dhibooks Chapter 24 Yes m
Chapter 24 Yes m
Zhan Zhao served as an imperial envoy, so he was not bound by the South Vietnamese decree.After returning home, Yong Ning said to recuperate behind closed doors, he smiled noncommittally.He turned his head and ordered Yu Yuan to say, did you hear that?The Princess wants you to come home often.While I am free, I will pass on your kung fu more.
Yu Yuan nodded excitedly, and was about to speak, but Yongning smiled and waved his hands: "You don't need to thank me." Xiang Zhanzhao said again: "Since the officials know my heart, they don't say much as a wife. You can do whatever you want, I'll go first."
Yu Yuan took two steps, turned around and leaned against Zhan Zhao, wondering, "I'm making trouble here, is the Princess happy or not?"
Zhan Zhao flipped his head, and said softly, "Squat under the maple tree in the middle. Hurry up."
Yu Yuan studied in the evening and went home after eating.With a sullen face, he resolutely refused to teach others to give it away, and refused to answer the lamp that Yongning handed over, and ran out of the house in a hurry.
Yongning yelled no, and had to come back after watching the night for a while.Seeing Zhan Zhao sitting and drinking tea unhurriedly, he said to him, "there are many vacant rooms in the mansion, so fill up one room and give it to Yu Yuan, and I will stay there when it is late. A child walks alone at night, you, as a master Can you rest assured? If something happens, how can I explain to his parents. "
Zhan Zhao smiled and said, "Boy, what are you afraid of when you walk a few steps at night? Don't worry, it's fine."
Yongning frowned and thought about it, nodded and said: "Yes. If he stays here, his parents will miss him again. It's still the officials who are deeply concerned."
This is one of them, Zhan Zhao thought to himself.Second, I can't say it, I hope it's just unfounded worries.He smiled and said: "Since Yu Yuan became a teacher, I have never taught him anything. I also want to thank the princess for allowing him to come and go to the mansion..." Seeing the change in Yongning's face, he sighed and said: "Wrong. Thank you, my good wife."
Is it really wrong? Why are you always admitting your mistakes?Yongning felt a little sad, bowed his head and said: "Thank you, as long as you like it. The body will also recover faster."
Zhan Zhao patted the back of her hand to comfort her: "A little bit of cold, it's already gone. Don't ask me to do anything, I'm afraid I'll get sick."
Yongning raised his eyes, a little uneasy: "You don't blame me, I..."
"You are for me." Zhan Zhao smiled, made a cup of tea and gave it to her, "Your voice is hoarse, please moisten it."
Yong Ning took it and took a sip, and said: "Everyone is preparing for the New Year, it's the time of winter. My brother is capable in politics, so don't worry too much. He wants you to rest. He said that after two days of work, it will be fine." Come visit."
What he meant, Zhan Zhao couldn't help but laugh.Looking back, he said for a long time, "Yongning, don't be afraid."
Yongning's hands trembled, looking at him speechless.
Zhan Zhao sighed softly: "I'm not gone, it's just a dream. Or it's the shadow of the past, not the present when I'm with you. You can tell me the joy and fear in your heart." Smiling, he whispered She said to herself, "Do you still remember Yuehua?"
Yongning's lips also began to tremble, and tears welled up in his eyes.
"She's a good girl, but unfortunately," Zhan Zhao shook his head and smiled wryly, "We're never meant to be. I know I'm sorry for her, but I haven't regretted changing back to this sword." He stroked Ju Que, looked up at her: "Yong Ning , when I married you, I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, and I had no two intentions. Don't you believe it?"
Yong Ning nodded, tears streaming down his face: "I believe it. I am not good enough to make you worry for no reason..."
Zhan Zhao raised her elbows to stand up, gently embraced her with both arms, closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Yongning, how lucky you are to give me this home. I will cherish it."
Yong Ning lay in his arms for a while, stood up and wiped away his tears, and gently helped him take off his robe with his fingers: "It's getting late, the water is ready, officials, let's take a bath."
Walking into the bedroom door, Zhan Zhao stopped and watched.The house is still the same, but it feels smaller.For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was because there were too many things or the bed had become bigger.
He turned to find Yongning, slightly puzzled.
Yongning bowed his head and said: "I know you don't like luxury. But my brother said that the house should not be too clean during the Chinese New Year, so I asked someone to send these. I think he is right. The bed has also been changed, and when the spring begins..."
