When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Chapter 100 True Love Over Hate

"Doctor, can I really go in? I don't need to come out, and I can wear protective clothing without taking it off. Let me go in and accompany him."

This is already the eighth time Zhou Yuan has spoken to Yin Zhen's attending doctor.

"Mr. Zhou, I admire your feelings for your other half, but in order to ensure the safety of patients, even doctors and nurses rarely enter the aseptic warehouse. We must provide patients with a very safe environment. Radiation therapy will destroy the patient's body. All immune systems cannot withstand any risk of infection."

The doctor had never said it so seriously in the previous few times, only this time he spoke uprightly and said the result was very serious.

For the sake of Yin Zhen's life and safety, Zhou Yuan had no choice but to compromise.

When he packed Yin Zhen's things into the aseptic warehouse, his arrogance was obviously wrong, with thick irritability and haze, and he never let go of his frown.

When sending Yin Zhen in, Zhou Yuan's hands were shaking.

As if in a daze, she kept saying, "You promised me, you promised me..."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will wait for you outside, don't be afraid..."

The helplessness on his face was something Yin Zhen had never seen before.

Hematopoietic stem cells donated by donors will be transferred after radiotherapy in the aseptic warehouse. During the transfer process, there were many cases of severe rejection. In the end, the patient died before even getting off the operating table.

The road ahead is unknown.

Zhou Yuan didn't dare to think about those cases at all, his heart palpitations just thinking about them.

Yin Zhen's performance was much calmer than Zhou Yuan's, but he would be lying if he said he wasn't afraid. He was also very worried, worried that he wouldn't be able to withstand radiotherapy, be put off the operating table, or be rejected...

Maybe this is the last side of the two of them.

Therefore, when Zhou Yuan hugged him, it was rare for Yin Zhen not to push him away, nor to say something hurtful.

He was very obedient and let Zhou Yuan hold him.

The clingy and pretentious appearance made Jin Shengzhe and Jin Jin next to him couldn't help coughing.

Zhou Yuan was sad enough, and later realized that Yin Zhen's depression would affect his emotions, so he pretended to be fierce and threatened: "If you don't come out properly, I will stew your rabbit."

Yin Zhen was taken aback for a moment, then burst out laughing.

His smile is still as bright and gentle as it was many years ago, with Yin Zhen's unique squeamishness.

Zhou Yuan also showed a smile, touched Yin Zhen's ears, and said, "I also stewed the two turtles at home."

"Don't just smile, I'm serious, you must come out properly."

Zhou Yuan didn't hear his definite and positive answer, and seemed to be always worried. Under his constant questioning, Yin Zhen smiled and nodded, and when he entered the aseptic warehouse door, he turned around and said to Zhou Yuan: "I I'll try my best to come out alive."

When the aseptic warehouse door was closed, Zhou Yuan couldn't help crying.

He has lived for more than 20 years, and has probably experienced more ups and downs than some people in a lifetime.

He asked himself that perhaps time had nothing to scare him, and he himself was not afraid of death, but now he knew.

He was afraid that Yin Zhen would die.

I'm afraid that after Yin Zhen's death, I will really be alone in the world.

There is a transparent glass in the aseptic chamber, and the family members can see the situation of the patient inside. After Yin Zhen followed the doctor in protective clothing, he sat on the hospital bed and waved to Zhou Yuan.

They don't have loud mics on.

Yin Zhen's voice was not too loud, but Zhou Yuan still understood his lip shape, Yin Zhen was saying, "Take care of my rabbit, and don't stew my tortoise!"

In an instant, it seemed as if time went back to a few years ago.

The two little turtles they won in front of the night market stall, Yin Zhen pointed to the turtle and called Zhou Yuan, and Zhou Yuan pointed to the other one and called Yin Zhen.

At that time, every time Yin Zhen got angry with Zhou Yuan and was willful and unreasonable, Zhou Yuan would tell him if he was unreasonable: "I'm going to stew your turtle like this."

Every time Yin Zhen talked about it, he would fight with him, and the anger just disappeared in a joke.

Later, the Yin family collapsed, Yin Jianfeng was imprisoned, and before the house of the Yin family was taken away by the bank, Yin Zhen did not take away the two turtles in the garden.

It was later that Zhou Yuan sent a ghost messenger to climb over the wall and take it out after drinking too much one night. Afterwards, the two tortoises were kept at home.

Yin Zhen didn't ask where he came from, and Zhou Yuan never teased Yin Zhen again with stewed turtle.

The two tortoises have lived for so many years, and they always look after each other with a tacit understanding.

People always think about good things when they lose something.

When Yin Zhen was by his side, Zhou Yuan would always trip him up.

Knowing that he cares about saving face, she deliberately scolded him in front of so many people in the company to embarrass him.

Knowing that he is angry about getting up, I deliberately asked him to get up early and make breakfast for myself. Sometimes when I was in a bad mood, I would make him back two buses to go to work in the company.

Knowing that Yin Zhen is only Yin Jianfeng's relative, he still gave the death order viciously, not allowing him to visit too much.

Take him to the liquor bureau and let him drink strong alcohol.

Not taking good care of people always makes him angry and sad.

There seemed to be a scale between them, with love on one side and hatred on the other. Zhou Yuan added his dissatisfaction and hatred towards him little by little, and finally the scale tilted and the love dissipated.

