dhibooks Chapter 57
Chapter 57
"Name?"
"Zhaozhou."
"age?"
"21 is old."
"Nation?"
"Zhushan City, Huyun Province."
……
At two o'clock in the afternoon, Zhaozhou came out from the Jinghua Police Station.
"It was just an accident, don't have too much psychological burden." The accompanying school leader comforted me.Now the woman's forehead is broken and bleeding, and the school staff are accompanying her in the hospital.
"Shall I go and have a look?" Zhaozhou asked blankly.He was in a daze just now, and he didn't know what he was doing at all.
"I just fell asleep, and I will go there at night." The school leader Zhao Zhou shouldered.
On the sunny day, Zhaozhou had a lot to say, but he couldn't say it as if he was stuck.
The school leader didn't care. He answered the phone and said, "You will go to the Moral Education Building later."
The Moral Education Building is the principal's office building.
Half an hour later, Zhao Zhou came to the principal's office.Principal Wu Fang was reading the materials, and when he saw Zhao Zhou, he motioned for him to sit on the opposite chair.
"Principal Wu." Zhaozhou was very worried.
"From March [-]th to April [-]th, you didn't attend a single class?" Wu Fang closed the file and asked.
"No."
"Why didn't you come up?"
"I feel like I can't understand..."
"This is the class schedule of other students, please take a look." Wu Fang handed over a form.
Zhaozhou took over.
Qian Wenjie: March [-]th, psychological statistics and measurement, logical thinking.March [-], Experimental Psychology, Management Psychology.March nineteenth...
Wang Shuoyang: March [-]th, psychological statistics and measurement, logical thinking.March eighteenth...
Su Chang'e: March 21, animal heritage, animal nutrition, animal husbandry microbiology.March [-], Animal Physiology, Animal Histology and Embryology.
……
This is the recent class schedule of other students. Our courses are different, but they are all very colorful.
Zhaozhou was a little silent after reading it, and he left the office at [-]:[-].
As soon as Zhaozhou left, Wu Fang wrote four words 'self-acceptance' on the draft paper.He majored in law at university, and later studied for a doctorate in psychology.He originally thought that Zhaozhou was just a small accident, but looking at it now...Zhaozhou has serious mental health problems.
Wu Fang thought for a while, then dialed the phone: "Old Hu, give me Zhaozhou's files."
The school motto of Jinghua University is to teach and educate people. Although Zhao Zhou is not a student of this school, since he came to exchange, he must be responsible for every student.
……
After Zhaozhou left, he came to Jinghua Hospital.Now the woman asking for directions woke up, and a life teacher was helping her peel apples.
He stood at the door for a while, then walked in.
"Xiao Zhao is here?" the life teacher greeted Zhao Zhou after seeing him.
"Teacher Li." Zhao Zhou bowed to the life teacher, and then put the flowers and fruits he bought beside him.
"Director Wang didn't come with you?" the life teacher asked.Director Wang was the school leader who accompanied Zhaozhou to the police station before.
"Director Wang is in a meeting." Zhaozhou said a few words, and took out a bill from his pocket: "This is the hospital bill." When he first drove upstairs, he had already paid the medical expenses and subsequent treatment expenses.
"It doesn't need to be so fast." The life teacher looked at the receipt and said.Jinghua Hospital is an affiliated hospital of Jinghua University. In this case, the school usually settles the bill after the school handles it.
"It was my mistake." Zhaozhou was very sorry, and bowed solemnly to the woman on the bed: "I'm sorry."
The woman was in her early thirties, wearing a hospital gown, with her forehead wrapped twice.
"You didn't mean it, I knocked you out of the blue." The woman is from Gansu Province, and her husband works in the school cafeteria. She was looking for her husband today, but she didn't expect such an accident.
Accidents were accidents, she just knocked her forehead, it wasn't a big deal.
"This is your student card. It fell out of your pocket when I was asking for directions." After the woman finished speaking, she took out a card from the side.It fell out of Zhaozhou's pocket when she was asking for directions.
