Chapter 84
Chapter 84
There are no special ceremonies, and there is no need for elaborate preparations. Once the feelings are reached, the atmosphere is right, and everything will be natural and logical.
In this relationship, Jin Nan has never been really happy.
If you compare Sheng Xiuhe's love to flowing water, it must be a slow and slender stream that is only as thick as a finger. Turbulent and deep.
That is not drinking water, but more like drinking poison. The more you drink, the thirstier you become, and the more you drink, the stronger your desire.
Jin Nan is that hungry person, accepting the love and feedback from Sheng Xiu and the trickle, but screaming in his heart not enough, not enough, too little, too indifferent.
If there is a hot volcano and magma in the heart, how can a small trickle extinguish the fire of love, I am afraid that it will be transpired into water vapor by the high temperature before approaching.
Jin Nan was unhappy because he didn't get enough and strong enough responses.
Even Jin Nan felt that their relationship had entered a bottleneck period a long time ago. It was said that the relationship between lovers was confirmed, but in fact it was more like presupposing a result or goal in advance. It took them a long time to cross, but the effect was negligible.
They still wear the shackles of uncles and nephews, so they will be restrained and unnatural.
Jin Nan thought that the biggest problem was Sheng Xiuhe, but he found that his understanding had gone wrong.
Gu Qianwang would not lie. During the real union, Jin Nan really felt that he was a man in Sheng Xiuhe's eyes, a man full of sexual attraction, not any other identity.
Maybe Sheng Xiuhe's truest reaction will be shown a little bit only when he is on the bed. Jin Nan can't think anymore, but he is still shocked by Sheng Xiuhe's turbulent and burning feelings, which is better than the pleasure and sensation brought by his body. Jin Nan was even more excited.
Yes, that's right, what he wants is this kind of love, enough and strong enough, just thinking about it makes his toes tingle.
He was greedy for such feedback, so he couldn't help but clung to it tightly, and his initiative and desire brought more and more violent outbursts.
Lingering to death is what he wants.
Jin Nan can't remember how many times, before he fell asleep from exhaustion, he could still see Sheng Xiu and those eyes full of hope and love through the faint light, which made him want to stop.
Later, Jin Nan woke up, lay on the bed and recalled last night, and found that maybe he had misunderstood Sheng Xiuhe at the beginning.
From the beginning to the end, Sheng Xiuhe never said that he minded their uncle and nephew identities, but in fact, it was Jin Nan himself who thought that "uncle and nephew identity" would become a huge problem between the two of them.
Sheng Xiuhe's behavior on the bed showed that he clearly didn't care about his status as an uncle or nephew. Since he didn't care about his status as an uncle or nephew, why did he have to be so restrained?
This restraint is different from Sheng Xiuhe's restraint of emotions due to his personality. One is the quality of restraint and the other is the amount of restraint. There is an essential difference.
So......
Jin Nan paused suddenly, because there seemed to be only one answer.
If Sheng Xiuhe didn't care, then it could only be for him.
And it is impossible for him to care about the identity of his uncle and nephew...
...All he cares about from the beginning to the end is only Sheng Xiu and the same "fatherly love" as his adoptive father...
Jin Nan remembered that Sheng Xiuhe had been saying, 'wait until you grow up', Jin Nan originally thought that Sheng Xiuhe was afraid that he would regret the decision he made now, but it turned out that Sheng Xiuhe was really just waiting for him to grow up.
It was because he was immature, and because he hadn't grown up yet, so he subconsciously asked Sheng Xiuhe for his uncle's love, so Sheng Xiuhe had to restrain himself, carrying two identities and giving two feelings at the same time. Nature is normal, and it is impossible for anyone to achieve a seamless connection.
It was because he was too greedy, he wanted both fatherly love and lover's love, but Sheng Xiuhe had limited energy and a naturally dull temperament, so he felt that nothing was enough.
Jin Nan's eyes were slightly sour, and the face of his adoptive father flashed in his mind, and in an instant, the scenes of getting along with Sheng Xiuhe day and night, recalling everything Sheng Xiuhe had done for him.
He should get out of the shadow of his adoptive father's departure.
There seemed to be something different in Jin Nan's eyes.
Jin Nan had no class this morning, and it was almost 11 o'clock when he got up from the bed.
Last night was too crazy, it was really cool to be hearty, but it was also true to suffer after waking up.
Needless to say, his waist was sore and his legs were weak, and he felt uncomfortable somewhere. The key point was that his voice was a little hoarse.
Monica should have been told to cook him porridge and side dishes, which were so bland that there was no taste in her mouth.After the meal, Anna brought over a glass of water and two pills, probably for anti-inflammatory or something. Jin Nan didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and obediently took it.
Jin Nan went to class in the afternoon and found that the attitude of the students towards him had changed again.
The past few days have changed day by day, Jin Nan has never bothered to pay attention to it, but the change in attitude of these people shows that the situation on the Internet has developed again.
