Chapter 48
Chapter 48
Happiness came too fast, Bai Jiacheng had to clench his fists and pretend to be calm, so as not to fail on the spot.
When waiting for the elevator, getting out of the elevator, and looking for a room, Bai Jiacheng deliberately followed Teng Yi, keeping an eye on him, for fear that he would regret it and run away halfway.
The room temperature rose quickly, and the two of them took off their coats.Bai Jiacheng opened the suitcase and took out things one by one, while Teng Yi stepped into the inner room, opened the curtains, stood with his hands behind his back, and silently watched the scenery of Houhai not far away.
As the sun set in the west, the afterglow of the setting sun adorned his tall and tall figure, stern and calm, and there was a long-lost gentleness in the calm.
Although Bai Jiacheng was busy with his hands, he couldn't help but peek at the man in front of the window.
The tenderness on Teng Yi's body must be an illusion.
It must be because I miss that tenderness too much.
However, the winter sky darkened quickly, and the glass window through which the winding scenery gradually reflected clearly the scene behind Teng Yi.
Even though he was just watching him secretly through the window pane, the thoughts that had been isolated for several days overflowed at this moment.
No matter how many days have passed, when I look at Bai Jiacheng like this again, I'm glad that he still looks the way he liked back then.
When we first dated each other, he had a cut-throat cut, but now he has grown a lot, and he looks a little more handsome against his fair and rosy face.
Not clear, not sad, still childish and carefree, purely happy, and unguarded against him.
I used to think that the tenderness of the body is the most profound expression.
But now it seems that there is nothing better than simply looking at him and looking at him.
Engrave it in your mind and seal it up forever.
Because they all have their own paths to go.Next to Bai Jiacheng, there will be a lovely and charming bride standing next to him. He may attend their wedding, and then when the couple swears their vows, he will leave early, leaving all the excitement and applause for the warm and warm people behind him. Crowd of people embracing happiness.
And he himself might find the most suitable person to live with, that person might be good in everything, but it's not Bai Jiacheng.
Thinking about it calmly and rationally, Bai Jiacheng is actually not the right candidate for him.
The reason why I can't forget it is only because whenever I think of this name, I still feel a dull pain in my heart.
White gulls have no intention of going back and forth.
In fact, he has been sober.
Watch yourself lucidly having an unrealistic dream.
Even though Bai Jiacheng unexpectedly came to look for him, his face was flushed from the cold.
However, he could completely foresee it, and he could see it from Bai Jiacheng's eyes. It was dependence, habit, any kind of emotion that instigated this reunion.
But it will not be love alone.
"How many days are you going to play?" Teng Yi asked, looking away.
Bai Jiacheng was taken aback by his sudden question, and replied, "I don't know, it depends on the situation."
"one person?"
"Yeah, if you don't play with me, I'll be on my own. If it doesn't work, I can only call my classmates who used to study in England together..."
Teng Yi couldn't help laughing at himself.
Bai Jiacheng took the high-end game computer to the bed and turned it on, and slid his hands aimlessly on the keyboard. In the strange silence, he finally mustered up the courage to call Teng Yi: "Let's play the game that we didn't finish last time." ! This time I brought two high-end devices to come to you! The earphones are also the latest ones, I tried them last night, and the effect is amazing!" (Note: "The effect is super good!" in Shanghai dialect)
Teng Yi turned around, folded his arms and looked at Bai Jiacheng, "Why do you think I'll still play games with you?"
"After playing the game, you will feel better..." When you are in a better mood, we can talk about business easily!
Teng Yi smiled and asked him back, "Really?"
His heart must be blind, otherwise why would he still have the last expectation for such a childish straight man?
Taking his own coat and putting it on again, wrapping up the scarf, Teng Yi said: "Please forgive me for not being generous, the friendship of the landlord can only go so far. It's getting late, I should go back."
"Shall we finish dinner together?" Bai Jiacheng was very reluctant, and couldn't think of a better reason to keep him.
Originally, even this meeting should not have happened, "Why bother?"
"But I really can't help it." Bai Jiacheng looked at him, feeling extremely anxious.The more Teng Yi treats him coldly, the more Bai Jiacheng wants to be self-willed, "Don't leave, okay? I like you." His mind was in a mess, and he just wanted to hug his waist tightly, no Let go.
The side face rested on Teng Yi's shoulder, and he heard his even breathing in his ears, without too many emotional ups and downs.
Teng Yi didn't hug him back, but asked him with a forced smile, "Do you believe it yourself?"
