summer like smoke

Chapter 10

"..."

Ling Wang was completely stunned.It took a long time to feel that the cells in the whole body were slowly resurrected one by one, as if everything in the earth was revived in spring.It was as if those difficulties and obstacles that had blocked him many times, but he didn't know the specific reasons, were all wiped out in the sound of scolding Lin Yan's bloody words just now, and disappeared in smoke.

Yes.Ling Wang admitted that Lin Yan really saw himself thoroughly, and the description fit him well.

But now even he himself felt that he had never been so shameless and so clear as at this moment.

If you don't open your mouth under such circumstances, then it will not be called "everyone loves in different ways and means", but will really become, thoroughly and thoroughly, "a coward".

Ling Wang took a deep, deep breath.

as courage.

"Yes, that's right. Yanyan, you're right, and you're right. I, I just love you. I, Ling Wang, really love you so badly, love you crazy, and love you to death... Although I don't Know why this is, what is it..." Some stammered and stammered, but it really shouldn't be harsh, and he shouldn't be blamed.After all, in the face of his true love, even the most powerful man may be choked up by the only enthusiasm in his life, choking his long-awaited confession, "But, but, Yanyan, if you don't want to... if you don't want to... If you are willing, then I will definitely not take you by force. And although I will not take you by force, I will never leave you... That's right, Yanyan, you know, no matter what happens in the future, but I Ling Wang── At least in my life, I will always be by your side...by your side."

After a confession, Ling Wang's eyes were shining with a warm but not stinging, excited but not impulsive glow in the depths of Ling Wang's eyes.Sincere and earnest, gentle and docile, as if looking up and touching your eyes, you will inadvertently fall into the eyes full of stars like pearls.

Ling Wangduo is golden and handsome, if the one being confessed to at this moment were any other person, he would have been so excited that he would have agreed repeatedly, even sobbing.

But it's a pity that it was not the so-called "anyone" who was confessed by Ling Wang at this time; instead, it was him, Lin Yan.

Lin Yan listened to it, and listened to it very carefully, but he only felt old-fashioned and sour.He rubbed his eyes and yawned, and lazily interrupted: "Okay, Ling Wang, it's too long. And I've heard these words many times. In junior high school, someone grabbed my hand and learned the plot in the movie, kneeling The ground told me. Tsk, now that more than ten years have passed, can't you be a little innovative?"

Ling Wang was neither angry nor annoyed, but smiled slightly: "Really? But yes, Yanyan has always been very attractive. I have already experienced it when you were seven years old."

Seven years old was the age when Lin Yan first met Ling Wang.And at that time, when Ling Wang was ten years old, the sun in the garden of the villa flashed, and the whole world suddenly dimmed, only the stunning facial features remained in front of his eyes.He has never seen anything more beautiful than that in his life, so he has been drowning in it all the time, never, let alone wake up.

"...However, there is one last sentence. I must say it." Although Lin Yan's face was full of impatience, Ling Wang didn't seem to care. The romance, there is a huge, huge tenderness.He stared deeply at Lin Yan, as if he wanted to see him into his soul, "From now on, no matter who you choose to be with... Yanyan, if you want to find me, I will always be there." Although it was bitter, the tone was soft and intimate after all, "I'm always here—by your side."

Lin Yan sneered.Because he really thought it was hilarious.

He agrees with what Ling Wang said just now, everyone has their own way and means of loving others, but it is really hard for him to agree, this kind of love that sacrifices without asking for anything in return, is wronged, and the result is not perfect---really, it can be regarded as "like".

At least, not in line with his view of love.

"You are so generous." Lin Yan squinted at him coldly, with a wanton sarcasm on the corner of his mouth, "Could it be possible that you can really watch me and that person love each other every day? And then happily wish us both a happy life Old, happy life?"

Ling Wang felt his throat tense and choked for a moment, but said: "...I only hope that you can be happy."

