Wildfire Mambo

Chapter 21

That "ding——" was Jian Zhuo's signal of forgiveness. He slid out of Yu Yan's arms like a fish, picked up the cardboard box and followed Zhou Shuchen out of the elevator room, then turned around and wanted to kick Yu Yan back to let him go straight Walk.

He pulled out a Zhou Shuchen-style smirk, his distorted face was slightly reflected on the metal door, Jian Zhuo subconsciously thought, why doesn't he look good with this smile?

After finally watching the two metal doors slowly close, his heart in his throat finally showed a tendency to fall, and he was about to turn around and walk away, when he saw a hand pressed out again, palming the door On the side, the door got a sense and opened back obediently.

Yu Jian stepped on the induction wire and leaned out half of his body: "Huozi, you forgot this."

He took out a slender silver ring from the pocket of his leather jacket, it was Jian Zhuo's lip ring, which he had just taken off when he was taking pictures of the school uniform.

Seeing that Jian Zhuo was holding something with no hands to pick it up, Yu Yan lowered his eyes and embraced Jian Zhuo's face, leaning very close, his breath softly lingered on Jian Zhuo's face.He pressed Jian Zhuo's lower lip, and it took two tries before he could re-pass the silver ring through the hole squeezed by the pink flesh.

Jian Zhuo hurriedly took half a step back, "...Thank you."

Yu Jian frowned, as if he was a little frightened, he was really not used to Jian Zhuo's embarrassing and respectful behavior, he could still see some clues in this situation, so he called him gesture and walked back to the elevator.

"Give it to me." Zhou Shuchen's voice came from above Jian Zhuo's head.

"No need." Jian Zhuo didn't know why he didn't dare to look up, and was panicked by Zhou Shuchen's strange behavior, so he just asked Zhou Shuchen to find the key out of his trouser pocket, "Why did you come to my house..."

Zhou Shuchen didn't speak, he lowered his head to find out the key, and walked in front of Jian Zhuo to open the door.He held the key to poke the lock, tried several times abnormally but failed to turn in the right direction, and then his movements became more irritable and made a lot of noise.

Jian Zhuo pursed his lips, put down the box, and stretched out his hand to take Zhou Shuchen's place, but Zhou Shuchen grabbed his wrist and pressed it against the iron door, losing weight for a moment, Jian Zhuo's whole body hit the door, twisting his wrist The strength is a bit strong, and a piece of red is printed.

Zhou Shuchen looked at Jian Zhuo expressionlessly, as if he was suppressing something blindly.Jian Zhuo couldn't get used to Zhou Shuchen's current appearance, so he broke away from him: "Just a buddy."

After a long while without Zhou Shuchen's reply, Jian Zhuo timidly raised his single eyelid to look at him, not daring to touch his frowning eyebrows, so he could only stick his eyes on the small mole at the end of Zhou Shuchen's eyebrows.

Zhou Shuchen put one hand around Jian Zhuo's waist, and with the other he twisted open the door forcefully. Jian Zhuo couldn't help being grateful that his last roommate had moved away, otherwise he would have said that Jian Zhuo had double standards. Still carrying it.

Stepping into Jian Zhuo's dark working lounge, Zhou Shuchen hugged him directly on the cabinet next to the door, nestled in front of him, raised his jaw slightly and stared nakedly at Jian Zhuo's slightly parted lips.

The back of Jian Zhuo is pressed against the soft sound-proof cotton, and a bundle of sunset from the gap in the window dyes half of Zhou Shuchen's side face brightly in front of him, while the other half of his face is buried in darkness, his amber eyes are like clear glass .

In order to restrain him, Zhou Shuchen strangled Jian Zhuo's neck, and the carotid artery was pulsating in his palm.He turned his head slightly and stretched out his hand in front of Jane Zhuo, and stubbornly took off his lip ring again, the action was not gentle, the needle hooked a piece of the buttocks, and the hole was a little tight just after being poked by the addiction. The tendency of aggravating the redness and swelling caused by the hot weather inside is now being pulled and even oozing small drops of blood.

Jian Zhuo didn't take any actions that showed signs of resistance, and didn't ask why, but let Zhou Shuchen act softly.He gently licked the blood rust on his lower lip, stretched out his hand to embrace the side of Zhou Shuchen's face, pressed his forehead against his, and said softly, "Brother, what are you doing."

Zhou Shuchen was stunned and didn't speak. He saw sporadic blood on the corner of Jian Zhuo's mouth, and his hand holding Yinhuan was slightly stiff.

"I just helped to shoot the MV. I played a student, so I can't wear a lip ring." Jian Zhuo said in a low voice, giving a patient and soft explanation, and now it looks like Zhou Shuchen has become a wayward child.

Zhou Shuchen frowned and lowered his eyes, his eyelashes scratched Jianzhuo's skin, itching.

