21 Confession
21 Confession
"what happened to you?"
Jiang Zhou suddenly noticed that Yu Ming's expression was not right, so he stood up immediately and walked over quickly.
He raised his hand to hold Yu Ming's heart, "What's wrong with you, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Yu Ming shook his head, his voice was a little hoarse, "I'm fine."
He tightly clutched Jiang Zhou's sleeve, exhausting all his strength to prevent himself from revealing some secrets that should not be spoken.
Jiang Zhou was worried, he stared at Yu Ming carefully, and found that Yu Ming's eye circles were even a little red, "Why are you all right, your complexion is very bad, do you need me to take you to the hospital?"
Yu Ming shook his head even harder.
"I'm really fine," he emphasized, "I'm not uncomfortable, I just remembered something just now, and I'm not in a good mood."
Jiang Zhou looked down at him carefully.
Yu Ming's expression was indeed gloomy, but his breathing and heartbeat were fairly steady.
He believed it tentatively, but narrowed his eyes slightly, "What is it that bothers you so much?"
Yu Ming bit his lip.
what's up?
your business.
But he couldn't say that.
He could only push Jiang Zhou lightly, and said vaguely, "It's nothing, I will tell you about the family affairs later."
As for whether there will be a future, he can't guarantee it.
Jiang Zhou frowned, seeing the dodge in Yu Ming's eyes.
For some reason, he always felt that what Yu Ming thought of might have something to do with him and their relationship.
But he was silent for a while, and finally said nothing.
He lightly patted Yu Ming on the back, "Okay, let's not talk about it then."
He thought, in fact, he didn't understand Yu Ming at all.
Where Yu Ming is from, where are his family members, and his past experiences, he has no idea.
The boy he loves is full of mysteries, but he has the clearest eyes, which can see into his heart at a glance.
Hot.
Yu Ming quickly forced himself to pull himself together.
He had come out to play with Jiang Zhou happily, and he didn't want to spoil Jiang Zhou's interest because of himself.
After dinner, they went to ride the Ferris wheel as planned.
The line on the Ferris wheel is also very long, and the crowd is even more crowded because of the light show at night.
After waiting for a long time, they finally got a small carriage.
Now that the night is dark, and the lights on the Ferris wheel are on, Yu Ming and Jiang Zhou are sitting inside, looking out of the window, for some reason, they feel like a swaying boat, the city outside has become a vast ocean, stay away from them.
He and Jiang Zhou sat facing each other, because the space was too small, and their knees touched each other.
The temperature of Jiang Zhou's body was transmitted through the thin summer fabric, and he would feel a slight shudder when he rubbed against it.
It was obviously not hot at all, but Yu Ming felt that that small piece of skin was a little hot.
He leaned against the window and looked out.
When the Ferris wheel got a little higher, Jiang Zhou pointed out the window, "See, that's the direction of the city center, next to the tallest building with lights on, is the office building where I work. Opposite the office building is the cafe where you work. "
Hearing this, Yu Ming opened his eyes wide.
Yokai's eyesight is of course much better than that of humans.
He can clearly see the tallest building in the city, but it is still difficult to see the much shorter office building next to it, let alone the cafe opposite
He tried to stare at it for a while, but gave up, but heard Jiang Zhou say, "I still remember clearly the first time I saw you in the cafe."
Yu Ming raised his head.
Jiang Zhou lowered his eyes slightly, with a tone of reminiscence, "You were wearing white shirt work clothes and a black apron around your waist, standing behind the glass cabinet and looking at me... as if you have known me for a long time."
Yu Ming thought, I just knew you for a long time.
But for Jiang Zhou, that was really the first meeting.
He leaned his head against the glass window, and unconsciously drew circles on his knees with his fingers. When the drawing was off, his fingers swam to Jiang Zhou's knees.
White and soft fingers caressed the skin through the fabric, lingering and ambiguous.
But he didn't realize it himself.
Jiang Zhou's eyes could not help but sink.
Yu Ming pursed his lips, still discussing old issues with Jiang Zhou, "I liked you very much the first time I saw you, but you are very fierce to me."
Thinking about it now, he was still a little aggrieved, and asked Jiang Zhou, "Why did you hate me back then?"
