dhibooks Chapter 31 The so-called happiness
Chapter 31 The so-called happiness
Wu Di lacks a single muscle in his mind, and always thinks about problems very simply.I didn't dare to come out before because I saw too many tragedies of same-sex love on the Internet, but after all, life is in my own hands, and the tragedy of others yesterday may not necessarily be my experience today.Now that he has figured it out, he is not afraid anymore. The reason why he said that Tan Rui is his daughter-in-law is to make it easier for his parents to accept.It doesn't matter whether he is a man or a woman, as long as they are the daughter-in-law of their Wu family.
But Wu's mother didn't think so. Hearing his yell, she felt a sudden realization. No wonder Wu Di has never been interested in girls. It turns out that he likes men!For this fact, Wu's mother couldn't digest and accept this fact for a while. The three words "homosexuality" kept circling in her mind, and she couldn't help worrying, how would her son gain a foothold and survive in society in the future?
As the saying goes: A filial son is born of a stick.Only by waking him up can the tragedy be prevented.
Without further ado, Mother Wu raised her hand and wanted to hit her.But before the slap fell, Wu Di jumped away with his head in his arms.
Mother Wu was already very angry, but when she saw that he dared to dodge her slap, she became even more angry, she raised her hand and chased after him to beat her again, threatening, "Try to hide again? Kill you! How can two men get together! Hurry up and break with him! Do you hear me?!"
Wu Di jumped up and down, hiding around, and resolutely resisted to the end, "Mom, calm down, and speak up if you have something to say! She is already your real daughter-in-law, we can't break it! I promised him that I will always be with him, I You can't be a perfidious person, can you?"
"Is it reasonable to like men? I don't want such a daughter-in-law!" Wu's mother took a lot of effort and finally caught Wu Di, and waved her hand to slap him to death.
Seeing that his palm was about to fall on his face, Wu Di yelled, "Your daughter-in-law is very rich!"
Mama Wu paused, and Wu Di took the opportunity to grab her hands, "Can we have a nice talk? Don't use violence."
"You're getting more and more outrageous, kid!" Wu's mother's face turned black, and she roared angrily, "Let go of your hands!"
"Mom, you are so fierce, I dare not let go." Although Wu Di didn't let go, he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of accidentally hurting Mama Wu's wrist.Grinning out a smile, he explained her kindly, "Listen to me, your daughter-in-law is good-looking and a top student, and she is really rich. No one can find such a perfect person in the whole world." The second one. Look at me, if I want money but no money, I want culture and no culture, the most important thing is that I am already 20 years old and still so short, there is no possibility of growing up, thrown in the crowd, the vast majority of girls They are all taller than me, how can they see me?"
"You haven't tried it, how do you know that other girls don't like you?" Wu Di's height has always been a pain in Wu's mother's heart. The parents are short and failed to give the child a good genetics, which made him unable to grow up. high.Now that he brought this issue up, Mama Wu really showed signs of letting go, but she didn't want to compromise easily, so she just gave him a look, "Also, don't just talk about things with money. How can a student have money?" How much? After all, it was not given by my parents!"
Wu Di didn't hear the irony in Wu's mother's words, and answered the question solemnly, "I don't know exactly how much money he has, but he can buy a car if he wants to buy a house, and he can buy a house if he wants to buy a house. He even gave away a puppy. Give me."
Mother Wu was about to vomit blood from her stupid son, "A dog sent you away? Are you so promising?"
Wu Di smiled and shook his head, "Mom, you got it wrong. I mean, he is very good to me, and he will give me whatever I like. Except for you and Dad, no one has ever treated me like him. so good."
"What good is it for you? No one will agree..." Mama Wu considers herself an open-minded parent, neither rigid nor stubborn, and keeps up with the trend of the times, but she still can't accept such things as homosexuality.The two children are only in their twenties, and there is still a long way to go in the future. Once they take this step, they will attract countless eyes and insults. How should they bear it?
Wu Di knows what his mother is worried about. In fact, this is what he is worried about. It's just that he is optimistic by nature, and he doesn't think things too badly, and he doesn't think too far. want life.