She blushed and murmured without continuing.After a while of silence, Zhan Zhao asked, "What about spring?"
Yong Ning twisted his clothes belt, and said softly for a while: "I see that the official likes children very much..."
Zhan Zhao was startled, nodded and said, "You mean Yu Yuan? What's the matter with him?"
Yongning glanced at him with anger in his eyes, but he didn't speak.
Zhan Zhao understood somewhat in a trance: "The princess means..."
Yongning stood on tiptoe and leaned against his ear: "It's not him. You and I... Could it be..."
After a day, Yongnian brought Li Yi across the mansion.The servant walked into the gate of the courtyard and saw a young man dancing with a sword in the courtyard. The wind whipped the branches and leaves around him, looking like a soldier.
Looking at the sword, Yongnian was a little dazed.The sword is completely made of wood, and he once had one.
Once upon a time, it was taken for granted that owning that kind of sword was his privilege.
He followed it with his eyes, and his heart fell into a certain emotion that he had never touched.thicker and thicker.
Li Yi stood still and applauded, and asked Yongning who was coming: "Sister, is this child from your house?"I don't seem to have seen it.
With a call from Yongning, the young man hastily withdrew his sword and stepped forward to bow down.It is said that "See the prince, princess, princess. Small can be far away, teacher taboo..."
Yong Ning interrupted him with a smile, and said, "It's your brother-in-law's new apprentice, the son of Yu Yang Yu adults."
Yongnian pretended not to hear it, reached out and picked up the wooden sword, stroked it twice and nodded, "Uncle Yu's son. Senior brother... Shi brother? It's such a mess."
The other three looked at each other inexplicably, not knowing what to do.
After a while, Yongnian returned the sword, smiled and said to Yongning: "Sister and Yi'er go in and talk. The muscles and bones are also stiff, sister can allow me to walk around the house?"
Yong Ning stroked his sleeve lightly, shook his head and said: "If you are out of sight, your brother-in-law is probably in the study, so I won't teach others to follow, you go find him yourself."
Yongnian agreed, and when the two girls meandered away, he put his arms around Yu Yuan's shoulders and asked as he walked:
How are your parents?
How long have you been studying art? Do you like swordsmanship?
What else does Master teach you?
……
The last question is, are you afraid of him?
----How much do you like him?
Yu Yuan nodded honestly: afraid.Afraid that he could not practice well, the master frowned angrily.
Yongnian stopped suddenly, looked at him and laughed silently.
It seems to reappear.Whether the young man's passionate eyes are exactly the same as his longing.
Yu Yuan panicked and said in a stuttering manner: "My lord, I, did I say something wrong?"
Yongnian shook his head, and said softly: You go.Go home and say hello to your father.
Yu Yuan hesitated for a while, gave a silent salute, turned around and left quietly.
Zhan Zhao raised his head when he heard footsteps, and the strong light outside the door enveloped the approaching figure, so he couldn't see clearly for a while.He put down his book and got up, the coat draped over his shoulders slipped and fell onto the chair.
Yongnian went straight to pick it up, wrapped it around him, and tied up his belt.
After a moment of astonishment, Zhan Zhao raised his hand to block it, and said flatly, "No trouble, my lord. Zhan will take care of himself."
Yongnian took two steps back to stare, and said slowly: "A while ago, the princess ordered me to investigate the corrupt officials, and confiscated a lot of stolen money; the losses from the freezing disasters in various places can be made up for. You and your sister can celebrate the new year with peace of mind, and the future Let’s discuss it in the future.”
The corner of Zhan Zhao's lips curled up, his gaze became watery: "Thank you."
Yongnian suddenly felt dull.Thank me, you are always for others.It seems that between you and me, this is the only kind of kindness left.
Sighing softly, he said, "I can't let you suffer in vain. The money and food earned by sweat and life are filled with the bottomless greed of corrupt officials."
Zhan Zhao shook his head: "Even if we can't open up wasteland, I still have enough food and clothing. The prince must understand that it is the people who suffer, not me."
It's you who don't understand.You are not reconciled to yourself, I am for you.
Because of me, only you.I walked into the gorgeous and indifferent Vanity Fair for you, how can you pretend to ignore my heart, and never get involved with those gains and losses?
His eyes were changing, unpredictable in an instant.Suddenly, she stepped forward and hugged him tightly.
The face is not pressed tightly, and the tears are already wet.
Shouting: Zhao.I miss you.
When I don't see you, I don't know what I think; when I see you, I still don't know how much I can think.