"Thank you." Zhaozhou took it.
"It's okay." The woman motioned him not to be burdened, and then looked at the life teacher: "Xuxian University enrolls, have you applied?" At present, Xiuxian University is full of excitement throughout the country. Even if some people question it, so many people across the country have applied Yes, they are also willing to spend five hundred chances.
"I didn't sign up, but my husband and son did." The life teacher said.Xiuxian University conflicted with her working hours, but her husband and son were not affected.
"Have you guys watched the news too? More than 300 million people have signed up now."
"The registration fee alone is quite a lot."
"My son watches videos of students cultivating immortals at home every day."
……
At this time, other hospital beds also joined the chat ranks.
Zhaozhou saw that he couldn't get in any words, and left after confirming that the woman was fine.
At [-]:[-], the nurse came in to change the dressing.
"I put these away." The nurse pointed to the fruit basket on the table.
"Take it, take it." The woman hurriedly helped to make room.
The nurse put the fruit flower basket on the cabinet next to it, and was about to dispense the medicine when she suddenly wondered, "Is this yours?"
At this time, there were two white vials on the table. The vials were in the shape of a treasure gourd, and there were two labels on them, one was a small coagulation pill, and the other was a small coagulation pill.
"Ms. Li, did you put this?" The woman picked up the bottle and looked at the life teacher suspiciously.
"No." The life teacher shook his head.
The two thought about it for a while, and then they remembered that it was Zhao Zhou who released it.When Zhaozhou left, he seemed to say that it was the elixir from Xiuxian University...
Xiuxian University?
The two were very puzzled.
……
At ten o'clock in the evening, Zhaozhou returned to the dormitory.
"How about it?"
"The injured are all right."
……
As soon as Zhaozhou entered the dormitory, he saw six people gathered in the dormitory.
"Are you okay?" Several people looked at Zhaozhou with concern.
Six hours ago, Zhao Zhou returned to the dormitory seriously and asked if they had any medicine for the wound.After some people asked, they found out that Zhaozhou accidentally knocked someone down.Wang Shuoyang was a big alchemist, so he directly took out a bag of bottles and cans, Zhao Zhou didn't take any more, and only took a small Blood Congealing Pill and a Concentrating Spirit Pill.
"It's nothing serious, I got a little injury on my forehead." Zhao Zhou talked about the injury in the hospital, and then looked at Wang Shuoyang: "This is [-] points. I'll give it to you when I go back."
He has accumulated [-] points by farming this year, and Jinghua University can't redeem the points, so he can only give them back when he goes back.
"I have no shortage now." Wang Shuoyang signaled Zhaozhou to talk later.
"That's right, we're not in school now, so it's useless to get points." The others persuaded together.
At the end of the persuasion, everyone was very dissatisfied with Zhaozhou's failure to notify in time: "There are only ten people here, if you encounter problems in the future, you must speak up."
"That's right! We don't even know if you take the medicine or not."
"At least it belongs to a school."
……
The students talked more and more, and said that Zhaozhou had nothing to do every day, and it would be a shame not to massage with them!
"Thank you." Zhao Zhou was at a loss.
Since arriving at Xiuxian University, he looks mature and stable, but he has a relatively independent personality and is not used to socializing and troublesome people.He always thought that everyone was superficially polite, but now he fully felt the kindness of his classmates.
Zhaozhou didn't know what to say, he felt that saying 'thank you' would be a little too much.
"There are so many people in the night market now, you really don't plan to come to the massage group?" Qian Wenjie put his arms around Zhaozhou's shoulders.And it is strongly stipulated that Zhaozhou must practice stalls with them tomorrow night. This is a task from the vice president of the alumni association!
"Okay." Zhaozhou said warmly in his heart.
……
Early the next morning, Zhaozhou was about to visit the hospital, but received a notification from the life teacher: the principal was looking for him.
He was a little confused and came to the principal's office again.
"This is Professor Zhou Pinhua Zhou, who specializes in psychological engineering." In addition to Wu Fang, there is also a middle-aged woman in her fifties in the principal's office.The woman has curly hair and wears a pair of white-rimmed glasses, looking very kind.