Let go of his hands, stepped forward and gently hugged his mother in his arms, then rested his chin on the other's shoulder, rubbing back and forth repeatedly.Just like what I often did when I made her angry when I was a child, I comforted her and acted like a baby, "Mom, I know you won't be able to accept this right away, and I don't want to force you to accept it, but I hope you can give me and him a relationship." Opportunity, we will prove it to you with facts, even if we are not recognized by the world, we can live a good life."
The soft and waxy lingering sound lingered in her ears, and Mama Wu's eyes suddenly became hot, and she tried her best to hold back her tears.From Wu Di's words, she heard the extremely firm determination. It is conceivable that the child has become determined after eating the weight, and even ten cows will not be able to pull it back.
Except for the matter of going to college, as long as it is Wu Di's request, Wu's mother has always tried her best to meet it, but now it is related to Wu Di's future happiness. She can't make a choice whether she should give this opportunity or not.If she gave it, Wu Di would definitely blame herself if she had an unsatisfactory life in the future.If not, she would have to be ruthless to beat Yuanyang, but she didn't want to make Wu Di sad.Exhaling heavily, she turned her head to look at Papa Wu, throwing this difficult problem to him.
"Wu Siyan, why are you just sitting there all this time? You are the child's father, so you have to express your opinion anyway!"
After being named, Father Wu, who seemed to be wandering too far away but engaged in an ideological struggle, finally came to his senses, pushed his glasses to cover up the sadness in his eyes, and said a few words calmly, "Let him try Try it."
The Wu family's mother and son obviously didn't expect him to say that, and they were stunned at the same time.After a while, Mother Wu exclaimed in disbelief, "You decided such an important matter so easily?!"
Wu's father cast a calm look at Wu's mother, then stood up and walked to Wu Di's side, his face suddenly became serious, "I say this, not to mean that I accept you, but to respect your choice .Also, I want to remind you in advance that no matter how much bitterness there is in the future, you can only swallow it alone, because this path is chosen by yourself.”
Father's words hit his heart hard like a heavy hammer, Wu Di was stunned, feeling a dull pain in his heart.
Logically speaking, he should be happy that his parents didn't object to him dating Tan Rui, but at this moment, his heart was extremely heavy, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.He opened and closed his lips several times, but in the end he couldn't form a strong vocabulary to persuade his parents to relax. After all, there is still a long way to go. How to walk well step by step to make parents feel relieved, he didn't have an answer for a while.
Everyone in this world wants to live as they please, but who can really do this?
Even a mindless and heartless person like him has to take one step at a time. This may be the helplessness of reality, but he is unwilling to succumb to reality.At this time, any words are weak, and blindly emphasizing and guaranteeing are not very convincing. It is better to prove everything with actions.
It's just that the future is full of too many uncertain factors. After passing the test of his parents, there are also Qin Rui's parents.If Qin Rui also encountered the same problem, would he be shaken?Or will you be like him, no matter how much pressure you face, you must muster the courage to give it a try?
Hey, Wu Di sighed in his heart, this was the first time he experienced the sadness of being gay.
Father Wu saw that his whole face was pulled together, so he guessed that he was not feeling well.He patted him on the shoulder as if comforting, and pretended to be easy to change the topic, "It's hard to come out to play, let's not make the atmosphere so heavy. You go to clean up first, and take me and your mother later Go out for a walk, we haven't had lunch yet."
Mama Wu is the representative and typical of thousands of Chinese-style loving mothers. Her love and doting are equated, and she can't see Wu Di being sad.Hearing what Papa Wu said, she immediately pushed Wu Di, who was still in a daze, to the outside, "Don't clean up, I'm going to starve to death, what delicious food do you have here? Take me to eat."
"Oh." Wu Di replied blankly, and after being pushed out of the door, he asked anxiously, "How about I call Tan Rui to introduce you to him? After you get to know him, maybe, you will like him." on him."
"Our family gathering, why call an outsider? Let's talk about it next time." Wu's mother rolled her eyes angrily, then put her mouth in Wu Di's ear and whispered, "Hey, is that kid reliable? Like your dad This kind of short and frustrating man is unreliable, will he be so handsome?"