He originally thought that after he turned into a human form, even if all human beings didn't like him very much, Jiang Zhou would like him.
Because he is Jiang Zhou's kitten.
He was rolling in Jiang Zhou's palm, the little boy who could want Jiang Zhou to hug him without any scruples.
But the fact is just the opposite.
Whether it is the boss, colleagues, or acquaintances who often come to the cafe, they all smile when they see him and are very friendly to him.
And Jiang Zhou, who should like him the most, coldly rejected him.
Even though they were able to ride the Ferris wheel together now, he still remembered Jiang Zhou's indifference to him at first.
He looked at Jiang Zhou a little downcast.
Jiang Zhou couldn't resist Yu Ming's eyes.
Such a clear green.
Like the cleanest and most translucent gems, they have been carved thousands of times to have such a pair of eyes.
He was silent for a while, before opening his mouth with difficulty, "Being cold to you at first was intentional."
He is a person who is used to walking alone and instinctively defends.
"I actually paid attention to you from the first moment I saw you. I always looked at you when you wiped the glass behind the counter. I was always a little jealous when you served drinks to other customers and smiled at them. But this Not good. So I told myself, stay away from you."
Yu Ming was a little at a loss.
In fact, he didn't understand very well, why should he stay away from him?
"Why," he thought, and asked, "what's wrong with me?"
He's not a bad guy.
Jiang Zhou sighed softly in his heart.
He stared into Yu Ming's eyes, once again clearly feeling the distance between the two.
Only Yu Ming was so innocent and simple that he couldn't even read the way he looked at him.
He brought Yu Ming out today, in fact, he just wanted to have a good time with Yu Ming, he wanted to leave some good memories for Yu Ming, and wanted to slowly and gently invade Yu Ming's heart.
But he was sitting in this gently shaking Ferris wheel, and in the distance were the fireworks in the amusement park.
He suddenly thought, if he didn't say it, maybe Yu Ming would never understand what kind of thoughts he was holding.
When Yu Ming finishes his work in the cafe and wants to start another life, he may still be locked in the position of a friend by Yu Ming.
Just like those cafe colleagues.
Jiang Zhou looked out the window, but didn't immediately answer Yu Ming's question.
The fireworks in the air were set off brightly and brilliantly, and the excited shouts of tourists came from below, but because it was on the Ferris wheel, the excitement seemed to be separated by a layer.
In this narrow, even a little crowded compartment.
There were only him and Yu Ming.
In the rickety cabin, the wreath bracelet Yu Ming just bought fell on the seat, the petals were a little dry, but a faint summer fragrance could still be smelled.
Yu Ming couldn't get his answer for a long time, and already frowned suspiciously, even thinking that he was in a daze, leaning forward slightly, raising his hand and shaking it in front of his eyes.
That is at this time.
For some reason, the Ferris wheel shook a little again, but it wasn't very obvious.
But Yu Ming had already left his seat halfway, the carriage shook, his feet were unsteady, and he fell directly into Jiang Zhou's arms.
Jiang Zhou subconsciously opened his hand and took Yu Ming into his arms.
The thin young man's body, shoulder blades and back are straight and thin like a green bamboo, with a youthful aura.
Holding it in my arms can't be said to be weightless, but it is really light, making people uncontrollably happy.
Jiang Zhou couldn't help tightening his arms slightly.
Yu Ming was a little embarrassed, and wanted to get up from Jiang Zhou's arms, but his hand pushed Jiang Zhou's shoulder, but he didn't push it away.
He lowered his head in doubt, meeting Jiang Zhou's eyes.
In the dark night, the lights are bright, the roadside performance troupe is still singing loudly, the pirate captain and the elegant princess walk together, the little squirrel and the gray wolf hold hands and give flowers to people.
An amusement park is a place where dreams are made.
Jiang Zhou thought, then, his confession at this moment is probably not a big crime.
His hand pressed Yu Ming's neck, causing the boy to lower his head slightly.
And he raised his head.
He gently kissed Yu Ming's forehead, without any lust, only affection, like a wandering traveler kissing a flower he admired.
After a while, he let go of Yu Ming.
Under Yu Ming's shocked gaze, he said softly.
"I want to stay away from you because I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you."
"There is nothing wrong with you. On the contrary, you are so good. Looking at you, I will forget what I should do."
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