why does he always want to break up

Chapter 24 The night of the 25th of that year

On the 25th of a certain month, it was a Friday night, and Li Xiu turned off all the social gatherings, and went home to take out the wine he had stored and poured himself a drink.

There was an unfinished letter on the coffee table, addressed to Liang Zhen.

The emotional floodgates were opened on this special day, and Li Xiu was so painful that he wanted to cry.

Shao Qingcheng came back earlier than expected, and was surprised that Li Xiu, who had always been self-disciplined, was sitting on the floor drinking alcohol today.

Shao Qingcheng wanted to say hello, but Li Xiu didn't even give him a look.Shao Qingcheng pursed his lips and went into the room to change clothes. When he came out, Li Xiu still didn't move in that posture, obviously not wanting to talk to him.Shao Qingcheng didn't want to embarrass himself, so he simply took a shower.

Unexpectedly, after he finished taking a shower, Li Xiu would still look the same, sitting on the floor with his back against the sofa and hanging his head. Ever since Shao Qingcheng came back, Li Xiu hadn't even changed his posture.

Shao Qingcheng was a little worried, leaned over and asked, "What's the matter?"

Li Xiu didn't speak, Shao Qingcheng saw the paper on the coffee table, with a few lines written on it: "What is this?"

He wanted to reach out to take it, but Li Xiu took it before he touched it, and then folded it carefully and put it away.

Shao Qingcheng: "..."

Li Xiu: "I came back so early today, isn't there a dinner?"

Li Xiu was finally willing to talk to him, and Shao Qingcheng immediately forgot about the paper: "It's not an important situation, I'm too lazy to go, I went to your company to find you, and they said you left early. Li Xiu, where is it?" Comfortable?"

Where does it hurt?

In my heart, my whole heart is blocked.

Li Xiu: "Come have a drink with me, okay?"

It's more like a begging than an invitation.

It was impossible for Shao Qingcheng to refuse, so he went to get a cup by himself, and sat cross-legged on the floor leaning on the sofa like him.

One person drinks away his sorrows, but two people drink together to get bored.

Usually Li Xiu is not as talkative as Shao Qingcheng, but he is not a dull gourd either, but today he is especially dumb.

They poured, clinked, poured, clinked without any words.

After half a bottle of red wine went down, Shao Qingcheng couldn't hold back anymore: "I thought I'd escaped a drinking situation, but I didn't expect you to be waiting for me when I got home."

Shao Qingcheng meant it as a joke, and he didn't know what was wrong with Li Xiu today, so he went straight to grab his glass: "If you don't want to drink, then don't drink it."

"That's not what I meant," Shao Qingcheng quickly explained, avoiding Li Xiu's hand with the wine glass, and stopped his shoulder with the other hand, "I'd like to drink with you, I'm willing to do anything you ask me to do."

Li Xiu's movements suddenly stopped, he looked up at him, and didn't speak.The two got very close because of the snatching action just now, Li Xiu was almost in his arms with half of his body, and his face was so close to Shao Qingcheng's that he could smell each other's breath.

Shao Qingcheng's heart was beating wildly under his stare, and he always felt that something would happen today.

He was thinking wildly like this, when suddenly his mouth became hot - Li Xiu kissed him.

His mind went blank for a moment.

Li Xiu's kiss was superficial, he simply touched his lips with his lips, and then looked up at him again.

Li Xiu: "Are you willing to do whatever I ask you to do?"

Shao Qingcheng nodded blankly: "Yes."

Li Xiu: "Kiss me, okay?"

Shao Qingcheng: "..."

The wine glass in his hand fell to the carpet with a muffled sound, and Shao Qingcheng, like a wolf, hugged Li Xiu and pecked his lips.

This kiss was ferocious from the very beginning, like a wolf biting its prey, trying to swallow it in one bite.

Li Xiu was in pain, but he didn't want to hide, he didn't even flinch or resist, and even pandered.

Shao Qingcheng hugged him and turned over, pressed him on the sofa and kissed him harder, as if he had never kissed anyone in his life.

The two are so entangled that they don't want to be separated for a second.It was as if the air in Li Xiu's lungs had been forced out by Shao Qingcheng, only the air was exhaled but not inhaled.

When he finally stopped, Shao Qingcheng asked in a hoarse voice, "Is this enough?"

Li Xiu's mind was buzzing, his palm was just above his heart, and he could feel the joyful beating there.

It was a fresh life, Li Xiu removed his pajamas and covered his heart again.

"Your heart beats so fast."

Li Xiu's voice was very low, but his touch gave Shao Qingcheng a lot of shock.

Shao Qingcheng felt that his back was tense, and he clasped the back of his neck and kissed Li Xiu heavily: "Are you seducing me?"

Li Xiu felt his strong heartbeat: "I don't think it's enough."

Shao Qingcheng: "What?"

Li Xiu: "Kiss, not enough."

Li Xiu was equivalent to giving Shao Qingcheng a shot of stimulant, and Shao Qingcheng immediately turned into a beast and pushed Li Xiu down.

Shao Qingcheng's kissing skills are very good, and the feeling it brings to him is also surprisingly good.

