dhibooks Chapter 60 Chapter 60
Chapter 60 Chapter 60
Time seemed to freeze the moment Liu Yanchuan finished speaking.
Liu Yanchuan was sitting opposite Lu Qingyu and looked at him quietly, like an insignificant passerby except for a pair of eyes hiding endless expressions.
Lu Qingyu was completely petrified.
The information came too fast and violently, and the brain froze before it could process any information.
Liu Yanchuan jokingly smiled at Lu Qingyu, who was petrified in place, and asked, "What? Are you scared?"
After finishing speaking, he raised his hand and waved in front of Lu Qingyu.
Lu Qingyu was startled by the raised hand in front of him, and shrank back unconsciously.
"Finally there is a reaction?" Liu Yanchuan teased.
Lu Qingyu frowned and stared at the man opposite him who was clearly the culprit but was still smiling.
"I won't tease you anymore." Liu Yanchuan stopped laughing, straightened his face, and said, "Do you understand what I just said?"
"Hmm..." Lu Qingyu lowered his head slightly, avoiding Liu Yanchuan's gaze, and replied vaguely.
"What about you?" Liu Yanchuan was persistent and had no intention of letting him go.
"I..." Lu Qingyu really couldn't give Liu Yanchuan a definite answer.
"Well, what about you? What do you think of me?"
Lu Qingyu wanted to answer vaguely like before, but Liu Yanchuan didn't give him this chance and asked directly.
Lu Qingyu couldn't answer.
It is false to say that he has no feelings for Liu Yanchuan at all.
When I was younger, I was always able to express my feelings without any scruples.
Just like...just like Zhou Xuanting back then.His every move can make people feel his heart for you.
At the beginning, when Lu Qingyu noticed it, he tried to keep a distance from Liu Yanchuan, simply because of their identities, it was inappropriate.
Later, he would always accidentally fall into the trap of this big-tailed wolf.
In fact, he knew in his heart that most of the time, as long as he insisted on refusing, it would be fine.
But Liu Yanchuan not only resembles Zhou Xuanting with a gentle yet strong personality, but sometimes even looks a bit like his back.
Slowly, he found that he couldn't refuse him because of the little obsession in his heart.
Even if it's just a bit similar, at least there is a thought.
He never dared to think about the little struggle in his heart.
Liu Yanchuan has been kept in the dark.
I'm such a terrible person... Lu Qingyu thought.
"Sorry, I can't take it."
Lu Qingyu collected himself and forcibly stopped the messy thoughts in his head.
"Why, I can see that you like me too, don't you?"
"There is no reason, the two of us are not suitable." Lu Qingyu did not leave Liu Yanchuan with any illusions.
As soon as the words fell, Liu Yanchuan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"Have I misunderstood for so long? Or do you treat everyone like this?"
Lu Qingyu looked at Liu Yanchuan who was sitting across from him with his head downcast like a big dog that had just been exposed to a heavy rain, and he began to feel irritable again.
This kind of thing that you love and I wish, naturally everyone is happy, and if it fails, they can each go their own way without disturbing each other.
But Liu Yanchuan felt as if he had been abandoned by him.
"I'm sorry for misunderstood you, my fault. Let's keep a little distance..." Lu Qingyu said.
"I do not believe."
Liu Yanchuan's unbelievable expression made Lu Qingyu feel very upset.
But he still can't blame others, if he refused decisively the first time, there wouldn't be so many troubles.
"Do you want me to explain more clearly?" Lu Qingyu showed a rare look of impatience, "I don't like you."
Liu Yanchuan was astonished.
The roles of the two seem to have been reversed, and now the one who can't speak is Liu Yanchuan.
After a long silence, Liu Yanchuan raised his head.
No matter how dodge Ren Lu Qingyu's eyes, he just didn't let him go.
"So those... are all fake?" Liu Yanchuan looked into Lu Qingyu's eyes and asked cautiously.
Lu Qingyu turned her head away, trying to avoid his staring gaze, but Liu Yanchuan didn't give him this chance.
"Don't hide, Brother Yu, look into my eyes and answer me, are all the previous ones fake?"
Lu Qingyu couldn't hide Liu Yanchuan's eyes.
He closed his eyes to gather himself, and answered "yes" slowly and firmly.
He didn't answer Liu Yanchuan directly.
Lies will be seen through his own eyes.
Before, it was false and true.
Lu Qingyu himself had no way to judge.
As soon as Lu Qingyu finished speaking, Liu Yanchuan leaned on the back of the sofa as if his strength had been drained.
He rested his head completely on it, raised a hand to cover his eyes, and there was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth.
The light from the window came in without hindrance.
Time seemed to stand still.
Only the dust, which has nowhere to hide in the sunlight, is still drifting with the air current, not knowing where to go.
