wife and father

119 Bloodline

Qiao Sen stared at Ji Lian's eyes, and it took him a long time to react. He lowered his head slightly to see Qiao Kejin who was still asleep in Ji Lian's arms.

He was chewing on Ji Lian's words.

Ke Jin, Qiao Kejin, his and Gu Shuyu's children...

Once upon a time, he might have guessed subconsciously about the future of this child. Was it already born, where was it thrown by Gu Shuyu to fend for itself?Or did he go directly to Huangquan Road without even being born?

And every time he thought of these things, the harm that Gu Shuyu brought to him and Gu An would replace everything.

That kind of heart-wrenching feeling made him unable to control himself, and made him completely unable to think about whether there was another little life that was about to be or had already been born, waiting for his irresponsible father in a certain corner of the world .

Even though he knew that Gu Shuyu's disappearance must be related to Lian, he never expected that Ji Lian would allow Gu Shuyu to give birth to this child.

Qiao Sen couldn't see how much the baby in Ji Lian's arms resembled himself or Gu Shuyu.At this moment, his heart is chaotic and numb, he doesn't know what expression to use to face a child born to a woman who has blood relationship with him but is the one he hates the most in his life.

Until Ji Lian's amber eyes showed begging and unbearable, she said to him with a trembling voice: "Don't do this... Joe... Please..."

Qiao Sen's back was stiff, and he frowned slightly, looking back at Ji Lian, he was at a loss: "Ann—"

Qiao Sen choked, and his Adam's apple moved with the swallowing movement. Before he said the following words, the expression on his face changed many times, but most of the expressions showed fear and anxiety: "I——I don't know what to say. Face him..."

The Egyptian blue water lilies in the lotus pond are in full bloom at the moment.In the dim light, there is a faint fragrance.

The same scent as Ji Lian's smell used to make Qiao Sen feel at ease, but now it makes him feel restless.

A sense of guilt came from the bottom of Qiao Sen's heart.

Qiao Kejin is like evidence of his betrayal of Ji Lian, making him feel that his debt to Ji Lian and Gu An has become a black hole, gradually eating away all the remaining sweet black holes.

He was intimidated and wanted to back off.

Ji Lian thought about it, and finally decided to put Xiao Kejin on the bed first.

After he settled Xiao Kejin, he turned around, only to find that Qiao Sen was standing by the lotus pond looking at him all the time, his face was not very good, and his expression was also in a trance.

Ji Lian walked over and pulled Qiao Sen to sit down on the edge of the lotus pond. Her slender fingers were slightly gathered and covered the back of Qiao Sen's warm hands.

After a long time, Qiao Sen said, "Ann, I'm afraid."

Amber eyes looked at him tenderly, encouraging him to continue talking.

Qiao Sen stared at those eyes for a moment, and then said what he really thought in his heart: "I don't think I can be a good father. I was scared when Ke Jin was not born. Ever since I was able to It starts when I feel his real existence, and this feeling of fear will only stop when you are by my side..."

"I also long to have a normal family, a wife I love, and our children, and then just go on like that, and just have a normal life for the rest of my life."

"But I married Gu Shuyu, and then I met you... When I forced you for the first time, I didn't know what I was thinking. I knew I wasn't drunk, and I knew you were my father-in-law and my wife's father, But I still can't control myself..."

"Later, I pestered you several times, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I just refused to let you go... Now that I think about it, maybe I already knew you before I forced you for the first time. I'm moved by you, but I haven't seen through myself..."

The hand under Ji Lian's palm was slightly clenched into a fist.

Qiao Sen said: "Since I realized that I love you, I can't face this child even more."

"I even hope that he and Gu Shuyu disappear together..."

"His presence makes me feel, feel sorry for you—"

When Qiao Sen spoke, he lowered his eyelids slightly and stared at the ground under his feet.He didn't dare to look into Ji Lian's eyes, and he didn't even dare to look at the corner of his clothes.

Because he felt that it was a kind of defilement to him.

Ji Lian's fingers tightened while Qiao Sen was speaking, and when he stopped, Ji Lian's hand tightly held Qiao Sen's hand.