After Liang Zhen left, it was the first time that Li Xiu had been so close to a person. He thought he couldn't accept it, but when he thought that this person was Shao Qingcheng, he felt that it was not so difficult to accept.

Li Xiu didn't hate Shao Qingcheng's kiss, his touch, or his body, and even... liked, fell in love with.

Shao Qingcheng has been a monk for half a year, thinking that he has lost his mind, but he can still ask Li Xiu at this time: "Do you want to do it? While I still...can bear it, tell me, do you want to do it?"

Li Xiu flipped over to him, and looked at him with a seductive look that Shao Qingcheng had never seen before: "We all drank too much, and we don't have to be responsible to each other for anything we do."

"Hold!"

Shao Qingcheng felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, and his rational web was destroyed by Li Xiu's initiative.

Li Xiu has experience, and a lot of experience, this is what Shao Qingcheng feels.He wanted to sit up, but was pushed back by Li Xiu.

Shao Qingcheng discovered Li Xiu's intentions, and only later did he realize that something was wrong.

He grabbed Li Xiu's hand, his eyes were about to pop out.

Li Xiu was puzzled: "What's wrong?"

Shao Qingcheng's expression was unusually awkward: "Do I seem to be the one who is used to being down there?"

Li Xiu was stunned, and asked back: "Do I look like me?"

Two people:"……"

Both of them were on the right track, so they were stuck in an embarrassing stalemate because of the problem of up and down.

Shao Qingcheng was almost suffocated, wishing he could force Li Xiu, but he knew he couldn't, he had never forced anyone in this matter, not even those companions he had never loved before, let alone Li Xiu in his arms.

Shao Qingcheng turned over and said to Li Xiu, "I'll help you."

A fire burns two people, almost driving them both out of their minds.

After the fire, embers smoldered.Li Xiu buried his face in his neck: "Shao Qingcheng."

"Ok?"

"I've never done 0."

"……I got it now."

"Do you still want to love me?"

Shao Qingcheng didn't hesitate at all: "I've never helped anyone. When you put it in my mouth just now, I realized that I'm going to fall in love with you. Is there something wrong with me?"

Li Xiu was bored for a long time again: "You are too big here, can you relax later?"

Shao Qingcheng didn't say a word at first, then raised half of his body to look at Li Xiu, with a look of disbelief: "You, you say it again?"

Li Xiu turned over and lay his back on him, his voice muffled in his arms: "Be gentle, don't hurt me."

Li Xiu couldn't figure out why.

But when Shao Qingcheng said that he fell in love with him just now, Li Xiu had no more struggles.

He needs a love, needs someone to love him, needs someone to plug the hole in his heart with full love.

And after these six months, he believed in Shao Qingcheng's feelings for him.

Shao Qingcheng cherishes him.

If someone is willing to cherish him, Li Xiu can't care about anything.

He didn't want to compare Liang Zhen and Shao Qingcheng, and he was even silently worried about doing it with Shao Qingcheng just now.Will there be a shadow of Liang Zhen in my mind when I am in love?

In fact, he was overthinking it.

Shao Qingcheng did the foreplay with the greatest patience in his life, and Li Xiu didn't feel the slightest pain.

Shao Qingcheng: "I'll give you a brand new experience, shy."

That was the first time Shao Qingcheng called him shy, his tone was full of doting and liking, Li Xiu couldn't think of anything else, only his loving "shame" was left in his ears.

Li Xiu survived another fire, but Shao Qingcheng didn't say anything.

Li Xiu asked hoarsely, "You don't want it anymore?"

Shao Qingcheng smiled: "Just kidding, I've held back for so long, and I haven't finished this one time, how could I not."

Li Xiu: "Then you..."

Shao Qingcheng: "It's your first time, I'm afraid you'll feel uncomfortable, so I'll let you rest."

This person usually picks and chooses everything, but gives him the greatest patience and consideration.

What else could Li Xiu say, and pressed his lips to invite: "I'm fine, I'm fine, you make me feel good."

Li Xiu paid a huge price for his words, Shao Qingcheng's Adam's apple twitched, his eyes were scarlet: "Then I will not be polite from now on."

How could you be so rude, Li Xiu could write a history of blood and tears afterwards.

The half-time fight just now was just a warm-up. Shao Qingcheng was really suffocating. After the first time, there was almost no intermission, so he continued in a different way.

At the end of the second time, Li Xiu almost passed out, but was brought back to his senses by Shao Qingcheng's kiss, and asked him with a smile, "How do you feel?"

Li Xiu: "You...you want to kill me?"

Shao Qingcheng: "It's early, give me 5 minutes, I'm fine."

Li Xiu was frightened: "I...I can't do it anymore."

Shao Qingcheng roguely retorted domineeringly: "I don't have enough, I have a lot in stock, I'll give you everything I want."

What on earth did this person eat, his physical strength is so good...

In the end, how and when they ended, Li Xiu didn't remember anything, and fell into a coma.

Shao Qingcheng had bathed him and carefully carried him to the bed. When Li Xiu was asleep, his brows and eyes were slightly frowned, his lips were red and fair, and his eyelashes were thick and long. He was a perfect beauty, and Shao Qingcheng liked it no matter what he saw.

