two trees for forest

Chapter 56 Final Chapter

Dad, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.

Don't worry, I didn't run away from home, I just... want to go out for a while, and want to relax in a place where no one knows.

I was very happy to go out with Shen Jin and the others the day before yesterday. It seemed that in such an unfamiliar environment, I was more likely to be able to figure out some things and sort out my current clue.So I left, I didn't tell you that I was afraid that if you found out, you would leave your work and take me out to play. I don't want that. You have too much presence for me, and it will affect my reason and judgment.

I will only go out for a month, and I have enough money, but I didn't take the mobile phone and the secondary card you gave me, but I will write to you every time I go, so that you can know where I have been.

I will get out of the pain of my great-grandfather, and I will also carefully consider the relationship between us.

Oh, by the way, and, I only asked the teacher for today's one-day leave, and I have to trouble you to go to school and ask for a month's leave for me. The time is too long, and the teacher won't give me leave without a parent's signature.

Lin Dongyu

today.

It was already night when Lin Jian saw this post-it note.

In the morning, Lin Dongyu had nothing unusual, just washed his face and brushed his teeth as usual, and went to school on time.Lin Jian didn't care too much. When he called at night, no one answered. He was worried, so he came back.But I didn't expect that no one saw it, but only saw this message.

Lin Jian sat in front of the desk in Dongyu, flipping through the paper countless times, as if trying to find different meanings from these few words.

He leaned back in the chair slumped, closed his eyes and let his mind go.So from the time he adopted Lin Dongyu, one thing after another passed through his mind.

His doting and nostalgia for Dongyu, his uncontrollable physical reactions, his anger at being confessed by other girls, and, fearing his own reactions, he tried to be with others.

He was afraid of ruining Lin Dongyu's life by obeying his heart, but he never thought that maybe when he was in pain, why wasn't Lin Dongyu not?

Let Lin Dongyu suppress his fervent love for himself and choose a normal marriage and a normal life. This may be a successful life, but why?

Is a successful life what Lin Dongyu wants?Lin Jian clutched his chest and asked himself. He just took it for granted and never asked Dongyu.

Lin Dongyu was more honest than him and dared to face his own heart, but he didn't dare.

Not only did he dare not, but he also thought grandly, wait a little longer, when Lin Dongyu is older, if he still loves him then, then we will be together.

Lin Jian thought, who am I torturing by killing the relationship between the two of us bit by bit?

……

At this time, Lin Dongyu had arrived in a strange city.He walked casually at that time, and when the train was about to leave at the railway station, he bought a ticket and got on the train directly.So he didn't follow any tour group, but he didn't lie to Lin Jian, he really brought a lot of money, the pocket money that Lin Jian usually gave, and the prize money he got from various competitions, Lin Jian also let him custody.So as soon as he got out of the train station, he went directly to the nearest hotel, opened a room with a large font, and lay on the huge double bed, not wanting to go anywhere.

After a good night's sleep, Lin Dongyu casually signed up for a tour group the next day, and went to various scenic spots with the guide.

Because it was not a holiday, Lin Dongyu was in the tour group except him, and the rest were all members of Sunset Red.So from time to time, someone came over and asked him curiously, "Young man, what do you do for work? Are you still on vacation?"

Lin Dongyu couldn't stand it anymore, so he talked to the tour guide, found a place where postcards were specially sent for scenic spots, and simply sat down and wrote postcards to Lin Jian.

He was alone, sitting in a corner of the store, holding a pen in his hand while turning and meditating.The whole person is bathed in the warm sun of early autumn, looking extraordinarily gentle.

The young shopkeeper interrupted his contemplation with a smile. "Are you writing for your girlfriend or the girl you have a crush on?"

Lin Dongyu raised his head to look at her, his eyes curved into crescent moons.Those thick eyelashes, like fluttering butterflies, are breathtakingly beautiful for a moment.He opened his mouth to break the atmosphere, "Why do you guess like that?"

The owner smiled and said, "Your eyes are so affectionate, you are definitely thinking of someone you love very much."

Lin Dongyu smiled and did not deny it.

The female shopkeeper said again: "Want to help?"

Lin Dongyu was surprised, "Can this help?"

The female shopkeeper didn't deny it, she just smiled and found the book from many postcards and handed it to Lin Dongyu, "Hey, it's full of world-famous love poems. Originally, this kind of thing should be written by myself, but for the sake of the handsome guy, it's just Copying an article will also make a girl's heart beat!"

