The distance between scumbag and warm man

Chapter 64

Yuhui finally stayed, and carried Lin You to another room. Yuhui looked at Lin You, who was blushing all over after drinking, and felt sad in his heart. I know what heartache feels like, do you know how much that husband stabbed me, it hurts more than you choose Jiang Fan's embrace in front of me!

"Yuyou, you are here to collect debts, aren't you, you are here to collect debts for the boys I played with in those years, Youyou, I know I am wrong, but I don't want you to come to collect debts, because of you, I have no way to fight back Strength."

"Be good, okay, just like a few days ago?"

"You right...I lost completely. I have admitted it in front of Yang Fan. Can you give me a little face and don't make me lose too embarrassingly."

"Yiyou, what should I do?"

What should I do so that you choose me instead of Jiang Fan?

Gently kissing Lin You's forehead, Yuhui felt the slightly hot touch of the boy in his arms for so long. In the past so many years of Yuhui's past, there has never been a person who can make Yuhui feel heartbroken. This feeling is uncomfortable, but Yuhui is still reluctant, because this pain is given by Lin You, this feeling is called love, and it is a feeling that has never been experienced in the past life.

With the help of alcohol, Lin You anesthetized his nerves. Lin You wanted to hug Yuhui back and kiss him, but he couldn’t. I’m sorry Yuhui, forgive my hard heart, I know it makes you sad, but I didn’t The right to choose, you just treat me as a coward, just treat me as the one you like. I am a coward who dare not pursue happiness. I just think that the person I like will not be accused of doing nothing because of my selfish love. After living your life, I don’t know what happiness you want. I just want to give you the best thing I can give you. If letting go allows you to fly without any worries, then I will wait and see from a distance. Just watch you grow into an eagle in the sky.

"Youyou..." Gently propping up his body, Yuhui lay on his side and hugged Lin You into his arms, and gently brushed Lin You's face, Yuhui showed a rare fragile side, "You and You Love me, okay..."

Lin You could hear clearly how much helplessness was contained in this request. When people who have been striving for happiness finally find that they can’t get it through hard work, it turns out that you also have such a fragile side, and you will also ask others to love you, but Yu Hui, I'm sorry, I can't give it to you, not only that, I have to make you give up completely.

"Husband..." Lin You pretended to be unconscious and rubbed against Yuhui's arms, and then he raised the corners of his mouth in a daze, showing a little satisfaction. It doesn't take much. Lin You knows that a sensitive person like Yuhui must catch him Hold on to the slightest sign.Sure enough, what makes Yuhui feel more distressed is not the husband that Lin You shouted, but subconsciously, in Lin You's heart, Jiang Fan has always been the only one in the husband's position. If he continued to entangle with Jiang Fan, he should choose him, but from the bottom of his heart, in Lin You's heart, he would never be the one ahead of Jiang Fan.

"Yuyou, I'm such a failure. I've only got you for so long. Your heart has never been given to me, right? You can't give your heart to others, right?" Yuhui I finally turned over sadly and lay myself flat, then stared at the ceiling and slowly closed my eyes, right and left, I was really hurt by you this time.

Standing up, kissing Lin You gently on the forehead, Yuhui went out of the room and knocked on Jiang Fan's door, "You You fell asleep..."

Jiang Fan hummed and waited for Yuhui's next words.

"Get up tomorrow and don't say I've been here."

Jiang Fan still just hummed, but sighed in his heart. Jiang Fan had to admit that Yuhui's love was more tolerant than his own. Even if the person who made Lin You happy was not himself, he was still willing to let Lin You accept anything. The happiness he wants, such as promising himself that he can cooperate, such as letting go to comfort Lin You, such as at this moment, knowing that Lin You may be embarrassed after waking up, Yuhui would rather hide the truth quietly by himself sadly.

Pushing open the door, Yuhui still involuntarily warned Jiang Fan, "If you dare to mess around while you are drunk, I will definitely make you look good!"

Jiang Fan smiled, "If you're worried, why don't you stay and supervise me?"

Yuhui snorted coldly, looked at Jiang Fan but didn't speak.

Jiang Fan finally surrendered, "Okay, okay, I promise you not to touch the right and the right, it's not that I haven't done it before, it's not bad this time."

Yuhui snorted coldly and finally went out the door, right and left, I hope you will know the way home tomorrow.

Jiang Fan locked the door and went to Lin You's room. In the night, Lin You had already wet the pillow with tears. Jiang Fan felt very sad for a while, and lay down gently beside Lin You, and then hugged him into his arms. He resisted, but soon Jiang Fan's chest was wet with Lin You's tears, and he patted Lin You's back lightly. Put Lin You away, then looked at Lin You beside him, couldn't help kissing Lin You's lips, it was still the warm feeling from before, still the way Jiang Fan liked, but now Lin You is no longer the same as before. The boy in the past, Lin You now pretends to be Yuhui instead of himself.

