Chapter 39
Chapter 39
Cang Xu didn’t make it to the station he bought. He was so sleepy after [-] o’clock at night, but he didn’t dare to sleep, for fear that someone would find out that he fell asleep without a heartbeat and would make a big fuss, so the train temporarily stopped at a small station. Just get out of the car.
The train station at midnight was not as lively as it was during the day. When Cang Xu came out, only a few drivers asked him in dialect if he was going here or there. Cang Xu shook his head feebly, picked a direction at random, and walked forward in silence.
After walking for an unknown amount of time, he arrived at a wilderness.The eyes had adjusted to the darkness, but there was nothing to see in this wilderness except a single tree.
Cang Xu has dreamed of planting a tree of his own since he was a child, the kind that grows day by day and grows year after year, the kind that sprouts in spring, blooms in summer, blooms in autumn, leaves fall and snow piles up on the branches in winter, you can find someone you like The kind that swings on a rope.
He came here and decided on his own that this was his tree.
But then I thought that I might not be able to see the tree sprouting, blossoming, falling leaves and piling up snow, and there was no one I liked to swing with. Suddenly, I felt as sad as swallowing a pile of stones stuck in my throat, and tears kept pouring out.
He covered it with his hands, and it became even more uncomfortable. The whimpering in his throat gradually became unbearable, and finally turned into a loud cry, crying until his voice was hoarse, and no one in the wilderness heard it.
After crying tired, Cang Xu sat down against the tree trunk, opened the hamster cage, took the mouse out and held it in his hands, looked at him and scolded: "Did you provoke you? Why did you let me go with you?" Fate? Are you sick? You want to die and die yourself, okay, why do you drag me?"
The hamster stared blankly at him, not avoiding being poked.
"What are you looking at, I'm going to be buried with you, aren't you happy?" Cang Xu cursed for a long time, sobbing, and finally threw the mouse aside, "Get out, I don't want to see you anymore."
Cang Xu quickly fell asleep leaning against the tree trunk, and after entering the mouse's body, he began to run wildly, running desperately until he could no longer see the tree and ensured that the mouse would not run back to him, then stopped I breathed a sigh of relief.
He looked up at the sparse stars in the sky, waiting to die on the spot.
At dawn, he fell asleep in the mouse's body and woke up in his own body. When he opened his eyes, he found that he was tied to a tree trunk, and countless incidents of kidnapping and dismemberment immediately floated through his mind.
Cang Xu was so desperate that he didn't even want to struggle anymore. He came to wait for death. Can't he be allowed to die well? Will he be kidnapped and die miserably when he is dying?
"Is there anyone?" Cang Xu shouted weakly while leaning his head on the tree trunk, "Which hero tied me up, can I come out and say something? To be honest, I have a terminal illness and I won't live for a few days anyway. You guys tied me up. What are you doing?"
"Waiting to die, right? All right, I'll die with you."
Cang Xu's heart trembled suddenly - this was Chen Xian's voice.
Chen Xian walked up to him from behind him, knelt down and looked at him, "Where's the hamster?"
Cang Xu looked away guiltily, "No... I don't know... Isn't it where you are?"
"You want to die that much?" Chen Xian was a little annoyed.
Cang Xu didn't speak.
"Okay, I'll accompany you." Chen Xian lowered his head and smiled, "Do you want to know how much I like you?"
Cang Xu please quietly turned his head back, glanced at Chen Xian, "How much do you like it?"
Chen Xian leaned into his ear, "Live is a man, death is a corpse." After speaking, he immediately backed away, took out a knife from his bag, and scratched his wrist deeply.
The artery was cut, and the blood immediately gushed out continuously, soaking a small piece of ground under his feet in a moment.
"Are you crazy!" Cang Xu struggled violently but couldn't break free, "Chen Xian, I have no choice, why are you joining in the fun! If I can live, will I fucking seek death myself?"
Chen Xian was lying on Cang Xu's lap, smiling at him with his face up, "Cang Xu, it's still too late to take me to the hospital, I can be saved."
After speaking, he took a knife and cut the rope on Cang Xu's body.
Cang Xu broke away indiscriminately, picked up Chen Xian and ran back along the way he came, cursing as he ran, "Are you sick! Do you think I won't die if you take me back today?"
Chen Xian leaned into his arms and closed his eyes gently, "I don't care. Cang Xu, you are still here, but you want me to leave you, I can't do that."
"But I..." Cang Xu choked up, "Isn't it more sad for you to die in front of you? I won't be sad if I die, what should you do? Don't like me anymore, okay? Let's break up, anyway, we're not here How long we'll be together is just a joke..."
"Impossible." Chen Xian shook his head, "You don't have to worry about how I will live without you. I am such a rational person who has always lived in the present. When the present day is without you, I will continue to live well. I promise .”
When he arrived at the hospital, Chen Xian had already lost a lot of blood and passed out. Cang Xu wanted to take advantage of him several times to leave alone, but in the end he still couldn't bear it, fearing that he would do something stupid again by leaving him alone.
When Chen Xian woke up, Cang Xu was watching him by the bed, blinking his eyes from time to time.
"Squad leader," Cang Xu looked at him, "I've known you for so long, and this is the first time I've discovered that you're mentally retarded."
Chen Xian smiled, "Call whatever you want, I won't let you go no matter how much you scold."
