soft words

Chapter 52 is not a gentleman

Lian Yu's heart stopped beating almost instantly, and a sense of suffocation followed. He was directly rejected by Wen Yan, without even a hint of euphemism.Does his kitten not like him?

After a while, all the parts in the body started working again.He didn't speak, just stood up, walked to the window and looked out at the dark night.It was the first time in his life that he liked someone so much, but...he was rejected so thoroughly. In just one day, Wen Yan figured it out.He thought it would be a few days at least.

The silence submerged the two of them like a tide, making Wen Yan restless, and Lian Yu's sadness was caused by him alone.He was suffering, his heart constricted, squeezing all the oxygen.

In this drowning silence, Wen Yan stood up and walked out, he wanted to give each other space, he was full of Lianyu breath here, he would be addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself.

"Where are you going?" Lian Yu pulled him back from behind, "It's very late and it's cold outside, so your health will be better."

Wen Yan couldn't stand upright, why was he being so kind to him, he was already hurting him, why was he still being so kind to him!

"Why are you shaking so much?" Lian Yu pulled him back to face him, he could see that Wen Yan was enduring, his eyes were moist, and he was about to cry.

"Wen Yan, if my confession has caused you trouble or made you feel very uncomfortable, I apologize. Can you just pretend I didn't say it?" Compromise, facing a person who compromises so thoroughly, Lian Yu never Not done.If he was such a compromised person, he wouldn't have such a trouble with his father.

Once upon a time, he thought that he would not easily give up his principles for anyone, but now it seems that he just didn't meet them.

Don't be like this, Wen Yan's emotions are about to collapse, he can't bear it, Lian Yu can't bear it to him like this.He would rather question him, or speak harshly to him.You are obviously the one who was hurt, why do you have to apologize?

"Wen Yan, Yan Yan, look at me." Lian Yu's tone was pleading.

Wen Yan panicked, and a "word" shattered his defenses. It was a feeling of being held in the palm of his hand, and Lian Yu's carefulness made him feel distressed.

"Look at me!" Lian Yu demanded again.

Wen Yan forced himself to look at Lian Yu, with a stern temperament, he was trying to hold on, but when he saw those beautiful, clean eyes, he almost gave up his armor.

"You still want to be my friend, at least it means you don't hate me, right?" Lian Yu said affirmatively.

He has been pursued by so many people, so he naturally understands that if he hates it, he will reject it directly at the beginning, without any room for maneuver.Instead of coming to such a conclusion after thinking about it for a day like Wen Yan.

Wen Yan nodded this time without denying it.

"Then can you give me a chance to pursue you and treat you well." Lian Yu thought that his behavior yesterday had frightened Wen Yan, and the pursuit of someone should be gradual.Rather than a posture of robbing people, he almost killed people directly at night.

This time Wen Yan didn't respond for a long time, just when Lian Yu was about to speak.Wen Yan shook his head, with a natural feeling of weakness, he was about to collapse, it really couldn't, it was too uncomfortable.

"Why?" Lian Yu felt uncomfortable, he had already been rejected twice so soon.

Wen Yan took out his mobile phone to type, and it took him a lot of effort to type out a few words: We are not suitable.

Lian Yu frowned and looked at the words on the phone screen, but there was a light in his heart. It wasn't that he didn't like him, it wasn't that he rejected homosexuality, it wasn't any other reason against him, but "inappropriate"?

What is not suitable!He can even think of it with his knees, Wen Yan has always had a feeling of self-denial, and to put it bluntly, he has low self-esteem. He feels that he is not worthy of many things.And since we met, Lian Yu has been instilling in him that he is very important and unique.

So this is the crux of the problem. Wen Yan is like a clam, with a soft heart but an extremely hard shell, and his reaction to the outside world is even more sensitive and fast. For him, everything is "hide" in one word, avoiding any possible harm. hurt people and things.He is not sure what this relationship will bring him now, so he is avoiding the possible expected harm.

"Yanyan, let me tell you the reason why you rejected me, are you listening?" Lianyu's gentle voice can drown people, he did it on purpose, as an actor, using professional skills to trick his beloved is also considered learning So that it can be used.

Wen Yan's panic doubled as expected, this kind of gentleness was a fatal attraction to him.

"You can't speak, so you feel that you are not good enough for me. I am an only child, and it is impossible for my family to find a man for me. You think we can't last long. My family is too rich, and you feel that the family is not suitable, and you are high-ranking." Lian Yu Certainly, these three reasons are enough to reject him gently.

