Waiting for You to Finish Class

Chapter 45: The world is gray

"Eh..." Guo Yao turned around immediately, and pushed the two bodyguards away from the office by the way. The two bodyguards were somewhat disobedient, but thinking that Yan Shisan would never run away in the office, he could only be caught by him. The little policeman pushed them out, leaving only Qin An and Yan Shisan in the office, Qin An stared at Yan Shisan's red eyes and was speechless, Yan Shisan was blunt and enthusiastic, and his expression was even more stubborn.

"I'm not going abroad." Yan Shisan waited for a long time, but Qin Yu still didn't respond. He lowered his eyes and repeated his point of view in disappointment.

"Thirteen..." Qin An took a step forward, Yan Shisan raised his head and took a step back, even with a little hostility in his eyes: "You all want to send me out, and you all think that sending me out is for my good , but I'm not fine at all."

Qin An felt a slight pain in his heart, he reached out and pressed Yan Shisan's shoulder: "Listen to me."

"The murderer has already regarded you as an insider. You were the one who attacked Ju Qingqing before he died. I found someone...and I had frequent contact with you during the investigation. In this case, you accidentally From an ordinary person who is not even counted as a witness to the murderer's first target of surveillance and murder. Yes, that woman wants to attack you. They can find the neighborhood where I live, follow me from school to home, It means that they only know a lot about us, and I don't want you to have any more accidents."

Qin An said this calmly. He stared into Yan Shisan's eyes and wanted to tell him that he was only thinking about his safety. Yan Shisan shook his head violently: "I won't go abroad. If you don't want me to show up, I won't go abroad." Appeared, don't worry about me anymore, I will...I will take care of myself..."

Yan Shisan turned and walked outside, but was grabbed by Qin An's wrist. Qin An's strength was so great that it hurt Yan Shisan. He pushed the man behind the door with a stern look on his face: "What the hell do you mean? ? What do you mean by not appearing?"

Qin An squeezed Yan Shisan's jaw with the other hand, his expression was also vicious, and his tone was cold: "Are you going to disappear again?"

Yan Shisan's eyes were still red, he pursed his lips and refused to speak, Qin Yu approached Yan Shisan, every word was very forceful, like a warning that went deep into the bone marrow: "Yan Shisan, don't try to disappear this thing again. thing, never think about it.”

Tears slowly pooled in Yan Shisan's eyes: "But you made me go..."

"I let you go? Do you think I want to? I'm scared! I'm afraid you will be attacked by those people! I'm afraid something will happen to you!"

As he spoke, Qin An's eyes turned red, he yelled at Yan Shisan, and grabbed Yan Shisan even tighter, he lowered his head and put it on Yan Shisan's shoulder: "I don't want anything to happen to you, I'm very scared , I have seen many people die, and the more I see, the more scared I become, Thirteen, I hope you are well, even if I die, I hope you are well."

Yan Shisan's eyes couldn't hold the tears, and they dripped down his cheeks. Qin An's chest was pressed against him, and his vigorous heartbeat crazily passed to him. He breathed hard to calm himself down: "I... .”

As soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by unstoppable crying, Yan Shisan pursed his lips again, Qin Yu let go of Yan Shisan's wrist, and went to wipe his tears: "Okay? Be good, please? Stop crying. …”

Yan Shisan tried hard to squeeze the tears away, and finally made room to speak: "I...I can protect myself, you trust me...I don't want to go abroad..."

Yan Shisan spoke so pitifully, Qin An felt distressed and tormented, he lowered his head and kissed the tip of Yan Shisan's nose, and finally let go: "Okay, don't cry."

"But don't just say things like disappearing, okay?" Qin An couldn't help but add, staring at Yan Shisan with his eyes like a falcon, Yan Shisan shrank his neck and said "OK" in a low voice .

Yan Shisan went home with two bodyguards. Qin Yu sat in the office and pressed his temples, feeling a little headache.He couldn't bear Yan Shisan to look so miserable, but he didn't understand why he reacted so badly just to go abroad.

Qin An took out his mobile phone and called Lu Mochen. Lu Mochen answered quickly and immediately affirmed Qin An's decision.

"You did a good job in letting him go home." Lu Mo said solemnly.

"Don't talk nonsense, did Shisan encounter anything abroad?" Qin An's tone was not very good, in contrast to Lu Mo's solemn tone.