Lin Dongyu took the book, dumbfounded, and opened it casually.

Finally, in the afternoon, the tour guide came to look for him, and Lin Dongyu handed the postcard to the shopkeeper and asked her to send it there.

Unlike a letter, a postcard is a very personal thing. Everything written on it can be seen by anyone who touches it without reservation.What's more, the address is also on the back. The female shopkeeper helped to affix the stamps, so she could see all the contents.

I love you purely,

Not for flattery and bewitchment;

I love you bravely,

It's like fighting for justice.

Love you, with the pangs of old and the faithfulness of childhood,

Love you with tears, laughter and all of life.

The female shopkeeper was surprised, but she didn't say anything in the end, she just gently threw it into the mailbox.

Because she saw the recipient: Lin Jian.It's obviously a boy's name.

And since Lin Dongyu sent a postcard last time, he has been out of control. He seems to really fall in love with sending things to Lin Jian.

Every time he went to a scenic spot, he would get used to looking for the mailbox.The postcards are all bought in scenic spots, the front is the scenery map of the scenic spot, and the back is painted or written by Lin Dongyu.

He wrote:

If you are the only one in this world,

The only shooter who can hurt me,

I am all your youthful years,

All the unforgettable joys and sorrows.

Also wrote:

Love, maybe it's not completely dead in my heart

hope it doesn't bother you

I don't want to make you sad anymore

I loved you silently and hopelessly

I suffer from both shyness and jealousy

I once loved you so sincerely and tenderly

may god bless you

another person will love you like i love you

He has drawn Lin Jian with many expressions and various movements, whether smiling or angry, happy or sad.Every inadvertently revealed expression was deeply engraved in Lin Dongyu's mind.Even though thousands of miles apart, it's as close as you can see.

……

So Lin Jian received a good stack of postcards every day.But he couldn't see Lin Dongyu's attitude clearly. Dongyu seemed to be in a state of confusion, or it was just his inner thoughts at that moment.He said, I love you that way.Also, I am learning to give up.

Lin Jian would think, this is really a feng shui turn. At that time, he was vacillating, and Lin Dongyu was waiting anxiously, but now it is the opposite.

So at this moment, Lin Jian really felt the pain of Dongyu at that time.

……

Time always moves forward unhurriedly, whether you like it or not.

Lin Dongyu got on the train to the next station only to realize that there were only five short days before the first one-month appointment, and he hadn't made up his mind to make a final decision yet.

For the last trip, Lin Dongyu went to the ancient city.

After what happened on the first day, Lin Dongyu went to another place from then on, and he always checked the map to go to the scenic spot or wandered around, and he didn't dare to go with the tour group again.

But this time, Lin Dongyu didn't go to any scenic spots.Because in this ancient city, the most beautiful thing is the chance meeting when you look back suddenly.

For Lin Dongyu, his sudden look back was the song he heard inadvertently that afternoon.

After arriving that morning, Lin Dongyu rested in the hotel for half a day, had lunch, and wandered around the streets of the ancient city.

Passing by a video store, the owner was playing a very old song.

The young man sang in his unclear voice:

how to have a rainbow

How to embrace the summer wind

天上 的 星星 笑 地 的 人

总是 不 能 懂 不 觉得 足够

Lin Dongyu stopped involuntarily and listened carefully.The man on the tape goes on to sing:

if i love your smile

how to collect how to own

if you're happy not for me

会 不 会 放手 其实 是 拥有

Lin Dongyu's atrium was broken at that moment, and he squatted on the ground covering his face and crying uncontrollably.

Within a few days, Lin Jian received a letter.This time it is no longer a portrait of myself, nor is it a love poem.Lin Dongyu's gorgeous words in the letter were useless, he just wrote very simply:

Dad, I'm conflicted.

I can't give up on you, but I'm also very cowardly, I don't have the strength to chase after you.So now I can only selfishly give you the right to choose.

One month is coming, if you accept my words, pick me up at the airport, and I will attach the time and flight schedule to the letter.

If it still doesn't work, then I wish you the best of luck and accept your stepmother, and you will learn to be a good brother after you have children.

I will not rebel anymore, because I finally understand one thing: you are more important than love.

On the appointed day, Lin Dongyu was sitting on the plane worrying about gains and losses, so that time passed quickly. He felt that the plane had already landed before he was mentally prepared.

