Chapter 60 I Don't Want To Make You Cry Anymore
Chapter 60 I Don't Want To Make You Cry Anymore
In fact, whether it was Jian Chi or Su Yang, they knew very well in their hearts that Jian Chi's question was like a joke, it was boring and meaningless.But Jian Chi still stubbornly asked him out, like a desperate traveler, even if it was a mirage, he still wanted to hold on tightly, unwilling to let go.
Su Yang didn't know how to respond to him.After being silent for a long time, I could only shake my head, sighed softly and said, "Jian Chi, you should understand. Unless I am amnesiac and completely forget those things in the past, otherwise it will be the deadliest thing between the two of us." The gap, whether it's you or me, no one can change it."
"I know that." Jian Chi bit his lips: "But knowing and giving up are two different things. I can't let go of Wenwen, let alone you."
Su Yang sighed again.
Then a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face, and he said, "You know, you look exactly like me six years ago."
At that time, he also thought that there are always some things in this world that he absolutely cannot let go of.But the fact is not like this. Thinking about it now, there may be nothing, it must be necessary.
Jian Chi understood what he meant, and he couldn't refute this topic at all.So after another silence, he chose to change the question and said: "If we really divorce, will you cry?"
Su Yang was taken aback.
He wanted to say no.But he also knew that it was deceiving himself.
Looking at his expression, Jian Chi smiled slightly and said, "That's all right. When you are sure that you won't cry when you get divorced, let's go for a divorce, okay? This is my only request. I used to be an asshole. I'm wrong, but I don't want to make you cry again at the end."
He spoke very seriously, and his tone was so gentle.
It was as gentle as a feather brushed across Su Yang's heart, making his nose sore and his eyes dry and uncomfortable.
I have to say that after recovering from his illness, Jian Chi is really too smart.
He is so calculating that he doesn't even leak water.
He knew that Su Yangguang was signing the divorce agreement, so he had persuaded himself for six years.How long will it take to completely abandon this love that has lasted for more than six years, and not be able to cry when it is abandoned to a stranger?
Su Yang couldn't figure it out.
In other words, he didn't dare to count.
Because if the answer is a lifetime, do you want him to be like this forever, spending endless time with Jian Chi?
Su Yang sighed quietly, and then remained silent.
The next few days were like this. After Jian Chi's house was rented, he would send Jian Wen to school during the day as he had promised before, and he would come to the hospital to accompany Su Yang.When Jian Wen finished school, he took the child home, prepared meals for the child, and brought a copy to the hospital.
Everything was taken care of in such an orderly manner that Su Yang, who originally thought he would not be able to hold on, looked at him with admiration.
It went on like this for over a week.On another morning, Jian Chi used the computer to conduct a video conference with the company, and Su Yang watched him from the side.When his meeting was over, Su Yang asked with a complicated expression: "Aren't you afraid of leaking company secrets when you hold a meeting in front of me like this?"
Jian Chi smiled: "My family, I don't mind if you want to attack me."
Su Yang pouted.
He hated Jian Chi's behavior.Obviously the person who was unwilling to give him the minimum trust at the beginning was Jian Chi, but now it was just an accident, and he was willing to show full trust in him.This kind of too strong contrast made Su Yang unable to figure out how to deal with it.
Fortunately, Jian Chi didn't intend to continue this topic.After turning off the computer, he walked to Su Yang's side.Peeling an orange for him, Jian Chi said: "Let me go out for a walk with you in a while. The doctor said that although you need to rest now, you still have to do the necessary exercise. Let's not go far, just in the park behind the hospital Let's go, okay?"
Su Yang nodded.
He really didn't want to talk to Jian Chi, but that didn't mean he had trouble with himself or the child in his stomach.No matter what the doctor told him to do, Su Yang would never refuse.
However, since his stomach is already very big now, it is indeed a bit strenuous for him to walk alone.So Jian Chi stood beside him and acted as a human crutch, and asked Su Yang to support his arm, so that he could use his strength so that he would not fall.
Now it happens to be the alternating season of spring and summer, and the flowers I don't like in the park behind the hospital are blooming very luxuriantly.Jian Chi led Su Yang over there, and walked around the garden for half a circle. Su Yang couldn't move anymore, so Jian Chi took him and sat down on the bench beside him.
The two looked at the colorful sea of flowers in the distance, Jian Chi suddenly said, "Do you like flowers?"
"I don't like it." Su Yang shook his head: "This kind of thing is too fragile and easy to raise to death. So when I grow up, I don't like it anymore."
Jian Chi blinked.
He didn't expect this reason.So he asked another way: "What if I take good care of it and make sure it won't be raised to death?"
"I don't like it either." Su Yang shook his head.
Jian Chi wanted to ask him why, but Su Yang took the initiative to answer before he asked.The expression on his face was still so indifferent, he said: "I guess you should also know that I don't like what you give me. Whether it's flowers or anything else, don't waste your time and energy."
Jian Chi's words were completely blocked, and he was so choked for a long time that he couldn't think of what else to say.
Only after a while in peace, Jian Chi finally regained some normal atmosphere, so he continued: "I thought about it, and I won't play tricks on you anymore. It will be the end of May soon , you should remember..."
"I don't remember, and there is nothing worthy of my memory." Su Yang said with a veil: "If you want to talk about this topic, I advise you to change it. I have no interest in this at all. If you continue to talk, you will only talk about it." Made me feel even worse."
As he spoke, the expression on his face became a little ugly.
Jian Chi knew that this was a sign that he was about to get angry, so he opened his mouth, but he didn't dare to say anything after all.
As the breeze blew, Jian Chi felt that he could hear in the wind, a voice that kept mocking his current embarrassment.He wanted to deny it, but he couldn't deny it.
After a while like this, Su Yang stood up first.Looking back at Jian Chi beside him, he said, "I've almost had a rest, if you want, you can accompany me to a place by the way."
Jian Chi was taken aback, and nodded quickly.He rushed to Su Yang's side and let the other party hug his arm again.Then he asked in passing: "Where?"
Su Yang hooked the corner of his mouth slightly: "It's nothing, it's just a nostalgic place."
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