When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Chapter 90 I'm Scared

80.00% of people will lose their hair during chemotherapy. Unfortunately, Yin Zhen failed to become that 20.00%.

He has handsome features, but without his hair he looks like a handsome little monk.

When the hair was cut, the nurses and sisters comforted him, "It's okay, it will grow out better in the future."

Xi Xin also squinted and praised, saying that he has a good-looking hair.

However, Yin Zhen, who has been very concerned about appearance since childhood, is still very autistic.

He is a fine young man who has lost his hair and feels sad, which everyone can understand.

After losing his hair, Yin Zhen didn't speak for several hours, and Xi Xin comforted him for a long time before he looked at the ceiling and murmured, "There are so many ways to kill me, why must it be this one."

The four big characters of life without love are written on the face.

Xi Xin wanted to laugh but dared not laugh, but Yin Zhen grabbed at straws and asked him anxiously, "Will it really grow back?"

"Of course!!!" Xi Xin said seriously, "I have inquired for you, and I guarantee that the hair you grow back will be of better quality than before."

Yin Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.

But his self-acceptance does not mean that everyone will look at it unscrupulously.

His hair was gone, and Zhou Yuan kept covering his head with his face covered when he played the video.

But if you can escape the first day of junior high school, you can't escape the fifteenth day after all.

Zhou Yuan is still back.

Although he didn't show any abnormalities, Yin Zhen still didn't want to see people.

After Zhou Yuan knew about it, he thought he was embarrassed, so he went to the mall to buy more than ten new luxury hats and took them to the hospital.

Yin Zhen saw a bed of hats, with a blank expression on his face, and finally drove Zhou Yuan out.

Although it was such a fuss, but fortunately Yin Zhen gradually got used to it and accepted it.

After the third period of chemotherapy, the situation has stabilized a bit.

Zhou Yuan told him that the bone marrow had been found, but the donor wanted to see him.

Yin Zhen felt very complicated when he heard the news.

He felt that he should be happy, but for some reason his heart was extraordinarily peaceful.

It seems that life and death are not too important to him.

Zhou Yuan was keenly aware of this idea, and it is useless to persuade him with all his heart, but actual actions are the last word.

The doctor agreed that they should be discharged from the hospital, Zhou Yuan also communicated with Jin Shengzhe, and went to San Francisco the next day.

Why did you leave the next day?

Because there are still three days before New Year's Eve in China.

The fate of this trip is unknown.

Yin Zhen wants to meet his father, this is his intention, and it is also Zhou Yuan's intention.

The former is afraid that he will die in a foreign country, while the latter hopes to use family affection to make Yin Zhen more courageous to live.

Yin Jianfeng looked at his haggard son who was wearing a hat, his eyes were red, and he pretended to be calm and said: "After the bone marrow transplantation recovers, we must thank the donor."

In one sentence, there was no mention of the points of successful matching, nor did it mention the risks of transplantation.

Yin Zhen was also very upset, forced a smile and said, "I want to tell you a happy new year in advance."

Yin Jianfeng also smiled, with obvious wrinkles at the end of his eyes, "Happy New Year, but unfortunately I couldn't give you a red envelope this year."

Yin Zhen said lightly that it doesn't matter.

At this time in previous years, he would add a sentence, "It's okay, there will always be opportunities in the future."

This time he didn't say anything, but changed the subject, "I have a house in City H. It's not big, but it's good to live alone. If I...you can go there after you get out of prison, although it's just a house near the border. prefecture-level city, but there is no problem with basic life.”

"Yin Zhen!!!" Zhou Yuan frowned beside him.

What is the difference between saying these words before leaving and explaining the funeral?

Zhou Yuan couldn't listen.

Yin Zhen ignored him and continued to say to his father: "No matter what, you have to live well."

"Don't worry, I won't disturb you."

Zhou Yuan's original intention was to let Yin Jianfeng say some touching words of family affection to encourage Yin Zhen, but who would have thought that the painting style would become like this.

It's New Year's Eve, and I'm going to have surgery in San Francisco. How inauspicious to say this now.

Zhou Yuan couldn't stand listening, and immediately wanted to take Yin Zhen away.

Fearing that the old man would echo a few more words, Yin Zhen's heart softened, and he refused to even go abroad.

He clicked his tongue and said to Yin Zhen: "It's almost time for you to take your medicine, let's go back quickly."

Immediately afterwards, he arrogantly said to Yin Jianfeng: "It's not your turn to worry about it, he must be fine with me taking care of him."

Zhou Yuan was probably the only one who dared to be so arrogant to the old man.

Yin Zhen wanted to talk to his father more, but he was afraid that he would lose control of his emotions later and make everyone feel uncomfortable.

Zhou Yuan's thinking is correct, every time he meets Yin Jianfeng, Yin Zhen must be depressed.

When he was not sick before, he didn't allow Yin Zhen to meet Yin Jianfeng at first, thinking about how tough Zhou Yuan was at that time.

No matter how noisy Yin Zhen was with him, he would never bow his head.

After fighting for too long, neither of them had a good look at each other, and Yin Zhen couldn't play the piano because of his hand, Zhou Yuan naturally softened his heart.

On the surface, he agreed to visit Yin Jianfeng once a year.

He couldn't let Yin Zhen go, even if he was the enemy's child, he still couldn't let go.

The only thing that can hypnotize himself is that as long as Yin Zhen doesn't meet Yin Jianfeng, he can still treat him well.

But for such things as family affection, he would be able to get rid of it with a single word.

