dhibooks Chapter 39 Just leave as soon as you say [Inverted V ends]
Chapter 39 Just leave as soon as you say [Inverted V ends]
Liu Shun looked at his watch, ten minutes had passed, and he felt that he was safe, so he crawled out from behind the flower bed.
The summer sun scorched the earth fiercely, Liu Shun stood up, the sun hit his face, he felt dizzy, staggered two steps, almost fell to the ground.
I don't know if it's because I've been squatting for a long time, or because the sun is too hot, or because I've been hit too hard.Liu Shun's eyes were full of gold stars, and he didn't even have the strength to take a step.Sitting down on the flower bed, he simply closed his eyes and took a rest, thinking about what Liu Yi had just said, his already ugly face turned a little worse.
He didn't expect Liu Yi to treat him like this. It turned out that in the eyes of the other party, he was a person who was always in love.
Suddenly, he found himself miserable.
He tried his best to love, loved so heartbreakingly, but the person he loved questioned his sincerity.
But he, unexpectedly...not angry...
I just feel sad and helpless, just like before, every time Liu Yi hurts him, he will be sad, decadent, and try his best to toss himself, but he will not hate the other party, after all, he always owes Liu Yi a debt.
Hey, he couldn't help sighing, maybe he is just a cheap bone, even so, he still loves Liu Yi, and still hopes that the other party will live a good life, he is so cheap that there is no cure.
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Rubbing his face irritably, Liu Shun felt that his head was not so dizzy, so he staggered out of the school.
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Woke up too early today, plus a lot of exercise, Liu Shun didn't eat breakfast, but now he was so hungry that he plunged into a noodle restaurant, ordered a bowl of beef noodles, and ate it in two or three huffs .
When paying the bill at the cash register, he accidentally caught a glimpse of himself reflected on the glass counter. A layer of green skin grew on his originally bald head, which looked weird.Walking out of the noodle shop, he immediately turned into the same barbershop as before.
The shop was still terribly deserted. The barber was lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone. When he heard the movement, he looked up and saw that it was him, and his face burst into a smile.
"Handsome, are you here for a haircut again?"
"Yeah, let me shave it clean." Liu Shun found a seat and sat down, looked at himself in the mirror, and made a disgusted expression, "You can see that there are black stubbles growing, like wrapped There is a black strand on my head, it looks very annoying, and those who don’t understand the situation think I’m a pervert!”
"Hahaha——" the barber was amused by him, and came behind him with tools, meeting his eyes in the mirror, "Which mountain did you go to practice? Why are you so tanned?"
"Songshan Shaolin Temple, but they think I'm not qualified enough and don't want me, so I'm not coming back."
"Hey, are you really planning to become a monk?"
"Yes, it's great to be a monk. The four elements are all empty and the six organs are pure, so you won't be disturbed by everything. You chant sutras and praise the Buddha every day, and when you're hungry, you take a bowl and go out to make a fast. In fact, you live a very comfortable life."
"Hey, handsome boy," the barber looked at him strangely, "Why do I get the feeling that you are about to ascend to the top after seeing through the world of mortals?"
Liu Shun raised his eyebrows, "Your feeling is right."
There was a trace of pity in the barber's eyes: another poor guy who was frustrated in love, no wonder he always shaved his head.
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Liu Shun didn't go back to the dormitory after sorting it out. He was afraid that Liu Yi would guard him near the dormitory, and he didn't want to see him at all right now.
After wandering around the street aimlessly for a few times, he was so bored that he called Wu Di first, intending to ask him to come out to have fun, but the boy, Tan Rui, Wu's father and Wu's mother were enjoying the family happiness, He was too embarrassed to interrupt, and ended the call after saying a few words casually.Then he called Zhou Wei, and when the color bell rang, he suddenly thought that Zhou Wei was going to play a friendly match at another school today, so he hung up the phone disgruntled.
Just at this moment, the phone rang cheerfully, and he looked at the notification of the incoming call, it was Shu Jing.
The person on the other side who just got through the phone hesitantly took a breath, then pretended to be relaxed and said: "Liu Shun, where are you?"
"Near the school." Liu Shun looked around and said, "The gate of Chuxiang Building at the end of the street."
"wait for me."
There was a busy tone from the receiver, Liu Shun smiled helplessly, he is really an assertive guy, but he is quite warm sometimes.
Liu Shun was feeling emotional when the phone rang again. He looked at it, and it was Liu Yi this time. He hung up directly and removed the battery by the way.
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Liu Shun didn't wait long for Shu Jing to appear in his field of vision.
The other party was jogging over, with thin sweat on his forehead, his brows were knit into knots, and there was undisguised worry in his eyes. Liu Shun saw that his heart was getting hot, and he didn't react yet, only hearing him rush over as soon as he ran over. Asked, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay." Liu Shun knew what he was worried about, and changed the subject calmly, "Why did you come here so soon? I thought you were going back."
