still water deep sound

Chapter 51

When the first spring rain fell, Qu Jingshen was about to be discharged from the hospital.He felt that his body didn't hurt anymore, and his ears were not as loud as before. Jing Ze pressed him into the quilt and ordered: "Be obedient and go to sleep!" Force him to eat and sleep all day long.

Qu Jing thought deeply that she sleeps during the day and sleeps at night, how can she sleep.Jing Ze hummed: "I knew you were thinking about the mess at home!"

Qu Jingshen was poked at the pain point, and her face was full of regret.Jing Ze deliberately changed the topic: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette~" Qu Jingshen hurriedly grabbed his sleeve, her eyes were full of pleading, Jing Ze felt helpless and distressed, and snorted his hair: " You are worthy of this, in fact, I can also promise you, obediently follow me to the ENT department in the afternoon, and show it to the experts!" Qu Jingshen immediately became cowardly again.

The thing is like this, Ze Ze will take him to the ENT department for a few days, but Qu Jingshen feels that the humming in her ears is much lighter, so she doesn't think it's necessary to look at it.Although the ears are not as comfortable as before, the impact of tinnitus on hearing is not too great.Except for the inexplicable occasional tide, there is no other effect.

Qu Jing pointed at his ear and shook his hand, Jing Ze pinched his other ear which was intact: "I know your ear is fine, go and see your vocal cords!"

Qu Jing bowed her head again after listening deeply, Jing Ze reached out to pick his chin: "Good boy, don't you want to talk?"

In fact, this is what Qu Jingshen was most afraid of since she was a child.When he was a teenager, his uncle also took him to see this disease. The country gentleman prescribed some folk remedies for him, and he had a high fever for three days after drinking it, and he almost died.Besides, he has lived in the silent world for so many years, and he is already used to it.

Jing Ze stopped smoking, climbed onto the bed and put his arms around him: "Hey, go and see if you're not betrayed, why are you so afraid?"

Qu Jing wanted to write out her reasons in a notebook, but was stopped by Jing Ze: "Don't write, I don't want to read, I don't understand a single word you wrote!"

Qu Jing pinched Jing Ze's face deeply, but Jing Ze patted him aside.Qu Jing thought deeply, why do you really look like a child?Otherwise, just follow him, anyway, just to see, even if he can really speak, but he really hates to re-practice word by word.

After a while, Jing Ze asked him: "Don't you want to say 'I love you' to me?" Acting like a baby, knowing that this request is very rude, but just can't summon up the courage to refuse.

Jing Ze knew that this trick would work, so he continued to play the bitter scene: "Don't you want to hug me and whisper in the middle of the night?"

Yes, of course I do.Qu Jing nodded deeply. When he shared a room with his parents before, he could hear them talking in the middle of the night. Although they were talking about trivial things, in his eyes, only husband and wife could have such intimate gesture.That was also the initial definition of love in his ideology, a very simple and down-to-earth feeling.

Jing Ze made an inch of it: "Don't you want to call me by my name?"

Qu Jingshen continued to nod.Jing Ze: "Don't you want to scream when you're making out?" Qu Jing murmured deeply in her heart, no matter how serious the words were, it would turn bad in his mouth, and no matter how bitter the drama was, it would become a comedy for him.

Jing Ze knew that it was almost done, so he continued to consolidate the effect of the medicine: "Then let's talk about it, and make an appointment in the afternoon. You are so good, come, give me a kiss~"

Qu Jingshen pushed his face away, and Jing Ze was dissatisfied: "I haven't kissed yet, I haven't kissed yet, come on~"

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In the afternoon, Jingze took Qu Jingshen to the ENT department on the tenth floor like a prisoner, and was still the old expert who helped Jingze read the examination results last time.Qu Jing felt a little apprehensive in his heart, and he couldn't say why, it seemed that this disease was the most painful memory of his youth, or in other words, a pain that he would never forget in his whole life.

Jing Ze thought he was worried about Qian, and comforted him: "It's more important that you can talk, don't think about it, and you will cooperate with the doctor later."

After a short meeting, we arrived at Qu Jingshen.Jing Ze went in with him, and the old expert glanced at Jing Ze through the reading glasses: "Hey, the young man is here again?"

Jing Ze said, "Why are you staring at me, I'm not a patient."

The old expert said with a smile: "It's not good for young people to be dissatisfied with their desires. They must know how to keep in good health." Jing Ze had a thick skin and didn't respond.Qu Jingshen, on the other hand, blushed.

