Sudden Snow Sealing Poison

Chapter 32

It was the Lantern Festival, and the snow that had stopped for a few days began to fall again.

Shen Zhan didn't wake up until noon.When he woke up, he felt that his hands were empty, and he hurriedly got out of bed to find someone.Fortunately, a voice soon came from behind the screen: "I am here."

Shen Zhan put on some clothes and turned around the screen to look. He saw Zheng Tingxue sitting at the table, eating with chopsticks.There are several dishes on the table, which are already cold.

"I didn't see you awake after waiting for a while, so I ate first." Zheng Tingxue said to him.

Shen Zhan stared at him blankly, and it took a while to recover, his expression returned to normal, "Eat when you're hungry, don't wait for me."

"Yeah. Go get dressed and come over for dinner."

Shen Zhan turned around and went back to get dressed, came and sat down to have dinner with Zheng Tingxue.He held his chopsticks still for a long time, looked at the sky outside the window, and seemed to realize that it was getting late, "Is it lunch now?"

The three dishes, one soup, and two bowls of white rice on the table are naturally not breakfast.Zheng Tingxue glanced at Shen Zhan, "Yes."

Shen Zhan showed a bit of embarrassment, "How did I sleep for so long?"

"You didn't sleep every night in the past few days. Last night, you probably couldn't bear it anymore." Zheng Tingxue said.

Shen Zhan didn't speak any more, just watched Zheng Tingxue eat tenderly, but the food in front of him didn't move at all.Zheng Tingxue saw that he didn't intend to move his chopsticks, so she said, "Eat."

"Not very hungry, Xiaoxue eats first."

"Eat quickly." Zheng Tingxue didn't talk nonsense with him, "I didn't have breakfast in the first place."

Shen Zhan listened to him very much now, so he had no choice but to bow his head to pick up the food.He really didn't seem to have any appetite, and he would have to divide three bites of a root vegetable.Zheng Tingxue looked at him like a kid eating green peppers, and put a bowl of soup in front of him, "Drink some soup, I'll ask the cook to make it lighter."

Shen Zhan took the bowl to drink the soup, and put it down after drinking less than half the bowl.Zheng Tingxue looked at him, raised her hand to press the corner of his mouth, and gently wiped off a little soup on his lips.

"I don't feel well, so I can't sleep or eat." Zheng Tingxue asked, "Is that so?"

Shen Zhan nodded honestly: "Yes."

"Eat some more." Zheng Tingxue's tone was rarely coaxing, "It's snowing outside, I'll take you out to see the snow after eating."

Ever since they came outside the pass, they had seen countless snows all day long, and when they opened and closed their eyes, it was all white. Zheng Tingxue's coaxing posture was too perfunctory.But Shen Zhan just took this set, anyway, he didn't care whether he wanted to see the snow or the flowers, as long as Zheng Tingxue was with him, he would be happy to let him see the dead people all over the place.

Zheng Tingxue watched as Shen Zhan finished eating a bowl of rice, and then found another fox fur to put on him, and the two went to sit on the porch in front of the house together.Snowflakes fell from the sky one after another, soon covering their boots with a thin layer of frost.

"Xiaoxue, you are so gentle to me every day now." Shen Zhan took Zheng Tingxue's hand, leaned against him, and turned to look at him intently, "Is it because I'm sick that you pity me?"

Zheng Tingxue said, "I don't pity you."

"Oh." Shen Zhan breathed a sigh of relief, and after nodding his head, he remembered something, and said cautiously and a little embarrassed, "Then...does Xiaoxue like me?"

Zheng Tingxue glanced at him, as if he was too numb to bear.Shen Zhan had no choice but to look back in frustration, kicked the snow under his feet, and whispered to himself: "Well, I guess you shouldn't like me, after all, I have done so many bad things to you, which made you Without my sister, without my mother, I killed Mrs. Sun... You should know about it too. He secretly investigated me, so I had no choice but to kill him... No, I didn't mean to say that..."

