Ten Miles of Spring Breeze Are Begonias

Chapter 19

It was already late when the two of them returned to Tangyuan, Shen Yuntang went straight to his guest room after entering the house.

Seeing him closing the door, Xu Jie didn't make another sound, and went back to his room resentfully.

He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a long time, and then slowly opened the drawer by the bed.

I'm going to Paris in two days, and I agreed with Steven to shoot scenes there.Xu Jie didn't think much about it, but he didn't start to be afraid until he went home and couldn't find Shen Yuntang.

How can he leave him at ease after such a quarrel with Shen Yuntang.

He thought for a long time before he took out a small flannel bag from the inner drawer.

Maybe now is not the best time, but when is the best time?

Under the warm light, his smoky eyes fell softly on the flannel bag in his palm, and he gently peeled it off with his fingers, revealing two golden men's rings in his palm.

Unlike Fu Yan's diamond ring, which is exquisite and eye-catching, the style of these two gold rings looks old and simple.

——"Didn't you say you have someone you like?"

Xu Jie couldn't help but feel that under the gentle light, that thin and vicissitudes figure was sitting opposite him again.

——"I melted it for you, and re-typed it. I hope you can give it to someone who deserves it."

——"How did Grandpa know it was a boy?"

——"Fool, you can read the words. Is it okay for a girl to write like that?"

——"Grandpa doesn't mind?"

—— "I don't mind. But this is my wedding ring with your grandma, please treat it with caution."

Times have changed, and the ring in his palm is still shining with a simple luster, but the person who gave him the ring is no longer there.

Shen Yuntang didn't fall asleep, but he turned off the light and wrapped himself up in the quilt to force himself to sleep.

The overhead light was turned on with a "snap", and Shen Yuntang knew that Xu Jie had come in.But he was really not in the mood to meet the driver, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The foot of the bed sank, and then whispered softly: "I know you're not asleep."

Shen Yuntang opened his eyes, but still lay there silently.

"I'm going to Paris with Steven to do a location shoot for a commercial, and you can come with me."

"I don't want to go." Shen Yuntang almost refused without thinking.

After last night, he no longer had confidence and patience with Xu Jie.He didn't want to quarrel with him or have something like last night happen in a foreign country with no relatives.

"Shen Yuntang, I'm not coaxing you..." Xu Jie didn't say a word.

In fact, he wanted to say that this was his invitation, but Shen Yuntang's refusal really made him a little discouraged.

"I don't think a person who raped me would coax me." Shen Yuntang's voice was hidden under the quilt, but the words were cold and clear: "If you are afraid that I will go to Fu Yan or Tang Sheng, then you There's no need to bother. You might as well get a dog leash and keep me on a leash all the time, or I'll see them right away as soon as you leave."

Xu Jie held the ring in his hand, his voice also cooled down along with his heart.

"If I could, I would really like to do that."

Shen Yuntang felt that he had succeeded, and he angered him again.

Xu Jie used to like him because his meekness would bring him joy.Now, he can also completely hate him because he can no longer get that feeling.

As he expected, Xu Jie threw off his quilt and firmly held his hand.

What will he do next?

Pulled off his pants, vented on him, and humiliated him from the inside out?

Just let him.

Shen Yuntang was thinking that the worst outcome would be nothing more than that, but he didn't expect a cold thing to cover his fingers.

He was slightly startled, and then sat up in shock, only to see a golden ring on his ring finger that Xu Jie had put on.

Xu Jie looked at Shen Yuntang's hand with satisfaction. His fingers were slender and vigorous, which made the old-style ring have a vicissitudes of life in his hand.

It fits very well, even the circle does not need to be changed, as if it was specially customized for him.

"What are you doing?" Shen Yuntang didn't know what Xu Jie was up to, he just thought it was ridiculous, and raised his hand to take off the ring on his hand.

"I caused you to lose Fu Yan's ring, so I will pay you one." Xu Jie stopped him from taking off the ring, and looked at him lightly with smoky gray eyes: "What's wrong? Even if Fu Yan It’s a diamond ring, but it won’t be more valuable than the gold ring I gave you.”

This is Xu Jie's promise. In the past 27 years, he has only recognized one person's promise.

But Shen Yuntang misunderstood what he meant, he looked at Xu Jiexu silently for a while, thinking that he was too ridiculous.

"I don't want money." He didn't want to pay attention to Xu Jie's unreasonable troubles, so he withdrew his hand and continued to pull out the ring on his ring finger.

But the ring clung to his hand as if it had a spirituality, and couldn't take it off after a long time.

Xu Jie didn't stop him anymore, he watched Shen Yuntang blushing quietly, and pulled out the ring on his hand with all his strength like pulling a carrot.

But after he pulled it out for a long time, his plain white fingers turned red, but the ring remained on his hand without moving, as if it wanted to lock him up for the rest of his life.

Xu Jie was unexpectedly not angry, on the contrary, he was grateful from the bottom of his heart.

— Grandpa, thank you.

—Thank you for holding his hand for me.

"Shen Yuntang, don't waste your efforts..." Xu Jie grabbed Shen Yuntang's ring-wearing hand and brought it to his lips.

Then, he lowered his head and solemnly kissed the face of the ring.

"I came back from Paris. If the ring is gone, you know the consequences."

These words seemed to be a threat, but the gentleness he said could also be understood as his deep affection.

Shen Yuntang didn't react for a while, but was suddenly pulled closer and kissed by Xu Du.

That kiss was very lingering and long.

Shen Yuntang did not resist, but he never closed his eyes.He watched Xu Jie kiss him passionately, as if he was something precious.

