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There is love in the world, but there is no love in wind and rain.It was only one night, the sky was clear, and the rain was torrential.
Xiaomei had no sleep, she lay on the bed and listened to the sound of rain all night, let her think quietly like this, but she still couldn't come up with a definite answer, he couldn't figure it out, and couldn't let it go.
Gege was right, he should try to give up, even though he didn't want to just give up.
Yunhe happily came to look for Xiaomei early in the morning. Although he was about to face a catastrophe, he just couldn't restrain the joy in his heart. He always wanted to see the person who made him like him all the time.
"Dong dong dong..."
The joyful knock on the door was also like thunderbolts hitting Xiaomei's heart. He knew it was Yunhe, so he didn't know how to face it.
"Xiaomei, are you up yet?"
Hearing Yunhe's voice, Xiaomei withdrew her thoughts of staying away, put on her clothes, and slowly opened the door.Yunhe smiled happily, the corners of his eyes and brows were full of joy, just like a child.Xiaomei couldn't help but also smiled frivolously, how could he feel like a child, he was a child in the first place.The only smile retreated in an instant, pretending to be deep.
Yunhe didn't notice Xiaomei's change, and asked with a smile, "Did you not sleep well? The strong wind last night didn't scare you, did it? I saw several trees in the garden were blown off."
Xiaomei said calmly, "What are you doing up so early?"
"I got up because I couldn't sleep. I wanted to come to you earlier, but I was afraid that you would sleep soundly. I saw Li Gexiao and Yan Sanniang going out." After talking for a long time, Xiaomei still didn't greet her with a smile. He finally realized something was wrong, "What's wrong with you?"
Xiaomei shook her head lightly: "It's okay, don't you need to enter the palace today?"
"I told the emperor that I want to rest for a few days. The most important thing is that I want to be with you more. I'm afraid that if there is a real war in the future, I won't be able to be together all the time."
Seeing Yunhe so lively, Xiaomei felt more and more heavy in her heart.Yunhe is a prince, and he is really different from him.Then he changed the topic: "In your opinion, will there really be a war?"
Yunhe didn't want to talk about this topic today, so he changed it: "Can't you give me a spare day? How about we go hiking?"
After thinking for a moment, Xiaomei agreed.At the breakfast table, Yunhe asked who would go with him, and Bupleurum was the first to refuse: "I heard that Tongyue is going to sing a new play today, so I'm going to join in."
Xiao Yan immediately took over the words: "I have to help my father tie up my bride."
All the people at the table looked at Xiaoyan, and Xiaoyan said without hesitation, "The fat and water don't flow into outsiders' fields."
The rest laughed, Bupleurum still didn't understand Xiaoyan's words, they just ate.
Li Gexiao and Sanniang also have important matters, seeing this scene, Yumo avoids it wisely, and finally only Xiaomei and Yunhe are left.
The heavy rain receded slowly, and the dim sunlight shone through the dark clouds.The dry grass bent by the rain on the side of the road was a mess, and the two walked in it, thinking about each other.
Yunhe stepped forward in two steps, wanting to hold Xiaomei's hand, just touching it, Xiaomei flinched as if being stung, Yunhe asked concerned: "What's wrong?"
Xiaomei replied coldly: "It's okay. Yunhe, if we win this time, what are your plans?"
"Plan?" Yunhe was a little surprised. He hadn't thought about this question yet, so he said without thinking, "Do whatever you want. You seem a little sentimental today."
Xiaomei didn't answer, but walked a long way, and finally asked: "Do you think we will have a result?"
Xiaomei's voice was so low that Yunhe couldn't hear it clearly, so she asked Xiaomei again, but Xiaomei stopped answering.Repeatedly like this, Yunhe finally felt that something was wrong, which was very different from Xiaomei last night.Why are you so indifferent to him?I couldn't help asking: "Did someone tell you something? You don't look like Xiaomei should be today."
Seeing that she was about to be exposed, Xiaomei had no choice but to pretend she was fine, and shook her head: "No. Let's talk about the Mongols' attack on the border this time. Now the soldiers from the seven towns have arrived in the capital successively. We have about [-] people. Now, you and Ge Ge are planning secretly, we are familiar with the terrain, and should be able to withstand hundreds of thousands of enemy troops."
Yunhe also had no choice but to accept Xiaomei's words: "If all external factors are ruled out, we do have a chance of winning, but it is difficult for us to have all the equipment available, so we will inevitably be inferior in combat effectiveness. Marching and fighting must be led by capable generals to maximize Efficiency, although Li Gexiao and I are familiar with the art of war, we have no actual combat experience, planning is one thing, and leading troops is another, so I am still a little worried."
Xiaomei looked around the quiet valley, and said in a deep voice: "I remember Ge Ge came to me for business the first time, to recover the 10 taels of gold that was used to help the victims. After many obstacles, we finally got the gold back, but after another Back on the stage, living a boring life, I will think of the time when everyone fought side by side. Since then, we have formed Yizhimei, which specializes in killing harm for the people. I just feel that there are many things in the world that are more meaningful than me being intoxicated on the stage. In fact, sometimes thinking about it, life is like a drama. .Some things can only be regarded as dreams, so don’t be too persistent.”