"Professor Zhou." Zhao Zhou shook hands with Zhou Pinhua.
"Xiao Zhao, Professor Zhou has made very good achievements in psychological counseling. Have you encountered difficulties recently, do you want to talk to Professor Zhou?" Wu Fang asked without pressure.
After Zhaozhou left yesterday, he was thinking about how to help Zhaozhou. His identity would definitely put pressure on Zhaozhou.After much deliberation, he decided to teach the task to Zhou Pinhua.
Zhou Pinhua is more prestigious than what he introduced.
After Wu Fang finished speaking, he was worried that Zhaozhou would think too much, and added: "The school just wants to help you solve your difficulties."
Time passed bit by bit, just when the two thought that Zhao Zhou needed further ideological work, Zhao Zhou raised his head and said, "Thank you, Principal Wu."
"agreed?"
"Ah."
When he said the word 'um', Zhaozhou felt that he had used a lot of strength.
If it was before yesterday, he would definitely reject other people's kindness.But after last night, he thought, maybe 'acceptance' wasn't as bad as it thought...
Ten minutes later, Wu Fang left, and only Zhao Zhou and Zhou Pinhua were left in the office.
"Don't be nervous, Principal Wu talked to me about you just now, you are a very serious child." Zhou Pinhua poured a glass of warm water for Zhao Zhou, and brought the topic into the conversation kindly.
"Thank you, Professor Zhou." Zhao Zhou took the warm water.
"I teach in Jinghua, you can call me Teacher Zhou." Zhou Pinhua turned on the phonograph next to him.
Soft music sounded, and Zhaozhou gradually relaxed under the atmosphere of the scene.
"Can you talk to me about your childhood?" Zhou Pinhua asked.
"My house is in Huyun Mountain. There are grandma, father and mother at home. My father drives motorcycles in the county. My mother will pick some mountain dates and sell them in the county..." Zhaozhou talked about his childhood experience.
His childhood was not complicated——
He was born in Huyunshan Village, his grandmother and mother were in poor health, and the family's main income was from his father's motorcycles.He went to primary school in the village, junior high school in the county, and high school in Zhushan City.
His family hoped that he could study hard and get ahead, but his academic performance has always been poor.His mother died of lung disease in his sophomore year of high school, and his father was depressed for a while. Later, he rolled into the mountains when he returned home, leaving him and his grandmother at home.
After graduating from high school, he went to work in the society and struggled for two years.After that, he repeated the study, failed again, and applied for the Xiuxian University...
His childhood experience was unremarkable and nothing special.
"Nothing special." Zhaozhou said after finishing speaking.
Zhou Pinhua didn't answer, and continued to ask: "Did you have the most memorable happy experience since you were a child?"
"The deepest?"
"Correct."
"When I was a child on vacation, my dad would take me to the hot pepper soup stand at the county railway station. The hot pepper soup cost [-] cents a bowl, and I would put a lot of pepper..." Zhaozhou said without hesitation.
He always remembers Dad's back and the motorcycle.
There is a [-]-kilometer dirt road from the village to the county railway station, and there are many kapok trees on both sides of the dirt road.The red motorcycle was driving, and he sat behind the car and hugged his father. Halfway through, the father and father would stop to dig some wild vegetables.When he returns home at sunset, his mother is waiting at the entrance of the village, and his grandma is weaving at home. This is his warmest time.
Zhou Pinhua carefully recorded it, and then asked: "Is there any experience that you regret the most, or that annoys you the most, shames you, or doesn't want to mention it?"
Zhaozhou didn't speak.
Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Zhou Pinhua smiled and asked, "It's just the two of us here, you can treat me as a friend."
Three seconds later, Zhaozhou said, "Yes."
It was the first semester of high school, when he transferred to Zhushan No. [-] Middle School, which was completely different from the county school.The students all wore bright clothes, carried baggy schoolbags, and ate a variety of hamburgers.
He remembers the first time he introduced himself on stage, his accent was too strong, and his classmates roared with laughter.
