dhibooks Chapter 80 He... ran away
Chapter 80 He... ran away
Tong Kai was stunned for a moment, he couldn't believe that this was what he would say, and roared: "Ji Rufeng!!!"
Ji Rufeng didn't seem to hear it, and said with a sneer: "Actually, I originally planned to hide my marriage with Song Yuning, marry him secretly while hanging on to him leisurely, and occasionally thought of it, and went to have an affair with him. "
"Did you know?" He chuckled, complacent, unscrupulous, even... extremely arrogant, "This little fool is really easy to deceive unexpectedly."
"..." Tong Kai picked up a porcelain cup and threw it at him, abandoning his last upbringing and yelling: "You are a fucking bastard!!!"
Ji Rufeng dodged his head, raised his eyes to look at the angry man, and said with a smile: "You should blame him for being blind. Didn't you see that the way he was under me last night...was extraordinarily lewd and slutty." .”
His impeccable acting skills completely angered Tong Kai.
Tong Kai was already so angry that he wanted to stab someone with a knife, his eyes were scarlet and dripping blood, he finally couldn't take it anymore, he suddenly turned around, took out a document from his briefcase, and slammed it on his face.
Roaring hoarsely: "Didn't you always want to know what he did for the past nine years? Okay! I'll tell you! I'll tell you everything! I'll tell you what stupid things he has done all these years for you to get out of here Folly!"
"I'll tell you, how he abused himself for a bastard like you!"
The last sentence, Tong Kai almost cried out.
Ji Rufeng looked at the document at his feet, stooped to pick it up expressionlessly, opened it slowly, and then...
Starting from the fingers, little by little, they froze like ice, and the blood all over his body froze in an instant.
He saw a few photos, they were of Shen Qing, who was relatively young and looked like a third year in high school.
He was grabbed by the hair and pressed tightly to the ground, his bare skin was covered with wounds.
"He..." As soon as he spoke, his voice was terribly hoarse, "Where is he?"
Tong Kai sneered: "Where is it? Didn't you see it?"
He said one word at a time: "Jie the same place."
"..."
It hurts, it hurts so much, it hurts so much, those three words are like needles, ruthlessly and relentlessly, piercing into the softest part of his heart.
Let him almost suffocate to death.
Tong Kai looked at him condescendingly and said, "Do you know why he hates contact with the same sex?"
Ji Rufeng's heart trembled, and he heard him say, "Overtreatment."
"He is stubborn, he is obstinate, he refuses to bow his head, he would rather die inside than forget you!"
"Do you know how he survived those two years? Do you know why his health is so poor? Do you know what it feels like when he pushes you away again and again because of physical disgust?"
With hatred, anger, and vengeance, Tong Kai questioned Ji Rufeng clearly and clearly.
"Three years ago, he was bullied in the film crew. The weather was more than minus 20 degrees, and he was soaked in the lake for four hours. That night, he had a high fever and was unconscious. I sent him to the hospital on the way , He hugged me tightly and refused to let go, no matter how I called him, he was crying and repeating a sentence from the beginning to the end."
"Rufeng, hug me, I hurt so much."
Ji Rufeng closed his eyes slowly, the hand holding the document trembled slightly.
"But where were you at that time?" Tong Kai looked at him viciously, and said sharply, "You went abroad! You went to accompany your good fiancee! You went behind his back to be unclear with other women, and you Throw it away like garbage! You treat him like an outside lover!"
"By the way." Tong Kai looked at Ji Rufeng's pale face gloatingly, and sneered, "You probably don't know until now, his left leg can't move violently, his right hand has lost flexibility, his throat Because of eating maliciously processed food, I almost lost my voice."
"Do you know why?"
"He was in Tianduan, in TGO, under your noses, he was tortured to death! His left leg was shattered due to jealousy and a man-made accident, and his right hand was given to him by a member of TGO who robbed him of the guitarist. It's useless, but his voice... because he used to be the lead singer of TGO, because he became famous too early and joined the team too late, so someone drugged his meal!"
"He used to be a rising star of TGO, the main dancer in the team, and the earliest singer in the team. You must know his name, and you must have heard his famous song..."
Tong Kai stared at him, and said word by word: ""Love is like the wind", why love is like the wind."
"His name is Q."
love like the wind
He loves like the wind
pious and sincere
alone and confused
on a windy night
lingering dream
spring dream without fruit
……
It was his silent confession, his distant heartfelt confession, and also his nine years of obsession with no results.
Ji Rufeng's hand could hardly hold the document that was as light as a feather in his hand.
He never imagined that the truth he had worked so hard to find, and the truth he had tried to uncover, was so cruel that he almost dared not face it.
He thought that Shen Qing had been miserable these years, but he never thought that he would be so miserable, because of himself, so miserable.