They were hurt badly by each other, and they only thought of regretting it when they were close to death.

When dreaming back at midnight, Zhou Yuan would also dream of his parents, but he didn't feel resentful and unwilling like before.

Do you really not hate Yin Jianfeng?

Are you really relieved?

Is it really possible to throw everything away?

Zhou Yuan has asked himself many times, and every time the answer is the same - no!

He has not forgotten, how can he easily forget the deep hatred in the sea of ​​blood?

Qi Shanhe also asked Zhou Yuan this question before donating the bone marrow, "Don't you really hate it? Could it be that because Yin Zhen is sick, you are making trouble with the heart of the Virgin, and plan to get rid of the past with him. From then on, there will be only love and no hatred?"

"Put away your sympathy, Zhou Yuan, you won't be able to truly be seamless when getting along with others, you will always show your secrets sometimes."

"If Yin Zhen knows that what you are doing now is out of pity and sympathy for him, what do you think he will think?"

Qi Shanhe exposed it mercilessly, but Zhou Yuan's answer in his heart was not the case.

At that time he didn't answer, Zhou Yuan didn't really figure it out until this moment.

Maybe he will never forgive Yin Jianfeng for his whole life, and he doesn't feel how innocent Yin Zhen, who is kept in the dark, eats and drinks, and is used by Yin Jianfeng to spend dirty money to care for and grow up.

The past cannot be changed, what happened is yesterday.

The hatred will not subside, but his Yin Zhen's love overrides the hatred.

It's not that I don't care, but compared to Yin Zhen, tit for tat is not suitable at all.

It's not pity and sympathy, it's not that I will torture you when you are intact, it's not that I regret and feel ashamed when you are sick and dying.

no, never was...

He was blinded by hatred in the past, but he only found out after Yin Zhen fell ill.

Hate it or not, compared to Yin Zhen's life, it is nothing at all.

Yin Zhen wants to be safe and happy for the rest of his life, stay with him for the rest of his life, and for the rest of his life...

If God can let Yin Zhen overcome this hurdle, Zhou Yuan vowed that he will treat him well in this life and promise everything he wants.

The days in the aseptic warehouse are extremely difficult.

Not only Yin Zhen is suffering, but Zhou Yuan is also not much better.

On the first day in the aseptic warehouse, Yin Zhen developed oral ulcers, and there were several in his mouth, which made him unable to eat a single bite.

Zhou Yuan made very, very light food, and Yin Zhen just shook his head and said no after taking a few sips of clear soup.

Unable to eat, his already thin body looked even thinner.

The wrist that was originally slender is now skinny, and the skin is so white that it is dazzling, and the indwelling needle is placed on it, which makes people tremble at a glance.

"Have another sip baby, you can't do without food." Zhou Yuan coaxed him patiently, with the two of them separated by the glass.

Yin Zhen lay on the hospital bed and shook his head, Zhou Yuan was so distressed that he couldn't give up, "Then I'll give you something to eat, do you want to eat?"

After the immune system is destroyed, the human spirit will be particularly vulnerable to breakdown.

It was only the first night that Yin Zhen couldn't sleep, he suffered from tossing and turning pains, mouth ulcers and throat swelling, and it was difficult to even drink water.

The body is dehydrated, resulting in very dry skin, and even dry lips.

But one day, Yin Zhen became like this, Zhou Yuan couldn't bear to scratch the glass, wishing to scratch the glass through so that he could go in to accompany Yin Zhen.

This was probably the time when Zhou Yuan was most patient with Yin Zhen.

When Yin Zhen shook his head and refused to eat, he still coaxed cheekily, said a lot of good things, and tried to please him with all kinds of lures, but Yin Zhen was unable to perfunctory at the beginning, and finally burst into tears.

He was lying on the hospital bed, a small one, so thin that it was almost gone.

Tears kept falling down the corners of his eyes, "It hurts, it hurts so much..."

"I said no..."

He cried so pitifully that Zhou Yuan was so flustered that he was about to die.

Carrying the thermos bucket and hurriedly calling for the doctor, the deafening voice was like the roar of a Tyrannosaurus rex, which could be heard upstairs and downstairs.

As a result, when the doctor came, he only said lightly, "This is normal. Every patient will have a similar situation. The family members don't need to be too nervous."

Don't be nervous, how can you not be nervous?

He was in the aseptic warehouse again. Before Yin Zhen felt uncomfortable, Zhou Yuan could still pick him up and pat his back to comfort him, or let him grab his ears to divert his attention.

But now, the two can only be separated by glass.

No matter how uncomfortable he was, Zhou Yuan could only worry outside, he couldn't get in, he was helpless, he couldn't do anything...

Diverting attention should be Zhou Yuan's last magic weapon. He raised his mobile phone, made a video call at home, and pointed the screen of the mobile phone at Yin Zhen, "Look, baby, the rabbit you raised has only been gone for a few days, is it there?" Did you find that it gained weight twice? Let me tell you, it can eat a lot in one meal now, and the rabbit grass I bought before is enough for it..."

Zhou Yuan's behavior was very stupid.

Yin Zhen couldn't see the screen clearly at all, but looked at his face and slowly calmed down.