"You were dragged away for no reason, how dare I go far? By the way, who was that person just now?" Shu Jing dragged the topic back while talking, "It's just too rude."
"He's my brother."
"Your brother?" Shu Jing had a look of surprise on his face, "Do you know who you are?"
"No, dear brother." Seeing Shu Jing's expression change from surprise to shock, Liu Shun had a feeling that it was so.
Unlucky love is indeed spurned and tolerated by the world, and brotherly love is indeed imprisoned and cursed.
It turns out that this is my truest evaluation of this relationship, even if I love it to death, so what, even I can't approve it, how can I expect others to agree.
Liu Shun suddenly smiled, with bitterness hidden in the smile, and then asked in a voice that couldn't be more calm: "Did you see it?" Before Shu Jing could reply, he said again, "I love my brother, I have loved him for five years. Years, do you find it difficult to accept, incredible? If you think so, then you are right. As long as it is a normal person, it will feel disgusting."
"Don't talk about yourself like that..." Shu Jing comforted subconsciously, but couldn't find suitable words to erase the melancholy between his brows.His love Shu Jing disagrees, and at the same time, he is unwilling to hurt.Shu Jing could imagine that he was carrying too much burden on his shoulders.The shackles of morality, the intolerance of the world, and the hurdles of his parents have to be overcome. All kinds of pressure have accumulated, which is heavy enough to crush this cheerful and optimistic boy.
Shu Jing grabbed his shoulders, brought him into his arms, and rubbed his bald head, "Why did you make yourself bald again, like a light bulb. A person who is obviously very sunny, What are you playing to hurt the spring and the autumn? Let’s go, I’ll take you there, let’s play him for a long time. Instead of looking at yourself here, it’s better to have a good time. After you come back, you have to feel that your love It's still disgusting, so just let it go. If you love so unconfidently, even if you get it, it won't last long."
After hearing these words, Liu Shun understood why when Shu Jing asked him where he was on the phone just now, he did not hesitate to tell the other party his coordinates, because he desperately needed someone to comfort him, or To wake him up.Just like Shu Jing, the other party will not use some high-sounding words to perfuse you, but will help you point out the key to the problem.In this chaotic relationship, he almost lost himself, wandering back and forth in depression, always slandering himself... He thought, maybe it's time to start re-examining his love, there is still a long way to go, love is not Everything in life, but he has become a slave of love, putting the focus of life and all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys on the most uncertain things in the world, how can he be really happy?
Without any hesitation, Liu Shun let Shu Jing hug him and walk forward. No matter where he went, he wanted to take a journey of thorough spiritual purification.Just like the book said, if you want to relax your body and mind, you must first learn to let go, let go of the trivialities in life, and let go of the burden in your heart, so that you can objectively examine the unclear relationship between him and Liu Yi.
So when Shu Jing proposed to go to Mount Tai to watch the sunrise, he immediately agreed.
Shu Jing is also a person who says that the wind is the rain, so he immediately booked the ticket, and he didn't need to prepare any luggage, so he hailed a taxi and went directly to the airport.It really echoes the saying, rich is capricious!
After stepping into the waiting room, Liu Shun took out his mobile phone and installed the battery and sent a text message to Zhou Wei, so that everyone would not worry about him not showing up for a few days.Then he pressed Liu Yi's mobile phone number, hesitated for a moment, and dialed it as his younger brother.
Liu Yi probably didn't expect him to call, and when he answered, he clattered and explained in an extremely anxious tone, "Liu Shun, I have called you many times but I still can't get through, I spoke too loudly earlier, don't be angry Okay? Where are you now? I'll come and find you."
Liu Shun looked around, the waiting room was full of people waiting to take off, all of them seemed to have a hint of eagerness on their faces, similarly he also wanted to leave this crowded place and walk towards the airport. Take him to the distant boarding gate.
At this time, the announcement in the engine room indicated that it was time to board the plane, and the noise in his ears was even louder. The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be talking about something, but Liu Shun couldn't hear clearly. Posted it on the microphone and said: "Brother, I'm at the airport and I'm about to board the plane. I'll be back after going out for a few days. Don't worry about me."
After finishing speaking, he was about to hang up the phone, when there was a roar from the other side, "Liu Shun, come back to me! I won't let you go!"
"Brother, we've already bought tickets, and we can't refund them. Let's talk about it when we come back. I'll hang up first."
"You guys? Who are you with? I'll say it again for the last time, you must come back to me right away! Liu Shun... Liu Shun? You don't talk, do you... You fucking go and try! I'll kill you!"
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Liu Shun hung up the phone and let out a long breath.
He was so anxious that he started talking nonsense, this time he must be very angry...
Hey, it's okay to be angry, but at worst, there will be another two years of cold war, so that you won't go astray, and you don't have to worry about it anymore.