The old expert handed Qu Jingshen a small notebook and a pen, "Can you write? What will I ask later? What do you write?"

Qu Jingshen nodded very cooperatively, and the old expert asked: "How many years have you been unable to speak? Have your vocal cords been injured in any way, such as being injured by hard things, such as being stuck in fishbone or something like that?"

Qu Jing thought about it deeply, and wrote: "I haven't been able to speak for about ten years. I haven't been hurt by this kind of thing, if the fire is not counted."

The old expert looked apologetic: "I'm sorry, I forced you to mention sad things again, was that the time you were hit?"

Qu Jing nodded deeply: "Yes, my parents and younger brother both died in that fire. I also saw a doctor when I couldn't speak, and they said it was stimulated and psychologically affected."

Jing Ze interjected: "Didn't you tell me that the local doctor looked at it?! Old man, that doesn't count as seeing a doctor!"

The old expert obviously didn't like to hear this title, and plucked his ears with his hand: "Damn you! Go to the nursing room and ask me for some cotton swabs!"

Jing Ze was stunned for a few seconds, seeing that the old expert didn't see a doctor anymore, he just killed him with his eyes, Jing Ze naturally surrendered to get a cotton swab because he wanted something from others.As soon as Jingze went out, the old man used his spirit of seeking knowledge and asked Qu Jingshen in a low voice, "Are you a man?"

Qu Jingshen really couldn't accept this kind of question, so she nodded slowly, thinking that people of this age don't like this kind of thing that violates social ethics the most?The old expert was quite relaxed and laughed: "Are you afraid that I will scold you? If you were afraid, then don't do it. It's not easy to live in this life. You should do what you feel happy. By the way, after your parents left How long did it take you to realize that you can't speak?"

Qu Jingshen recalled that after his parents left, he cried for many days just thinking about it. He also got a serious illness in the middle and had a high fever for several days. Finally, he was sent to the hospital in their town for infusion, and the fever subsided.

After that, I realized that I couldn't speak.Qu Jingshen tried to write down the details as much as possible, and the old expert looked at it and said, "In the countryside? Did you go to college?"

Qu Jing nodded deeply, and the old expert sighed: "Poor child, it's not easy. Do you want to cure this disease, and do you have a strong desire to talk?"

Qu Jingshen shook his head truthfully. In fact, he was used to it. Although sometimes he thought it would be great if he could speak, but as time went by, this emotion changed from the initial anxiety to the current numbness.Just like a person who is used to using chopsticks with his left hand, it is really difficult for him to switch back to his right hand.

The old expert took a flashlight and asked Qu Jingshen to open her mouth, "Try to pronounce, and I'll look at the vocal cords."

Qu Jingshen took a lot of effort to utter a few syllables. The old expert looked at it carefully and said to himself: "Bilateral vocal cord nodules, degenerative vocal cord atrophy... I read your test report, but we don't believe it. It, the things measured by those machines, are too ruthless."

Qu Jing couldn't understand the technical terms, but the inquiring eyes couldn't hide from the eyes of the old expert.The old expert understood and said, "You still don't want your friend to know about the condition? It's really interesting~ Do you know what's going on with vocal cord nodules? I think you should know about vocal cord atrophy, just on the surface."

Qu Jing shook her head deeply, and the old expert said: "Vocal cord nodules are calluses on the vocal cords. People who have been talking for a long time will get this disease. Your reason may be because the vocal cords were flushed with blood at that time, and they didn't take it back. Things, as time goes by, it becomes this disease."

Qu Jingshen nodded half-understood, and the old expert said: "You are not quite the same as other people, you have many psychological factors besides vocal cord disease. Other people's laryngeal microsurgery is just Well, you still have to overcome psychological obstacles."

Qu Jingshen got dizzy the more she listened, took the notebook and wrote: "Then I'd better not do it, it's pretty good."

Jing Ze came in just at this point, and the old expert took the cotton swab he brought and said, "He just said he won't receive treatment..." Qu Jing thought deeply why the old man is so annoying, he hasn't hidden the notebook yet , was snatched away by Jing Ze.Jing Ze became angry when he saw those words: "Don't listen to him, I have the final say on whether it will be cured or not."

At this moment, Qu Jingshen really wanted to turn into a white cloud and float away without anyone noticing.Jing Ze saw a rope on the sofa for tying things, so he took it without saying a word, tied one end of the rope around Qu Jingshen's wrist, and tied it to the leg of the table.

