dhibooks Chapter 38: The Secret of Love
Chapter 38: The Secret of Love
Chapter 38: Hidden Love
In order to express his determination, Zhang Jiu really got himself drunk in the end.
"Your Highness, I'll ask someone to send Mr. Zhang back to the room," Gao De said. Although Zhang Jiu's eyes were still open at this time, he can guarantee that his consciousness must be blurred.
Qin Ce waved at Gothe, "No, you go down, I'll send him back"
"Your Highness, you..." Gao De hesitated, although Qin Ce didn't drink as much as Zhang Jiu, but definitely not less.
"I'm sober," Qin Ce said, with an undeniable look in his eyes.
Gothe had no choice but to leave, and halfway through the walk, he still looked back worriedly and said, "If your Highness has something to do..."
Gao De swallowed the rest of the words, and he was sure Qin Ce didn't listen.Even if you hear it, you won't respond to him.
The moonlight is cold and the window shadows are mottled.
Zhang Jiu's eyes seemed to be filled with a layer of water vapor, hazy like autumn mist, but clearly reflected the person in front of him. "Brother Heng"
The whisper sounded like a drumstick beating in his heart. Qin Ce stared at Zhang Jiu for a long time, then stretched out his hand to brush the hair from his face, and rested his fingertips on his cheek.
Zhang Jiu avoided Qin Ce's touch at first, and stood up tremblingly, "Brother Heng, you said you would send me back, let's go now."
The friendship gathered in the eyes all turned into a helpless smile, Qin Ce supported Zhang Jiu to prevent him from falling, "What else do you remember besides this?"
Zhang Jiu lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then shook his head in confusion.
Qin Ce laughed, "You see it's very late now, even if you go back to the inn, it's closed, why don't you just stay here?"
"What you said seems to make sense." Zhang Jiu tilted his head and hiccupped.
"Then you will stay here," Qin Ce coaxed.
Zhang Jiu nodded, grabbed Qin Ce's arm, "I want to sleep, take me back to my room"
Zhang Jiu, who was drunk, was cuter than usual, and Qin Ce led him into the room with half support and half hug.
"This is not my room," Zhang Jiu raised his head, and his lips touched Qin Ce who was bowing his head.
After being stunned for a long time, Zhang Jiu finally had a reaction, and a trace of doubt flashed in his hazy eyes, "I didn't mean it."
"I know." Qin Ce stared at Zhang Jiu motionlessly.
"You don't blame me"
Qin Ce shook his head. "Won't"
"We all forgot"
Qin Ce nodded. "good"
"Then I'm going to sleep." Zhang Jiu really fell asleep after speaking, lying on Qin Ce's body.
For the first time in his life, Qin Ce looked down at Zhang Jiu when he met someone who greeted him a second before going to bed.After a while, he picked him up and put him on the bed.
I don't know when Zhang Jiu has settled in his heart, silently and without any warning, and when he finds out, he has reached the point where he can't extricate himself.
The first time he met this person, he left a very deep impression on him, thinking that he would never see each other again after meeting by chance. Later, various coincidences made him doubt this person, so he began to approach him, observe him, Investigate him.Want to unravel all the mysteries.
The answer to the mystery is solved, but this person seems to have a traction force, making him unable to stay away, and he can't help but want to get closer. Every time he moves away, he will be bounced back by the rubber band that pulls him, and he repeats it many times. I don't want to stay away, I'm used to approaching him.
Qin Ce didn't know why he fell in love with this person. It was because of his obsessive eyes, because of his occasional concern, because of his soft heart towards him, because he was true and never faked, or neither, just because This person is Zhang Jiu, that's all.
After discovering his abnormality, Qin Ce also asked himself if it was true that Zhang Jiu said that he was as good as Long Yang, and he quickly denied this statement. No matter how beautiful he is, he won't have any feelings, no matter male or female, Zhang Jiu is the only one who makes him feel, so he is not as good as Long Yang, but the person he likes is just a man.
He also thought about breaking his own thoughts, but every time this thought came up, his heart felt like being pricked by countless needles. After a long time, he thought he would gradually get used to this pain, but this pain always After he thinks he is used to it, he will go to a higher level and challenge his limit again.