Every single word is full of reluctance that has no place to rest, and, after all, I have to give up.

It would be a lie to say that there was no emotion at all, but it still couldn't match Lin Yan's momentary speechlessness: she was completely speechless for this kind of love concept at the level of the Holy Mother.

Looking complicatedly at the affectionate man in front of him for a while, Lin Yan suddenly laughed at himself, lowered his head to hide the flash of gloom on his face, and said in a daze, "Happy?" , "There will never be that day."

Ling Wang was shaken violently by the sadness and despair that he didn't even bother to cover up in these words, and subconsciously wanted to reach out and hold Lin Yan, to warm him and give him strength.

But Lin Yan avoided it quickly, glanced at him warningly, and said lightly: "But if you want to make me feel a little better now, then there is still a way," he said, and made his way out the door. Chin, rewarded him with a word, "Go away."

Ling Wang sighed: "No," he still insisted gently, "I said, I can't leave if you look like this tonight, I want to stay and take care of you."

Lin Yan narrowed his eyes, but Ling Wang didn't move a single step, not giving up an inch.

To some extent, in fact, Ling Wang's love also has a kind of overbearing in it.

──It is impossible to have a kind of love in this world without a little overbearing.

But it's a pity that it's just a kind of soft domineering that doesn't have fatal lethality or attractiveness. Its power is so weak that people can hardly feel the opponent's depression and passion.But Lin Yan has long been deaf and blind, and can no longer accept such a cross-dressing.

He has been trapped in the fog of old love for too long, so long that he doesn't know how to get out, so that he can finally get out of the fog and go to a new place... where someone loves him, and he happens to love that person too.

Lin Yan didn't bother to talk to Ling Wang anymore.Anyway, this kind of thing has happened before: he fell asleep on the sofa in the middle of the night, and when he woke up the next day, he was always clean and comfortable lying on the wide and soft bed in his bedroom; There was a burst of delicious breakfast aroma.

Lin Yan, who was closing his eyes and trying to sleep, was deciding what to do, when he suddenly heard Ling Wang say in a low voice: "One more thing... tonight, who hit you?" "Isn't uncle covering you? Who would dare?"

Han Xiao's unlucky wife and Ling Wang's mother who killed herself are sisters. ──Oh, as expected of sisters.The elder sister is Qiao Xiaoyin, and the younger sister is Qiao Xiaowei.Mr. Qiao believed in Buddhism, and especially believed in the reincarnation of destiny and karma, so when Mrs. Qiao gave birth to this pair of fraternal sisters, Mr. Qiao named them that way.

But now judging from their ending, it seems that they really fulfilled Mr. Qiao's original intention: the world is doomed, there is a cause and there will be fruit, and there must be a cause for the fruit.

But to be honest, every time Lin Yan heard Ling Wang call Han Xiao "uncle" in such a respectful and filial manner, and always felt that Han Xiao would treat him well for the sake of him and his mother... Lin Yan felt extremely want to laugh.If Ling Wang knows how Han Xiao treats him, and why he treats him like this...Of course Lin Yan will not really do this, it is unnecessary and interesting, but occasionally he gets bored, and he doesn't mind just So entertain yourself and have some fun for yourself.

Crazy, crazy, family members killing each other──Really thinking about it makes him feel as if he is watching a drama of thunder and dog blood, and he is so happy that he is dying.

Ling Wang couldn't figure out what Lin Yan was thinking in his heart, but even after being beaten, there was still a very faint smile on his face, and a bold guess that was only possible but felt impossible in his heart, frowning It became tighter and tighter: "Who dares?"

Lin Yan looked at Ling Wang's tangled expression of faint anger and restraint, and thought it was ridiculous: "What kind of joke are you talking about? Ling Wang. Who am I, Lin Yan? I am not someone... go Which one of [Beloved] is not rich, rich and powerful? Who dares to hit me? Haha, anyone dares to hit me!" She turned her head and rubbed it comfortably on the back of the sofa, as if extremely tired, tired, slightly He closed his eyelids and hummed softly, "It's just that most people are stunned when they see this face, so they are reluctant...or forget to hit it."

