There is a noise source next door

39

Dinner was still in the cafeteria, and the topic mentioned earlier did not affect the mood of the two of us when we ate. Perhaps people in the period of passionate love can easily get a good mood even if they just sit with their lover.

After the meal, the two walked side by side along the familiar route, and the atmosphere finally became a little serious after a while.

I smiled and said first: "Come and ask, I promise to know everything without saying anything."

"First of all, I'm really not jealous." Ke Mengyan raised his hand as a guarantee, "I know that when you decided to date me, you already didn't like him and only liked me."

I nodded in affirmation.

"It's just that I'm a little curious, and I want to learn from it, and—" he was suddenly lost, "I liked you in the first place because you liked him. Although I'm a bit unwilling, I still want to know."

I like the way you like him, which sounds like abuse.

"What I want to know most now is how you got together in the first place, and how you broke up later." After he finished asking, he was embarrassed to look at me, "It feels like I really made things difficult for you..."

"No. It just so happens that I have no one to tell, and my current boyfriend doesn't mind my advance boyfriend at all, and even wants to hear me tell stories, isn't it just right."

Li Hu and I have no opportunity to be together, no confession, no mutual confession, and no saying that I like you.

At that time, the two of us were at the same table and had a good relationship.When the relationship finally got so good that I felt something was wrong, Li Hu directly said to me, "Let's be together", and I realized what was wrong.I really liked him at the time, although I realized it only after being reminded by his words, but my feelings for him are indeed different from the feelings for other deskmates before.So I didn't ask anything and just said yes.

It might sound like a hasty and hasty decision, like a breakup after less than a week of dating.But in fact, there were no major problems between me and Li Hu until we broke up.

However, there was no wave of emotion but a sudden breakup.

When I was still a little ignorant about my sexuality, it was Li Hu who made me realize that I originally liked boys.However, the reason for his breakup was that he fell in love with another girl.

At that time, I was only angry, and I was about to go crazy, but thinking about it later, I kind of wanted to laugh.

The two of us never said "I like you" to each other from dating to breaking up.I think this is the tacit meaning of the two people, but Li Hu probably doesn't think so.

Unexpectedly, the first sentence of liking he heard from Li Hu's mouth was that he said he liked someone else when they broke up.

Perhaps this sentence can actually prove from the side that the person before the "other" was me, and he still liked me anyway.

But it's meaningless to think about it now, and Li Hu will be just a stranger to me in the future.

"Well, that's it." I thought I had said it, and turned my head to see the reaction of my only audience.

Ke Mengyan was thoughtful, and I smiled and said, "Give me some feedback, at least tell me how my story went?"

He looked at me, and all the expressions that I imagined might appear on his face were lost, he just looked at me quietly, and then asked in doubt: "At the beginning, you would ask me so seriously how I fell in love with you , is it because of this?"

"It has something to do with it. It's easy to say 'I like you', but I can't believe it right away. It still takes time. Moreover, even if some likes are true, the desire to be together is not necessarily so much. Seriously." When I explained, I dissed my ex-boyfriend by the way, hoping that Ke Mengyan could listen comfortably.

Ke Mengyan was delighted: "Fortunately, I am sincere from head to toe."

Hey, it seems to be very comfortable to hear.

He still had a contented smile on his face, his eyes were slightly curved, and he looked at me and said, "I said 'like me' before saying 'together' that day, is it also because of the previous incident?"

I wasn't sure if Ke Mengyan would be happy to tell the truth at this time, but I thought it would be better to be honest, so I prepared in my heart that Ke Mengyan might be angry and replied: "Yes, because I think that if you don't explicitly say 'I If you like you', the other party may not know."

Ke Mengyan's smile faded a bit, he stared into my eyes and said firmly: "I will definitely know."

I smiled a little puzzled: "... what?"

Ke Mengyan's tone was affirmative: "Being looked at by those eyes, your liking can definitely be felt."

He rubbed the center of his brows, took a long breath and said in one breath: "Next, your boyfriend may say something bad about your ex-boyfriend. If you feel unhappy, you can interrupt me at any time."

I was shocked by the speed and fluency of the active up master: "Please, please."

"Anyone around me can see how much you liked him at the time. It's impossible for him not to know. If he doubts your feelings, it's only possible that he pretended to be confused. It sounds like he was actually avoiding the important thing. If you want to be with someone, just say that you like it, what's the point of being ambiguous and vague?" Ke Mengyan seemed really angry, "It's a good thing you didn't leave any big psychological shadow, otherwise I might die of anger. "

"Hey, don't, you are so angry, where can I find a boyfriend." I comforted him with a smile.