Zhan Zhao sighed in his heart, held his arm to pull him away, and said slowly, "Don't do that. You really don't remember how many times I've said it."
Yongnian grabbed his sleeve to wipe away his tears, holding onto his hand and not letting go.He choked up and said, "I remember, and I couldn't help it either. I really can't help it."
He took a breath and said in a low voice, "I don't like myself either. It's so difficult for you."
Zhan Zhao was shocked violently, and he turned upside down with both hatred and pity in his heart.The sleeve was still held by him, holding tightly.
Yongnian watched him sit down, looked at his face carefully, and said unhappy: "It's been these days, and my complexion is not getting better. The nourishing medicinal materials I taught someone, did my sister take it for you?"
The better you behave.Zhan Zhao shook his head and said, "Your Highness is worrying too much. Presumably the Princess will not be ignorant in private."
Yongnian said casually: "That's too tiring. If you don't have anything to do, just rest and give me some apprenticeship."
Speaking out, I was secretly surprised.I tried my best not to mention it.
Zhan Zhao glanced over lightly and remained silent.
Yongnian picked up his teacup, poured the residual tea into his stomach as if nothing had happened, and then said: "I'll pick you up and sister, and go to Xinzhou Hot Spring Palace to relax. Really. Do you want to go? If not, I'll tell her."
Suddenly, I remembered the old days of the young sensuality in other people's mouths.Where did it come from? Now this entanglement left him speechless.Zhan Zhao smiled and shook his head lightly.
Yongnian slid off the chair, squatted in front of him, looked up at him, and said for a long time, "Don't go? That's fine too. Here, day and night are yours and mine."
Zhan Zhao smiled and asked, "Really."
Yongnian lowered his head, clasped his clenched fists with both hands, and sighed softly: "I'm angry again. You know that if you don't go, my sister and I won't go either. So you will go, won't you. Are you reluctant to stay away? Then Just take him with you."
Zhan Zhao withdrew his hand, and said lightly, "He has his own parents and family, so don't disturb him." He got up and walked towards the door.
Yongnian smiled secretly, turned his head and asked, "Zhao, how does he look like me?"
Zhan Zhao paused, and said quietly, "He is what he is, and he will never become you."
Full of smiles.Yongnian stood up and said to Li Yuan's back: Of course.I am unique.
You never said it, and you never knew it.
In such a large palace, water droplets fell on the surface of the pool, making a crisp ding-dong sound.
Surrounded by mist, Tingzhu couldn't see the whole story, and the silence was somewhat melancholy.The maid hiding in the corner will not come near or make a sound, like air, knowing it exists but not seeing it.
Yongnian leaned against a corner of the warm pool, half-closed his eyes and said to himself: "Now, during the day, you are mine."
The voice was very soft, but it was clearly heard on the other side.Zhan Zhao frowned, closed his eyes and ignored him.
Yongnian approached him with a swipe of both hands, and said in a low voice: "Still angry. I'm yours during the day, so it's over."
Zhan Zhao said slowly: "Don't dare to be. My lord, please stay away. If Zhan is out of breath, if he is not careful, he may hurt you."
Yongnian stepped back as he said, and said with a smile, "Okay. As long as you open your mouth, I can do whatever you want."
Zhan Zhao opened his eyes and looked at him, without moving.
After dragging until now, I finally can't get out of the water.When I came to the hot spring palace, I couldn't find a way to explain to Yongning why he was still just riding a horse and practicing sword.
Sometimes he didn't understand what he was hiding, why he was ashamed.Obviously not his fault.
Yongnian's eyes moved down, following the drops of water on his neck, and stuck to his chest.Breathing becomes more pronounced.
What are you afraid of if you do it? Do you die?He thought about it so much that he laughed, stretched out his hand under the water, and hugged him desperately.
Pushed by the slight waves, Zhan Zhao suddenly woke up.Forgetting that he was in the pool, he suddenly slapped out his palm and slapped it around with force, so that the soles of his feet didn't land, and he slipped straight backwards.
Yongnian was thrown into the air, and he couldn't stand still, he leaned back and sank next to him.
He clasped his hands on his back and refused to let go.Opening his eyes wide, he saw his black hair swaying in the water, his cheeks were like blue and white translucent jade in the dark, so strange and enchanting.
No breath came.He trembled at the bottom of the water, thinking of death.Falling is a great joy.
Zhao, you treat yourself so viciously.Let me help you, stop wobbling and struggling.