Jin Nan has been free for the past two days, and finally downloaded the frequently used apps on his phone.
Jin Nangang sat down in Jin’s classroom. As soon as he unlocked his phone and clicked on the Weibo app, he was slapped vigorously. Da Kai’s excited voice came, “Jin Nan, Jin Nan, Jin Nan! Damn! Going crazy!"
Da Kai sat down next to Jin Nan while talking, he looked very excited, and his voice was higher than usual, "Oh shit, tell me, do you really know Mr. Sheng, Mr. Sheng?"
After Da Kai finished speaking, he saw that the people sitting in the front row all turned their heads in unison and looked at Jin Nan with the same type of eyes shining.
Jin Nan's eyebrows twitched when Da Kai said the word 'Sheng', and after seeing the reactions of the students in front of him, a bad premonition arose in his heart, and he asked uncertainly: "Who are you talking about? "
Da Kai seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and made a gesture of zipping, "Can't you say it?"
Jin Nan continued to ask, "Who are you talking about?"
Da Kai said: "Sheng, Sheng Xiuhe!"
Jin Nan's heart skipped a beat when he heard the words, as if his stomach had fallen to the bottom of his feet, his eyes were cold and his face was a bit ugly, regardless of the curiosity and questioning of Da Kai and the students in the front row, he opened Weibo and started to browse the trending searches , it turned out that without him searching, the number one most searched on Weibo was Sheng Xiuhe.
Jin Nan clicked in, flipped through the comments one by one, his face became more and more ugly, and finally he couldn't hold back, and slapped the phone on the table with a 'bang'.
Although the class has not yet started, many students have already come to the classroom. Jin Nan's voice was not small, and it immediately attracted the attention of everyone in the classroom.
Da Kai was taken aback even more. Jin Nan had always been calm and calm before, even when he was hacked so badly, he was never angry. This was the first time Da Kai saw such a big emotional reaction from Jin Nan. I was worried and curious at the same time, "A'nan, you..."
Before Da Kai finished speaking, Jin Nan got up and walked out.
Several people in the classroom looked at each other in blank dismay, even Da Kai shook his head in confusion, not knowing what happened.
The classroom was quiet for a moment, and suddenly, the boy in front of Jin Nan's seat said angrily in a low voice, "Jin Nan just used Sheng Shijia's mobile phone, it looks a little strange, it can't be the [-]th mobile phone that hasn't been released yet. Substitute."
The boy didn't speak very loudly, but the classroom was so quiet at the moment, his words were heard by all the students in the classroom.
After saying this, I immediately thought of "Fuck".
Even Dakai was stunned, Jin Nan never used a mobile phone case, he just used it so boldly naked, he was sure that the mobile phone Jin Nan used was a vigorous one, he really didn't know the model, he used it himself It's not the mobile phone of the V family either. His mobile phone starts at least [-], which is too expensive, so he doesn't have much research on the mobile phones of the V family. He only knows the appearance of the [-]th and [-]th generations that are used the most. I no longer know.
He also thinks that Jin Nan holds a mobile phone that looks good. The design is simple but the sense of technology is very good. He thought it was a mobile phone of another series from the V family, so he didn't think much about it. Knowing the identities of Jin Nan and Sheng Xiuhe, I feel that this guess is quite accurate.
As soon as the boy said that, some people gradually thought of it. The girl next to the boy has a very good family. Basically, every generation of V cell phones will buy them, so they have in-depth knowledge of V cell phones. Understood, after hearing what the boy said, her eyes widened, and she suddenly let out a small exclamation, "That's right! That's V's mobile phone! But it's not any one that has been released! And it looks good. Advanced! Ahhhh! Could it be that the fifteenth generation has not revealed the news yet! Ahhhh! I really want it!"
Her companion echoed: "Shouldn't it be the time for the hand-chopping maniac to buy? Shouldn't the question be how Jin Nan got the fifteenth generation of the V family? Shouldn't it be what is the relationship between him and Sheng Xiuhe? "
Jin Nan took his mobile phone out of the classroom and found a remote corner. To be honest, when he saw the news and comments on the Internet, his heart really burst into anger.He didn't understand that the matter was about to end, why would Sheng Xiuhe be involved?
What kind of person and identity is Sheng Xiuhe?
In Jin Nan's eyes, Sheng Xiuhe should be enshrined in a high place and be looked up to by others, instead of appearing in the news of the unpopular gossip big V, appearing on Weibo and being dismissed by anyone comments and even insults.
Jin Nan doesn't care about what others think of him, but he is very angry because of Sheng Xiuhe's hot search.He wanted to call and ask what Sheng Xiuhe's company did for food, how could Sheng Xiuhe be used for entertainment on the Internet?He even wanted to directly hack into Zha Lang's system and delete all comment topics related to Sheng Xiuhe, but he didn't do it.