He was at a loss on stage, and it was from then that he knew that the outside world was different from what he imagined... He tried hard to get along with his classmates at school, maybe because of his accent and personality, every time he said something, the classmates would imitate him Learn the same thing twice, and give him some weird nicknames.
As time passed, he became less and less afraid to communicate, worried that everything he said would be wrong.
In the first semester of high school, his shoes were broken, his father bought him a pair, and he happily wore them to school.Later, during the class break, a male classmate noticed the shoes on his feet and asked exaggeratedly, "Are you from a lion?"
He didn't understand the shoe brand, so he nodded when he saw a lion pattern drawn on the shoe.
"Zhaozhou is wearing a lion!"
"Zhaozhou's shoes belong to a lion."
……
The male classmates called their friends, and after a while, many classmates gathered at his desk.
Everyone looked at the shoes curiously, and a boy glanced at them and said, "The logo is wrong, and the quality can't be like a lion."
The students took out their mobile phones, only to find that the lion pattern on the shoe is obviously a pirated copy. What's even more funny, the lion logo is 'lion', and his shoes are 'lien'.
The 10-minute break ends quickly.
The students flipped through their notes to prepare for class, Zhao Zhou sat on his seat at a loss, "Lion" was just a topic in the eyes of the students, but he was at a loss as to what to do.
At the age of 16, he had self-esteem. On this day, his self-esteem fell.Later, some classmates wore genuine lions.He also finally knew that Lion is a foreign shoe brand, and the cheapest ones start at four figures.
During the holiday that week, he went home very angry.
At that time, my mother was picking up the insole, and seeing that he was not in the right condition, she hurriedly asked him what was wrong.He held back and held back, and finally said: "The teacher asked to pay the material fee, 1000 yuan."
He didn't know how he said a thousand, but he just wanted to find something to vent.
After he finished speaking, mother was silent, and grandma also came out of the house.That night, mother and father and the house were lit for half the night.
Early the next morning, my father took his mother to the city, and my mother was carrying a basket with a basket of insoles...
Eighty cents a pair of insoles, fifty pairs in a basket, all sold for only 40 yuan.
That night he regretted it. He told his parents that it didn't matter whether he bought the materials or not, and he could read the materials of his classmates.
His parents told him not to think too much about it.
He thought the incident was over, but when he returned home half a month later, his mother took out 1000 yuan.There are five red cards in it, and the rest are some small change.He knew then that his mother had sold one of her gold bracelets.That was her only dowry.
"I wasn't vain back then, and they wouldn't be so tired. Why did I take 1000 yuan?" Zhaozhou wanted to cry.
He took 1000 yuan at that time, but he didn't buy shoes with the money, but saved it for the next semester's tuition.But despite this, he still couldn't forgive himself. He couldn't imagine how his parents struggled through those two weeks.
Since his parents died, he has become increasingly reticent.
He doesn't need friends, and he doesn't need the kindness of others.He felt stupid and bad.If it weren't for his grandma, he sometimes thinks, if there is one more person in society, there is not much, and if there is one less person, there is a lot, what is the meaning of his life?
He didn't tell anyone about it.But when it comes to it now, he feels extremely uncomfortable and self-loathing.
He has never forgotten this matter, and has hidden him in the deepest part...
In the principal's office, Zhou Pinhua talked with Zhao Zhou for two hours.Finally, ask: "Are you accepting and appreciating yourself now?"
Zhaozhou thought seriously, and finally shook his head: "No."
He didn't analyze it before, but thinking about it now, he never accepted himself.
Zhou Pinhua closed her notebook, and she also knew where the root of Zhaozhou was.
Low self-esteem, unable to accept myself.
According to Zhaozhou's information, he has never had an introduction to Qi refining in Xiuxian University.According to the theory in the movie, how does a person who has been unable to accept himself condense his Dao Xin cultivation?
She didn't understand the rules of cultivating immortals, but guessed that Zhaozhou's obstacles in cultivation had something to do with her essential mentality.
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