Zhan Zhao pressed his shoulder desperately, strength and water flowed out between his fingers, and he refused to open the deeper sinking.The world turned upside down, and he was involuntarily turned upside down, exhausted physically and mentally.
The two are intertwined, gradually losing consciousness.
Waking up a little bit from suffocation, the vertebrae are pressed against the hard, slippery bluestone bricks.Someone hugged him tightly in the wet, and the warm body behind the thin clothes fit tightly, and the slight numbness from the friction spread along the chest to the abdomen in waves.
Wheezing in the ear, he said, Zhao, don't be shy.I have seen it before.
After finishing speaking, she lowered her head and opened her mouth to gently enclose him.
Consciousness suddenly clear.Sadness and relief ensue, bringing endless feelings of shame.In an instant, the blood rushed to the top, and without thinking, Zhan Zhao raised his palm and swung it away forcefully.At the same time, he stood up abruptly, hitting the ground heavily on the back of his head.
Yongnian was swept into the pool, his whole body was in severe pain.Struggling to go back to see him, but the water sank deeper and deeper.Looking far away, he saw blood splattered on the blue bricks, soaking his hair in strands.In the pool of blood that quietly spread, Zhan Zhao's face was pale and he didn't make a sound.
He even punished me with self-abuse to fight against the betrayal of the body.Really too cruel.
After one thought, the pain seemed to burn through my chest.The blood from the mouth and nose was choked out one after another, and the mind gradually became heavy.
Drowning like this, what should you do if you lie there.
If I die, I will still be far away.what to do.
My heart was beating wildly, and my eyes were blurred in pain.He raised his head with all his strength, and shouted emptyly: Come here...
When Yongning heard the news, Zhan Zhao was unconscious on the bed.The gauze was wrapped half an inch thick on the head, and the blood was still visible on the back of the head, slowly seeping to the surface.With a pale face, she turned to look at her younger brother.
He is Nan Xia, not a child.How could it fall like this?What's wrong with you?
Yongnian leaned against the head of the couch weakly, feeling sluggish.
I'm fine.The recent wind and cold made me dizzy, choked on a few sips of water, and my mind became confused.The doctor said that my brother-in-law was traumatized and there is no serious problem, but it is not suitable to move it for a few days.Sister, I am no less worried than you.He is Nan Xia, so except for myself, I think probably, no one can hurt him so badly.
Yongning took a breath and said, since it's not suitable to move, you and Yi'er will live with me instead.There is no reason why the husband is injured and the wife sleeps on her own.I guard him.
Yongnian tried his best to lift himself up, but his eyes went dark and he fell back again.After panting for a long time, he said: If he doesn't wake up for a few days, you will be exhausted.Let's take turns looking after them, okay?
One night, after falling asleep again for an unknown amount of time, Zhan Zhao was vaguely awakened by the nagging sound in front of the bed.
Zhao, you are still so ruthless.But now, I can wake up to see you, why are you still awake.Don't you want to look at me, don't know how to face my sister?
She was very tired and probably fell asleep right now.Can you open your eyes and see?Don't say anything, just let me know, you're awake, okay?
Don't do that to yourself.You are taking a knife out of my heart.But none of us did anything wrong, don't you understand?
You are too stubborn, love to fight against yourself, always hang your sharp sword over your head with your own hands.What is that, integrity, morality?Untie it, nothing else in the world will change; but you can live more comfortably and happily.
No matter what you say in this life, I love to hear it.Sincerity and righteousness, meritorious deeds, you said so, and you did it.But what about others?There are too many people than you can say, who really suffers with these rules, except you fool?
Life is so short, you don't seize pleasure, but spend all your time being a fool?
What can your sacrifice be exchanged for, the enjoyment of more people?But they're not worth it at all.
I knew they weren't worth it, from an early age.So I will never learn to be like you.
I am selfish and you are selfless.
I don't like myself, I like you.
Selfishness is paradoxical.But you know, I've never had anyone else but you.
Don't you like me because I'm a man.Both sister and Ding Yuehua are women.
don't you like men
At this point, Zhan Zhao suddenly moved.Yongnian hastily held his hand and looked at his face.
The eyes were still closed, and a stream of blood spilled from the corner of his lips, flowing down and staining his collar.
Yongnian gently stretched out his hand and put it around his neck.Laughed quietly and shed two lines of tears.
Zhao, you heard me.You admit that I'm right, if only a little bit; you want love, even a little bit.