Time seems to be dead, lifeless.
Teng Yi couldn't be more sober at the moment, because this kind of circling in the same place again and again is a meaningless struggle for both Bai Jiacheng and himself.It's better to be the "bad guy" by yourself.
I don't know how long it took, but Bai Jiacheng's impulsive emotions gradually faded, and his expectations fell through, so he had to let go of Teng Yi and let him go.
Before Teng Yi, he had never liked anyone else.Without experience, he couldn't compare. He wasn't sure if this was the kind of liking Teng Yi wanted.
The only kind of liking without desire.
Yes, he can give Teng Yi almost everything except desire.
However, this is precisely the knot between them.
It was rare for Bai Jiacheng to lose his appetite, and he felt tired like never before. He went to bed early after taking a bath that night.
Before falling asleep, he checked out the previous chat records with Teng Yi. There were actually not many sweet things, most of them were conversations in daily life, and his concern for himself only permeated silently.
Reluctantly, Bai Jiacheng took screenshots and saved them one by one.
Relentless, he still closed his eyes and deleted the mobile phone number and WeChat that he noted as "Hubu Shangshu". He knew that he was not a conscious person, so he would definitely not be able to help but go to Teng Yi again, and then he would never be able to return. Repeating those hopeless conversations endlessly, poking the wound deeper, until the remaining bits and pieces of hope are completely dead.
Bai Jiacheng felt more and more cold all over his body, obviously the room temperature had been turned up so much by him, it was useless to shrink into the quilt, as if the quilt couldn't cover the heat no matter what.
In a daze, various physical discomforts woke him up, and he realized that he had a fever, very hot, maybe 40 degrees, or worse.Struggling to get out the phone and wanting to call my brother, Teng Yi's mother's phone came in.
Teng Yi's parents just came back from a friend's house, and when they learned that Bai Jiacheng had come to give gifts in person during the Chinese New Year, they wanted to chat with him, but when they got through the phone, they heard Bai Jiacheng's hoarse and weak voice, and immediately became worried, " Is Chengcheng uncomfortable?"
"Well, it seems that I have a fever..." Bai Jiacheng was ill, and his tone couldn't help softening a bit.
Teng Yi's mother heard him say this, and said distressedly: "Oh, we are so pitiful! Obediently cover the quilt and lie down, and I will come with Teng Yi to pick you up to the hospital immediately."
When Bai Jiacheng heard that Teng Yi was coming, he panicked, "Don't bother me, Auntie, I have brought my usual medicine."
"Don't be stubborn, silly boy. Since you're here, you have to listen to your auntie. Be good. We're leaving right away. Chengcheng, don't worry."
"Hmm..." However, when I thought of seeing Teng Yi again soon, although I was uneasy, I couldn't help but feel a little lighter.
Even if you don't go to the hospital, as long as you can take a look at Teng Yi now, you will feel that most of the discomfort in your body will disappear.
Later, when the mother and son of the Teng family arrived, Teng Yi's mother took a pre-measured temperature with her own electronic thermometer, and when she saw that it was 40 degrees, she asked Teng Yi to help Bai Jiacheng get dressed.
Bai Jiacheng sat on the bed, at the mercy of Teng Yi, quietly watching him tidy up his clothes carefully, put them on, button them up one by one, and put them on neatly.
Occasionally, the eyes met, and it was only a moment to stop, and then each of them staggered silently.
Bai Jiacheng kept the words in his mouth, his dry lips that had been closed for a long time finally compromised and let go, and explained softly to Teng Yi: "I didn't mean to trouble you."
Not to mention provoking you again on purpose.
"I know." Teng Yi lowered his eyes and replied him very simply.
Bai Jiacheng looked at him, "Thank you."
Teng Yi didn't speak any more, but helped him up.
Feeling throbbing in his heart, he smiled slightly, and Bai Jiacheng kept his mouth shut.
After returning from the hospital, Teng Yi's mother was not at ease, and said nothing to let Bai Jiacheng go back to the hotel, but took him home to take care of him.Teng Yi's father had already cleaned up the guest room, so when Bai Jiacheng arrived at their house, he could directly sleep in the warm and comfortable big bed.
The relationship between Teng and Bai's family has been close for many years, and the elders took good care of him, which made him feel at home very quickly.Teng Yi's mother personally called Bai Jiacheng's mother to report that he was safe, while Teng Yi continued to take care of Bai Jiacheng, getting up at night to observe his temperature changes, helping him drink water and take medicine.