Ling Wang was misunderstood by the ambiguous meaning in the words, and suddenly his eyes widened in disbelief, with rage burning in his eyes:

"You mean... Li Weizhe hit you!?"

──This is really a not unreasonable and natural guess, so it is even more sad.

But in fact, Lin Yan hadn't seen Li Weizhe again for many, many years.If he can see him in exchange for being hit twice by him, he thinks it's worth it.

It was dark for an instant, and my heart felt as painful as if I had been stabbed hard by a needle.Lin Yan held his breath and slowed down, then sneered: "Oh, so what? If Li Weizhe really hit me, what would you do? Huh? Ling Wang? Do you dare to go to him to fight for your life? Do you dare!? "

With just one sentence, all the relationship between Li Weizhe and this matter was cleared up, and by the way, he ridiculed that Ling Wang might just be incompetent and cowardly who dared not speak out, but at the same time, it also exposed his own weakness and bitterness.

He couldn't even see Li Weizhe, let alone being beaten by him.

Ling Wang was not stupid, and to be honest, he didn't really believe that Li Weizhe would do such a thing as beating Lin Yan.Because of Lin Yan's relationship, although Ling Wang didn't like to see Li Weizhe very much, he still had some communication and understanding with each other.Li Weizhe is not a real playboy, nor is he really reckless and domineering enough to be disgusting.He really didn't like Lin Yan, but except for the time when Lin Yan provoked Zhuang Jingyu, he was very special and tolerant of Lin Yan for everything else.

He quickly understood the multiple meanings in Lin Yan's words, but Ling Wang only felt sad and distressed at his Yanyan, powerless and helpless, and couldn't notice himself at all.After staring at Lin Yan for a few seconds, he finally spoke softly and firmly, and answered softly:

"Dare. Why not?"

Lin Yan twitched at the corners of his mouth and smiled, and looked at it coldly. It seemed that it didn't matter whether it was true or not, believe it or not.

But in fact, he didn't know that as early as when Li Weizhe dumped him, Ling Wang had already gone to find Li Weizhe, and then had an earth-shattering fight with Li Weizhe.There is no reason to follow such things as feelings, and there is no right or wrong. It is not Li Weizhe's fault that Li Weizhe doesn't like Lin Yan, but that time Ling Wang seemed to have a great reason, so he fought That is called a fierce and violent, fatal blow.

Just because it was his cigarette, he was wronged.

In fact, how could Ling Wang not know that he was simply causing trouble, making trouble for no reason and purely venting? ──But there is no way, it happens that he is the one who loves the most, loves the most, and is most reluctant to let him suffer even a little bit of grievance, Yanyan, who is wronged.

Many, many years have passed since that incident, Li Weizhe didn't tell Lin Yan because he didn't care, and Ling Wang didn't want to add salt to Lin Yan's wound, so of course he wouldn't tell Lin Yan.

But now he is smiling, the halo in the room is mottled and sparse, and the shadows are slanting horizontally, his brows are gentle in a trance, and the emotion is as heavy as a mountain:

"There's nothing you can't do, Yanyan. I admit that Li Weizhe is very powerful, but if he really hit you tonight... with such a heavy hand, I, Ling Wang, will fight for you even if I try my best return."

At this time, Lin Yan had already slowly closed his eyes.The breathing is stable, the hair and skin are calm, and it seems that it is about to sleep peacefully.

Staring deeply at such a beautiful sleeping face in front of him, Ling Wang's gaze was so gentle that it seemed as if water would drip out immediately.In the vast and empty silence of the room, it took a long time before I heard his soft voice, like a whisper:

"Yanyan, for you, I will be desperate."

At this time, he said so, but it was just saying.It wasn't until a long time later that he finally realized that for his smoke, he could really be desperate.