Zhou Yuan stipulated that it should be once a year, but Yinzhen didn't listen and went secretly by himself.

Zhou Yuan also punished him a little, but in the end he turned a blind eye because he couldn't see Yin Zhen being sad.

Now, Zhou Yuan has completely lost his temper.

As long as Yin Zhen treats his illness well and lives well, Yin Jianfeng and so on are not important at all.

"Zhenzhen, would you like some juice? I just took the medicine, so let's drink something sweet."

Yin Zhen sat on the carpet and teased the rabbit, as if he didn't hear him.

Zhou Yuan was very patient, put down the glass, walked up to him, regardless of Yin Zhen's willingness, he picked him up from the carpet first.

"Although there is a blanket, the floor is cold, so it's better not to sit." He put the warm juice in Yin Zhen's hand.

Yin Zhen drank half a cup, just like that, Zhou Yuan was very happy, and praised him like coaxing a child.

Yin Zhen has no energy.

On the last night before his departure, he planned to take a bath, Zhou Yuan was afraid that he would fall, so he had to accompany him.

Yin Zhen didn't resist this time, he knew that even if he didn't want to, Zhou Yuan wouldn't listen, so he simply followed him.

The water temperature in the bathtub was just right, and Zhou Yuan felt his heart crumpled when he saw the dense pinpricks and bruises on the roots of his thighs.

He didn't even dare to touch it with his fingers, and asked cautiously, "Does it still hurt?"

"It was very painful during chemotherapy, but it's fine now."

Zhou Yuan was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say. There was only the sound of water and the breathing of two people in the bathroom.

After a while, Zhou Yuan wrapped him in a bath towel.

He didn't dare to let Yin Zhen wash for too long.

Yin Zhen's resistance is too weak now, and he can easily develop a high fever.

When Zhou Yuan picked him up, Yin Zhen asked dejectedly, "Does it have to be treated? But I don't even want to take chemotherapy. I heard from other patients that they have to live in a sterile warehouse for a period of time during the transplant. Destroying all the immune cells in the body through radiotherapy will make the process even more painful."

"I……"

The more Yin Zhen spoke, the lower his voice became.

Zhou Yuan hugged him and could feel him trembling.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, with me by your side, it will be fine to get through this period, and it won't hurt in the future." Zhou Yuan leaned over and kissed his forehead.

Yin Zhen didn't hide, but sobbed slightly.

The lacrimal glands seemed out of control, but in fact he didn't want to be so hypocritical.

"Zhou Yuan..." Yin Zhen grabbed his arm.

Yin Zhen didn't really fall asleep until the middle of the night, and was half asleep when he boarded the plane the next day. Zhou Yuan dressed him and carried him on board.

He looked tired, Zhou Yuan didn't want to wake him up, but he had to get up and eat something before taking medicine.

Yin Zhen groaned and hid, Zhou Yuan could only take out his rabbit to tease him.

Tangtang Zhou is not as good as a stupid rabbit.

Feeling something warm and fluffy against him, Yin Zhen opened his eyes and saw that it was his own lop-eared rabbit.

"How did you bring it?" Yin Zhen asked happily.

At first, I didn't want to take it with me. They were there for medical treatment, so they didn't have the time to take care of this rabbit.

But the scene of Yin Zhen holding the rabbit when he went home yesterday was hard to get rid of in Zhou Yuan's mind. He had no choice but to bring the rabbit.

Anyway, it's a private jet, so it's very convenient to carry it with you.

Looking at Yin Zhen's reaction now, it turns out that his thoughts are correct.

Jiujiu This rabbit was obviously bought by Zhou Yuan, but he has always liked Yinzhen very much. Usually, Yinzhen can hug and rub casually, but as soon as Zhou Yuan approaches, it will hide, and sometimes even bite Zhou when it is in a hurry. Yuan.

Rabbits can't be helped.

Zhou Yuan could only watch helplessly as his family status went down a notch after the two turtles.

Probably because of Yin Zhen's presence, Zhou Yuan didn't feel overwhelmed at all during this flight.

But Yin Zhen still has a rift with him, and most of the time he hugs the rabbit except for sleeping.

From Zhou Yuan's jealousy and resentment at the beginning, he later changed to "whatever, as long as it can make Yin Zhen more eager to survive, even a rabbit is not bad."

It was only noon here after arriving in San Francisco, and Yin Zhen was not feeling well and had a low fever.

Zhou Yuan gave up his plan to meet Qi Shanhe directly, but asked the driver to drive them to the hotel.

His condition was severe, and he didn't get better after resting in the hotel. The accompanying doctor gave him a drip, and it took several hours for the fever to subside.

In this situation, it is impossible to see Qi Shanhe.

But the other party brought Jin Shengzhe to the hotel to find them.

When Qi Shanhe saw Yin Zhen, Yin Zhen had just recovered from his fever, and Zhou Yuan brought him a small bowl of porridge to coax him to eat.

The arrival of the two caught people off guard.

Zhou Yuan introduced dryly, "Zhenzhen, this is your bone marrow donor."

Qi Shanhe actually met Yin Zhen. When Yin Zhen was performing at Xi Xin's relative's restaurant, it was because he bumped into Qi Shanhe and was made things difficult by the other party that he couldn't continue.

After many years, Yin Zhen had long forgotten about him.

Qi Shanhe's sarcasm had already reached his lips, but Yin Zhen took a step forward and said with a smile: "I'm sorry to trouble you, thank you for coming to see me."