When he got up to look at him for the third time, Bai Jiacheng stretched out his hand from under the quilt to hold him, then lifted a corner of the quilt, and said softly: "Stop going back and forth, it's so hard, just sleep next to me. "
"Although I have come out with my family a long time ago, they still don't know about us. If you don't want to be misunderstood by them, we still sleep in separate rooms."
"I'm not afraid of their misunderstanding. It's a fact that we've been together." Bai Jiacheng still didn't let go, "Even if my parents ask me one day, I'd rather tell the truth."
After a moment of silence, he heard Teng Yi say in the dark, "Okay."
After closing the door, Teng Yi put aside the coat he had been wearing all the time, lifted the quilt and lay down in it, Bai Jiacheng moved him enough space, and lay down beside him, his breathing gradually calmed down.
Not long after, the bed moved, and it was Teng Yi who turned his back on him.
Bai Jiacheng stared sideways for a while, then slowly moved towards him, the rustling sound of the quilt was especially clear in the middle of the night.
He thought, if Teng Yi hadn't fallen asleep, he must know.
Knowing that he was likely to be rejected, Bai Jiacheng still couldn't help wrapping his arms around Teng Yi's waist from behind, pressing his hot chest tightly against his back.
Although Teng Yi guessed that he might do such a thing capriciously, when it really happened, his body froze for a moment, and he wanted to take Bai Jiacheng's hand away, but he heard Bai Jiacheng say hoarsely behind him: "One moment!" That's fine, I promise not to move."
The dark night encourages courage, and Bai Jiacheng is afraid that after tonight, he will never find another chance.
As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that Teng Yi's strength in holding his wrist became weaker, and when he seemed to be retracting it, Bai Jiacheng held it backwards, and then slowly stroked it, feeling the texture of the skin on the back of Teng Yi's hand and the protruding veins.
It was a reliable, dexterous and powerful hand.
I have pulled pineapple, cooked delicious meals, soldered various devices on circuit boards, and even handwritten calligraphy that is elegant and without losing the essence.
I also held his face in my hands, stroked his body gently, and tried to warm his forehead when he was sick and weak...
He couldn't bear to let himself be separated from him, and couldn't accept that this tenderness would one day be given to others.
It's just that he didn't expect that Teng Yi turned over and looked at him at this moment.
In the darkness, it's hard to see clearly, only each other's star eyes are flowing in the moonlight.
Looking into those eyes, Bai Jiacheng couldn't hold back his throbbing heart, and leaned over to kiss Teng Yi's lips.
Missing, greed and reluctance all swept down, without thinking too much, without thinking of a way out, just kissing him wholeheartedly.
Even if it was just a beautiful dream, he would do it more realistically than ever.
To his delight, Teng Yi did not push him away, but cooperated with him and gave him a full response. It was the first time Bai Jiacheng felt such a sultry lip-tongue battle. The two had never been so intimate as they are now. .However, his fever hadn't subsided completely, after kissing for a while, he couldn't catch his breath, and his head began to feel dizzy.
Teng Yi felt his body lighten, and Bai Jiacheng fell back on the bed.
After turning on the desk lamp, Teng Yi wiped the sweat off his face and neck with a towel, and helped him up to drink some water.Bai Jiacheng took advantage of the situation and snuggled into Teng Yi's arms. The passionate kiss just now was still unfinished, and he rubbed his face against Teng Yi's chest again, just wanting to take advantage of his illness to easily pretend to be intimate.
Bai Jiacheng looked at him with eyes like water, and said with a weak smile, "I really hope I never get better, so that you will always hold me."
"Don't say stupid things." Teng Yi turned off the desk lamp with one hand, hugged him and pulled the quilt to lie down again.
"No, I'm serious."
After being quiet for a while in the dark, Teng Yi asked him slowly: "You said you liked me in the afternoon."
"Correct!"
"I'll ask you again, do you believe it yourself?"
With a sore nose, Bai Jiacheng hugged him tightly and said, "I believe it. But I'm afraid you won't believe it."
"If you want, we will start again, but this time it will not be 'try'. I will not force you to accept me again, but it is my luck and my life." If it was not so urgent at the beginning Instead of establishing a relationship, they have more time and space to understand and adapt to each other's rhythm, so that they won't be bound by this quick relationship.
"Okay!" Bai Jiacheng felt relieved after hearing this, and smiled, grabbed Teng Yi's arm and sucked out a strawberry vigorously: "I want to leave a proof, so that I can be sure that I am not dreaming when I wake up."
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