dhibooks Chapter 18: Remembrance
Chapter 18: Remembrance
Chapter 18: Remembrance
Back in the room, Zhang Jiu felt that something was wrong. After thinking about it, he realized that Qin Ce, who had been watching this incident together, had been silent until now, which was indeed too wrong.
"Brother Heng, what's the matter with you?" Zhang Jiu looked at Qin Ce, as if Qin Ce had been a little abnormal since seeing Xu Jian's body, those bright black eyes seemed to hide extremely depressed emotions, This is the first time Zhang Jiu saw Qin Ce like this, and Zhang Jiu felt as if his heart was in his throat.
To Qin Ce, Zhang Jiu's worry was like a rain that suddenly fell in the desert, nourishing his dry new spring. At this moment, Qin Ce suddenly had a feeling that he would no longer hide or suppress, and told him everything. Impulse, "Brother Puhua, can you walk with me?"
Qin Ce's smile at this time carried a kind of withered and poignant beauty, but it was equally deceptive. Zhang Jiu thought he couldn't resist, so he nodded and asked, "Where are you going?"
Qin Ce didn't speak, but turned around and walked out, Zhang Jiu had to follow.
Jiang Ning, who originally wanted to go with him, took a few steps and stopped, and then stopped again. Finally, watching the backs of Zhang Jiu and Qin Ce return to the room, he also felt that it was not good to follow at this time. When he was about to sigh, Chen Zhuo's voice stopped him.
Qin Ce didn't say anything along the way, and walked along the street. When Zhang Jiu felt tired, Qin Ce slowed down, turned around and asked Zhang Jiu, "Are you tired?"
"It's okay." Zhang Jiu shook his head.
Qin Ce nodded and continued to move forward. Zhang Jiu instantly felt that he was a tragedy. Should he say that he was very tired just now, and it was already noon and he wanted to eat, and he had already digested what he ate in the morning, but Qin Ce I don't know when to stop.
Zhang Jiu sighed, and continued to follow Qin Ce following the principle of starting and ending and sending the Buddha to the west.
After walking for a long time again, Zhang Jiu saw the city gate. He really wanted to call Qin Ce to stop, but seeing Qin Ce's appearance, he held back, so he had to follow Qin Ce out of the city, just before Zhang Jiu's legs were about to be paralyzed , Qin Ce finally stopped, and Zhang Jiu noticed that the place where they stopped was a cemetery.
Qin Ce glanced at Zhang Jiu, walked to a grave and squatted down to pull up the weeds on the grave.
Zhang Jiu looked at the immature words on the tombstone, and started to pull weeds like Qin Ce, but his doubts grew a little bit. He knew that the people in this tomb must have a close relationship with Qin Ce. Wan Li's connection should be someone Qin Ce cares about very much, but according to Qin Ce's identity, people related to him should be relatives of the emperor, and they will definitely not be buried in the wild like this after death, so Who is the owner of this tomb?
It was not until the grass on the grave was pulled out that Qin Ce answered Zhang Jiu's doubts. "Here is my mother's nanny"
Zhang Jiu didn't answer, he knew that what Qin Ce needed now was not a conversation but a listener.
But after Qin Ce said this sentence, there was no further text. Zhang Jiu looked up and saw Qin Ce staring at him. After a while, Qin Ce suddenly laughed, "Brother Puhua, Zhang Jiu, in fact, you have always been Do you know my identity?"
Zhang Jiu didn't know why Qin Ce chose to clarify this matter at this time, but since he had already made it clear, he couldn't keep pretending to be stupid, nodded and said, "I know."
While Zhang Jiu was waiting for Qin Ce to continue to question, Qin Ce turned his eyes away and changed the topic to other things, "My mother is the late Empress Xiaohui. She left when I was five years old." Yes, I don’t have a deep impression of my mother. I just vaguely remember that she has a very good relationship with the emperor. She is a very beautiful and kind woman. When I think of his appearance, I also imagine that she must be gentle when she looks at me."