Shen Zhan rubbed his temples vigorously with a headache, Zheng Tingxue pulled his wrist and told him, "I don't blame you."

"How come, I hurt you, how could you not blame me?"

Zheng Tingxue looked at him calmly and said, "Do you still remember what I told you when we were sitting in the pavilion by the river on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year three years ago?"

"Remember, I asked you if we would be together forever, and you agreed."

"I also said that I won't be angry if you make any choices in the future."

Shen Zhan looked at Zheng Tingxue blankly, Zheng Tingxue's eyes were so cold, under his gaze, Shen Zhan's heart seemed to freeze.If Zheng Tingxue is not angry no matter what he does, whether it is extremely good or evil, hurting others or hurting himself, then is it because Zheng Tingxue loves him so much that he gave up all bottom lines, or is it because Zheng Tingxue has given up all the bottom lines in the past 12 years? Tingxue never took him seriously even for a moment?

Shen Zhan didn't dare to think about this question at all, because the people in front of him never lost their minds, he was the only one who was so fanatical that he lost himself, never Zheng Tingxue.

"Well, you're not angry." Shen Zhan didn't want to discuss this topic with him, fearing that Zheng Tingxue would say something he was afraid to hear, so he turned his head away from him.But Zheng Tingxue pinched his face so that their eyes met.

Shen Zhan avoided Zheng Tingxue's eyes, and begged him almost pitifully: "Xiaoxue, we won't talk about this."

"Shen Zhan, what are you afraid of?" Zheng Tingxue approached Shen Zhan, warm and icy breath joined together, undulating and dissipating in the white world.His cold voice pierced into Shen Zhan's mind irresistibly like an ice cone, "I've been dragging you every day since I was a child. Knock on the door, and the lotus pond is also given to you. I have been with you for so long, and I have traveled thousands of miles to bring you Xianbei. I have acted so clearly, Shen Zhan, what are you still afraid of?"

Zheng Tingxue had never said so many words since she was a child, and Shen Zhan couldn't react for a while, she just looked at Zheng Tingxue in a daze, and it took a long time before she came back to her senses, "Xiaoxue, you mean... ..."

Zheng Tingxue seldom talked, and he would never repeat what he had said. He didn't bother to dawdle, so he grabbed Shen Zhan's collar and kissed it.

Shen Zhan's body reacted much faster than his brain. Before he could fully understand the meaning of his words, he subconsciously hugged Zheng Tingxue tightly, and eagerly bit his lips and kissed him.The body in my arms was warm and hot, like a silent white lantern in the cold wind and snow outside the pass.

That was Shen Zhan's only lamp.

"Okay." Zheng Tingxue was hugged and kissed by Shen Zhan for a while, and finally pushed him away, saying, "This is your home, restrain yourself."

Shen Zhan still hugged him and refused to let go: "This is not my home."

He asked again: "How long is Xiaoxue going to stay here? It's not good here, shall we leave early?"

Zheng Tingxue was quiet for a while, then said: "Wait for the Lantern Festival to pass."

"Isn't today the Lantern Festival?"

"Soon." The warmth that had flowed from Zheng Tingxue's body just now dissipated, and he turned back into that cold ice man again, "Don't worry about it for a while."

Shen Zhan thought that what he said made Zheng Tingxue unhappy, so he looked at him carefully for a while, and said flatteringly, "Today's Lantern Festival, I'll make you a bowl of glutinous rice balls."

"It's fine to let the cook down."

"I want to make it for you with my own hands." Shen Zhan smiled softly, and he stood up as he spoke, stroking the snow that fell on his body, "It happens that there should be some jujube cakes in the kitchen. eat together."

Seeing that he was so excited, Zheng Tingxue didn't stop him, and said casually, "Go, I'll wait for you here."

