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Chapter 147

After Yu Jianyou also withdrew, Henghuang said: "Won't you invite me to sit down?"

"Sit down." Guan Ye pointed to his bed and asked again, "Would you like something to drink?"

"It's all right." Heng Huang said.

Guan Ye brought her a bottle of pure milk.

Heng Huangshi took it and smiled: "Do you still remember that I like to drink pure milk?"

"Remember, you like to drink pure milk. I bought you a box of pure milk before." Guan Ye said, sitting next to Henghuangshi, paused, and asked, "During this time, how have you been?" huh? Tell the truth."

"It's okay. After breaking up with you, I was depressed for a while. Youyou stayed with me all the time. After I got out, I continued to study and participate in various activities as before. Except for one person missing, nothing changed in my life." Heng Huang Shi said, "It's just that sometimes when I see the things you gave me, I feel a little empty in my heart and feel a little sad. Youyou is afraid that I will think about others when I see things, so I just throw away all the things you gave me .”

"It's good, it's good to lose it." Guan Ye said, "It seems like something that her character can do."

Heng Huangshi nodded, and said: "Yes, sometimes, I actually envy her. She doesn't understand anything, and she is very simple, which is good."

Guan Ye nodded.

The two fell into silence, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

"And you, how are you doing?" In the end it was Heng Huangshi who broke the silence and asked.

Guan Ye shook his head, smiled wryly, and said, "Ever since my sister got lost, the word "living well" has nothing to do with me."

"Sorry, maybe I shouldn't have come to you, but I just want to ask you why you didn't tell me the truth, why did you choose cold violence to force me to break up with you?" Although it has been so long, Heng Huangshi can still think of the anxiety and sadness he felt during that time, it really felt like years, the first thing he did when he opened his eyes every morning was to check his mobile phone, to see if Guan Ye had replied to her message, and at night he slept with his mobile phone in his arms She was still asleep, afraid of missing Guan Ye's news, and would be awakened immediately by the slightest noise of the phone. Every time, she thought it was Guan Ye every time, but every time it was not.

The message she sent was like disappearing, and she never got any reply. She didn't know what happened to Guan Ye, what happened, why didn't she reply to herself, why didn't she go back to school, he seemed to have evaporated from the world It's the same, and there is no news.

Only I was worried every day, thinking about this and that, thinking about why Guan Ye didn't come back to me, I didn't have the mind to go to class, and I didn't have the mind to participate in competitions, exams, and activities. I was very gloomy and depressed, and I lost weight again.

During that time, it was really dark and desperate, Yu Jianyou said that Guan Ye was being cold and violent, and it was probably because there was someone else outside, so I was embarrassed to break up and forced her to break up.

She didn't believe it at first, she felt that Guan Ye was not such a person, there must be some reason, that's why Guan Ye didn't reply her messages, but she didn't know what the reason was.

In the end, she still couldn't bear the torture of cold violence, and proposed to break up, got drunk, hugged Yu Jianyou and cried bitterly, the already thin person lost weight again during that time, and really became a skeleton , so that her friends and teachers are very worried.

Even though she forced herself to come out later, she would still cry secretly at night when she thought of Guan Ye, and she still couldn't help but check Guan Ye's various social software to see if he really had a new girlfriend.

But Guan Ye never updated his status again. Later, he even closed his circle of friends directly and no longer opened it to others, so she couldn't see anything.

It doesn't matter if you can't see him, just treat him as dead, and she never knew him.

Originally, she was about to come out, and she was already ready for the next new relationship, but Guan Ye suddenly appeared and told her the reason for the breakup, it wasn't cheating or getting bored, but because of family, Because he felt that he was no longer worthy of her, how ridiculous.

He didn't seem to have asked her opinion, never asked her what she thought.

She didn't know why she insisted on seeing Guan Ye, she only knew how angry she was when she found out that Guan Ye had blocked all her contact information.

But now that I see it, what can I say?

"This incident was my fault. There was such a big change in my family. I didn't know what to do for a while. I only knew that I couldn't go back to school like before. I had to drop out of school and worry about my livelihood. , I am no longer the same me as before, just like now, you are still a college student in a prestigious school, and I am just a salesperson. Before Mr. Fu gave me this job opportunity, I was even just a part-time worker. This kind of me, I'm not a good match for you. I don't want to drag you down. As for why I didn't tell you directly that I wanted to force you to break up with cold violence, it was probably because of my ridiculous self-esteem at that time, and I stubbornly didn't want you to know about it. I know that I am down and out." Guan Ye smiled wryly at this point, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

"Do you think I'm someone who values ​​these things?" Heng Huangshi asked.

Guan Ye was stunned for a moment, but didn't understand what Heng Huangshi meant.

"If you had told me these things back then, I could have helped you find your sister and spent this difficult time with you. You would not have to drop out of school, and we could work and study like Youyou, studying and working while looking for her sister. Sister, can this not work? Why did you choose to drop out of school and choose such a decisive way to break up with me? The school has subsidies for poor students and scholarships. You can apply for it based on your situation and ability. It is absolutely necessary to make ends meet. Enough." Heng Huangshi was a little annoyed when he said this, "Why did you give up on yourself and me so easily?"

Why?Guan Ye didn't know why he had to have so many at that time. What Heng Huangshi said was indeed feasible. He could work and study, and live on subsidies and scholarships. Although he was a little tight, he definitely It is enough, so that the university can also finish it.But at that time, I was completely hopeless, confused, and didn't want to think about studying at all. I guess I had already ignored these things at that time. For me at that time, whether I could continue to study was not important, even It doesn't matter whether he can live or not. The former high-spirited and energetic Guan Ye died when his father was near the drug rehabilitation center, his mother passed away, and his sister was lost.