"Jane Zhuo." Zhou Shuchen's chest heaved slightly, "Why aren't you angry with me?"

Jian Zhuo didn't react, Zhou Shuchen lightly kissed the corner of his mouth sadly, with some bloody smell, "Does it hurt?"

"Not so squeamish." Jian Zhuo smiled and rolled her eyes, her canines resting on her lower lip: "Why are you still jealous, cheapskate."

Zhou Shuchen gently buried his head into Jian Zhuo's shoulder, smelling the faint scent of Japanese grapefruit soap on Jian Zhuo's body, and heard Jian Zhuo's voice saying: "Brother, you don't understand my position. Until now I don't understand Feeling gay, at least I never have any other thoughts about the brothers around me."

"...I understand." Zhou Shuchen's voice sounded very painful, and his throat was rustling: "I understand. You should have your normal social interaction."

Zhou Shuchen raised his face, and slowly stroked Jian Zhuo's lower lip with his fingers: "But I can't control myself at all, it's just a small thing that I will be like now. After that, I will do it again in the future. What's the matter?"

His eyes were red, and he was extremely contradictory in his persistence, "Do you know what I was thinking just now?"

Jian Zhuo looked at Zhou Shuchen in confusion, and pursed his lips.

"I want to lock you up and lock you up. There is no one else, and you can only look at me from now on. Even if I know clearly that they are just your friends." He still looked at Jian Zhuo stubbornly, getting heavier and heavier : "Shattered? I'm not the gentle brother you thought."

The soft forehead hair hangs down on Zhou Shuchen's eyelids, casting fine shadows.His voice was dry and rough, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time: "...that's just a false image, but you like me like that."

"...But you didn't do those things." Jian Zhuo didn't show any panic at all, "Because you won't. The kindness and tenderness you gave me in the past all came from your hypocritical image ."

"You are probably the only one in this world who doesn't know how much you like me." Jian Zhuo branded a bloody kiss between Zhou Shuchen's brows, "What I like has never been a 'gentle image', but a gentle you .”

Zhou Shuchen didn't speak, and his lips were bloodless.The fundamental reason why he was alone in his youth was not other people, but because the person he hated most in this world was himself.He has a clear and thorough mind again and again but can't control his emotions at all, just like the animal instinct engraved in his blood.It made him feel like a lower animal.

At the age of 17 after Du Juan left, he took back an abandoned little Samoyed behind the community on a rainy night. His left hind leg was lame, and he seemed to have been run over by an electric car. He had no literary talent, so he decided to call it on the road. "shower".After the injection, the veterinarian told him that it was a two-month-old disabled dog, and it might never be able to run. If possible, try to take it for rehabilitation training.

Showers love to scream, but he doesn't find it annoying, so there will be noises in the empty house, more like fireworks than the sound of TV.During that time, he became passionate about a certain thing. He went to several professional physical therapists to inquire about the specific process of training. He would go home during lunch breaks and evening self-study, and take the shower to the back park training.

The showers are very sticky to him, and they will wake him up at a certain time in the morning. Although he is very noisy, he will meekly lie at his feet while he is doing his homework, without saying a word.

Every bit of progress was imprinted in Zhou Shuchen's eyes after painful rehabilitation training again and again. He felt that the shower was much braver than him, and he realized that he should first learn to "accept" and then try his best to "overcome".Zhou Shuchen learned things very quickly, and during that time he started to study hard, his grades jumped up like a climbing bamboo, and he seemed to become more active, and occasionally participated in school class activities.

When the shower lasted for more than five months, those trainings seemed to have paid off. It adapted to the small walking board. When it heard Zhou Shuchen open the door on a sunny afternoon, it ran for the first time by itself, limping from the second to the second. Lou Fei jumped down, fell, and hit Zhou Shuchen's leg.

That was probably one of the few happy events in Zhou Shuchen's memory. The moment he hugged the shower, he sincerely hoped that they would be able to encourage each other to complete the road ahead like they are now.

Entering the summer vacation of the third year of high school, he will be pushed by the school to engage in closed math league training, and he will have to live on campus.A week before his mother went there, his mother came back and seemed to have just quarreled with a man. Zhou Shuchen felt that she was probably in deep trouble, and her every move showed some nervousness, and she often became emotional suddenly, throwing plates in front of him and accusing him of not Put her mother in the eye, and then start crying.

In the morning, he opened the door for that man, thinking that fortunately he will officially move in tomorrow, otherwise he would have seen so many disgusting things.He went back to school to go through the formalities, and when he was going home at night to pack his things, he took Shower to foster care. Shower probably missed him very much, because Shower kept pestering him when he left this morning.

When he came back in the evening, he didn't find a shower in the room he closed, and there was no sound at all. He frowned and rushed downstairs to ask the man sitting in the living room if he saw a white dog.

