Southerners

Chapter 137: Wolf's Postscript 3

What was even more unexpected was that Meng Huan pointed to the child and said, "Birth of Bai Man'er whom you have been thinking about so much."

It was a little girl, about three or four years old. She was white and soft, with round eyes, just like her mother. The clothes she wore were very simple and turned pale from washing, but kept warm. It can be seen that the little girl's living environment is not rich, but her face is chubby, which shows that the girl's parents did not treat her harshly.

Just looking at the pair of almond eyes that were exactly the same as those of Bai Man'er, Song Zhi believed it at first, but Meng Huan had said a few years ago that he had killed Bai Man'er, so Song Zhi looked at Meng Huan suspiciously, and then looked at it again. Look at the little girl.

The little girl timidly shrank behind the maidservant, looked at the two men in front of her, her eyes flickered, just like Bai Man'er in her childhood, Song Zhixin was sore, so soft that she stretched out her hand to the little girl.

"Go over, let the master have a look." The maid pulled the little girl out from behind and pushed Song Zhi.

The little girl moved her steps, twisting the hem of her clothes with her fingers, and slowly arrived in front of Song Zhi.

That appearance was exactly like the situation when Song Zhichu saw Bai Man'er.

Song Zhi suddenly saw Bai Man'er's daughter, and she was in a complicated mood for a while. She reached out her hand to hug the little girl, but she was afraid of scaring her, so she retracted her hand again, looked at the little girl and asked, "What's your name, mother?" Who is my dear?"

The little girl's voice was also soft, and she said childishly, "My name is Pei'er, and my mother is Bai Man'er."

"Hu Jiangli and Pi Zhixi, Ren Qiulan admires them." This is a sentence in "Li Sao". After hearing Pei'er's name, Song Zhi knew that Bai Man'er still missed him, but her love was in vain Deep, Song Zhi not only couldn't respond to her, but also caused her to suffer a lot.

"Pei'er..." Song Zhi thought of this name in her heart. She really is Man'er's daughter. So whether Man'er is still alive or not, Song Zhi was nervous and expecting for a while, "Where is your mother? Is she still alive?"

Song Zhi's excitement frightened Pei'er, she took a step back, not understanding what Song Zhi meant to be alive, she whispered: "Mother is at home..."

"Really at home?" Song Zhiteng stood up abruptly, so frightened that Pei'er quickly hid behind the maidservant, and slowly revealed her eyes to look at Song Zhi.

In her eyes, this uncle looks good, but somehow, his behavior is very strange.

"Okay." Meng Huan waved his hand, interrupted their conversation, and said, "Take him back."

The maid answered "Yes", picked up Pei'er and left in a hurry. Song Zhi followed Pei'er who was leaving, and wanted to say something, but opened her mouth and swallowed it back.

Meng Huan said, "What do you want to say?"

"You always thought that I killed Bai Man'er, now you know she's still alive, are you happy?"

Song Zhi pursed her lips, sat back on the chair, did not answer Meng Huan's words, was silent for a while, and said, "I want to see Man'er."

Meng Huan paused for a moment, raised his eyes to look at Song Zhi, lowered his eyes again, and said softly, "Why should I agree?"

After finishing speaking, regardless of whether Song Zhi asked or not, she continued on her own: "Shortly after I brought you back from Lin'an, I chose a husband's family for her and married her. She didn't want to marry her at first. , but looking at it now, isn’t life pretty good?”

Song Zhi knew how much Bai Man'er didn't want to get married. He wanted to find a husband's family for Bai Man'er more than once, but Bai Man'er almost protested with a knife across his neck. Willing." Song Zhi also knew that Bai Man'er must have gone through a lot of struggle before being forced to give in.

Meng Huan and Bai Man'er are neither relatives nor relatives, neither her elder nor the master of her own family, Meng Huan's behavior like this is no different from a robber?

Meng Huan didn't think so at all, instead he thought that Bai Man'er's life was considered happy now, and he had done a good deed.Of course, it happened to stop Bai Man'er from thinking about Song Zhi.

Meng Huan's attitude of being so superior and manipulating others at will annoyed Song Zhi very much. He no longer wanted to be angry about these things. The long-term confrontation and cold war made Song Zhi exhausted physically and mentally. All kinds of Meng Huan seemed unreasonable to him. His actions made Song Zhi feel tired.

So he turned his head and didn't look at Meng Huan, but said stubbornly: "I want to see Man'er." He just wanted to see how she is doing now, Bai Man'er is married and has a child, this matter is out of the question Reversed, Song Zhi only hoped that she could live better.

"I don't agree," Meng Huan said, "She's already married to someone else, so what else is there to look at?"

"Meng Zhengnan," Song Zhi called his name, her voice was firm, and she said word by word, "I want to see her."

Meng Huan's face sank like water, and he said coldly, "That's it, how dare you say that you and her are innocent?"

"Not everyone is like you." Song Zhi refused to budge.

"I am like this?" Meng Huan laughed angrily, "What about me?"

"Dirty? Shameless?" Meng Huan jumped out word by word. Every time he uttered a word, the temperature of the air dropped by a few points.

At this time, Meng Tao happened to run over staggeringly all the way, followed by a few maidservants. Meng Tao was only over one year old, and his walk was not very stable, let alone running, and he fell to the ground with a "slap" after a few steps. Raising his eyes and seeing his father, he opened his arms to hug him, and shouted indistinctly: "Brother Ai Chi..."