In the end, he just called Peter, and Peter said so.
"Master Jin, don't worry, the boss knows about this matter, and the company has a special person to deal with it. You just need to go to class with peace of mind. How is your health?"
Jin Nan choked, he really didn't expect Peter to mention this matter at such a time, he paused, and hung up the phone directly.
When Jin Nan returned to the classroom, all eyes of the whole class were on his...hand.
Jin Nan followed the eyes of the whole class and saw that he was holding a mobile phone in his hand. There was nothing wrong with it. He didn't know what happened to this group of people, so he walked up to Dakai without thinking too much. Do it well.
When Da Kai saw Jin Nan approaching, a bright smile appeared on his face, Jin Nan frowned, "What are you doing, you smile so ugly."
The expression on Dakai's face suddenly froze, "What do you do with a friend like you? Although he is not as handsome as you, you can't call him ugly!"
Jin Nan ignored him, but Da Kai couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart, and asked, "Nan, your phone belongs to V's family, right?"
Jin Nan nodded, "Well, what's the matter."
Dakai said, "What model is your phone?"
Jin Nan picked it up, looked at it, and said, "It's the latest model, I don't know."
Before Dakai could speak, Jin Nan turned around, his voice was extremely excited, "Where did you buy this mobile phone?"
Jin Nan glanced at him, and then at the other students in the classroom who did not turn their heads but quietly pricked up their ears to eavesdrop, and squinted, "I don't know, someone else gave it to me."
At this time, a girl in the front row of Jin Nan suddenly asked: "Jin... Jin Nan, is this phone a gift from Sheng Xiuhe? This phone is obviously not on the market yet! Does this phone come in other colors? What generation is the system? Is the response fast? Does the photo look good? How much can I get it?
Jin Nan spread his hands and shook his head.
The girl was a little disappointed, but suddenly thought of something, her eyes looked longing, and she was a little nervous, "I...can I take a look?"
A gleam flashed in Jin Nan's eyes, "Yes, but you are not allowed to take pictures."
The girl took the phone carefully, held it in her hand, carefully observed it with her eyes, and touched it with her hands. The love and joy in her eyes were beyond words. The people next to the girl also talked over their heads to join in the fun, and the classmates who were far away also stretched their necks. Look, there are all kinds of exclamations in the classroom from time to time.
"Oh my god, this is too beautiful!"
"I'm ready to have my kidneys."
"I must buy it... This is too high-end."
The atmosphere of the whole classroom was like a mobile phone exhibition.
It's a pity that not long after, the teacher entered the classroom, and the girl reluctantly returned the phone to Jin Nan.Jin Nan ignored the still peeking eyes, and directly put the phone in his backpack.
After class, Jin Nan drove to Shengshi Technology, he didn't go to find David first, but went directly to Sheng Xiuhe's office.
The little secretary in the secretary's room nodded to indicate that Sheng Xiu and himself were inside alone, so they could go in.
Jin Nan pushed the door open and entered.
Sheng Xiuhe frowned when he heard the movement, but when he looked up, he saw that Jin Nan's expression softened.
"Are you feeling unwell?"
Jin Nan paused, "Didn't Peter ask again?"
Sheng Xiuhe said, "I want to ask myself."
Jin Nan said, "But I don't want to say it."
Sheng Xiuhe had a smile and tenderness in his eyes, "Of course, you are already a grown child, so I respect your privacy."
Jin Nan wanted to roll his eyes.
Jin Nan sat down on the sofa, and after a while, the little secretary knocked on the door and came in with a glass of water, then closed the door and went out.
Sheng Xiuhe also sat down opposite Jin Nan, he didn't go around in circles, and said directly: "Did you come to me for something on Weibo?"
Jin Nandao: "It is obvious that we can intercept it in advance, why should we let it go and make the situation worse?"
Sheng Xiuhe looked at Jin Nan and said, "Are you angry?"
Jin Nan just looked at Sheng Xiuhe without saying a word.
Sheng Xiu said softly, "I did it on purpose."
Jin Nan sneered even more because he did it on purpose, "Do you want to hear something different because of too many compliments?"
Sheng Xiu said: "I'm a businessman. A businessman's nature is to seek profit, and he won't do things that hurt him for nothing."
Jin Nandao: "I just think this is a terrible method. No matter what kind of goal it is to achieve, there is a more perfect solution than this. Being treated as a gay and talking about garbage is bad for your image and How much benefit can your company bring?"
Sheng Xiu said: "I'm indeed gay, and I'm sure this is not enough to bring losses to my company."
"I can't let you face all the doubts and malice by yourself. Since they want to know, then tell them, if you want to question, you can question it together. It's nothing. It's just that you can't bear it alone. It's just a trivial thing , but I will still face it with you. We can face all the good and bad together.”
"Jin Nan, do you understand, this is my attitude."
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