Cang Xu frowned, "But I can't figure out how you found me, I don't even know where the hell I am... Could it be that you installed some tracking software in my phone? But I smashed the phone on the train Throw it away, are you a monster?"
"I don't know, maybe it is." Chen Xian stretched out his hand to touch Cang Xu's face, "I have had the same dream many times, and every time I sleep with you, I dream of coming to this place. I can't find a way for you None of them, just think about giving it a try, just in case, and then I will really find you."
"Are you talking about myths?" Cang Xu rolled his eyes.
"Aren't you a myth? One soul and two bodies, can you explain why?"
Cang Xu stared blankly at him for a long time, "Then tell me, did you dream of this place first, which influenced my direction, or did you have a prophetic dream because I was destined to go to this place?"
Chen Xian closed his eyes, "I'm dizzy right now, and I can't figure out this philosophical question..."
Cang Xu sneered, and stretched out his hand to rub Chen Xian's temples, "If you can really have prophetic dreams, dreaming about how I will unbind with that hamster brother..."
The two exclaimed at the same time: "Hamster!"
If Chen Xian hadn't been dizzy and weak right now, he really wanted to jump up and make a fuss, "Where did you get the mouse!"
"I..." Cang Xu stammered, "I thought he was going to die anyway, why not set him free..."
"What are you going to do to give him back his freedom!" Chen Xian was so angry that his eyes turned black.
"Don't get excited, are you uncomfortable?" Cang Xu patted Chen Xian's head distressedly, "You said that I let him go, can you move God to release me from his bond? Or once he is grateful, he will Decided to die by yourself or not to take me?"
"You will know at night." Chen Xian sighed.
"No, I'm going to sleep now and see if it will pass." Cang Xu adjusted his posture and lay comfortably on the bed, "I hope the signal can't be connected if we are far away..."
It's a pity that it's still connected, Cang Xu looked down at his dirty paws, which had been running for a long time, and then looked up at the surroundings, feeling very familiar.
After walking a few steps and turning a corner, I found that this is the hospital where Chen Xian lives now...
Yes, little brother, you have traveled thousands of miles to find me to be buried with you...
Cang Xu avoided the feet coming and going, and was almost trampled to death several times. When he ran to the ward, he felt half his life was gone.
Chen Xian heaved a sigh of relief when he saw the hamster come in, and reached out to lift him up, "Fortunately, it's all right."
"Cang Xu!"
"Chen Xian!"
Cang Tian and Chen Sui appeared at the door of the ward, both of them haggard.
"Sister..." Chen Xian was a little flustered, and secretly winked at the mouse: Wake up quickly!
Cang Xu was also flustered, but in such a panic he couldn't fall asleep, couldn't sleep and couldn't go back.
"Chen Xian, what's wrong with you?" Chen Sui asked worriedly.
"It's okay, I hurt my hand." Chen Xian didn't dare to say that he cut his wrist.
"Cang Xu, wake up!" When Cang Tian couldn't find Cang Xu, he was worried, but now that he found someone, and he was doing well, Chen Xian lay on the hospital bed, and wanted to beat him up.
Cang Tian came over and grabbed Cang Xu's ear, "I called you and pretended to be asleep! I saw that you ran away from home very vigorously, now you are pretending to be dead with me?"
"Brother-in-law, let him sleep." Chen Xian was cautious.
Cang Tian was taken aback when he called his brother-in-law, and looked at Chen Sui happily, but Chen Sui ignored him.Cang Tian frowned, thinking that it would be impossible to just let Cang Xu go like this, after all Chen Sui's baby brother was injured, and his wife couldn't calm down without a beating.
"I told you to get up, did you hear that?" Cang Tian grabbed Cang Xu by the ear to pull him up, then let go, and Cang Xu fell limply to the ground.
"Cang Tian, what are you doing!" Chen Sui was really angry this time, "Xiao Xu must have something on his mind to run away from home, you beat him up even if you don't care about him!"
Cangtian felt wronged, "Oh..."
Cang Tian helped Cang Xu up, "Stinky boy, don't tell me what's going on...why...you don't have a heartbeat at all..."
Chen Xian covered his face, what should have happened still happened.
Cang Tian called the doctor in a panic, and pushed Cang Xu, who had lost his heartbeat, into the emergency room. After a few electric shocks, his heart beat again.
Cang Xu knew he was fine, but he lay there and didn't get up, now it's best to let his uncle know how weak he is, otherwise he will still be beaten.
Cang Xu was pushed out for a detailed examination, and the result was beyond his expectation, he was found to have myocardial failure.
"His heart is basically useless, and the heart of a 90-year-old man is almost like this." The doctor said.
Cang Tian was shocked, "But he is usually... all fine..."
"I also find it very strange. Generally, myocardial failure does not occur alone. It is basically caused by various heart diseases. But his heart... seems to have naturally aged to this point." The doctor also had a headache.
When Cang Xu heard these words from the side, his already exhausted little heart became cold again, and it seemed that he was really about to burp.
Cang Tian frowned and asked: "Is there any way to cure him? There is nothing wrong with other parts of his body, except for his heart. Can it be replaced?"
The doctor waved his hands in horror: "We can't do such a major operation here..."
"I just asked if it was possible for you to cure it, and I didn't intend to ask you to change it for him." Cang Tian gave him a white look.
Cang Xu's eyes brightened: Is there such an operation?
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