dhibooks Chapter 6 [2014] Are you homophobic?
Chapter 6 [2014] Are you homophobic?
"Do you think homosexuality is disgusting?" I couldn't learn how to be tactful, so I looked at Cen Weiyu without avoiding it.
Cen Weiyu chuckled, and asked back: "Do you think you are a normal person?"
It's normal, why am I not normal.I didn't feel offended by Cen Weiyu's words, after all, I am not the one who really likes men.
But if Tang Kexin knew that the cousin he admired was denying his sexuality behind his back and despising his choice, what expression would he show?
Will you cry?
"You can look at this."
Noticing a stack of documents pushed over from the warm yellow tablecloth, I withdrew my hand from stroking the glass, held down the documents, and casually pulled out the first one.
Very ordinary A4 paper, the edge of the paper is as sharp as a knife, and the first thing that catches the eye from the white paper is a 3-inch ID photo with a red background.
The ID photo shows an old man, with curly short silver-white hair, the corners of the eyes that have been dried by the years, and a pair of light yellow eyeballs embedded in the deep-set eye sockets.The eyeballs are cloudy, like dirty yellow amber.The old man looked ahead, his eyes excited like a child's. If he pasted his ID photo on his face and looked carefully, he could still see the colorful windmills printed in the old man's pupils.
Zhang Yuanying, Yang Qing's grandmother.
Retribution came, and my pupils shrank violently.I worked part-time at a photography shop, doing odd errands.In order to save money, I used the spare key to open the shutter door when the owner was closing the shop for a rest in the middle of the night, and took this photo with Zhang Yuanying.
In order to prevent her from looking left and right, I used the props for taking pictures of children in the store-colored small windmills, to attract her attention.
However, this ID photo that should have been on the low-income family registration form reappeared in front of me in an unexpected way.
I committed too many crimes in my previous life, and I will pay them back in this life.Born in a poor and backward rural area, he relied on walking and shouting to contact.The suffering has only just begun. The father who went out to saw logs when he was a baby was crushed to death by a log. The mother could not bear the poverty of life, and finally abandoned the elderly mother-in-law and the babbling son half a year later.
I was brought up by Zhang Yuanying, but my fate was bad, and anyone who was close to me would not die well.Unsurprisingly, Zhang Yuanying also fell down, and a void appeared in her heart, which would swallow up her memory and her health.
In order to fill the void in Zhang Yuanying's heart, I took her to City A five years ago.
"Alzheimer's disease." Cen Weiyu's voice seemed to pronounce a sentence.
"Shut up!" A sharp voice came from my chest, and the aftermath echoed through the cafe.
The movement alarmed the clerk, and she approached with a worried expression, "Guests, you..."
"It's okay." Cen Weiyu looked at her modestly, "It's just that my friend is agitated, can you give us a quieter environment?"
The clerk happily accepted the eviction order and left, consciously responsible for explaining to other customers.
I didn't notice her coming, and now I can't see anything except Cen Weiyu who is sitting opposite me, who is high above and strategizing.
It was a big mistake to treat him as an unsophisticated wood, Cen Weiyu never came unprepared, he investigated me thoroughly, and I fell into the trap he wove from the first time I saw him.
Like a brightly colored spider hiding in the rainforest, quietly waiting for its prey.
"It really looks like it," after the violent neighing, was accompanied by powerless hesitation.
Cen Weiyu accurately grasped my only weakness hidden under the turtle shell, except for Zhang Yuanying, even if he wants my life and everything from me, I can still play with him with a smile on his face.
Except Zhang Yuanying.
Cen Weiyu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, "Like what?"
"Qi Guanwei," as these three words blurted out, new vitality was infused into my body, and I began to imagine the scene where the broken glass in the corridor pierced into Cen Weiyu's throat, and blood spurted out.
Imagination is only imagination.
I tried my best to adjust my breathing and asked the most clichéd sentence: "What do you want?"