Wu Di glanced at Papa Wu, who was seven or eight percent similar in appearance to his own, then turned his head away and wept silently.
It turns out that in the heart of his own mother, his appearance can only be described by the word "frustration"...
After coughing dryly twice, Wu Dihan scratched his head with a smile, and rather embarrassedly said good things for Tan Rui, "He is very specific, he only likes me, we are both first loves, and the relationship is pretty good."
"Hey, I don't know if what you said is true or not. Take me to meet him another day, and I want to see if he is as good as you said." Mama Wu was disdainful, and then mysteriously Changing the subject, "Are you wondering why your dad and I came to you suddenly?"
"Yeah, don't you guys get along? Why do you look so harmonious?" This question has been held in Wu Di's mind for a long time, and taking this opportunity, he finally asked, "Could it be that you guys remarried without telling me? a surprise?"
"Where are you going, he can only be regarded as my pawn at most. Not long ago he offended me at the poker table, and a day later he ran around to please me. He said he wanted to bring I went on a trip, and for the sake of his sincerity, I reluctantly agreed to him and came to see you." Mama Wu said dismissively, but her face was full of smiles, and there was nothing wrong with that smile. Reveal the color of pride.
Father Wu, who had been eavesdropping on their conversation, smiled helplessly when he heard this, but he didn't defend himself. It was indeed he who asked for peace, but he was not so shameless. He just proposed a Mother Wu happily agreed to the invitation to travel.Looking at the mother and son snuggling together, talking and laughing, he suddenly understood that the happiest family is when they are together.
After striding forward, the family of three walked out side by side.
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Hearing the footsteps in the corridor fading away, Liu Shun closed the door.
Turning around and sitting back in front of the computer, staring blankly at the screen, I felt a lot of emotions for a while.
He could see that Wu's father and Wu's mother had softened their attitude, and they would accept Wu Di and the others in a short time.
While he was happy for Wu Di, he also felt a little envious.
He envied Wu Di for having a simple mind, for such a big thing as coming out of the closet, he said it without thinking.He is even more envious of Wu Di's open-minded parents, who respect and understand his children, and who can deal with them with a normal heart no matter how difficult they are.And once his parents know that he likes men, he can't even imagine the consequences, not to mention that the person he likes is his own brother.
He asked Zhou Wei, "Do you dare to come out to your parents?"
Zhou Wei replied while eating melon seeds, with a flat look on his face, "To be honest, I dare not... But they will know sooner or later, unless I can marry a wife and have children against my will, and keep it from them for the rest of my life, then there is no need Facing the pressure of coming out. Sigh, let’s keep it a day. I’m only 20 years old now. If I really want to find a woman to marry and have children, I will be 30 years old. I still have ten years to convince my parents. Maybe things are not as bad as I think, and they may accept this fact as easily as Wu Di's parents."
"You are quite optimistic." Liu Shun smiled and said nothing.Then log in to Weibo, and write down such a paragraph out of feeling.
[Happiness is that while you like him, he also likes you.Happiness is that even if your feelings are not recognized by the world, you can get the blessings of your relatives and friends.Unfortunately, I missed happiness. 】
Not long after the Weibo was posted, a comment popped up.
Liu Shun clicked to open it, and was quite surprised that the commenter was that "a few more pages" again.Ever since this person became his invisible fan, every time he finished posting on Weibo, he would leave a comment as soon as possible, and the reply speed was astonishingly fast, as if he was afraid of being robbed of the sofa. He couldn't help but wonder, wouldn't the other party keep refreshing his Weibo in front of the computer every day?
The comment is very concise, Liu Shun read it several times in a row, and was moved by it - happiness does not need to be deliberately pursued, it will come quietly when you don't expect it.
A slight smile appeared on the corner of Liu Shun's mouth, and Liu Shun was grateful in his heart, but he teased viciously, tapped on the keyboard, and replied with a nonsensical question: Are you secretly in love with me?
Maybe the other party was stumped by his tricky question, and it took a long time before he sent three question marks.
Liu Shun laughed secretly, and then analyzed the reason: If you didn't have a crush on me, why did you secretly pay attention to me?Why do you always encourage me?Just like just now, I wrote a few words out of my feelings, and you immediately came to comfort me. If this is not a secret love, what is it?
