wife and father

100 Ganlai

Ever since Zhang An opened the door and came in, Ni Hui hadn't given him a good look.

Li Zan was still sleeping drowsily, wondering if he had dreamed of something bad, and kept curling up with his brows furrowed, sleeping unsteadily.

Under Ni Hui's stern eye, Zhang An went straight to the hospital bed, paused for a moment, and then stretched out his hand to pull Li Zan's hand that was huddled in his chest.

Ni Hui hurriedly stood up to stop her, lowered her voice and said, "Hey, what are you doing! He just hit the spot!"

Zhang An ignored her, his pair of eyes that finally returned to calm looked deeply at the thin and pale person on the hospital bed.

Afraid that Li Zan would be woken up by him, Ni Hui hurriedly turned her head to look at Li Zan, then her eyes froze, her lips were pursed, and she didn't speak any more.

Before leaving, Ni Hui took a deep look at Zhang Chen.Zhang Chen gave her a flat look.

Ni Hui's heart finally calmed down.

The scene just now seemed to be replaying before her eyes.

Zhang An stretched out only one hand, and gently held Li Zan's hand. Li Zan, who had been restless all this time, moved. After confirming the owner of the hand, he immediately raised his brows and relaxed his body. Curled up stiffly.

Ni Hui suddenly understood that this pair of enemies would probably have been entangled like this from ancient times to the future.No matter whether it is hurting each other or loving each other, no outsider will ever be allowed to step into it.

Ni Hui rubbed her eyes, there were no tears, just dry pain.

Li Zan only woke up the next morning. Although he had slept for a long time, he was not in good spirits and his face was pale.

Zhang An sat on the bedside holding Li Zan's hand all night, his eyes almost never missed his position, he kept staring at Li Zan's face, almost trying to see the direction of the blood flowing in the blood vessels under the pale skin.

He thought he could still think, thinking about what to do with Li Zan.

But at the end of the night, the only thing in his mind was Su Qian's words: Either kill him, or give him happiness.

He was still unable to take his life.

Ni Hui brought food over, seeing that the atmosphere between the two was quite harmonious, she felt a little relieved.But before leaving, he still gave Zhang Chen a warning look.

Li Zan drank a few mouthfuls of porridge with Zhang An's hand.His expression was calm, with a little silence, as if nothing had happened yesterday, and it seemed that too many things had happened to make him exhausted physically and mentally.

Zhang Chen narrowed his eyes, tried his best to slow down his tone, and lowered his voice: "Azan, can you hear me say a few words?"

Li Zan didn't answer, but his thin lips were pursed into a line, and his hands couldn't help but clenched.

Looking at the porridge bowl in his hand, Zhang Chen stirred the porridge with a spoon for a while, stopped his movements, and sighed.

"Azan, we've all been too tired for the past ten years." Zhang An closed his eyes fiercely, then looked at Li Zan, "I want a word from you today. If you want to talk to me, we Just live well, if I do something that makes you unhappy again, you can tie me up and whip me. If you don’t want to follow me—"

Zhang An gritted his teeth, and it took him a long time to say it in one breath: "If you don't want to, I will give you freedom, and I promise that I will never interfere with your life in the future, and I will never force you to do anything again."

Zhang Chen saw a strange expression in Li Zan's eyes.

But after a while, Li Zan still lowered his eyelids, and only asked three words: "Where's Ah Wei?"

The forehead and chest were so painful that they almost split open.

Zhang Chen didn't want to spill the porridge on Li Zan, so he raised his hand and put all the things in his hand on the bedside table.

Pain, pain or pain, and maybe heartbreak.

But Zhang An found that perhaps this kind of pain is still acceptable to him: "I respect your choice."—As long as he is well, he can accept anything.

"you're free."

If you still love the person who tried to hurt you, I have no right to say anything.Because from a certain point of view, the harm I have brought to you is greater than what he has brought to you.

Li Zan's pupils suddenly shrank.

At the same time Zhang Chen stood up, his hand reached out and grabbed Zhang Chen's arm.

"Let go." Zhang An's low growl was dry and mixed with tremors, but it was more like a request.

It was hard for him to let go, and being caught by Li Zan like this, he knew that his will would not last long.If he decides to leave, he must not even turn his head, otherwise he will never be able to leave.

Li Zan didn't know where the strength came from, but managed to grab Zhang An's arm with one hand to stop him from leaving, and clamp his chin with the other hand, forcing him to turn his head slightly.

Standing close, Zhang An could see Li Zan's disordered breath.

The handsome brows were slightly frowned on the delicate face, the dark eyes were covered by the drooping eyelids, the pale lips came up, but they only touched Zhang Chen's lips lightly before leaving.

He heard him begging almost inaudibly: "Don't go...don't leave me again...A'an..."

Every word fell into his heart and weighed on his body, as thin as a cicada's wing, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

He saw tears streaming down that pretty face: "It's been ten years, haven't you played enough? Or...even I'm one of your game objects?"

He had never questioned him like this before, and this remark made him feel trembling, and he could hardly answer.

Choking, Zhang An's Adam's apple twitched: "I've never——thought this way..."

Catching Li Zan's limp body, he threw himself into his arms and cried, "Then why did you do this? Are you happy to see me suffer? Only when I feel like a knife twists your heart will you be comfortable?"

"Azan?" Zhang An buried the tip of his nose into Li Zan's collar and hair, closed his eyes and frowned, "You..."

"I have loved you for ten years, hoped for you for ten years, and waited for you for ten years!" Li Zan cried so hard and gritted his teeth with hatred, "I can pretend not to see others, but why did you want to provoke Ah Wei? It's enough to hurt me if I don't get you, why do you want to touch the people around me?! Don't hurt me bloody, can't you feel at ease?!"

Why?Because you want to avenge him for leaving without saying goodbye?How to say it!

Zhang Chen was silent, but his heart was still beating wildly.

If there is no deviation between his understanding and Li Zan's expression, then there is only a misunderstanding between them, right?

But just when he was hit by the waves of fluctuations in his heart and his face was distorted, Li Zan suddenly let him go.

Zhang An saw Li Zan's eyes that were red from crying, and saw that thin lips trembling for a moment, and then gently opened and closed: "You go. If you leave, never come back."

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Why do I have to write the sweet part so abusively? ?

Not because they refused to leave a message! ! !