"But on the other hand, you don't want to part with me, so you still want to be my friend." Lian Yu was full of confidence, seeing Wen Yan's reaction, he knew he was right.

"Wen Yan, have you ever thought about it? Your reluctance is because you like me. You like me!" The haze in Lian Yu's heart has mostly dissipated. As long as Wen Yan likes him, the rest will be easy.

Wen Yan kept his head down, but his red ears betrayed him.

"Look up and look at me." Lian Yu ordered softly, Wen Yan is not good at hiding emotions, especially his eyes, his eyes will reveal a lot of inner thoughts.

Wen Yan refuses, he is very anxious now, even the words are repeatedly shuttled in his mind, every word is like a hammer hitting his heart, making him tremble all over.

"If you don't look up, I'll kiss you." Lian Yu even threatened so gently, but his body approached very aggressively.

Wen Yan flinched for a moment, then looked up desperately.

"So cute!" Lian Yu smiled, and his tone was satisfied with his success.

He squeezed Wen Yan's chin and kissed it.Wen Yan panicked, and left a sentence in his mind in vain, Lian Yu is definitely not a gentleman.

Without the drunkenness of yesterday, both of them are very sober now.This kiss was very gentle, not overbearing, it was just gently printed on the lips at first, and the lips that touched each other carried the warmth of the two of them, conveying joy and comfort.

Wen Yan wanted to back away, but Lian Yu didn't give him a chance. Compared with this kiss, his body was obviously much stronger, with one hand stroking the back of Wen Yan's head, and the other around his waist.

Until the end of the kiss, Lian Yu licked Wen Yan's lips again.

"Do you know how alluring you look?"

Wen Yan panted lightly, his face flushed, as if the sunset glow had been applied to his face, it was colorful.The dark eyes were full of shock and puzzlement, and even more panic.

"Wen Yan, imagine for a moment, if someone else kissed you now, would you be willing?" Lian Yu asked, this kind of scene coming from his mouth is completely inappropriate, but now he needs Wen Yan to face up to his heart, don't Blindly suppress their own desires.

Sure enough, Wen Yan's face changed, he couldn't imagine it, whether it was a man or a woman.He couldn't accept it, it was completely unimaginable.

"No matter how you try to avoid Yan Yan, it is a fact that you like me." Lian Yu approached him, his hot breath sweeping over his cheeks, "You are not worthy of me, this is the most unsuitable proposition in a relationship, you have to I will be very sad when I see you, the kind of sadness that I can't breathe. Do you want to watch me sad to die or live?"

It's really hypocritical for big men to die and live for feelings. I couldn't understand it before, and it's not too late to start understanding now.

"When I knew you you couldn't talk, I knew that, you thought it was an unacceptable flaw, obviously I didn't think so, so don't use 'you think' to negate my choice. It's done to me unfair!"

Lian Yu calmly explained his point of view, Wen Yan's inability to speak has always made him regretful, and he felt sorry for Wen Yan.He will try his best to find a solution, but if Wen Yan can't speak all the time, it won't be an obstacle for them to be together.

"There will be resistance at home, that's for sure. I won't lie to you about this, but you have to believe me. Since I pursue you and want you to be my boyfriend, I will definitely deal with it. I don't just want to be with you You play for a while, Yan Yan, I put you by my side and never thought I would let you go."

Lian Yu's words were loud and his eyes were very firm.

Wen Yan was shaken when he saw Lian Yu, besides this person, he was a great temptation.

"You go home with me during the Spring Festival this year, and I will explain things to my dad. Whether he agrees or not, I will keep my position unchanged."

go home?Wen Yan was at a loss, they were still in the groping stage, their relationship was not confirmed, Lian Yu had already thought so far.

"As for the wrong door, I want to talk about this point. You are too stubborn. After you have a boyfriend like me, what do you want? Yanyan, I really hope that you will be materialistic. At least it makes me feel that my money is useful .”

Matching families is not only about money and rights, but also whether they have a common heart. The living environment between him and Wen Yan is too different, and there are definitely differences in life.But he is optimistic about the future, knowing that there will be problems, so he just needs to work hard to resolve them, and he can't deny the present because of things that haven't happened.

"Now let me confirm with you again, do you want me to be your boyfriend?" Lian Yu threw the question back to Wen Yan, letting him choose.