dhibooks Chapter 16 I'm going to light the fire
Chapter 16 I'm going to light the fire
"Brother, is what he-he said true?" Luo Zixin asked Tang Jinrui in disbelief.
"I'll tell you later, you go in first." Tang Jinrui opened the door this time, without giving Luo Zixin a chance to listen, and directly stuffed him into the room.The door was closed by him with a "bang", and he looked at Si Zhe, "Are you going by yourself or shall I send someone to pick you up?"
"Let's go? Who said I'm leaving? Can't I come out and play alone? Besides, when did you, Tang Jinrui, become so timid? Isn't he just a child?" Si Zhe said with disdain Said in a tone: "You can't really see him, can you?"
"Whoever I like is my business, but you'd better leave while I can control myself!"
"What if I don't go?"
"Aren't you going?" Tang Jinrui took out his phone directly, and found Zhuo Ran's number from the phone book: "It's me, let Manager Min contact me. Yes, right away."
"Tang Jinrui, what do you mean?" A hurt look flashed in Si Zhe's eyes.
"What do you mean? Si Zhe, have you forgotten who you are?" Tang Jinrui said, ignoring Si Zhe's pale face, and went back to his yard.And as soon as he entered the door, the phone rang.He pointed the screen at Si Zhe, "Do you need me to pick it up?"
"No need." Si Zhe bit his lip and walked towards the Audi he drove over.Originally, he thought that Tang Jinrui would not drive him away after so long since he hadn't seen each other. After all, this person had been kind to him before.But now it seems that he still thinks too much.How could Tang Jinrui, who was notorious in the circle, be a good person? Maybe helping him when he was in distress was just for the momentary pleasure.
"Si Zhe——" Tang Jinrui saw the person standing in place holding the door handle of the car, suppressed his anger and said, "For the sake of getting acquainted, I would like to advise you, you'd better keep your mouth shut in the future." This is him Of all the lovers he took the most care of, but obviously superfluous sympathy sometimes turned into trouble.
Thinking of Min Shengzhi's way of training people, Si Zhe shuddered violently. After sitting in the driver's seat, he relaxed for a long time before remembering to start the car.
After a while, the wind became lighter, the sound of the engine gradually faded away, and the surroundings also became quiet.But Tang Jinrui couldn't calm down.It's not that he didn't think about letting Luo Zixin know that he was gay one day, but it definitely wasn't in a situation like today.
What would the kid think of him?
Tang Jinrui never dreamed that he would one day care about the eyes of another person, and this person had no blood relationship with him.
Luo Zixin wasn't having a good time either.He has been in a state of confusion since Tang Jinrui stuffed him into the house.Combined with Si Zhe's words, he remembered what Tang Jinrui had said to him in the shed.
Zixin, not everyone who cares about you really cares about you.
Maybe I have another purpose?
If you were a girl and I wanted to marry you, would you marry me?
Luo Zixin felt that his heartbeat was almost out of his control, and Tang Jinrui's words were all messed up in his head.He was holding a lighter, thinking about cooking, but he didn't even have a straw!When he went out to get the straw, he saw the man leaning against the wall, quietly looking into the distance.
Tang Jinrui heard the sound of the door slightly moving, but he didn't turn his head. It wasn't until Luo Zixin moved towards the pile of straw and took a bundle of straw that he said, "Do you feel awkward?"
"I don't know." Luo Zixin said in a low voice, "Brother, are you, um, really gay?" He ran to the bookstore from time to time, and actually read some books about this Human-like information, he knows that this is just a difference in sexual orientation between people, not a disease.But he had never actually seen it with his own eyes.
"Yes." Tang Jinrui turned his head and said with a smile, "Are you afraid?"
Luo Zixin thought about it seriously, "I'm afraid there isn't one, but it's a little strange."
A trace of helplessness flashed in Tang Jinrui's eyes: "Come in, I won't go to dinner tonight, you and grandma will eat."
Luo Zixin said, "Oh."
Although he felt that at this time he should be more generous and invite Tang Jinrui to continue eating at his house, but the words came to his lips but he couldn't say them.