Qin Ce never thought that he would meet such a person, whether he was happy or angry or sad or happy, all followed him involuntarily, his every move affected his heart, this kind of feeling out of control I feel, not only do I not feel disgusted, but I am happy with it.
Before meeting Zhang Jiu and discovering his feelings for Zhang Jiu, Qin Ce was ready to grow old alone. His previous wives and concubines made him feel very bored. Instead of being angry, he was still faintly happy. He would rather be alone than to be with someone who shared the same bed with different dreams.
But when he met Zhang Jiu, his every move and everything about him was beautiful in his eyes, and he wanted to hold hands with him until he grew old. Even though this person was a man, he couldn't stop his thoughts. Jiu has become an obsession for him, an obsession that cannot be given up. This obsession tells him to hold on to Zhang Jiu firmly, otherwise he will fall into a land of eternal calamity.
Qin Ce thinks that he is a person who will not wrong him. Now that he has identified Zhang Jiu, he will never allow him to let him escape from his palm. No matter what method he uses, he will restrain him. Zhang Jiu Jiu's only choice is to stand by his side, if not...
Zhang Jiu said that he is the only sunshine in his life, people cannot live without the sunshine, and he is still there.
If not, the existence of this feeling is like flooding water, even if it is destroyed, he will bury the two of them together.
Zhang Jiu, who was sleeping peacefully, seemed to have a good dream, with the corners of her lips curled all the time.
Qin Ce stared at his sleeping face, and his eyes unconsciously fell on the curved lips, which were so bright.
Unable to restrain himself, he released him, following the desire in his heart, Qin Ce leaned over to seal the lips that made him unable to restrain himself.
Soft, sweet, with a strong smell of wine, Qin Ce knew for the first time what it means to be unable to stop. He had already thrown away his previous thoughts of tasting and stopping, and there was only one word left in his mind at this moment—unable to hold himself.
Qin Ce didn't know how Zhang Jiu felt about him, but he definitely wouldn't be the same as himself. Zhang Jiu, who is sober, would show fascination with him occasionally, but most of the time he was still in a state of alienation, and that kind of fascination was only for him. He was obsessed with his appearance, Qin Ce felt lucky for the first time because of his appearance, because of it he had this fate with Neng Zhang Jiu.
Reaching out to hug Zhang Jiu, Qin Ce let out a sigh of satisfaction. He will never let go of this person. Even if Zhang Jiu is ruthless to him now, he will try his best to put himself in Zhang Jiu's heart. What he wants Not only this person, but also his heart, he wants Zhang Jiu to be with him willingly.And he has the confidence to wait until that day.
The long night is long and has an end.
The moment he opened his eyes, a splitting headache followed. Zhang Jiu raised his hand to rub his head first, and then stopped in mid-air with his hand outstretched, his mind went blank.
After being dazed for a long time, Zhang Jiu came back to his senses, looking at the person in front of him with a feeling of confusion, what happened yesterday?Why did he sleep with Qin Ce hugging each other, but no matter how he recalled, the memory can only be traced back to the time when he drank with Qin Ce in the room, and he has no memory of the future.
What happened?Zhang Jiu looked at himself, then at Qin Ce, both of them didn't take off their clothes, so it's very likely that they were both drunk, and then they found a place to sleep in a drunk and unconscious state, this guess It is the most reasonable and what Zhang Jiu is most willing to believe.
It's just that the posture between him and Qin Ce is too ambiguous now. One of Qin Ce's arms is under his head and the other is on his waist, and he himself is leaning against Qin Ce's arms. Zhang Jiu feels uncomfortable. Shi Yi thought of the word "niaoyiren" and made himself embarrassed, and hurriedly dismissed this thought, even if Qin Ce was that 'person', he didn't want to be that little bird.
It should be a beautiful thing with a beauty by his side, but now Zhang Jiu is uneasy and his heart is beating like a drum. When he thinks of facing Qin Ce after waking up, he wants to hide his whole body. He made a hole, and he must get into it immediately.
Zhang Jiu, whose head was in a mess, was also tensed into a wooden stick. Finally, he simply closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, deciding that he would never open them before Qin Ce woke up.