Sorry, I have a boyfriend

Chapter 102 Love

Qin Ran knew that his state was not right, but at this moment, he couldn't control some lingering images in his mind.

At that time, Qin Ran was 7 years old. He never imagined that his grandmother, who was only seen at various banquets, would be a kind woman with unkempt hair and bare feet, crazily catching him in the garden. , Begging him to save himself and take her away.

In Qin Ran's eyes, although grandpa is strict, he loves and loves grandma very much.Gardenias all over the garden are blooming for grandma, no matter what the occasion, only grandma is in her eyes.

So Qin Ran persuaded her grandmother to communicate with her grandfather when she encountered something. After her grandmother resisted extra, he found his mother in a compromise.

Qin Ran still remembers grandma's frightened and pale face when she saw Park Minyan's father and daughter. Later, Qin Ran was told that grandma was sick, and grandpa rewarded him, but when Qin Ran looked at grandpa's gloomy eyes, he seemed to understand all of grandma's fears. origin of.

Later, grandma never asked the young Qin Ran for help, only a few times when she met her, her face became more haggard and her eye sockets sunken each time.

Until grandma passed away, Qin Ran overheard the nurse saying that grandma took off the ventilator by herself.

After paying attention, even though the people around him were strict, Qin Ran could see some clues.

It turned out that grandpa's love was true, but grandma couldn't bear the bondage of love.

Qin Ran pieced together the truth bit by bit. When grandma and grandpa got married, they didn't want to.

Qin Ran learned the details many years later, but after Qin Ran saw his all-powerful grandfather guarding his grandmother's body and even the cemetery day by day, what Qin Ran was concerned about was why his grandfather was so devoted and sincere. Back to grandma's smile for a day.

His question was finally answered by a psychiatrist. Qin Ran firmly remembered the answer and was willing to change for Lu Qingnan.

But subconsciously, Qin Ran knew that his judgment standards were different from others. Even if the latest psychological evaluation was normal, he had to admit that he was probably in the same category as his grandfather and mother.

Qin Ran attributed his and Lu Qingnan's being on the right track to Lu Qingnan's kindness and the luck of loving him as well.

But love changes and fades.

"Nannan, don't not love me."

Lu Qingnan was stunned for a moment. This was the first time that Qin Ran used love to describe the relationship between the two of them.

The word love is too heavy for Lu Qingnan. Although young couples often talk about love, given their age, Lu Qingnan still dare not speak of love.

But right now, what kind of painful memories Qin Ran was apparently stuck in, Lu Qingnan couldn't imagine how sad Qin Ran would be if he heard any hesitant or ambiguous answers.

In the end, Qin Ran fell asleep in Lu Qingnan's arms. Qin Ran hugged Lu Qingnan too many times, and the roles of the two finally reversed once.

Lu Qingnan's breath had a slight alcohol smell, but it subverted Qin Ran's inherent impression of alcohol. It was not accompanied by madness and violence, but it was extraordinarily soothing.

Or maybe it was Lu Qingnan's words that made Qin Ran extremely at ease. For example, Lu Qingnan refuted what Qin Ran said before: What's wrong with not listening to other people's opinions? It must be stubborn, why not insist on yourself?

Do you want to listen to what others say is wrong?If there is no difference in decision-making ability, wouldn't everyone be the president of the company?

Furthermore, what does it mean to exclude dissidents? Isn’t it necessary to screen out people with different ideas in corporate interviews, and reluctantly stay in the team? Isn’t it creating obstacles for yourself?

Qin Ran, I don't think it's wrong to use some means to achieve the goal, just don't break the law and don't intentionally hurt others.

You promised me that nothing will happen. I'm afraid that one day you will disappear and leave me alone.

I... I am not as innocent as you think, and I don't want to be a saint, so I will drag you down someday.

……

This night, he slept soundly and deeply. When Qin Ran woke up, he found that his wrists and Lu Qingnan's were tied together by the belt of the bath towel.

Because of the closeness of the posture, Qin Ran didn't dare to untie it, so he could only wait for his baby to wake up "naturally".

The owner of the belt was obviously Lu Qingnan, Qin Ran took a few glances along the wanton open bathrobe, and after a minute, moved his face closer.

After resting for the night, Qin Ran became more normal, and after being normal, he felt great joy, because Lu Qingnan said to him after many, many words: I love you.

The expression of love, Qin Ran has always been simple.

