Time

Chapter 105

2012 was a year of rushing.

Wang Yutong, who was promoted to manager, took over all of Nicole's original work. He was a busy assistant and made mistakes all day long.

Wang Yutong is not a violent person, let alone swearing, but sometimes she is anxious when she makes a mistake and has no time to correct it.

The little assistant especially thanked the manager for helping her with everything and teaching her tirelessly.

"Everyone comes from a newcomer, and it is inevitable to make mistakes."

Wang Yutong was a little emotional, "My boss used to treat me very well."

Every Friday after get off work, Wang Yutong goes to Beijing South Railway Station with a suitcase, and returns on the latest shift on Sunday.

She is a frequent visitor on the line of the Beijing-Shanghai high-speed railway.

During all the time in Shanghai, Nicole didn't let her do anything, took the initiative to undertake all the housework, and didn't even let her open the car door herself.

Open an umbrella in rainy days and add clothes in cold weather.

In early April, it was rainy and humid in Shanghai, and the arthritis that hadn't appeared for many years began to be eager to try again.

Every day before going to bed, Nicole put her on the bed and massaged her.

Wang Yutong really wanted to say that beating and beating are not very useful. The pain should still hurt and the soreness should continue to be sour, but he couldn't bear the appearance of Nicole's doting.

Weekends are both happy and sad.

The most uncomfortable thing is that she realizes that all the superimposition of happiness in exchange for fatigue will eventually lead to inevitable sadness. Wang Yutong is lost in the gradual weakness.

She couldn't ask Nicole willfully when she would return to Beijing, she knew that Nicole just liked her maturity and appropriateness, and the occasional little willfulness was harmless, but once she became a truly willful person, it would definitely bring depression to Nicole.

Neither of them wanted to create any pressure on the other.

Once the pressure arises, resentment will inevitably form at some point.

And Wang Yutong's personal experience told her not to try to dominate anyone's life.

The repressed will always explode, and in the end there is only one way to fall apart.

What's more, she didn't dare to ask, for fear that Nicole's answer would be the same as what she thought in her heart.

After Wang Yutong has been running around for two months, Nicole finally completed the establishment of the company and had a week's rest. She and Wang Yutong went back to Beijing to live together, responsible for transporting them to and from get off work, and started to learn how to cook in a decent way.

She still had to go back a week later, and promised that she would come back for the next two months, so that Wang Yutong could rest.

They all worked hard to fulfill their promises and tried their best to maintain the intimacy with their lovers.

It’s just that when I’m sick occasionally, when I’m watching a movie alone, when I turn around and can’t see that person, the photos on my phone, the messages on Weibo, or even the voice close to my ear can’t fill this lonely distance.

What is even more unbearable is to see the exhausted and forced smile of the lover.

Wang Yutong had some vague feelings, she knew that Nicole thought the same way, and they didn't want to make each other more sad.

But my heart is still encouraging myself, and if I persist, maybe it’s just this period. After getting through it, my mentality will be different, and I’ll be fine.

The menstrual period was postponed for more than a month, Qi Yin finally couldn't help it, and went to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test strip by herself. When she came out of the company toilet, she seemed to have lost her soul. She didn't even hear her colleagues came to say hello to her. Then I went out.

He didn't go to the afternoon shift either, Qi Yin wandered in the street and passed countless strangers, keeping his head down all the time, bewildered.

She didn't know how long she had been walking, and she was tired. She sat on the side of the road under the overpass and watched the buses come in.

Countless strangers, wearing different clothes and carrying different bags, went up and down, rushing to their destination.

Two little girls in school uniforms got out of the car together. They were tall and short, with ponytails on their backs, carrying the same schoolbags, and holding hands when they got out of the car. The girl behind stumbled and almost fell.

The two laughed and sat in the rest area of ​​the bus station, discussing last night's TV series and Bigbang's performance at the Hong Kong MAMA Awards Ceremony.

Qi Yin could already understand some Cantonese, she listened carefully, knowing that the two of them skipped class to play, and planned to go shopping together on the weekend tomorrow.

The tall girl went to buy two ice creams and came back, the petite girl smiled and leaned up to get them, the tall girl raised her hand to lift the ice creams out of her reach, teasing her.

The petite girl stomped angrily and pinched her waist.

The two little girls walked away arm in arm, fighting and fighting. Qi Yin kept staring at them greedily, and couldn't help but fantasize about the future where they would always be together.

"That grandma is weird."

Feeling uncomfortable being stared at, the petite girl dragged her good friend around Qi Yin, avoiding her like a psychopath.

Qi Yin closed his eyes, wanting to see what he looks like now, but was actually called "Grandma" by middle school students.

Speaking of which, she hadn't cared about her appearance for a long time.

She's going to be a mother?She is about to bring a life into this terrifying world, and this life is actually a combination of her and Lin Jun.

What will her children be like, and will they be like hers?She actually has a child.

She finally stepped on this road of no turning back.

Qi Yin sat on the side of the road covering his face, weeping bitterly.

There is no end to the world in 2012. It is the same as countless ordinary days in the past. The earth exists well, and human beings are still struggling with life, work and various emotions.

It's just that Wang Yutong is single again.

In the non-stop running days, she finally fell ill, and Nicole couldn't take care of her by her side. This is the clearest feeling of powerlessness in a long-distance relationship.

When she recovered from her serious illness, Nicole decided to be the bad guy and proposed to break up.

The two of them knew in their hearts that this day would always come, but they just kept holding on.

"You won't be going back to Beijing, will you?" "I'm sorry, there is no such plan for these years."

Wang Yutong leaned against the window, watching the continuous winter rain.

"No need to apologize, this is the choice we both made together."

Nicole said: "I don't want our relationship to deteriorate one day.

I don't want to think about the other party at some point in the future, all I think of are bad memories.

I think we will always be the best in each other's hearts. "

"I love you so much, Nicole."

"..." "I can know you and be with you... I am very lucky to have been taken care of by you all these years."

It’s great that these words can be said calmly at this moment. Wang Yutong sincerely thanked Nicole for meeting and getting along with each other yesterday, “Will we meet again at a higher place this time?” Nicole covered Mouth, Wang Yutong did not hear her cry.

He tried hard to adjust his emotions, but found that this time he couldn't control his trembling voice no matter what.

"I love you too... little boy."

I hope that we can all live a better life and reach the place we want to go, so that we can live up to this separation.