survival adventure

Chapter 83 Feelings that can't be let go

The night sky was overcast, and the moonlight seemed to be covered by a thick rag, revealing only a faint yellow halo. There were only two street lamps on the playground that were still solitary to disperse the surrounding darkness. Sun Chengran and Cheng Yu strolled on the playground. There is no sound of stepping on the plastic track, like two lonely ghosts wandering around.

"Ugh!"

In the silent space, a heavy sigh suddenly sounded.

Sun Chengran said: "According to you, he used the invincible effect of 'Suppressing Mountains and Rivers' to delay us in the end before we got back? That should be Chunyang's ultimate skill, right?"

"Well, and unlike my 'Tide of Healing' which can reduce consumption by 'attenuating power', his skill only has the difference between 'active' and 'not effective', and there is no way to reduce the overdraft of vitality. I'm afraid he ..." Cheng Yu was full of mixed feelings now, and he didn't know what attitude to use to face that "rival in love" who tried everything possible to kill him, but finally saved his life with his own life.

Of course, what he didn't know was that for Song Xin at the time, the loss of his teammates had already crushed his heart. Knowing that he couldn't escape the evil hands of the little murloc, he chose to "really like" Sun Chengran instead of "love himself" ".As for why he attacked the little murloc first, maybe even he himself didn't know.

Sun Cheng also didn't know what Song Xin was thinking, so he could only let out a long sigh: "Forget it, don't think about him. We owe him two lives. If there is a chance, we will pay him back in the future."

"Ah."

Cheng Yu's voice was very low, revealing a sense of loss that Sun Chengran had never seen before.Although he really wanted to see the true side of Cheng Yu's heart, when he really saw it, he felt distressed for no reason.

"Okay, it's getting late, I'll take you back to the dormitory to rest."

Cheng Yu suddenly frowned: "Damn, I'm a big man, and I can still get lost in this big school. Our dormitory is not in the same direction, so you should go back and rest quickly. Didn't it be agreed that tomorrow we will Are you going to see that Uncle Du?"

"Well, he called me during the day today." Sun Chengran paused and said, "Then you go back by yourself and have a good rest. I'll come to see you tomorrow morning."

"Eh? Shall I go too? Isn't that good?"

"Well, I took you there because I wanted to hear the truth with you, and because of your special physique." Sun Chengran stared at Cheng Yu, as if he had encountered something difficult to solve. Question, frowning tightly, "I always feel that your physique is like a time bomb, which may explode at any time. Since it is an ability that can be brought to the real world like 'Qi', perhaps as the boss of 'Supernatural Being', Uncle Du may know something."

Hearing that his physique, which can bring bad luck every time, could be saved, Cheng Yu also became excited, and the unhappiness in his heart gradually dissipated, and said: "Okay, then go back quickly, don't think too much Didn't he promise to give you a satisfactory answer?"

Sun Chengran looked up at the full moon covered by the cloud, with a melancholy expression on his face: "I'm just a little at a loss. I have worked hard for so many years, and this day is finally coming, but I don't know how to face it. gone."

"Then face it with a smile." Cheng Yu walked up to him, put his arms around his neck, lowered it slightly, and offered his first deep kiss on his own initiative in so long.

After a while, his lips parted, and under the dim light, Cheng Yu's bright smiling face was still displayed in front of Sun Chengran's eyes, just like the little kid when he hooked up with him 13 years ago.Just like a star that constantly emits heat, it dispels the darkness in the hearts of others.

After parting with Sun Chengran, Cheng Yu went back to the dormitory alone.Same as the previous few times, Xu Yong was still alone in the dormitory, leaning on the chair, one leg shaking non-stop, staring at the variety show on the computer boredly, holding a bag of melon seeds in his arms "Ka Ka" He gnawed on the ground, spilling a lot of melon seed shells.

After hearing the sound of the door being pushed, Xu Yong quickly turned his head, covered his mouth and spit out the melon seeds inside, and threw the remaining half bag of melon seeds on the table, opening his mouth in embarrassment like a child who made a mistake , seems to want to justify himself.

"You came back a bit late today." However, what he said in the end was neither salty nor bland and meaningless.

Cheng Yu withdrew his gaze from the melon seed shell circle on the ground, walked straight to the water dispenser without saying a word of reproach, poured a full glass of cold water into his stomach, and answered with an "um" from his nostrils.

Xu Yong's eyes were shrouded in a haze. Since the two of them tore apart the paper wall last week, their relationship has remained in this state of neither salty nor weak.Several times he wanted to take the initiative to find a common topic, but was blocked by Cheng Yu's indifference.Another example is now, shouldn't he curse something like "clean up the floor quickly"?He doesn't like this state at all, it's like a couple who broke up, obviously it hasn't started yet.