The main house of the Nie family was very large, and Shen Zhan walked quickly for a while before reaching the kitchen.There was no one in the kitchen at this point, so Shen Zhan dug out the glutinous rice balls and jujube cakes that had already been made by himself, then quietly waited for the water in the pot to boil, and put the glutinous rice balls in.

His hands began to shake again.But Shen Zhan looked all right, standing in front of the stove and waiting for the glutinous rice balls to be cooked.His face was as pale as paper, and the severe pain spreading from his chest tore his nerves. He had been in such pain day and night for a while, and he was used to the pain by now.As long as it doesn't affect his cooking of this pot of glutinous rice balls, it doesn't matter how painful it is to him.

The heat evaporated in the air, and the white mist dispersed, revealing Nie Tagu who was standing at the kitchen door at some point.

Now Shen Zhan's senses have become dull, he didn't hear Nie Tagu's footsteps at all, until he saw him clearly with his eyes, he slowly stood up straight, his back tensed imperceptibly.

"Changluo, what are you cooking?" Nie Tagu seemed to pass by here unintentionally while walking in the courtyard. He walked in leisurely, glanced at the pot, "Oh, glutinous rice balls. Today is Yuanxiao, I forgot."

Shen Zhan didn't speak.Nie Tagu smiled and said, "Cook it for your family?"

"What do you want from me?" Shen Zhan stared at Nie Tagu's movements.

"What could be the matter?" Nie Tagu still smiled, "Why don't you come and see how my useless son, who I raised with my own hands, has a deep affection for his enemy in my own home."

"You saw it." Shen Zhan said softly, "You can leave after reading it."

"Changluo, look at you now, why have you changed back to the look you had when Dad just brought you home?" Nie Tagu sighed and shook his head, "Dad has put so much thought into you, but you don't care about it at all." You don’t live up to it, you won’t even kill someone if you are asked to, do you know that you are embarrassing the Nie family?”

Shen Zhan took a step back, his chest heaved slightly, his fingers trembled more violently than before, and he subconsciously stretched his hands to his waist, only then did he realize that he didn't bring Lian Ren.

"You never regarded me as a member of the Nie family." Shen Zhan's breathing was a little heavy, and he stared at Nie Tagu who was walking step by step, "I'm just a Gu person raised by you."

"Look, they will say such things." Nie Tagu walked in front of him, showing a distressed expression, "The Zheng family is really harmful. If I had known this, I shouldn't have sent you there and made you change It is really not as good as being in a daze for the rest of your life now that you are sober and dazed for a while."

He looked down at Shen Zhan's trembling fingers, and smiled slightly: "Chang Luo, why are you still so afraid of Dad? But think about it carefully, you should really be afraid of me..."

At that moment, Shen Zhan lifted his foot and swept towards Nie Tagu's waist and abdomen. At the same moment, Nie Tagu's long sleeves shook, and then he was kicked by Shen Zhan and flew straight away, falling to the ground and spitting out a mouthful of blood.

Shen Zhan's body was stiffened by the burden of his heart, and he was inevitably stained by the poisonous powder shaken out by Nie Tagu. In an instant, he felt numbness in his face, hands and feet, and he staggered half-kneeling down and placed him on the stove. The jujube cake was swept all over the floor.

"Nie Tagu...Nie Tagu!" Shen Zhan knelt on the ground and couldn't move, his fingers clung to the edge of the stone stove, "I should have killed you, I should have killed you a long time ago!"

Nie Tagu was severely kicked by that kick, he struggled to get up from the ground, spat out a mouthful of blood, and then slowly walked towards Shen Zhan.

"Don't worry, Chang Luo, after you kill Zheng Tingxue, you can kill whoever you want." Nie Tagu stared at him, his eyes seemed to have traveled through time, looking at the man who was locked in the cabin by him many years ago. The child who was fed the poison and was so desperate to survive, "Father gave you one last chance, this is the last time, you go and kill Zheng Tingxue, this time, you must kill him."

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