Over there, Lu Mo was silent for two seconds: "Why do you ask that?"

"Yes or no?" Qin An's voice was deep, full of tiredness and irritability.

"Well, I'm a little sick." Lu Mochen said lightly.

Qin An frowned, and raised his heart: "What's wrong?"

"Depression, it's normal to be alone in a country where you don't know where you're born, and you can't speak English and have no one to accompany you. It's probably on the mend now." Lu Mochen spoke very lightly, but every time he said a word Zi Qin An's heart sank, and then his throat was full of sourness, making him unable to say anything.

Qin An didn't say anything more to Lu Mochen, he hung up the phone, and the office fell into a dead silence late at night, Qin An gritted his teeth tightly, he wanted to suppress the overwhelming distress and unbearable, but he couldn't, that moment Emotions were like a sudden tornado, Qin An's eyes gradually turned red, he leaned on the chair, slumped as if he was suffering from depression.

Qin Yu has dealt with several suicide cases of depression, coal-burning carbon monoxide poisoning, sleeping pills, jumping into the river... It can be seen from the monitoring and the death of these people that they all died very peacefully, as if finally freed.He also read the suicide notes of those people, the deep despair and powerlessness, the pain that no one can save, and the fear of being alive, Qin An felt uncomfortable as a bystander.

Half an hour later, Qin An walked out of the office. He drove to the Emerald Four Seasons. It was almost twelve o'clock at night, the north wind was blowing, and the car was heated. glacier.

Emerald Four Seasons is one of the most upscale neighborhoods in Dongchen. There are security guards at the gate to help park the car. Qin Yu wanted to call Yan Shisan, but was worried that he would fall asleep. He stared at this magnificent neighborhood, imagining Yan Shisan Thirteen saw what it looked like.

Qin Yu still remembers some fragments of the suicide notes of those who committed suicide due to depression, which are roughly like this: "The world I see is gray, and nothing can make me happy. I have been unhappy for a long time...I always It hurts very much. When it hurts especially, I want to die. It should be a very happy thing to die, but my parents are very pitiful..."

Qin Yu parked the car in the paid parking space opposite the community and looked at the beautiful Emerald Four Seasons. He thought, during Yan Shisan's two years abroad, he had no relatives or friends, and it was a strange world when he opened his eyes and closed his eyes. Does he speak to himself?Does he cry at night?Is the world he sees gray?Will he hurt?

Qin An felt that he couldn't think about it. Once he started thinking about it, he felt suffocated, couldn't breathe properly, and couldn't calm down.

Qin An was sitting in the car. From late at night until early in the morning, the sky was black and blue. Occasionally, one or two white pigeons would fly by, and people would turn on the lights one after another. On the dialog box, he suddenly saw that Yan Shisan's name on the top of the dialog box changed to: The other party is typing...

Qin An sat up, waiting for him to send a message, but after waiting for a long time, the input over there suddenly stopped, and then it seemed that he had no intention of sending it.

"What's wrong?" Qin Yu sent over.

Soon Yan Shisan sent a surprised expression, and then asked him: Are you awake or not?

"What about you?" Qin Yu asked.

"I'm awake." Yan Shisan also quickly replied.

"Did you wake up so early?" Qin Yu replied.

"Well, I can't sleep anymore. I'm going to get up and have breakfast, and then go to class." Qin Yu could imagine him leaning on the pillow sideways, typing each word, which made Qin Yu want to hug him.

"I'm watching around your house, do you want to come down and have breakfast with me?" Qin Yu couldn't help replying.

Yan Shisan agreed without saying a word, he was very fast, within 15 minutes Qin Yu saw him appearing at the gate of Jade Four Seasons, Qin Yu got out of the car, the sky was still dark, Yan Shisan ran Looking at him, with the vigor that just woke up in the morning and the ignorance of waking up from sleep, and a lock of hair that was not combed, Qin An stood there and waited. When Yan Shisan ran in front of him, he leaned over and moved away from him The person who was one step away hugged hard.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Yan Shisan's voice was a little hoarse, he raised his head and asked, Qin Yu clasped him tightly: "Suddenly miss you so much."

"It was you who asked me to go home." Yan Shisan had a naughty smile in his voice, Qin Yu hummed and didn't speak again, completely covering the person who was exuding heat and a lively heartbeat in his arms, this moment was truly real Feel the ecstasy and thrill of regaining what was lost.

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