In the morning, Lin You applied cold water to his red and swollen eyes. Jiang Fan prepared milk and bread as usual and asked Lin You to come over for dinner.

"You eat first, I'll be right over!" Lin You took off the ice towel and looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes were still slightly swollen, but it didn't affect much.

Walking to the restaurant, Lin You looked at the familiar scene and couldn't help thinking of the time when he was with Jiang Fan, "Your breakfast is still the same after all these years."

Jiang Fan smiled while eating bread, "You are still not the same after all these years."

Yes, after so many years, everyone has not changed, so we were not able to be together at the beginning, and we still cannot be together now.

Lin You was eating, and heard Jiang Fan ask himself, "Are you sober? Does your head still hurt?"

Lin You shook his head, "I didn't drink much yesterday."

Jiang Fan hummed, "I'll go to the new company with me later, first to deal with personnel relations, and then look at yourself, if you want to go to work, if you don't want to go to work, it's up to you."

Lin You nodded, "No one will say anything if you don't go to work after completing the formalities?"

Jiang Fan smiled and didn't take it seriously, "You won this project, you are the hero of the company, who can say anything?"

Lin You didn't say anything anymore, and went to the new company with Jiang Fan after dinner. Jiang Fan asked Yang Yali to go through the personnel formalities for Lin You and asked Lin You, "Then what are you going to do?"

"I want to go back to the yard to see my mother. I haven't been back for a long time, and my aunt is not in good health recently. I want to accompany her."

"Okay, if there's nothing wrong with you, I'll go find Liu Mei."

Lin You was silent for a while, and finally made up his mind after a long time, "Okay."

Notifying Liu Mei means that the game is about to end. Thinking that he can no longer have a future with Yuhui, Lin You feels sad for a while. After all, being a G is not an extravagant expectation, otherwise the more you are greedy, the final loss will be too much. Sitting in the car back to the orphanage, Lin You looked at the familiar scenery and remembered the scene when he came here with Yuhui. Those scenes seemed to happen yesterday, and when he closed his eyes, that familiar memory , but in the future, there will be no Yuhui to accompany him to see those children.

After only one ring, Yuhui answered the phone, "Youyou..."

"I'm sorry... I drank too much yesterday and didn't see it."

Yuhui did not expose Lin You, "I heard from my mother yesterday that your design will be used in another project, so I want to congratulate you."

Lin You hummed and did not expose Yuhui. If it was placed before, let alone more than 30 calls, Yuhui would not be able to bear three calls.It's just that neither of them has any intention of these insignificant things now. After a long silence, Lin You said thank you, thank you for not giving up on me at this time, and then there was a short silence. Lin You didn't know what to say. You will not feel embarrassed, but today, not only Lin You, but Yuhui at the moment is also overwhelmed by the silence. He is embarrassed not to speak, and feels unnecessary to speak, as if there is an invisible barrier between the two of them. It seems to be easy to pierce, but no one can reach out.

"What are you doing?" Yuhui finally broke the embarrassment.

"Go home."

"Oh..." There was silence again, and the topic that was finally opened became silent again during the question and answer, but no one thought about hanging up the phone.

"I'm almost there, I'll talk to you later."

"it is good."

Even Yuhui's reply became so short and unnutritious. Lin You finally put away the phone and finally felt that he had finally walked the right path and was accidentally turned into a ditch by himself.

The orphanage is still the same. The aunt's high blood pressure is so serious that she can hardly get out of bed. Lin You watched her mother busy serving and couldn't intervene, so she just sat next to the aunt and talked with the old lady.

Lin You's mother couldn't help asking Lin You when she had time, "What happened to the drawings?"

As soon as Lin You heard it, she knew that Liu Mei probably had been working behind her back, otherwise, her mother would never have asked about her own affairs like this. Lin You tried hard to put on a smiling face, "I'm talking, I guess it will be soon."

Lin You's mother was happy for a while, and the aunt couldn't help showing a look of joy and said to Lin You's mother, "Big sister, you've finally made it through."

Lin You's mother couldn't hide the excitement in her heart, she couldn't hold back her tears immediately, "As long as he can live well, I can rest assured."

Lin You wiped away the tears for his mother, but he felt a burst of emotion in his heart, Mom, as long as you are happy, because this is not the life I want at all. In my life, it would be nice to have someone who can accompany me forever.