After doing so many times, I didn't feel tired until I really calmed down, but Shao Qingcheng was more satisfied than ever.

He hugged Li Xiu, feeling very at ease in his heart.

Li Xiu drank more than him tonight, maybe they just indulged after drinking, and nothing else counted.Shao Qingcheng thought he was taking advantage of others, and he didn't know what Li Xiu's attitude would be when he sobered up tomorrow morning. As long as he wasn't driven away, Shao Qingcheng would be fine with beating, scolding and accepting punishment.

Shao Qingcheng was excited and excited for half the night and finally fell asleep with him in his arms. The next day was the weekend, and because of the fixed biological clock, they woke up one after the other.

Li Xiu stared at the ceiling with half-opened eyes and said nothing, neither angry nor accusatory, acting extremely calm.Shao Qingcheng was a little nervous, wanted to say hello but didn't know what to say, so he got out of bed lightly, picked up a pair of pants, put them on, and was about to take a shower.

"Shao Qingcheng."

Li Xiu suddenly called out to stop him, his throat hoarse.

Shao Qingcheng straightened his back subconsciously: "Ah, yes."

Li Xiu was still in the same position, lying there and asked, "Do you still want to be with me?"

Shao Qingcheng was shocked, and stammered excitedly: "Think...Think!"

he thinks!Of course he wants to!He has been thinking about it for half a year!

Li Xiu endured the aches and pains all over his body and sat up with difficulty. Seeing that Shao Qingcheng was covered with nail marks all over his body, he smiled at him.

"Okay, boyfriend."

Because of his words, Shao Qingcheng jumped onto the bed like a big dog, hugged him, sucked and kissed him, and called him endlessly: "Shame, shame, I thought you would be angry with me. How should I apologize to you before you forgive me, do you really not blame me for being shy?"

Li Xiu looked at him amusedly: "Why are you blaming you? Didn't I say that we are all drunk, and we don't have to be responsible to each other for anything we do."

Shao Qingcheng shook his head: "I want to be responsible to you, I want to be responsible to you, but I'm afraid you don't care."

Li Xiu was honestly held by him: "Then you are responsible, my back is so sore...it hurts there too."

Shao Gou didn't say anything else, obediently helped him press his waist, and smiled: "I found your drawer yesterday, and there is no medicine."

Li Xiu lay on the bed with his eyes closed: "I don't bring anyone home, so what are you doing with that medicine?"

Shaogou: "Then did you go to the hotel?"

It was only then that Li Xiu realized that Shao Qingcheng was inquiring about his private life around the corner: "No, I haven't made an appointment."

Shao Qingcheng paused, and the corners of his mouth widened: "Am I your first man?"

Why is his shyness so good!So clean!He really picked up a super big baby!

Li Xiu was silent for a moment, then replied: "It's just the first one to fuck me."

Shao Qingcheng nodded, that's right, Li Xiu said yesterday that he hadn't done 0, but just didn't make an appointment, then he should have had a boyfriend before, um, it's okay, it's still his shame, his big baby!

Shao Qingcheng didn't ask any more questions, Mei Zizi went out to buy medicine for Li Xiu and came back, but insisted on applying it on him by himself, and finally made himself angry again.

Seeing him raising the flag, Li Xiu couldn't help laughing: "Please let me go."

Of course, Shao Qingcheng couldn't do anything to him anymore, but the fire was so big that it couldn't be extinguished for a long time.Seeing him pitiful, Li Xiu finally tried to help him put out the fire with other methods, which moved Shao Qingcheng to the core.

It's not that no one has done this for him, but it's different for Li Xiu. Shao Qingcheng's feelings for Li Xiu rose from crazy liking to love almost overnight.

Shao Qingcheng didn't know what day last night was, nor did he know how difficult it was for Li Xiu last night, and he didn't know that he was like a good medicine for Li Xiu. His kiss and his love paralyzed Li Xiu's pain and relieved his pain. It hurt Li Xiu's tense nerves for more than three years.

The thoughts that Li Xiu used to atone with Liang Zhen every time he was alone, because he was accompanied by Shao Qingcheng when he woke up this morning faded away.

Li Xiu woke up earlier than him. When he woke up, he found himself in a generous and warm embrace. It felt like a lifetime away.

Shao Qingcheng hugged him possessively, his steady breathing was next to his ear, and his strong heartbeat was against his back. Because of this long-lost feeling, Li Xiu secretly cried.

Shao Qingcheng didn't know this, he never knew what he meant to him.

Because of Shao Qingcheng, Li Xiu made up his mind to give himself a new start.

In a sense, he took advantage of Shao Qingcheng. At that time, Li Xiu looked at Shao Qingcheng, who simply liked him, and secretly hoped in his heart:

I hope it won't be long before he can give Shao Qingcheng the best of himself.

The author has something to say:

When I finished writing, it was [-] words, and I lost [-] words for a harmonious and friendly environment ~ emmmm can ~

When I write this, I feel that Shao Zuozuo is also super good. Is there anything~

He really loves us shyly ~ woo woo woo ~

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