He couldn't help but think of last night, during that long and tormented night, he couldn't see any trace of tenderness in Xu Jie's eyes.But now, he acted as if nothing had happened, and only wanted to kiss him heart-to-heart.

Why?

Thinking of this, Shen Yuntang couldn't help pushing Xu Jie away, and stared at him blankly: "Why do you torture me like this?"

For this kiss, Xu Jie was far more involved than Shen Yuntang.

He was still immersed in Shen Yuntang's sweet breath, when he woke up from that lingering kiss, he was stunned for a while looking at Shen Yuntang's indifferent eyes.

"Xu Jie, back then you just wanted to find a boy to play with. Whichever pretty boy lived in that dormitory, the result would be the same."

Shen Yuntang's tone was cold and calm, he was talking nonsense that even he didn't believe, just to hurt Xu Jie.

It seems that only by hurting him can Shen Yuntang's restless mood be relieved for a moment.

He is in too much pain.

The memories are beautiful but cruel, and the reality is so shocking.Shen Yuntang is torn back and forth between rationality and sensibility, and love and hate are hard to resolve.

How can he accept him again?

"Actually, you don't have to take your impulse towards me so special at that time, as if I was the person on your heart. But no matter what your purpose is, you did treat me well. I remember, so I don't Willing to hurt you, but that's all."

After Xu Jie listened quietly, he looked into Shen Yuntang's eyes, the smoky eyes seemed to be dusted: "You...is that how you view my feelings for you?"

"Yes. Maybe you think your love at first sight is very valuable." Shen Yuntang couldn't bear it for a second, but he still poured out all the vicious words he had planned in his mind at once: "But a person like you can treat you at any time." It's love at first sight for anyone..."

"No." Xu Jie didn't get angry, he just interrupted him with raised eyebrows: "In the past 27 years, the only time I met you was love at first sight."

"Really?" Shen Yuntang forced himself not to be bewitched by his words, he didn't intend to give each other a chance.

"But I just want to tell you that the person who made me fall in love at first sight is not you."

He was finally relieved when he said it, and he had pushed him away as hard as he could.

It's just that he didn't expect that Xu Jie didn't respond, just looked at him without saying a word, like the calm before the storm.

Suddenly, he caught him with one breath and threw him on the bed.

Xu Jie's kiss was restrained and gentle, it traveled through every part of his body, and finally landed on his increasingly high-spirited desire.

Shen Yuntang tried to stay calm, but when he saw Xu Jie's focused eyes, he couldn't help being emotional again.

At that moment, he felt that the self who was so tough just now was actually nothing at all.

When Xu Jie hugged him tenderly, when he kissed him, he still couldn't help wanting to blend in with him.

Xu Jie didn't enter him, probably because he was afraid that Shen Yuntang would not be able to bear it.

After he released him, he stopped moving.

But Shen Yuntang was still pinned by Xu Jie and couldn't move, his consciousness gradually returned from the trance of orgasm, and his vision became clear.

He was about to struggle to push Xu Jie away, but at this moment, a bean-sized drop of water hit his eye socket.

He closed his eyes suddenly due to conditioned reflex, and blinked again and again, forcing the drop of water to flow down the corner of his eyes and slide to his ears.

He was startled, and slowly opened his eyes to see Xu Jie's flickering pupils in the dim light.

It turned out that it was not a drop of water, but Xu Jie's tears.

His tears fell into Shen Yuntang's eyes silently and without words.

Shen Yuntang understood at that moment.

It turns out that the damage is real.

But it's true that I love you.

That night, Xu Jie didn't leave, but slept with Shen Yuntang in his arms.

Shen Yuntang felt that he was probably his teddy bear, and he hugged him tightly from behind all night, not letting go.His face was still buried in the crook of his neck, and his lips were rubbing against his collarbone, making him always feel itchy.

"Shen Yuntang, are you asleep?"

After a long time, the people behind finally asked tentatively.

Shen Yuntang sighed, and said softly: "How can I sleep with you hugging me like this?"

This remark shocked even himself.

Seven years ago, the night Xu Jie confessed to him, they seemed to have had a similar conversation.

"I may not come back tomorrow night, and I will fly to Paris in the early morning of the day after tomorrow." Xu Jie took another bite on his collarbone: "Are you really not going with me?"

Shen Yuntang didn't speak. After seeing Xu Jie crying, he couldn't bear to say anything that hurt him anymore.

But since he said he would not go, of course he would not go.

"Then you should live in Tangyuan." The people behind were silent for a while, as if they had made the biggest concession.

"No matter who you go to see during the day, you have to go back to live in Tangyuan at night. The mobile phone is turned on 24 hours a day. When I come back, I will see you as soon as possible."

How domineering.

"My ring is not allowed to be taken off, let alone someone else's ring... You are not allowed to sleep with Fu Yan anymore..."

It's all shit.

Shen Yuntang was about to roll his eyes, but Xu Jie turned him over at this moment.

When Shen Yuntang turned over, Xu Jie deliberately took care of his injured left shoulder, and gently cushioned him with the palm of his hand.

"I don't sleep with other people anymore, and neither can you."

Shen Yuntang looked at him for a long time, and said lightly: "Why can't I? You have so many bed partners, I only have..."

"Shut up." Before Shen Yuntang finished speaking, he was suddenly kissed by Xu Jie.

The kiss was deep, as if trying to gag his mouth.Shen Yuntang couldn't move, so he had to let his breath swallow everything again.

"Anyway, it's just not allowed." After Xu Jie let go of him, he said lightly against his forehead.

He was afraid and unwilling to hear that name from Shen Yuntang's mouth.