Xu Yong grabbed the broom from the corner and began to clean the ground.However, there are a few mischievous troublemakers embedded in the cracks of the tiles, even if he brooms the world, he can't sweep them out.Xu Yong was furious, threw the broom, knelt on the ground and picked them out.

"Pfft haha!" Cheng Yu finally couldn't help laughing.

"So you can still laugh!" Xu Yong rolled his eyes at him, "I thought you ate too much bitter melon, and your whole face was about to grow into a bitter melon."

"Damn, am I that exaggerated?"

"Nonsense!" At this point, Xu Yong became so angry that he wanted to pour out all the unfair treatment he had suffered during this period, "Talk about it yourself, you have to talk to me when you run in the morning It's more than ten meters away, and I never sit at my table when I eat. I wish I had to be in the same classroom with me during class. Every time I talk to me, I just say "hmmmhhhhhhhhhhh". You are so annoying Me? If you really don’t want to see me, just say a word, I will apply to move the dormitory, and keep a distance of 10 meters from you in the future! If I get closer to you, I will hide my legs!"

Xu Yong became angrier the further he went, the accusation that was originally slightly aggrieved had almost turned into a roar later on.Cheng Yu was so frightened that he hurried to close the door. He had already seen several pairs of eyes looking into this dormitory.

Facing Xu Yong who was about to go berserk, Cheng Yu also had a headache for a while. It was not enough to have a jealous person at home all day long, so here is another one to find fault.Ever since he started taking that elective class, things have not been going well for him.

But he still had to explain to Xu Yong with a pleasant face: "Oh no, it's not what you think. I admit that I have been deliberately alienating you recently, but it's not because I hate you. You also know that my boyfriend has nothing to do all day , I just like to be jealous, he seems to have seen something, so he keeps warning me not to get too close to you."

His eyes flashed twice and started to fabricate the facts: "You don't know how miserable I am, I told him that we are just the relationship between ordinary classmates, but he just doesn't listen, and for this reason, I have been hit. It's so pitiful, your lord has a lot, so don't be as knowledgeable as me."

"Ah Choo!" Sun Chengran, who had just walked to the door of the dormitory, rubbed his nose and murmured, "No, it's impossible to catch a cold in such a warm day."

"Is that so..." Xu Yong is not Sun Chengran after all, and it is still difficult to see through Cheng Yu's little tricks, so his tone calmed down, and he was full of crusades against Sun Chengran, "Your boyfriend is too lenient Well, I haven't done anything to you yet, and he guards me like a thief, is that interesting?"

"Hehe." Cheng Yu laughed dryly, thinking God's blessing in his heart, he finally got this guy done.

Xu Yong looked at his face that seemed to be smiling unnaturally for a long time, and then said dubiously: "Why do I always feel that you are lying to me."

"How could it be, haha." Cheng Yu forced a smile on his face, "You are the first friend I have since entering school, how could I hate you. It's really just because my boyfriend is too strict, so I Time has to avoid the limelight, so it is too cold to you."

"Okay." Seemingly accepting the answer, Xu Yong dug out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, pulled out one, and cast a questioning look at Cheng Yu, "One?"

Cheng Yu waved his hand: "Uh, I won't smoke anymore, I don't like the taste."

"It's better not to smoke, save money! Smoking is harmful to your health! Then I go outside and smoke one, so it won't pollute your nose."

Cheng Yu took two steps back, made way for him in the aisle, watched him go out, shrugged helplessly, raised his hand to rub the sore facial muscles, and sat down on his chair: "I'm so tired! "

One or two, why are they so difficult to serve!Why did bad luck happen to him.

Xu Yong lit a cigarette in the corridor in front of the stairs, and took a deep breath. The red light on the top of the cigarette moved a lot towards his finger, leaving behind the white dust on the tail, which was scattered by Xu Yong's finger. In the black trash can, their short smoky curtain fell.

Smoke curled up from his nostrils and mouth, drawing several heart-shaped patterns in the air.With a wave of Xu Yong's hand, the white dust was scattered in the air, as if it had never appeared in this world.

"How much I want to have the same feelings for him as you, coming and going like the wind, without leaving even a trace."

Some feelings, knowing that it is no longer possible, but still can't escape a "can't let go".

In a certain hotel in city C, Du Haiming walked out of the bathroom and got into bed alone.A certain soap opera is playing on TV, and the heroine suffering from leukemia is sitting in a wheelchair. The male protagonist pushes her to the beach, facing the sea, and the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

A tear fell on the quilt, soaking a corner.

"Xiaoyan, where are you, I miss you so much..."