't speak, Lu Mu still looked at Xiao Sheng, neither of them spoke, time seemed to stand still.

Finally, Xiao Sheng broke the silence, "Can you show me Lu Feng..."

Mother Lu beamed with joy, and asked excitedly, "You agreed?" She unconsciously held Xiao Sheng's hand with both hands.

Xiao Sheng's whole body froze for a moment, he pulled out his hand uncomfortably, exhaled lightly, and nodded heavily.

"You go, try to hurry up, Lu Feng's father will be back soon." Xiao Sheng stood in front of the ward, looking inside, but did not go in for a long time.

Xiao Sheng gently opened the door and saw Lu Feng sitting on the edge of the bed, looking out the window all the time, Lu Feng looked even thinner.

After a while, Lu Feng stood up and moved forward slowly, but it could be seen that every time he took a step, Lu Feng was extremely unconfident, and kept groping with his hands.

Xiao Sheng's eyes turned sore: Lu Feng is so...proud.

Suddenly, Lu Feng didn't see the crutch lying on the ground, and tripped over it. Xiao Sheng gasped in fright, and wanted to run forward to help him.But I saw Lu Mu running faster.

Xiao Sheng suddenly felt a feeling of desolation in his heart. This feeling has never been stronger than this time. Perhaps this feeling only appeared when the children around him laughed at him for not having a mother when he was young.

Lu Feng has his own family business, his own better life path, and his parents who love him.And what about myself?There is nothing... Family affection, friendship, love, everything is gone, and my only Lu Feng is leaving, and the person who pushes him away is myself.

Xiao Sheng looked at Lu Mu's soft voice to Lu Feng in front of him in a daze, and let out a soft breath.

Lu Feng suddenly turned his head to the direction of the door, his eyes were out of focus, Xiao Sheng quietly held his breath, not daring to breathe, for fear that Lu Feng would find him.

Lu Feng turned his head to Lu Mu, his voice sounded a little hoarse, "Mom, has Xiao Sheng been here?"

Mother Lu immediately looked at Xiao Sheng, but saw Xiao Sheng shaking his head at her.

"No, apart from me and your father, who else will come to see you?" Mother Lu pretended to be calm.

Lu Feng lowered his head silently, his eyes drooped, and his eyelashes cast a shadow on his face.

"Mom, I'm tired. You go out!" Lu Feng whispered.

After Lu Mu settled Lu Feng, she walked to the door and pulled Xiao Sheng to remind Xiao Sheng to go out.

Xiao Sheng nodded blankly, turned and left, the moment the door closed, Xiao Sheng looked back at Lu Feng again: Lu Feng was lying on the bed and sleeping with his eyes closed.

Just one look, one look is enough, maybe I will never see it again.

Lu Feng, I'm sorry.Goodbye, Lu Feng.I promised not to say goodbye at first, but I know... this time I may really never see you again.

Xiao Sheng leaned against the wall and looked down at the ground.

"this is for you."

Xiao Sheng raised his head in astonishment, looking at the airline ticket, a letter of recommendation, and sex in his eyes.

"I know you like design, and I applied for a university for you, where you can realize your dreams, and you can take this □□, and I will remit you living expenses and tuition fees on a regular basis." Lu Mu said with a smile .

Xiao Sheng lowered his head and smiled silently, then raised his head and looked directly into Lu Mu's eyes, "I'm sorry, I won't ask for it. I won't go either. Since I said to leave Lu Feng, I will definitely leave. You don't have to Take these things..."

"You misunderstood, I didn't mean that. I...I just want to make it up to you." Lu Mu eagerly explained.

compensate?Xiao Sheng replied with a smile, "No, Auntie...you don't owe me anything. You don't need to compensate me." After finishing speaking, Xiao Sheng turned and left.

"Xiao Sheng..." Mother Lu stopped Xiao Sheng.

Xiao Sheng stopped and didn't turn around, "I'm already very guilty of leaving Lu Feng, I won't accept anything from the Lu family. I don't want...to make myself feel...I sold Lu Feng to the Lu family for these things. Take Lu Feng as soon as possible Go back to America, don't come back again..." Xiao Sheng's voice was a little choked up.

"I want to ask you one last thing." Mother Lu shouted at Xiao Sheng's back.

"Please write a letter to Lu Feng. I'm afraid...just me telling him is not convincing enough, so...I know this request is too much, but..." Mother Lu said embarrassingly.

"I see, the letter will be given to you as soon as possible." Xiao Sheng said coldly and left.

Was it too cruel to him... Mother Lu stared at Xiao Sheng's leaving back, thinking silently in her heart, and wiped the corners of her eyes, only to find that there were tears in the corners of her eyes.