"Qiao, you should know that Shu Yu is not my own."

Ji Lian rested her head on Qiao Sen's shoulder, feeling the solid body and the warm heat emanating from it.

Qiao Sen moved his hand and turned over to hold Ji Lian's slightly small hand in his palm.

He listened quietly.

Ji Lian said: "But we are not really not related by blood."

"She is Ji Ke's daughter."

After a pause, Ji Lian moved a bit in the space, and found a more comfortable position to lean against Qiao Sen.

"For so many years, I have also tried to integrate into the lives of Xinglan and Shu Yu. Just because I reject everything Ji Lian does doesn't mean that I really don't know what he is thinking. To Xinglan and Shuyu Yu, I feel guilty."

"But over the years, I haven't been able to make it. I've also been a failed father."

Qiao Sen's big hand couldn't help stroking Ji Lian's hair. He relaxed a lot in Ji Lian's words, and he felt pity in his heart: "No, Ann, it's not your fault——Shu Yu was spoiled." It's..."

"And you have A'an and Azan, they are all taught very well by you..." Qiao Sen couldn't help but stop. Big one?

The old man Qiao Sen was pregnant with didn't bother about this issue. He reached out and touched Qiao Sen's cheek: "Joe, you can be a qualified and good father, as long as you want."

"Shu Yu refused to get close to me, mostly because Xinglan refused to let her get close to me, but Ke Jin is different. Ke Jin belongs to us, we can teach him well, can't we?"

Looking at the amber eyes looking at him, Qiao Sen saw sincerity and embarrassment there.

Ji Lian's fair face was slightly crimson. He raised his head slightly, looked up at Qiao Sen, and asked after a while, "Joe, let him be our child, okay?"

Qiao Sen stared at those eyes with a faint glimmer of hope and froze.

their children?

"Ke Jin is your child, and I am also related by blood." Ji Lian stated, "It is impossible for us to have children, and I can't give you a child that belongs to us, but Ke Jin is related to the two of us."

Johnson choked.He suddenly discovered that the original Gu An and the current Ji Lian yearned for a normal family more than he did.

Seeing that Qiao Sen didn't say a word, Ji Lian immediately flinched.There was still longing in those amber eyes, but they were much darker.

After a long pause, Ji Lian said, "If you don't want to, just pretend I didn't say it—"

The rustling voice made Qiao Sen feel unbearably distressed.

Pulling the old man into his arms and sitting on his lap, Qiao Sen hugged the thin body tightly: "Ann, I didn't mean that... I just haven't prepared myself to be a father yet." Prepare."

"Ann, I love you, and I would like to have a family and a child with you."

"You're right. Ke Jin is the best choice. He is related to us by blood. He is our child."

"Give me some time, Ann? Let me try. I don't dislike him, I'm just a little scared. I'm not a responsible man from the beginning. Otherwise, how could I make you suffer so much ? So many tears?"

"But from now on, I am willing to change myself for you."

"Because I love you."

Qiao Sen let go of Ji Lian, let him look directly into his eyes, and repeated in a low but firm, sonorous voice: "Ann, because I love you, I am willing to do everything I can to change myself, and I am willing to go Be a responsible man."

"I love you."

Tears flowed down Ji Lian's cheeks, but the corners of her lips were raised upwards.He nodded at Joson, crying and laughing.

Qiao Sen faced Qiao Kejin for the first time, but his mind couldn't help but go astray. He first regarded him as Gu An's child, and then resisted the thought of running away and tried to get closer.

Under Ji Lian's gaze, Qiao Sen reached out and touched the sleeping Xiao Kejin's hand.Small, soft baby's hand.

Something, through that instant of light touch, fiercely branded a small handprint on Qiao Sen's heart.

He looked up at Ji Lian, the stiff facial muscles finally relaxed, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised.

Bloodlines have an irresistible nature.

No matter how much you have rejected before, when you face someone who is related to you by blood, your heart will eventually be shaken.

Qiao Sen's eyes were still a bit complicated, but Ji Lian could tell from the smile on his face that he liked it after all as a father for the first time.

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