Hearing that Ke Mengyan sincerely complained for me, I was still very happy and happy.Perhaps criticizing the ex together is also an effective way to enhance the relationship between the couple.

But I still don't want Ke Mengyan to be so angry, it's not worth it for my ex.

"But I still have to thank him." Ke Mengyan changed the subject, "First of all, without his bad eyesight, I wouldn't have the chance to be with you."

Generally speaking, thanking your ex must be thanking him for breaking up with you because he had no eyes and no eyes. I nodded in cooperation with Ke Mengyan.Mutual realization that Ke Mengyan said first, is there anything else?

"Secondly, although it's not very good to say this, he did make Lin Lin you think more about your feelings and face them with a more serious attitude." He is very serious, and he doesn't know how to cherish it."

I started to complain about injustice again. I was a little heartwarming and a little funny, so I tugged his arm twice as comfort.

So Ke Mengyan glanced at his arm, and laughed again, "Finally, it's a cliché, if you didn't like him at the beginning, I wouldn't remember you so deeply, and I won't remember you in the future..." He suddenly frowned, childishly Changed his mouth, "No, we may be together in other ways in the future."

I smiled and nodded, not contradicting him, nor laughing at his inexplicable self-confidence.

We're together anyway, and I'm now willing to believe it was inevitable.

"When I saw you smile at the beginning, I never would have thought that now you will only show me such a smile."

"Don't you always dare to think." I joked.

"I remember I said before that I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, and the feelings at that time couldn't be called liking." He thought for a while, and then said, "It's not like I didn't fantasize about it, but I didn't know you at the time. None of that is right, and none of that is you."

I was curious: "What do you think?"

"The most common thing is that you laugh at me as my deskmate, but this is too self-deceiving. I can feel the sadness of a single dog when I think about it." Then Ke Mengyan paused, and said awkwardly, "Others...others are too I'm ashamed, I've never been in a relationship, it's just silly scenes after thinking about it, so don't let me tell you..."

"Hey..." I pretended to be malicious and stared at Ke Mengyan, feeling that he was about to break out in a cold sweat, and finally stopped with satisfaction, "It doesn't matter if you don't say anything, but what you say may come true in the future, okay?"

You don't need to guess and you know that Ke Mengyan definitely didn't think of anything restricted. My words shouldn't be considered molesting.

Sure enough, Ke Mengyan hesitated a bit: "Let's forget it... If it really comes true, it might be a little, no, it's very stupid."

I laughed, and suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Then after you got to know me and gradually discovered what kind of person I am, do you think it's completely different from your first impression?"

According to him, I was smiling brightly when he saw me, but in fact, the expression "brightly" appeared on my face quite rarely.Sweetness is impossible. I position myself as a cold-faced spitter.

"The first impression... the first impression is that I have some good feelings. After we met later, I found that the good feelings at the beginning were really good. I really liked it more and more." Ke Mengyan pretended to be shy, but I felt that his pretended shyness was actually To hide the fact that he was really shy.

Ke Mengyan made too many straight shots, and now I can listen calmly and think to myself, "Why does this person speak so nicely?", and I replied to him by the way: "Me too, the more I look at it, the more I like it."

Ke Mengyan walked closer to me, the two of us are now shoulder to shoulder.

"It's great, there is one less hidden danger that may exist between us."

Hearing his emotion, I couldn't help being a little emotional, frankly saying that 'ex' is a possible hidden danger, I think there are not many such boyfriends.

"One is missing? What other hidden dangers do you have in your heart?" I asked jokingly.

Ke Mengyan replied confidently: "I don't know either, they say I have no experience."

I suppressed a smile and replied, "Yeah, okay, okay."

"But I'm confident that no matter what the problem is, we can solve it properly." Ke Mengyan said confidently, "It's not a problem here."

I couldn't laugh or cry: "Well, but it's better if there are no problems."

"Doesn't it mean that friction is inevitable? If it is handled well, can it also enhance the relationship?"

I didn't have much experience in couples quarreling before, so now I answer based on what I heard: "That's what I said, but if I don't handle it well, the negative emotions will accumulate more and more."

Ke Mengyan thought for a moment, then made a serious expression: "I'm starting to panic."

I stretched out my hand to pat his back, then stroked him twice, and said in cooperation: "Don't be nervous, don't be nervous."

At this time, Ke Mengyan suddenly turned around and looked at the way he looked.I was taken aback and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ke Mengyan reached out and hugged me, put his chin on my neck, and let out a long sigh of relief: "Ah...satisfied."

It turned out to be to see if there was anyone behind.I also put my arms around Ke Mengyan's back, and passed my strength and temperature to Ke Mengyan steadily.