Meng Tao's appearance completely irritated Song Zhi, he turned his head suddenly, pointed at Meng Tao on the ground, and said coldly to the group of maidservants behind him: "Take this child away! Don't appear in front of my eyes!"

Song Zhi has known about Meng Tao's existence since he was in the mother's womb, but Song Zhi has never paid attention to him, and never brought it up to Meng Huan, but this does not mean that he doesn't care.

Song Zhi had never spoken to a maidservant or a child in such a tone. For a while, the maidservants were too scared to speak out, but they were not afraid when Meng Huan was here. The young master backed her up, afraid of a male favorite?

The reactions of the maids made Song Zhi suddenly realize her identity - he is just a male favorite, what right does he have to treat the little master like this?Song Zhi laughed at herself, stumbled back a few steps, and said to herself, "I was wrong... I am the one who should go..."

Meng Huan suddenly felt that something was wrong, he hurriedly said: "Take the young master down quickly, why are you standing there?"

The maidservants realized that something had happened, they hurriedly picked up Meng Tao and left in a hurry.

Song Zhi seemed to have lost his mind. He had never felt like he was out of place with this place like today. Song Zhi supported the table with his hands, his eyes were helpless and desperate. He squatted down as if exhausted, covering his face with his hands. A section of the slender neck protruded from the collar, so thin.

"Zi Lan!" Meng Huan panicked and hugged him into his arms, "Don't cry, I was wrong...Is it okay if I was wrong? I'll call Bai Man'er to see you tomorrow, okay? ?”

Song Zhi struggled hard, but couldn't get rid of it, so she leaned on Meng Huan's arms as if giving up on herself. He raised his face, but there was no tear on his face for some reason. Slightly turned his head to look at Meng Huan.Song Zhi's voice was like a ray of wind, fleeting, he said: "You let me die."

Meng Huan's eyes turned red suddenly, he held Song Zhi tightly in his arms, gritted his teeth and said fiercely: "I don't allow it! You don't allow it to die!"

But if a person loses the desire to live, death will come very easily.If you have no opinions in your heart, you will easily get sick if there is any disturbance in your heart. Coupled with the depression in your heart, it will not be easy to get well.

No matter how many medicines Ren Peiya prescribed to Song Zhi, they couldn't cure his heart disease.

Song Zhi couldn't sleep well night after night, always waking up from her dream in the middle of the night sweating profusely.

A few years ago, he suffered from some illnesses, he was very afraid of the cold, his knees were not good, and the winter in most of the city was extremely difficult. In the past two years, Meng Huan took good care of him, so it didn't matter. Now Song Zhi lost the will to survive. Then the disease came like a mountain falling.

Bai Man'er could visit Song Zhi occasionally, but firstly, Meng Huan was always worried about the two of them and would always watch from the sidelines, and secondly, Bai Man'er's current husband would notice it when he inquired about it too often. She knew that Bai Man'er went out from time to time, and she was meeting her old lover, who was still a male favourite, so she became angry and began to have a grudge against Bai Man'er.

From that day on, Meng Huan ordered people to take good care of the young master, and specifically ordered him not to be brought in front of Song Zhi.

Song Zhi tried to commit suicide again in the summer of the 30th year of Zhiyuan.

In the early summer of this year, on April [-]th, news came from Baoding, Hebei that Liu died of illness.Although Liu Yin and Song Zhi hadn't been together for a long time, they had been close friends for many years. The two had a close friendship through letters.

Therefore, when the obituary was spread from Baoding to Dadu, Song Zhi, who was originally determined to die, was stimulated. One day at the end of April, while Meng Huan was out on business, he chopped up a set of blue and white porcelain that Meng Huan had donated to him, and used it Shards of porcelain cut the wrists.

It was a goblet with a pattern of mandarin ducks and lotus ponds, a pattern commonly used in blue and white porcelain and even clothing embroidery, and it was a kind of Manchijiao.

Mandarin ducks have been a symbol of love since ancient times, and they often appear in pairs. The lotus pattern of mandarin ducks symbolizes a happy reunion. However, Song Zhi's fall broke the two necked mandarin ducks, making them incomplete and incomplete. up.

The dark red blood flowed out from the hideous gap on the slender wrist. Song Zhi fell to the ground dizzy due to blood loss, and the warm and viscous liquid slowly dripped from the wrist to the ground, gradually spreading, Like a coquettish flower, it blooms on the other side of Huangquan.

Song Zhi's eyes became heavier and heavier, he felt cold, and the chill swept over from all directions, he wanted to curl up, but found that he had no strength left.

Is he really going to die this time?

This thought flashed through Song Zhi's mind, he thought of Meng Huan's face, and the scene when Meng Huan found him...but before he could continue thinking, Song Zhi lost consciousness.

The last image in sight was the broken mandarin duck, silently on the broken porcelain, looking at Song Zhi silently.

Song Zhi was first discovered by Bai Man'er who came to visit him.

Bai Man'er didn't expect that when she opened the door, she saw Song Zhi's thin body on the ground. She was still hoping for his recovery, and she was still hoping that he would be more open and have a good time with Meng Huan...

"Brother Lang!" Bai Man'er's voice was out of tune due to panic and fear, "Brother Lang, what's wrong with you?"

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