Your body speaks for you, and your resistance is so tragic.right?
How silly.
He raised his head slightly and gently wiped away the blood for him.
Your health is getting worse.I can't let you abuse yourself like this.
Drowsy and exhausted, Yongnian fell asleep lying on the edge of the couch, dreaming of smoky decoction.When he woke up, it was dawn, the bed was empty, and Zhan Zhao was not there.
After being stunned for a while, he stood up and rushed out of the door like crazy.
Before dawn, the door of Lin Hengyi's house in Duanzhou Prefecture was knocked open.Zhan Zhao led his horse and stood outside the door, the waning moon slanted on his body, as cold as snow.
I just said something, Brother Lin, I am bothering you.The whole body fell down.
Lin Hengyi panicked, supported him and was about to call for someone, when a white figure jumped out from the West Wing courtyard, and shouted with a smile: "Master Lin, horseshoes are ringing early in the morning, what kind of assassin is so blatant?"
Lin Hengyi turned his head and said anxiously: "It's the guard Zhan. He fainted for some reason."
After speaking, his arms lightened, and Zhan Zhao had already been snatched away.The white shadow flew like flying, and ran towards the west chamber with the person in his arms.
When Lin Hengyi looked intently, his eyes were empty.
Bai Yutang stayed there until noon.Although the doctor said, it was just running around after the injury, so tired that he fell into a coma.He still hasn't stepped away from the bed.
When Zhan Zhao opened his eyes, he gritted his teeth and scolded: "Smelly cat, it's like this after all. Can't you show your spirits to Grandpa?"
Zhan Zhao stared blankly at those exquisite eyebrows, as if falling into a dream.
Bai Yutang's heart tightened, and he hurriedly held his face and asked, "Are you stupid? Dizzy or hurt?"
Zhan Zhao didn't answer, he raised his hand to caress his cheek, the corners of his eyes moistened for a moment.
Bai Yutang held his shoulders, leaned closer and smiled: "Mao'er, miss Fifth Master? Don't cry, Master is with you." After saying this, Wudu felt desolate in his heart.He lowered his head and took his hand silently, stuffing it back into the quilt.
Zhan Zhao had a dry cough, and reluctantly said: "Brother Bai, please pour me a glass of water..." After riding out from the hot spring palace overnight, he was thirsty all the way, but he didn't want to stop.
After filling most of the pot, Zhan Zhaocai shook his head and stopped drinking, and closed his eyes to rest on his side.Bai Yutang couldn't bear to ask, and discussed with him: "I've been hungry all day, master go get some food?"
Zhan Zhao only felt throbbing pain in the wound, and his internal organs couldn't help writhing under the pressure.She shook her head and said, "Don't be busy yet. You haven't said yet, how did you get here."
Even though he was trying hard, his eyes were dim, and his voice was weak and breathless.Bai Yutang was secretly worried, and said with relief: "Don't rush to say, I have plenty of time. But you, don't you really want to eat it? I cooked porridge with scallops in the morning, and the heat is just right..."
Zhan Zhao heard a chill, and lay down on the edge of the bed for a while, but couldn't vomit anything.Seeing that Bai Yutang was about to go out to call the doctor, he stretched out his hand to hold him and said, "It's nothing, I'll be fine in a while."
Bai Yutang turned back to help him pat his back, and said with a frown, "That boy Bai Tang, what is there to eat? He keeps saying he's good to you and takes care of him like this. No way, go back to Tokyo with my master. I just save this poor country for him to enjoy." .”
Zhan Zhao's head hurt more and more, he held back his nausea and asked him: "Are you in Tokyo these days? Is Beijing safe? You...why did you come to Duanzhou again?"
The author has something to say:
First of all, I wish everyone who came here a happy new year.
The first time I came to talk, I found that I still can't summarize.The scoring was a joke with Reiko, but unexpectedly... I feel like a bully.In fact, whatever you want is fine, if you really want to throw eggs, it’s better to be cooked [joking again].
This pitfall may not just be sad. I apologize for saying it many times, and I will say it again during the Chinese New Year.When writing, I often need to suddenly interrupt a certain emotion that is still in it, and force it into another that is basically the opposite. I have never experienced this kind of experience before, and it is still a lot of exercise [囧, why do I want this kind of exercise].I don't know if everyone will feel the same when watching it, it is more torture.
Being able to go to the end together - even if it is not perfect, I think it is comforting, as far as I am concerned.
Thank you.