The actor is dying every day

Chapter 121: BE ending

Xie Yunfei made a comeback and posted the first Weibo post after the turmoil:

"I went through some things that made me re-examine myself, and found a clearer position in the process. I am very grateful to the fans and media friends who have always believed in me. Thinking about it, I didn't do anything wrong, so I decided to regain For the work that was not completed before, the studio has changed to a new team, and it will continue to be done without accident."

Under this microblog, all his fans are sending teary emojis, saying "I will always believe in you and love you forever"

In fact, during this period of time, Xie Yunfei had no real sense of life.

He only knows that he is doing what he should do. The truth about the drug use is revealed. His fans are still guarding him, and many staff members in the circle have thrown olive branches at him, hoping to take advantage of the aftermath of his incident. Cooperate with him and help him come back as a solid fan.Xie Yunfei agreed and reopened his studio.

But he still couldn't forget the words Shen Gu said to him when he was at Shen Gu's house that day.

At that time, he had just subsided from a high fever, Shen Gu said that he should leave, Xie Yunfei hugged him from behind and acted like a baby, and asked if he could stop driving him away.

Shen Gu didn't push him away as usual, but let him hug him.

Then, Xie Yunfei heard Shen Gu sigh softly.

Xie Yunfei was startled by his sigh, as if his heart had been pricked by a long thin needle, there was a sharp pain for a while.

Shen Gu just said calmly: "You still don't understand? What you want, I can't give you. And what I want, you may not be able to give me."

Xie Yunfei seemed to be sentenced to life imprisonment by his words, he slowly let go of the hand around Shen Gu's waist, and then stood silently one step away from him, without further words.

Shen Gu said expressionlessly: "If you want to hug you, just hug me, why don't I let you go?"

Of course Xie Yunfei didn't come forward again, when the fate between adults came to an end, how could they not feel it.

Shen Gu finally said: "You go. Between us, this is the end."

That day, Xie Yunfei returned to his home and slept for a long, long time.

It's as if after sleeping for a long time, you don't have to force yourself to distinguish between dreams and reality.

He did have a lengthy dream, but in the dream, he was not sure if the person he saw was Shen Gu, but anyway, the person told him that he hoped that he could have a good time with that enthusiasm. live on.

So he started to live a good life, and he also began to fill his world with a lot of work, and suddenly felt that when he left Shen Gu, Shen Gu should have lived such a life for a long time.

In the past, Shen Gu held a heart and gave him a long and passionate love, but he smashed that fiery heart into pieces, so that now he can no longer restore the original state.

He understood many things too late, and when he finally realized it, Shen Gu would no longer be waiting for him at the same place.

Xie Yunfei knew that Shen Gu was unwilling to get back together with him, but he more or less hoped to have another chance to cooperate with Shen Gu in the future, even if it was a small supporting role, he would not dislike it. He explained the plot in detail, helped him get into the play a little bit, and watched him slowly progress.

It's not that Xie Yunfei didn't ask him, but Shen Gu said that there is no suitable role for him in his new film.

He did not give up and called Shen Gu several times. He meant to at least show him the script first, let him try it out before considering rejecting it, but after receiving such calls several times, Shen Gu directly refused. Several times, until the end, Shen Gu was really annoyed, so he said in a difficult way: "Are you out of action? If you say it's inappropriate, it's inappropriate. Do you think I refuse to cooperate with you again because of personal emotions?" What? How much influence do you think you can have on my personal emotions right now?"

This phone call made Xie Yunfei silent for a long time, Shen Gu on the other end of the phone couldn't hear any other response, so he hung up neatly.

Xie Yunfei's eyes turned a little red, and now he can no longer let Shen Gu have any emotional fluctuations because of him.

Shen Gu even before kicking him out of his own home, said flatly that he didn't care about those old things long ago, and if he didn't mind, they could even be friends again in the future.

Xie Yunfei secretly followed Shen Gu's itinerary, he saw that Shen Gu had recently gone to a neighboring city to attend a grand ceremony, so he must be alone for the time being.

Xie Yunfei was waiting for this opportunity, he took out the key that he had secretly assigned during the two days when he stayed at Shen Gu's house last time, and went to Shen Gu's house.

Actually, Xie Yunfei didn't want to do anything, he just placed a sugar bowl that he could easily touch in every room of Shen Gu's house, which was filled with the candies and chocolates he likes to eat.

Then, he secretly took out the script of Shen Gu's new film, took pictures of this notebook one by one, and put them back in place.

Xie Yunfei left sadly. Before leaving, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Shen Gu: "I owe you so much sweetness in the past, I hereby make it up, so let's just say goodbye."

After posting this sentence, he also sent a photo of a bedside table with a jar of exquisite candies and a bunch of keys from his house.

After finishing all this, Xie Yunfei got into the taxi to the airport. He leaned against the window, deleted all of Shen Gu's contact information, and looked at the script of Shen Gu's new movie while weeping.

This is the only thing Xie Yunfei is obsessed with. He and Shen Gu are either lovers or strangers. He doesn't want any relationship in the middle.Shen Gu said that we should still be friends, but he disagreed.

But it was his own selfishness to read this script secretly, he really wanted to know what kind of story it was that made Shen Gu so persistent and refused to give him any role.

But after reading the script, Xie Yunfei suddenly felt that perhaps it was not as simple as he thought.

This script tells the love tragedy between a pair of homosexuals, and the result of this tragedy is that one of the characters' family members strongly oppose this relationship, and the family members force them to die, which finally leads to the tragic end of this relationship.

Xie Yunfei suddenly understood that Shen Gu was afraid that he would fall into that kind of sadness again because of the drama, so he refused to let him act no matter what.

They can be regarded as giving each other the last protection, so far, this relationship has come to the end.

Xie Yunfei looked at the dark green street trees flashing by outside the car window, he knew that he had had five best summers in his life, but they would never come back again.