It was easy to have strangeness in the early morning. After being licked awake for a moment, Lu Qingnan patted his furry head with a free hand, and said in a soft voice: "What are you doing in the early morning?"

Qin Ran said calmly without saying a word, "Eat breakfast."

"..."

It seemed that he was really "hungry" last night, Lu Qingnan straightened his back and let Qin Ran act wildly on him.

To put it bluntly, it is also enjoyment, "Hey, Qin Ran," Lu Qingnan groaned when he called his name, "Do you know why I tied you up?"

Qin Ran answered wholeheartedly: "I don't know."

Lu Qingnan: "You fell asleep before you finished talking last night. I won't leave you, and you don't want to run away either. Don't worry."

Qin Ran said "Yes", and then put a little force under his mouth to express his understanding, causing Lu Qingnan to grab the blanket next to him tightly.

Lu Qingnan still has a few vague memories of his words and deeds when he was drunk, and he didn't know it from Qin Ran, so it was not a temporary intention to tie their hands.

Originally, Teacher Liang taught too much. As long as Qin Ran insists a little bit, the dance assessment is just a temporary excuse. Lu Qingnan wants to finish talking with Qin Ran first...

Unexpectedly... this talk is too much.

"Qin Ran," Lu Qingnan raised his hand, tugging at Qin Ran's restrained wrist. "I don't care what dangerous thoughts you have, as long as it's you, I'm not afraid, and I accept them all."

Yesterday, it was after the mention of forced love that Qin Ran reacted abnormally. What Lu Qingnan said was all based on his own guesses. As for whether it is right or not, it doesn't matter.

Qin Ran didn't say a word, he found Lu Qingnan's neck, and buried himself again like last night.

Eighty percent is... guessed right.Lu Qingnan stroked Qin Ran's rather resilient hair, and said in a tone of indulgence without bottom line, "Qin Ran, don't be afraid that I know, don't underestimate my love for you."

After half a night of thinking, Lu Qingnan was able to say the word love very generously.The tingling is a bit tingly, cough, but Qin Ran needs it, and no one can give it to Qin Ran except him.

Besides, Lu Qingnan didn't want anyone else who could give Qin Ran the same love as him, so Lu Qingnan could understand Qin Ran's feelings. Qin Ran was afraid that Lu Qingnan would not love him, and Lu Qingnan was also afraid that Qin Ran would change his mind.

"You don't have to say what you don't want to say. When you want to talk, I'm always there. Don't be threatened again if there are similar things in the future. I told you about my mother's experience, so I have always been afraid of being deceived."

"I won't." At this point, the listless Qin Ran regained his former spirit, Qin Ran wished to show Lu Qingnan his heart, and told his baby: "Nan Nan, I won't let you go through auntie's life. Something like that."

"Well, I believe you." Lu Qingnan smiled relaxedly, "The public's eyes are sharp, otherwise everyone would have missed it."

"Everyone's eyes?" Qin Ran thought of Nan Nan's domineering speech at the dinner table yesterday, and his throbbing heartbeat was still there. "It's because they are blind. If they can't tell, I can only like you."

On a sunny morning, with the effect of blackout curtains, the fragmented daylight sneaks in and is as ambiguous as the atmosphere inside the house.

The sound of kissing continued for a long time, and the one who was panting even more asked childishly, "Shouldn't you continue?"

"Your assessment." The other person seemed to have reached the limit.

Or how to put it to the point of being dizzy, if it was last night, there would be more time to rest.

"But I want to." Lu Qingnan rubbed Qin Ran's leg with her knee. SUNLIGHT's weekly assessment is in the afternoon, and the morning is the rest time Qin Ran has bought for him. Lu Qingnan plans to reciprocate.

"Qin Ran, be gentle." They all took the initiative to attack. If Qin Ran can control himself, it doesn't mean that...

Lu Qingnan would not allow her to lose her attraction to Qin Ran.

"husband."

Sure enough, the eyes of the person who was still hesitating just now lit up. When Lu Qingnan raised his knee again, the wolf that had been hungry for a few days grabbed his foot and almost threw himself on him.

On Saturday afternoon, Shangchen Media is conducting a weekly trainee test.

In the beginning, the company had some power, but later it evolved into everyone. They all know that there is a powerful newcomer in the group that is preparing to debut this year, and they are backed by a powerful financial backer. It is best not to offend.

Lu Qingnan has also grown up amidst the discussions, and now that she hears any rumors, she basically doesn't change her face, or just laughs it off.