The old expert hesitated to speak, and then said bluntly: "I didn't say that after surgery, you will definitely be able to recover. Vocal cord atrophy is a troublesome thing. Although it can also be cured by surgery or injection of drugs, psychological Factors are also important."

Jing Ze was confused when he heard it, and hurriedly asked: "Is the atrophy of the vocal cords curable? Is it the same as slowly regaining flexibility after suffering from hemiplegia?"

The old expert nodded: "That's almost what it means. After microscopic throat surgery, you have to practice vocal cord pronunciation from time to time, just like a child learning to speak."

Jing Ze frowned and said, "But no matter how unreliable it sounds?" Qu Jing nodded approvingly, and Jing Ze said, "Be honest, why don't you tie the other hand too!" The rabbit hesitated .

The old expert said: "Actually, this is a minor operation with very little risk. Why don't you go back and discuss it~" The old expert turned his head and asked Qu Jingshen: "Does he tie you up all day at home? I'll tie you up next time. Don't go with him!"

Jing Ze hummed, untied the rope tied to the leg of the table, and led Qu Jingshen away.The old expert watched them leave the room door: "..."

Qu Jing wanted to reach out and untie the rope on her wrist, but Jing Ze said, "My dear, there is no one in the corridor, let me enjoy the feeling of being the master for a while."

Qu Jing wanted to hit the wall, but she thought that luckily no one was there, otherwise she would think she was crazy.Jing Ze led Qu Jingshen into the ward, and said while closing the door: "On the way back, I've thought about it for a long time. Although the old man doesn't look like a good person, his advice is indeed reliable."

Qu Jing deeply wanted to get the notebook, but Jing Ze said, "From this moment on, I will deprive you of your right to speak, otherwise...hehe, don't blame me for chaining you up and putting you on the operating table."

Qu Jing thought deeply, give in first and let him untie the rope, otherwise what kind of talk is this.Jing Ze untied the rope for him, "Go to bed and rest, I'll go out and buy you something delicious, do you want cake?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply, thinking that you should stop wasting money, the hospitalization fee is already expensive enough.Jing Ze turned his head and left, he didn't see anything.When he arrived in the garden of the hospital, he fumbled for his mobile phone to call Jing Sen. It happened to be early in the morning at Jing Sen's place, and he was about to go to bed. When he saw the caller ID, he raised his eyebrows and pressed the answer button.

"Hey, brother, how are you doing now?"

Jing Sen said: "Well, very good, how about you?" Jing Sen was very surprised, this kid took the wrong medicine today, why did he call himself brother?

Jing Ze murmured, it was the first time in his life that he felt very cowardly. "Brother, lend me some money, and I will pay you back when I have it."

Jing Sen continued to raise his eyebrows. His baby knocked something off while taking a bath, and there was a strange noise in the bathroom.Jing Sen said, "How much? What are you doing?"

Jing Ze said, "Take him to the doctor, and the doctor said he might be able to talk."

Jing Sen felt a headache when he heard this, so he thought about his words before saying, "You're an old man, don't be so naive, how have you been these few months? Do you know the importance of money?"

When Jing Ze heard this, he wanted to jump corners again. If it was changed to before, he would definitely swear and say that he would not let him down!But now... on the premise of not getting angry and being able to save his own face, he said: "It's a good life, if it's not that he has something to do, I don't know much about it."

Le Yutao came out of the shower, and while drying her hair with a hair dryer, she said, "Honey, I spilled the perfume you just bought on the floor."

Jing Sen nodded to show that he knew, and continued to talk to Jing Ze: "How much do you want? My parents said that if I give you money without permission, my legs will be broken."

Jing Ze curled his lips: "If they are willing to interrupt you, I will mutilate my own legs to thank the world. Give me [-], and I will pay you back when I have it."

Le Yutao rushed to lie down next to his darling, and asked, "Who called so late, are you sick?!"

Jing Sen put the phone to Le Yutao's ear, and Jing Ze said, "Hurry up and transfer the money tomorrow morning!"

Le Yutao's blood rose suddenly, and he shouted: "Your Highness! I am your long-lost uncle!"

Jingze burst out laughing: "Fuck...you duck, get the hell out of your second uncle!" Le Yutao was very happy, and shouted loudly: "I'm very disturbed to leave without seeing you for the last time, I'll go find you tonight You must be dreaming."

Jing Ze chatted with Le Yutao before hanging up the phone.Qu Jingshen was looking at him from the window. Although she couldn't hear what he said, she was very happy to see him bark his teeth and claws.