Faced with such a deliberate attempt to make things difficult, the other party threw a cool sentence: You quickly delete the message, pretending that I didn't say anything.
Liu Shun grinned, he seemed to be able to imagine that the face of the person sitting across from the computer must be covered with black lines.But laughing and laughing, he suddenly froze.Chewing on this sentence repeatedly, a sense of familiarity welled up in my heart.Not long ago, Liu Yi also said similar things, and pretending to be cool is usually a way for the other party to hide embarrassment, so could "a few more pages" be Liu Yi?
As soon as this idea came up, Liu Shun denied it. He still couldn't believe that he was a lucky person, and he never thought that Liu Yi would like him one day and pay attention to him secretly. He would not be disappointed, he tried hard to convince himself that it was the best ending for the two of them to be good brothers like before.
Laughing at himself in his heart, he joked again: How can the evidence be deleted?If you delete it, you will not admit it.
The other party seemed unwilling to continue the discussion, and sent a sentence without thinking: Were you busy before?
Liu Shun was confused: busy?I'm not busy, why do you ask?
After waiting for a long time without waiting for a reply, Liu Shun turned off Weibo full of doubts, then played online games with Zhou Wei for an afternoon, and when it was time for dinner, in order to strengthen Zhou Wei's courage, he accompanied him to the school doctor's office , and Ke Yan seemed to be determined to ignore them all the time. The two sat on the sofa for half an hour, but they got bored and had to go back to the dormitory in despair.
On the way back, Zhou Wei comforted himself naively, "I think Doctor Ke is actually testing me. Isn't it shown on TV? Love is obtained by stalking. If I don't give up, I will definitely pass." His test!"
Liu Shun looked at him as if he was looking at two hundred and five, "Do you think he is in his youth just like you, and still has a lot of time to squander? He is already an old man in his thirties, how can he have time to play with you?" Jiajia, if you meet the right person, you will definitely send yourself out immediately, but unfortunately you are not the right person. He is ten years older than you! Can you recognize this fact? Boy!"
Liu Shun's pot of cold water did not extinguish Zhou Wei's enthusiasm, but woke him up instead.
Perhaps in Ke Yan's view, age is the biggest obstacle between them, so he has been resisting his feelings, and what he has to do now is to prove his heart with practical actions and completely remove this obstacle.
He took out his mobile phone and sent Ke Yan a text message.The lines are sincere and caring.
[Doctor Ke, take a good rest after you get home from get off work, what would you like to eat tomorrow morning?I bought it and sent it to you.Even if it is dragon meat, I will find a way to get it for you. 】
Liu Shun craned his neck to look, and curled his lips unbearably, "Giving courteousness? This trick won't do anything."
Sure enough, Ke Yan quickly replied with a text message, three short words: crazy.
Liu Shun laughed gloatingly, while Zhou Wei smiled silly. He actually tasted a little bit of coquettishness from these three words, and asked stupidly while holding up his mobile phone: "Is he acting like a baby to me?" ?"
"Go ahead." Liu Shun was defeated, rolled his eyes, and went straight into the bedroom.
Zhou Wei followed behind in a contemplative state, pondering over and over in his mind, should he buy steamed buns or fried dough sticks for breakfast tomorrow?
Back in the dormitory, the two took a shower and sat in front of the computer at the same time.The life of an otaku is actually very simple, especially for a single otaku like them, who don't seem to know what to do except play with the computer.The two played games online together, and didn't go to bed until the lights were turned off and the Internet was disconnected.
By the moonlight, Liu Shun saw that Zhou Wei was still playing with his mobile phone and was reluctant to fall asleep. He didn't need to guess and knew that he was sending a good night text message to School Doctor Ke.
Can't help but smile, maybe one day Ke Yan will really be moved by his persistence.
The sound of insects humming outside the window, unconsciously, Liu Shun slowly closed his eyes.
Before falling asleep, he always felt that there was one thing he forgot to do...
At the same time, in the school next door to him, Liu Yi, who had been waiting for a call for a long time, fell asleep drowsily holding his mobile phone.