The dance assessment that ended a few minutes ago, Lu Qingnan still successfully got the A grade, but SUNLIGHT and the dance teacher Jason, even though they have seen it many times, they still took a few more glances at Lu Qingnan's clothes that were too tightly covered .

"Hey, is your boyfriend coming to pick you up again later?" Li Songhe asked mysteriously as he hopped up to Lu Qingnan while holding his socks.

Lu Qingnan: "Yes."

Li Songhe murmured: "He is so worried. It's okay now, you are not famous, there are so many paparazzi in front of Shangchen, what if someone catches you in the future?" Li Songhe clapped his hands, "Oh, no wonder, You didn't intend to hide it at all, your courage is commendable!"

When dancing just now, Lu Qingnan still showed his wrists. Since Lu Qingnan covered up the long message about Qin Ran's actions last time, Shang Juntao's reminder was much more tactful: "Nan Nan, don't get too used to Qin Ran. burn."

It stands to reason that he hasn't made his debut yet, and there is such an eye-catching presence in the group, the others should be resentful.So many people are waiting to see SUNLIGHT's jokes, waiting for them to fight among themselves, and fight themselves.

But no, and according to the latest news, manager Cai Sheng just accepted a game endorsement for SUNLIGHT.

Isn't endorsement all about publicity?How could there be a fan base who came to the door with an endorsement before their debut, or a game that was heavily promoted in the early stage and has a high probability of becoming popular? The most important thing is that even the singing of the game's theme song is contracted to them? !

After listening to the manager's latest week's schedule for SUNLIGHT, Lu Qingnan slipped into Qin Ran's co-pilot wearing a hat, mask, and wrapped tightly.

Buckling up Lu Qingnan's seat belt is Qin Ran's chance to steal a kiss every time. Lu Qingnan's face sometimes thins and sometimes thickens: "Don't make trouble."

Qin Ran comforted: "Anti-peeping glass."

Well, counting your thoughtfulness, Lu Qingnan insisted, "Is it the problem with the glass?"

Qin Ran deliberately delayed for a while: "Are you afraid that I will get tired of kissing you?"

Lu Qingnan stared and asked, "How dare you?"

Qin Ran immediately said, "Don't dare."

Although it is not guaranteed by words, Lu Qingnan threw the backpack into the back seat, and said to Qin Ran: "Did Mr. Qin see that I served well today, and specially gave us an endorsement?"

Recalling Lu Qingnan's tricks with him after coaxing him early in the morning, Qin Ran clenched his fists and coughed on his lips, "What is Mr. Qin, what do you call me?" After being intimate with Lu Qingnan alone, Qin Ran Ran no longer resists adjectives such as binding and coercion.

Lu Qingnan pretended to be stupid: "What's that called?" Realizing that Qin Ran was too embarrassed to speak, he continued to tease him, "Why, you don't call me husband anymore, is it possible that you want to withdraw the endorsement you just made?"

When the company announced today, before the background of the project was introduced, Lu Qingnan guessed that it was Qin Ran's handwriting.After all, the two lived together, and Qin Ran would occasionally hear Lu Qingnan calling, not to mention that Qin Ran rarely avoided Lu Qingnan on purpose.

Lu Qingnan is sensitive to games, and even communicated with Qin Ran about this game. Within two days, Qin Ran created a pair of internal beta accounts, but they never had time to play.

With her boyfriend giving resources, Lu Qingnan wouldn't say anything outside, but inside: "Qin Ran, in fact, if you don't do this, Song He and the others won't have any objections."

After a period of understanding, especially the insights that Lu Qingnan showed last night, Qin Ran realized that his baby is not only smart, but also has a unique and precise vision.Perhaps, it came out of training after suffering a lot in the past. Qin Ran didn't intend to talk about the sinister society and fickleness of people's hearts. Even among friends, maintaining a stable relationship must also consider the distribution of benefits.

With a bit of casualness, Qin Ran completely covered up his plan for Lu Qingnan, "It should be to support our Nannan's early career."

Lu Qingnan smiled, with sweetness hidden in her heart, "Do you want to do this~"

Qin Ran suggested again: "Or open a dance studio."

This is Lu Qingnan's future plan, "Ah, it's too early~"

Before Qin Ran started the car, he heard the words, touched the steering wheel, and asked tentatively: "Then... come back with me and be a wealthy man who doesn't have to worry about anything?"