take your surname

Chapter 39

"You go home, it's my fault that this kind of thing happened to you on New Year's Eve," Meng Xinhe snuffed out the half-lit cigarette between his fingers, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, and urged: "Go home Well, it's almost twelve o'clock, your parents should be anxious."

"Xinhe, what else can I... help you with?"

"No, she has no relatives other than me, and she doesn't need funeral ceremonies. I'll stay with her for one more night and send her to be cremated tomorrow."

Qin Xu didn't know what to say, he just comforted: "You have to be good."

The first time Qin Xu faced death was at Qin Wensong’s funeral. At that time, his heart was very complicated, both sad and pathetic. Looking at Qin Wensong’s body, he cried silently, because he felt that Qin Wensong was a very pitiful person. Many people surrounded him with flowers, but no one really loved him.He faced death for the second time, at this moment, Li Suhan left in a hurry, but the only person she had, loved her so deeply.Meng Xinhe cried in the morgue, and cried again when he came out. His thin spine heaved slightly because of sobbing, and finally collapsed. He slowed down for a while, wiped away his tears and stood up, but his soul seemed to be shattered, leaving only a walking corpse.

Meng Xinhe urged Qin Xu to leave, "Don't stay here, you really should go home, and don't tell your parents about it when you go back, it's unlucky, if you miss it, I'll take you to burn it for her on the first seven days." Order paper, go home, Xiao Xu, I want to be alone."

Qin Xu had no choice but to turn around and leave. The driver was not there. Qin Xu wanted to take a taxi back, but he took out his mobile phone, only to find that the mobile phone had automatically shut down because the battery was exhausted.

He had no choice but to walk home.

He picks up cars and drops them off on weekdays, so he doesn't remember the route very much, but in his vague impression, he remembers that the route from Lantian Welfare Institute to Yuewan Villa is not too complicated. Although the distance is long, there are not many curves.

He changed from walking fast to trotting, he was a little impatient, he had a very strong desire now, he wanted to see Qin Yi immediately, immediately, he couldn't wait for a second.

But the distance was too long. After running for 10 minutes, Qin Xu felt that his legs were about to break. He was raised by Qin Yi because his limbs were not working hard and he could not distinguish grains. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a brightly lit storefront. He walked over and saw that it was a small lo mei restaurant.

The rolling door was halfway open, and a man in a black padded jacket was lying on the sofa in the shop, watching the Spring Festival Gala, when he saw Qin Xu approaching, he shouted, "It's not for sale anymore, it's closed."

Qin Xu asked him for help, could he answer the phone.

Maybe it was because of the Chinese New Year, or because Qin Xu was kind-hearted. The man didn't suspect much, and walked over with a beer belly, and handed the phone to Qin Xu.

Qin Xu knew Qin Yi's phone number by heart, and quickly dialed it.

He was a little worried that Qin Yi would press this strange number as a harassing call, but soon, in the blink of an eye, Qin Yi connected.

As soon as Qin Xu heard Qin Yi's voice, his heart warmed up, "Uncle, my mobile phone is out of battery, you come to Changnan Avenue to pick me up."

The owner of the lo mei shop added: "No. 259 Changnan Avenue, next to Fulin Hotel."

Qin Yi said yes, Qin Xu hung up the phone and thanked the boss.

"Small matter, come in and wait, it's very cold outside."

Qin Xu then walked in, and the annual Unforgettable Tonight was playing on TV, Qin Xu thought to himself: It is indeed quite unforgettable.

Ten minutes later, Qin Yi's car drove up to the door. The lo-mei shop owner stood at the door, saw Qin Yi's car, clicked twice, turned to Qin Xu and said, "Go back quickly."

Qin Xu thanked him repeatedly, then trotted into Qin Yi's car.

He almost threw himself on Qin Yi's body, Qin Yi subconsciously reached out to hug him, Qin Xu smelled Qin Yi's smell, couldn't help a sore nose, he put his arms around Qin Yi's neck, buried his face in his In the neck fossa.

Qin Yi didn't speak, touched the back of Qin Xu's neck, gently pulled him away, started the car, turned the steering wheel, and drove to the right lane.

Qin Xu put his forehead against Qin Yi's shoulder and murmured: "I thought meeting them at the end of the year would be the luckiest thing for me this year. I'm so sad, uncle, Suhan is gone, she Let's go, she hasn't had time to unwrap the gift I gave her..."

Qin Yi slowed down, and heard Qin Xu say again: "I'm an isolated island now, I don't even have a childhood."

Qin Yi parked the car on the side of the road and turned off the engine.

Qin Xu didn't feel the change in Qin Yi's mood, and was still talking to himself: "I know that I am a stranger to her now, but when I look at her, I feel so sad and distressed. I tried my best to help her, but she didn't need it, if I hadn't been adopted and we had grown up together, or if I went back to see her after I was adopted, would I have known about her earlier—"

Before Qin Xu could say the word "sickness", Qin Yi sealed his lips. Qin Yi leaned over and pressed him on the seat to kiss him. It couldn't be called a kiss, but more like a bite. Qin Xu felt scared , began to struggle, but his struggle seemed to irritate Qin Yi, Qin Yi grabbed Qin Xu's wrists and pressed them together on the top of the chair back, he blocked the lights in the car, Qin Xu couldn't see the light, and the whimpering became louder With a loud sound, his lower lip was bitten, and the smell of blood spread, but Qin Yi didn't stop.

His hands began to poke into Qin Xu's trouser waist, he pulled off Qin Xu's belt and trouser buttons, and roughly grabbed the trouser waist and pulled it down to the heels of his legs. Only now did Qin Xu start to get really scared, and he yelled in a low voice, "" Uncle", and called "Qin Yi", but Qin Yi turned a deaf ear.

Qin Xu's lower body was stripped off, Qin Yi held his slender legs and pressed them against his chest. Just like in the Japanese movie Qin Xu watched that day, Qin Yi put his fingers under him, and stretched his fingers tenderly. Down.

He knew what Qin Yi was going to do, and he was terrified.

Because there is no love in Qin Yi's eyes looking at him at this moment, only desire, and then he cried, tears flowed down his cheeks to his chest, soaking a small piece of fabric, when Qin Yi was about to come in, he saw Qin Xu's tears .

He shuddered, and let go of his hand.

"I--"

"Li Suhan is the younger sister I met in the orphanage. She passed away today because of leukemia." Qin Xu cried.

Qin Yi was stunned, and Qin Xu said again: "Why do you want to do this kind of thing at this time? Is this what you said, the difference between family affection and love?"