"The first show of "Star Road", the two people you chose to leave. One stole his dance, and the other stole his identity. Together, they stole the glory that should belong to him, everything that belongs to him."
"And you are an accomplice."
Tong Kai closed his red eyes, and couldn't speak for a moment.
"And these things, he never thought of telling you, because he was afraid that you would be sad. This fool, who is scarred and hurt to the point of death, is still afraid of your guilt, self-blame, and sadness."
"But," he opened his eyes, his eyes fell on him like a knife, and he said coldly, "Have you thought about him? Apart from asking him unscrupulously, what have you given him? You don't even have the most basic sense of security. , did not give enough."
"You let him follow you like a stray cat that may be abandoned at any time, coming and going as soon as you call, you let him live every day in fear."
"You don't deserve his love at all!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the white porcelain teacup Ji Rufeng was holding in his left hand was crushed with his bare hands with a cracking sound.
The cracks ran along the white and flawless body of the cup, and the ice cracked. The pain, like the deadly poison, spread to the whole body bit by bit, screaming, tearing every inch of skin and every pore with claws and teeth.
What does it feel like?
Probably someone cut open your heart alive with a knife, cut it open piece by piece in front of you, stabbed the inside to pieces with scissors, and then poured strong alcohol and poison, which is incomparably heart-piercing.
Bit by bit, the fragments pierced into the palm of the hand fiercely, cutting the skin, thick blood flowed down the fingers, drop by drop, and landed on the clean white napkin cloth, red and dazzling.
He watched indifferently, and even felt the long-lost... pleasure from it.
Frank immediately grabbed his hand, frowned and said, "Why are you crazy?!"
Immediately, he summoned the assistant to get the medicine box from the car. The assistant was completely frightened, and it took him a long time to react.
While bandaging his left hand, Frank scolded him, "What are you self-harming? Three-year-old kid? You really think I'm a psychiatrist as a surgeon?"
Ji Rufeng didn't hear anything, he only felt that his ears were ringing badly, he looked at his hand in despair, and suddenly remembered the coffee cup that Shen Qing crushed in front of him five years ago.
The cup cut his palm and bled so much, he must have been in pain, right?I must really wish for myself, to hug him, kiss him, and coax him in the past.
He is so obedient, so gentle, and has such a good temper. If he had hugged him at that time, he would not be angry or sad.
He is obviously such a person who is afraid of pain, and he is crying so sadly, he looks at himself helplessly, hoping to be comforted, but...
What did he do...
what did he do.
"Don't hold it! The fragments haven't been taken out yet! You don't want your hand, do you?! Do you want me to chop it up for you?" Frank hated disobedient patients the most.
"Frank." Ji Rufeng said suddenly, "You told me before that he trusted me, but his subconscious told him that I would abandon him. What does that mean?"
Frank was silent for a moment, and said, "Sorry, protecting the privacy of patients is my professionalism."
Ji Rufeng didn't seem to hear it, and said softly, "Is it because I didn't give him enough sense of security?"
Frank sighed, and said: "He trusts you because of your character, not your love. I say that, do you understand? Besides, there are other factors that cause him to be very contradictory to you , while chasing you relentlessly, at the same time always feel that you will not want him."
Ji Rufeng closed his eyes fiercely, and said to Tong Kai who was looking at him coldly: "You are right in saying that when he is most helpless and sad, the person who is by his side will always be you .”
Ji Rufeng looked calm, "So, every time I see you, I feel so jealous that I want to go crazy."
Tong Kai sneered mercilessly: "Mr. Ji, I think you should have heard a saying that belated affection is cheaper than grass."
He asked again: "Where's your ecstasy at the beginning?"
Ji Rufeng suddenly opened his eyes, shook off Frank's hand fiercely, stared at him with scarlet eyes, and said word by word: "I don't take tranquilizers."
It was the first time Tong Kai saw Ji Rufeng's fierce expression, and couldn't help being startled.
With a blank expression on his face, Frank raised the needle in his hand, "You are in this state, are you going to run to Shen Qing now, and die with him? You two died together, right?"
But Ji Rufeng ignored him, pushed away the assistant who was trying to control him, and ran away in the direction he came.
He was going to find Shen Qing, he was going to apologize, and he was going to make up for him.
He confessed, he stopped lying, and he was willing to explain everything.
But as soon as the door was pushed open, his already pale face lost all blood in an instant.
is empty.
There was no one there, and the servant said tremblingly, "Mr. Shen said he wanted to leave, but we stopped him, but he never thought that he would... jump out of the window."
Ji Rufeng stared blankly at the room without a trace left, feeling his brain went blank, he couldn't hear anything, and his surroundings were full of tinnitus.
He... ran away.