Yunhe heard these words clearly, although he is not a delicate person, but based on Xiaomei's attitude today, he can also guess a little bit correctly.Now that the Ming Dynasty is about to come to the city, the love between children should be thrown away.But in Xiaomei's heart, Li Ge laughed at them as the ones who could really influence him, and he was just a dream about himself.Yunhe couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. Xiaomei showed love like that last night. He thought that he really walked into his heart completely, but in the morning and evening, affection turned into ruthlessness, and he was just a dream-like existence.Facing such an indifferent, calm and righteous Xiaomei, Yunhe suddenly didn't know how to reply.
Xiaomei was also silent, he promised Yunhe to go out for a walk, because of these words, he didn't know if it was because Ge Ge's words woke him up, or because the enemy is now present, or just wanted to stop Yunhe's thoughts.With mixed flavors, I can only push the two of them away in the most stupid way.
To the top of the mountain, you can see all the small mountains.
These desolate mountaintops are one after another, like Daming in dire straits, endlessly desolate.A few refugees wandered stumbling on the mountain road, starved of food and clothing, but still living in exile on this land.
The two remained silent until the refugee had disappeared.Yunhe couldn't bear to give up just like that, and whispered: "Xiaomei, I don't know what you were thinking about last night, but I want to tell you that no matter the ends of the world, as long as you want, I will always be with you."
Xiaomei couldn't help but her heart beat faster, he clearly remembered that this was the second time Yunhe had made such a promise, and she couldn't help being happy, but now she had to suppress it, he was a little scared, this was just a lie, they were different after all.He replied coldly: "Master exiled me in the world very early in order to make me self-reliant. I thought I could break through the world with my own hobbies, but every time I get ridicule on stage." ..."
Yunhe couldn't help feeling a little angry, and put his arm around Xiaomei's shoulder, asking: "So you don't want to believe it anymore?"
Xiaomei looked directly at Yunhe, her words were indifferent: "My lord, we are different."
Yunhe trembled, and gradually let go of his hand.
Xiaomei turned and left.
Yunhe looked at his back, feeling like a knife was piercing his heart.
The incomplete moon hung in the sky covered with dark clouds, appearing and disappearing from time to time, flickering on and off.Yunhe's face was like bronze, with an aggressive aura, he went straight to Lige's laughing room.Seeing him so angry, Li Ge also wondered why he came here, so he said to San Niang first, "Let's go out and have a few words."
Sanniang asked, "Is there something urgent?"
Yunhe remained silent, Li Ge said with a smile that it was no big deal, Yunhe then walked forward, stood still in a secluded place, and asked, "Did you say something to Xiaomei?"
Sure enough, because of this matter, Li Ge smiled without hiding it, nodded, Yun He was very angry, and asked: "Why?"
Li Ge laughed for a while before saying, "You should know what the consequences will be if you are together."
Yunhe's anger has not diminished, but he tried his best to suppress it: "Are you saying that I will leave him, or is this not tolerated by the world?"
Li Gexiao never expected that Yunhe would also think about these questions, so he couldn't help but say in a low voice, "It's all there."
The corner of Yunhe's mouth curled into a slight sneer.He didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, did he blame Li Gexiao for meddling in his own business, or mocked himself as "wishful thinking"?After going through all sorts of things, they finally reached the moment of joining hands, but because of Li Ge's few words of laughter, Xiaomei denied everything.Zhu Yifeng, you have failed after all.
Seeing that he was silent, Li Ge could only whisper, "Perhaps I should have said these things earlier."
Yunhe withdrew his thoughts, and said coldly: "Stop Xiaomei? Or warn me?"
Li Ge smiled and said coldly: "If there were no mistakes from the beginning, I would not allow you to be together."
Yunhe questioned: "Why are you?"
Li Ge smiled a bit chillingly, and asked: "Can you guarantee that you will never leave Xiaomei for the rest of your life?"
"I promise."
"You can't do it."
"You're not me, how do you know I can't do it?"
Looking at Yunhe's firm eyes with a smile, Li Ge suddenly felt a little funny.He didn't know why he felt this way. In the past, he was also like this. He thought that any difficulty could be overcome, and he fought alone and bravely, and finally his family was ruined.Looking at Yunhe now, he seems to see the self in the past, the kind of eyes that would rather die than surrender, have not been tempered by the cruel reality, and are just lonely and courageous.Maybe he is wrong, no matter what you have experienced, no matter how young you are, those persistence should not be discarded.Those who go with the flow will never beat themselves.He still had the same question: "Even so, what can you give Xiaomei?"
Yunhe said without thinking, "Everything."
"Abandon the glory and wealth and live in seclusion? Then what do you eat and wear? Do you think the emperor will give you a chance to live in seclusion? Or do you think your love will be passed down as a good story through the ages?"
"You..." Yunhe really couldn't answer, Li Gexiao has always been like this, and doesn't leave any room for others.Yunhe said after a while: "I am willing to gamble. Even if I die here. You can go through fire and water for the person you love, why can't I swear to die with you? Li Gexiao, you are not the only one who knows what It's real emotion."
After finishing speaking, he turned and left.
Li Ge smiled wryly, hoping that the world will go as one wishes.
The author has something to say: there is always a barrier between reality and imagination, and the fourth volume is more about family and country feelings.
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