The man showed an innocent look and said, don't you know that your mother hates dogs?I heard the dog barking all the time, it was too noisy, I wanted her to sleep well, and then I went out to call the security, and said it was a large stray dog ​​that hurt people, and the security took it away.

There are quite a few elite people living in the community, and the security guards naturally pay attention with their tails between their legs. Zhou Shuchen couldn't understand this very well. He quickly ran to the security room, only to find out that the security guards beat Shower to death with a steel rod.

That was the second day it learned to run.

Zhou Shuchen had never been in such pain. He went home with red eyes and grabbed the man's collar to beat him, punching him again and again, wanting to kill him directly, but he still only used his fists.The man stretched out his hand to push Zhou Shuchen, and then took the golf club standing aside and hit Zhou Shuchen on the head. The pain was too blunt by Zhou Shuchen's emotions, and he didn't really feel it until the warm liquid blurred his vision. realized.

Then his mother ran out of the bedroom when she heard the movement, scolded Zhou Shuchen as a lunatic who couldn't manage well, and asked Zhou Shuchen to let go, otherwise she would call the police.

Before that, he always thought that there was some kind of blood relationship between them. Although he didn't want to admit it, Zhou Shuchen had always had such expectations.But that day, his mother hugged an outsider, pointed at him, called him a lunatic, and said that he would be sent to the juvenile detention center. He began to feel a little dazed. He was thinking that until now all the responsibility and fault were his. , It's because he can't control his emotions, it's because he's too crazy, it's just a dog, how can he beat someone for a dog.

No one can understand how much Zhou Shuchen cares about those he loves, this feeling is almost pathologically paranoid.Sometimes he even wants Jian Zhuo to know that he is such a person who is constantly contradictory and always cowardly, not always gentle and firm as Jian Zhuo thought, but he still chooses to leave because he is afraid of Jane Zhuo being disappointed.

But Jian Zhuo said to him in front of him, your tenderness comes from your love, I like that you love me.

The serious look of the child looks more determined than anything else, more than the mountains and the sea, it is Zhou Shuchen's last cradle and Lu Dao.Zhou Shuchen felt extremely uncomfortable, and didn't even know what method to use to hold the person in front of him most cherished.

Holding Zhou Shuchen in his arms, Jian Zhuo suddenly screamed, curled up his limbs belatedly, and said in a loud voice: "It's so numb, I won't say such things anymore, it's up to you to understand in the future."

Zhou Shuchen lowered his eyes and kissed him lightly, and found iodophor to disinfect the small wound on the outer corner of Jian Zhuo's lips.

The child jumped down from the cabinet, casually said that last time Qi Yike brought him something to eat, and then brought a box of Master Bao's meat floss shellfish from the table next to him.

"It's delicious, I saved half a box for you." Jian Zhuo pushed the box in front of Zhou Shuchen, and handed Zhou Shuchen a small transparent fork.

Zhou Shuchen couldn't change his mood, and couldn't keep up with the child's jumping rhythm.He obediently opened the transparent cover outside the box, and the child sat across the table and grabbed his hand.

I saw Jian Zhuo lowered his head and carefully broke off the lip ring that Zhou Shuchen took off just now, opened a slightly larger mouth, and put the uncircled silver ring on Zhou Shuchen's middle finger.

"It's sealed, I won't leave in the future." Jian Zhuo held Zhou Shuchen's hand again, smiling brightly, "Don't be afraid."

Zhou Shuchen stared at Jian Zhuo with a stiff body, his eyes were fixed and warm.Jian Zhuo tilted his head, and asked suspiciously: "Why are you standing there, why don't you eat?"

Zhou Shuchen turned his eyes away, pushed the small box back in front of Jian Zhuo, and said helplessly, with a fluttering voice, "You eat, I can't eat now." Before the words finished, he lowered his eyes and started playing I took off my phone and buried my head lower than before.

Jian Zhuo felt that something was wrong, propped his body on the table and lowered his body into his arms, but suddenly bumped into Zhou Shuchen's soft red face, at that moment Jian Zhuo's mind went straight to the version of the dictionary, suddenly many softnesses appeared out of thin air And romantic words.He even felt that it was wind, cloud, and rain in July. It was so beautiful, and it seemed to be a virus that was active at any time. Otherwise, why did he feel his cheeks start to get hot just by looking at it lightly.

He leaned on Zhou Shuchen's hand, complaining: "Brother, what are you doing? Don't act like a baby, okay?"

Zhou Shuchen seemed a little angry, and pulled his cheek, "Don't talk nonsense."

The moonlight in Chengdu in the late spring is also gentle, and the slightly misty air makes Jian Zhuo's mind drowsy. Looking at Zhou Shuchen's slightly red eyes, looking at Zhou Shuchen's soft and misty eyes,

The smoke cage is cold, the water is moon cage sand, but Zhou Shuchen's eyes are covering his heart.