In fact, if I could have shown my indifference just now, I wouldn't be so passive now. Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.The fact has already happened, because of Zhang Yuanying, I messed up my position, and I was completely at a disadvantage in the confrontation with Cen Weiyu.
"My request is very clear. Break up with Tang Kexin and never see him again. I know experts in neurology and I can also contact the best nursing institutions abroad. As long as you agree, I can send your grandmother abroad. Accept The best treatment."
Cen Weiyu made clear his needs and strengths, as if he was sure that I would agree.
As he expected, I really couldn't refuse.Whether it's the potential threats in the words, or the experts and foreign nursing institutions, I can't refuse.
He didn't say the consequences of refusal, but I can guess one or two points, and the consequences of this one or two points are absolutely unbearable to me.Being used to power in the previous life, he naturally understands the powerlessness of ordinary people in the face of power.
Nemesis.
After calming down from the anger at the beginning, I suddenly realized that this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I alone cannot give Zhang Yuanying the best treatment conditions even if I sell everything.
However, Tang Kexin's "boyfriend" can.
Don't be found out that Tang Kexin and I are in an employment relationship.
Lowering my eyelashes to block my thoughts, my mentality changed quickly, from how to kill Cen Weiyu to how to put Tang Kexin's boyfriend's hat on my head.
When I opened my eyes again, I covered my chest with extremely sad eyes, "Without me, Tang Kexin would still have other boyfriends. I don't believe you guys are so generous with each of them."
Cen Weiyu frowned and thought, then pushed another thing towards me, a thick cowhide notebook.
I held it in my hand and looked through it. The owner of the notebook was undoubtedly Tang Kexin. This should be his diary. It was full of [-] pages, full of the most humble and secret thoughts.In the text, Tang Kexin crazily showed love to a man named y, including x fantasies about y.
I was calm on the surface, but I was amazed in my heart. It was difficult to equate this bold and unrestrained words with the gentle and cowardly Tang Kexin in my memory.
"There are dozens of diaries like this," Cen Weiyu said expressionlessly.
"Crack," I closed the notebook, completely misunderstood.Tang Kexin's family found his diary and learned that Tang Kexin liked men, so they began to quietly look for y in the diary, and I happened to appear next to Tang Kexin as a boyfriend, and the first letter of Yang's pinyin happened to be y.
The continuous misunderstandings formed a Mobius ring, leading Cen Weiyu to my side.
What happened afterward was logical, I pretended to be sad and accepted the conditions offered by Cen Weiyu, and agreed to send Zhang Yuanying abroad at the end of August.
I'm not worried at all that Tang Kexin will tell the truth. For a person like him, whether it's to protect his y, or because he is afraid of his family's madness, he will swallow the truth like a living oyster.
After the matter was settled, Cen Weiyu quickly packed up his things, as if he didn't want to spend any more time with me.
I stared at his neat movements, what Cen Weiyu did today completely aroused the bad factors hidden in my bones, so far I can no longer let this person with the same face as Qi Guanwei walk away ostentatiously.
Recalling his performance all the way, I suddenly had a brilliant idea, raising my hand to deliberately sweep the glass off the table.
"Boom, bang!" There was a sound of landing, a sound of shattering, and the sound was crisp. Everyone in the coffee shop looked at us who made abnormal noises one after another with dissatisfied eyes.
Cen Weiyu frowned and looked at me, as if she wanted to speak.
Before he could speak, I got up with the chair, leaned forward across the table, put my forearm on the back of his neck, and hooked forward vigorously.
The coffee cup in front of him was also swept down, and the movement became louder.
In front of everyone, I bit Cen Weiyu's upper lip, biting the delicate flesh, and the rusty taste spread in my mouth.Cen Weiyu was so stunned that he froze in place, and even forgot to push me away.
I made an inch of it, climbed up with both hands, loosened my mouth and brought it close to his ear, and said angrily:
"Are you homophobic?"