"Sorry...if you want, you can still be a friend." Lu Qingyu broke the silence, "Then I... let's go first."
He packed up his things and prepared to leave.
"Brother Yu."
Liu Yanchuan called him.
"what happened?"
Liu Yanchuan didn't continue talking, but stood up slowly.
Before Lu Qingyu could react, Liu Yanchuan had already put his hands on the table, his upper body was getting closer and closer, and their faces were getting closer and closer.
It seemed as if he was about to kiss him in the next second.
Lu Qingyu leaned back as if he had been greatly frightened.
Liu Yanchuan smiled and sat back in his original position.
"Whether you like me or not is up to you." Liu Yanchuan paused, "I just want to tell you that I like you, that's all, don't be nervous."
"What?" Lu Qingyu was a little confused.
"I mean, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, as long as I like you."
As soon as Liu Yanchuan finished speaking, he smiled flamboyantly at Lu Qingyu.
In September, the still hot sun shone in wantonly from the window.
Dust in the air dances in the light.
The shadow is stretched obliquely very long, very long.
On many Saturday afternoons, Lu Qingyu explained to Liu Yanchuan little by little under the slightly dazzling light.
"Feel sorry……"
"It doesn't matter." When Liu Yanchuan laughed, he really looked like a big dog who had always been attentive, "I don't blame you for this. And... Brother Yu, wait for your face to be slapped."
Lu Qingyu shook his head, said goodbye to him hastily, and walked out.
Almost fled.
Lu Qingyu's figure disappeared from Liu Yanchuan's sight.
His smile gradually narrowed.
When I got back to the dormitory, there was no one there.
Lu Qingyu washed his face, wiped his neck and arms that were sticky from sweating, changed into pajamas, and buried his head in his bed.
Things are spiraling out of control.
Lu Qingyu is still regretting, how could he...
He clearly knew that this was wrong, that it would harm others and himself, but he still couldn't control it.
He is not a saint, but at times like this, he always wishes he was a saint.
My mind was in a mess, and my temples started throbbing whenever I thought about it.
Can't even think.
Lu Qingyu slowly fell asleep.
Had a messy dream.
He returned to N City No. [-] Middle School, back to the late autumn when he was at the same table with Zhou Xuanting.
But the person sitting next to him sleeping and playing with his mobile phone turned into Liu Yanchuan.
In his dream, he unconsciously frowned tightly, unable to smooth it out.
Liu Yanchuan's phone beeped, and when he unlocked it, he found out that it was Fang Zewei's message.
"Liu Yanchuan, how is it, is it done?"
Looking at the tone, it seems to be looking forward to it.
"No……"
"Ah? What happened???" Fang Zewei was a little surprised.
"I confessed, but was rejected by Brother Yu."
"impossible……"
Seeing Lu Qingyu's reaction just now, Liu Yanchuan didn't feel completely indifferent to him.
It should be, there is something else hidden, I don't know, maybe asking the people around him will give some results.
"Brother Wei, I have a question for you."
"Okay, you can ask, if I want to know, I will tell you absolutely."
"Brother Yu, does he have someone he likes?"
Fang Zewei, who was fishing and playing with his mobile phone under a tree, saw the question Liu Yanchuan asked him, frowned and recalled it carefully.
"People I like... probably don't exist."
"Really?" Liu Yanchuan couldn't believe it.
"Yes, I'm sure. I've been in the same dormitory with him for more than two years. Let alone someone I like, he would find most of the male creatures in our school ugly."
"So...thank you."
"You're welcome, what are you going to do in the future?"
"Let's take one step at a time. I still have something to do here. I'll see you next time when I'm free."
Liu Yanchuan hastily ended the conversation.
Looking at the message from Fang Zewei, I was a little confused.
Since there is no one he likes, then why can't he accept himself...
Liu Yanchuan couldn't figure out why, and opened another dialog box.
"Xu Yulin, have you reported to school yet?"
After a while, Xu Yulin returned the message.
"No, go with Xiaomo next week, what can you do with me?"
"Oh, I want to ask you, am I ugly?"
"..."
After sending out the six points, it took Xu Yulin a long time before he replied again.
"No, brother, what medicine did you take wrongly?"
"..."
"Really, I just want to make it clear that people don't speak dark words. If you think you are ugly, go ask your huge fan group at the attached high school first."
"Isn't it ugly?"
"I beg you to spare my poor little boy, Liu Yanchuan, if you are ugly, then am I not a disfigured-looking man?"
"Oh, I see."
Liu Yanchuan left behind such endless words, and ignored Xu Yulin again.
Sighing, he walked from the coffee shop to the bus stop for a ride home.
Anyway, the future is long, so I'm not afraid that he won't like me...