Zhang Jiu didn't hear much about Empress Xiaohui, but he knew that Empress Xiaohui was a very beautiful woman, and she was also a very talented woman. The two titles of the first talented girl, let alone the talented girl, just from Qin Ce's appearance, one can imagine that the title of Empress Xiaohui Daqin's first beauty is not in vain, but it is a pity that she passed away early because of her unlucky beauty.
Looking at Qin Ce's reminiscing eyes, Zhang Jiu didn't know why Qin Ce said this to him, and he didn't want to know anything about the royal family.
He didn't want to know, but Qin Ce wanted to tell him, "Since I can remember, Nanny Guo has told me about my mother, how good she is and how much she loves me, but I think Nanny Guo is the best person." , is the person who loves me the most in the world, because she does not exist in the imagination but a person I can truly feel. From then on, I thought that I must be filial to her when I grow up, and treat her very well. Well, well, as good as she is to me"
Turning his eyes to the short tomb, Zhang Jiu could imagine from Qin Ce's words that Nanny Guo must be a kind and kind old man, at least for Qin Ce, this person should be the one who lived in Qin Ce's childhood. One of the few warm sustenances in the palace, and now she has become a tomb, there must be a long, long and sad story in it.
Zhang Jiu took a step forward, wanting to reach out to pat Qin Ce to comfort him, but he hesitated halfway and stopped in mid-air.Zhang Jiu is a little unsure what his current position on Qin Ce is?
In the beginning, he was indeed confused by Qin Ce's appearance and wanted to get close to him, but after knowing Qin Ce's identity, he couldn't wait to get rid of it. Now after getting along for a while, he found that Qin Ce also liked him There are many differences in the imagination, at least Qin Ce is sincere when he treats him, and they get along quite happily.Perhaps Qin Ce can be called a friend for the time being.
But today, Zhang Jiu felt that there was some difference between him and Qin Ce. What was the difference? Zhang Jiu faintly felt that he had touched the tip of the iceberg. I feel sad for Qin Ce, not because of his appearance, nor because of his power and status, but because of Qin Ce.
Qin Ce grabbed Zhang Jiu's hand and held it tightly, something dim gave off a glimmer of light, "You may be able to guess what happened next. Without the blessing of my mother, I naturally became the love of many people." She has a thorn in her eye and a thorn in her flesh, she wants me to disappear in this world, Mother Guo has always tried her best to protect me, and never left me a step until the end of her life."
"No matter how I searched that day, I couldn't find her. Later, someone fished out a female corpse from the well, which was Nanny Guo. She was wearing the same clothes I saw before going to bed at night, lying quietly on the ground. , but I know that he also left like his mother and will not come back, and I am alone again from then on.”
Qin Ce's voice was always calm, and Zhang Jiu didn't hear some choking until finally talking about a person, his hands hurt from Qin Ce's grip, but Zhang Jiu didn't make any resistance, just looked at Qin Ce quietly, and accompanied him. Let him remember the pain in the past, which is the only thing he can do now.
"After Guomao left, with the acquiescence of my father, my grandfather took me to his house. I asked people to bury Guomao here. When I have time, I came to see her and told myself that I must find the murderer. The person who killed her will avenge her." Qin Ce looked at the tombstone and smiled, and gently wiped the thin dust on the tombstone with his other hand.
So the imperial palace is like a river of black water, which will dye all the people who enter it black. Zhang Jiu looked at Qin Ce and suddenly had an idea in his head. The heaven let him meet Qin Ce, and he would not just let him save his mistakes. boy?This is too cheating!
After wiping the tombstone, Qin Ce turned his head and saw Zhang Jiu with a distorted face. He thought he had hurt him, and relaxed a little, but Zhang Jiu's expression remained unchanged. Ce looked at Zhang Jiu, as if the sky washed by heavy rain was pure, and all the negative emotions in his heart disappeared without a trace.
Maybe it is really as Zhang Jiu said, he is a ray of sunshine in his life, able to dispel all the darkness in his life.
Now that he knows what light is, he is no longer used to living in darkness, so he will firmly grasp this ray of sunshine, Qin Ce secretly decided.