Lin Dongyu's legs seemed to have lost their intuition. He tried hard for a long time but couldn't stand up. When everyone on the plane finished disembarking, he was still sitting.The stewardess came over politely and asked him if he needed any help. Lin Dongyu said embarrassedly, "My legs are numb and I can't stand up."

The stewardess smiled and helped him up and helped him off the plane.

It's a little far away from the waiting area, even if Lin Jian came, he couldn't see it.

Lin Dongyu took a deep breath, feeling closer to the nostalgia and more timid.He closed his eyes and comforted himself for a few minutes before finally walking out.

Lin Jian saw each other before Lin Dongyu.

The moment he saw Dong Yu, he smiled and strode towards him.

As if he had a tacit understanding, as soon as Lin Dongyu raised his head, that familiar figure bumped into his eyes.Lin Dongyu froze in place, without the strength to move forward.He was afraid that it was just a phantom created by his obsession.

Lin Jian didn't stop walking, walked through the vast crowd, approached step by step, and finally rubbed Dong Yu, who was stunned in place, into his arms.

The love and hatred for so many years finally came to fruition. At the airport one month after the appointment, Lin Dongyu finally waited for his lover.

……

Lin Dongyu seemed to be stepping on cotton, without any sense of reality. He didn't realize it until he got home. Lin Jian was funny and sad, pinched his nose and asked with a smile: "Are you tired, do you want to take a bath?" Take a bath?" Then he went to turn on the hot water.

Lin Dongyu subconsciously pulled him back, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in a blink of an eye.

Lin Jian turned around, put one arm around his waist, lightly clasped the back of his head with the other, and gently kissed him on the lips.

"Don't worry, I will not leave, and I will never leave in the future."

Lin Dongyu still held him silent.

Lin Jian just smiled, bit Dong Yu's lower lip lightly, and smiled next to his ear, "What? Do you want me to wash with you?"

Lin Dongyu was instantly turned red from his ears to his neck by these words. He shook his head uncomfortably, but he didn't break free.

Lin Jian took his hand, led him to turn on the hot water, and then went back to the room to get a change of clothes for Dongyu.Finally, he brought a small stool to the door of the bathroom before pushing Dongyu in to take a shower, "Is this okay? You can see me inside."

Lin Dongyu nodded with a blushing face.

When Lin Jian went to work that day, all the employees saw a tail behind the chairman of the board, and they carried it everywhere.Lin Dongyu didn't speak, anyway, he was always reading where he could see Lin Jian.

Lu Ziyu couldn't take it anymore, so he laughed at him, "I'll go, your clingy skills are still upgraded? You can't call it puppy legs in the future, you have to call it... dog skin plaster?"

Lin Dongyu looked up at him and ignored him.Didn't bicker with him like usual.However, Lin Jian raised his head and glared at Lu Ziyu, before uttering two words: "Shut up!"

Lu Ziyu touched his nose embarrassingly and shut up.

When sleeping at night, Lin Dongyu was naturally left in Lin Jian's room.

After getting into bed, Lin Jian hugged him into his arms, and kissed him tenderly all the way from the forehead.It didn't stop until the collarbone.

Lin Dongyu heard him say in a doting voice, "Baby, I love you."

He choked up and said, "I love you too."

Lin Jian hugged him tightly with a smile, and whispered into his ear, "Go to sleep, good night."

Lin Dongyu nodded, and put his hands on Lin Jian's waist naturally. He lowered his head and buried his face on Lin Jian's neck, smelling the familiar smell, and falling asleep.

The author has something to say:

【I love you purely...】The original poem is "How I Love You" by the British poet Mrs. Browning

【Love, perhaps in my heart has not completely died...】The original poem is "I Loved You Once" by Russian poet Pushkin

【If you are the only one in this world...】The original poem is "Death of the White Bird" by Xi Murong

The song [How to have a rainbow...] is Mayday's "Contentment"

Originally, apart from that song, I wanted to write love poems by myself, but... I really don’t know how to write poems! ! ! !I hurriedly wrote a song, and put it together with other people's ones—forget it, I still don't force myself∏_∏

This time it’s really over~~ Thank you for your support for such a long time, love you all ^ω^

There will be extra episodes, but the time is uncertain, because the author has a professional course and the exam is two weeks away. I, I have to review... This exam will be taken a few days later.So there is really no way to be sure about the update, so I will try my best... PS: They are all extras that are too sweet, and they are all the extras of the protagonist.

I feel depressed writing this article... I must write a sweeter one in the next article, so that the relationship path is not entangled, hey!fall! ! !