Tang Jinrui went straight back to the house and closed the door, feeling even more uncertain.He usually hates people who do ink marks the most, but when it comes to liking Luo Zixin, he himself has become this kind of person.On the one hand, he wanted to get Luo Zixin, but on the other hand, he didn't want to drag Luo Zixin into the mud.But knowing that if he wants to give up, now is the best time, but he can't completely let go.
What a ghost, the streets are full of people with two arms and two legs, why is it so special?Is it still necessary for him?
"Zixin, why didn't your little Tang brother come over for dinner today?" Grandma Luo asked Luo Zixin, who hadn't heard Tang Jinrui's voice during the meal today.
"Brother Tang has a friend who came over today, and there seems to be some trouble between the two of them."
"Then you have to eat." Grandma Luo said, "You go and ask him to come over. If you lose anything, you can't lose your body."
"Also, let's forget it, maybe Brother Tang wants to be quiet?"
"Stupid boy. Your Little Brother Tang was kicked out by himself, and he has more time to be quiet. Why do you come to our house every day? Isn't it just for fun."
"But Brother Tang said he won't come tonight, let's eat first." Luo Zixin began to bury his head in the meal again.
Grandma Luo didn't try to persuade her any more, she just sighed lightly.
After dinner, Luo Zixin washed the dishes and wiped the kang before making the quilt.But when he was doing these things, he was always annoyed and flustered, as if something was entangled in his heart, and he couldn't sleep.
Grandma Luo heard how many times she sighed in less than 10 minutes, and finally couldn't help but said: "Zixin, if you don't worry, go and have a look. You can know that Brother Tang is hungry by spreading pancakes under the bed. Are you not hungry?"
Luo Zixin was honest, but he still couldn't sleep.Later, he simply got up and jingled in the kitchen, and then went to the next door with the food.
When Tang Jinrui heard the knock on the door, he looked over subconsciously, thinking that only Luo Zixin would be knocking at the door at this time, so he called out, "Come in."
Luo Zixin entered the room and looked around for a while but didn't see the table, and suddenly remembered that Tang Jinrui didn't have such a thing here.He had no choice but to put the tea tray directly on the kang: "Brother, I fried shredded beans for you."
Fried bean shreds was Tang Jinrui's favorite dish during these days in Sanqiao Village. Tang Jinrui could smell the aroma when Luo Zixin came in, but he didn't touch these dishes.He still had an unfinished cigarette in his hand, and the ashtray next to him was full of cigarette butts.
Tang Jinrui has been smoking, and he didn't even burn the kang.
Although the weather is gradually getting warmer, it is still relatively cool in the house without the kang, not to mention that it has just rained and the air is still humid.
Luo Zixin handed the chopsticks to Tang Jinrui: "Eat, bro, I'll go and light the fire."
Tang Jinrui grabbed him: "You know what kind of person I am, and you dare to treat me so well?"
Luo Zixin took two twitches but didn't pull it back, so he had to let Tang Jinrui hold on to it.He looked at Tang Jinrui angrily: "I'm not being nice to you, I'm just, I just can't sleep without seeing you eating."
Tang Jinrui gently stroked the place he was holding: "Is it uncomfortable for you that I am hungry?"
Luo Zixin nodded.
Tang Jinrui asked again: "Will you feel bad if I leave?"
Luo Zixin thought for a while, then nodded.
Tang Jinrui hugged Luo Zixin into his arms: "Then what about me? Are you uncomfortable?"
Luo Zixin: "...I'm uncomfortable."
Tang Jinrui's body froze in an instant, but just as he was about to let go of Luo Zixin, Luo Zixin added inaudibly: "Brother, you hug me, I'm flustered."
Now Tang Jinrui panicked.He added viciously: "Didn't I tell you not to speak when you are near me?"
Luo Zixin: "..."
"Why don't you talk?" Tang Jinrui said, "Kiss you without talking?"
Luo Zixin's face instantly turned crimson: "Brother, hurry up and eat, I'll go light the fire."
"Don't burn it! The young man sleeps on the cold kang, you don't know that it depends on firepower?" Tang Jinrui let go of the person in his arms depressedly: "I said you can't pretend to be stupid for a while?"
"...I'm going to light the fire."
"All right, all right, you win!" Tang Jinrui scratched his hair in frustration, and started to eat. After a while, he said "Pfft!": "Luo Zixin, did you beat the salt seller to death?!" This is about to die He!