so be it

Chapter 60 All kinds of anger plus 1 confession

On the morning before going back, Ms. Wang said to Wang Yanyan: "I told your cousin to introduce someone to you. He has friends in J. You don't care about yourself. I can only think about other things. There is a way. Let's go and meet, shall we?"

——Can you stop mentioning this matter!Can you stop worrying about it!

Wang Yanyan lost his temper right then!

However, when she looked up and saw her mother begging, she held back again.

I don't tolerate the insistence of the world, so it's not a kind of persecution to my mother.

Neighbors and relatives around often talk about it, but few really care about it, but there are many people who care about it and gossip about it.After a long time, those unkind gossips came out.

I can pat my ass and leave here without hearing anything, but what about my mother.Mom lives here, can she close the windows, block the door, stay at home, or can she gag other people's mouths?

Taking a step back, even if mother doesn't care much about these lengths, she won't force herself for the sake of face.As an old man, she also worries about the future of her children.I have never been married, and I am alone. It is okay to be young now, but what should I do when I am old?Whenever there is a headache, brain fever, serious illness or minor disaster, and there is no one close to him to care about his health, how can people not feel distressed or worried about this kind of desolation?

Wang Yanyan sighed deeply, bowed his head and shoulders, fiddled with the phone in his hand, without saying a word.

After a while, she nodded. "okay, I get it."

She turned to face the pine cones who were running around in the yard and playing by themselves, and couldn't bear to see her mother.

She knew that her mother must have a surprised and relieved expression now.

She knew that this was the temporary satisfaction of her mother in exchange for cheating.

Because of this, she would want to cry.

She knew very well that such a situation would happen many times in the future, in various disguises, irresistible, and helpless.

This also created a continuation of my own deception, time and time again.

It's like Tai Chi push hands, you come and go, not intense, but soft and soft, endless...

Even though I have done countless psychological constructions, I always feel a little tired every time I talk about this topic.

She couldn't predict how far the future would go. She didn't dare to think about things that were too far away, and she resisted and feared because of the unknown.

Some people say that one hundred filial piety is not as good as one obedience.Follow her and you are filial piety.But, do you want to spend your whole life in it?Wang Yinyan felt chills from fear.

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Amid Wang's mother's reluctance and earnest advice, the two still set off on their way home with a lot of snacks and special products in their arms.

Xu seemed to be very noisy in the past few days and consumed too much energy. The little guy started to sleep soundly as soon as he got on the long-distance car and nestled in the arms of the big tree.

Wang Yanyan patted her soft, milk-scented body lightly, dazed in a daze...

The long four hours just passed by in this brain-free space.

As early as when the two got into the car, Wang Yanyan had already sent Shuyu a message, "Send Songuo directly to the hospital at about 5 o'clock."

Few words, not even a single punctuation.

But even so, it still made Shuzi start to fidget at 3 o'clock in the afternoon.She walked up and down in the ward from time to time, and then took out her mobile phone to check the time from time to time.

Deng's mother's eye knife almost pierced her into a sieve, but she didn't realize it.

In the end, Deng’s father couldn’t stand it any longer, “Shuzi, there’s nothing to do here anyway, you’d better pick it up at the station. It’s inconvenient for Dashu to take care of the pine cones with his things. Go pick them up, Also let the child rest, the child has been exhausted these days."

After receiving such "intimate" instructions from her father, Shuzhi wanted to leave, but she was still reasonable, because her mother was still sitting beside her.You know, at some point, Dad can only issue a second-level order, which is not very safe...

Shuzi looked at his mother, waiting for the highest order.

Mother Deng waved impatiently, "Let's go quickly! Don't stand in my way here!"

So, an hour earlier, Shu Bi had already arrived at the bus station.

Constantly checking the time, looking at the exit from time to time, Shu Bi's face is still calm and composed, but he can't tell what it feels like in his heart.

Anxiety, apprehension, shyness, joy, anticipation, and even a little bit of nervousness?

She couldn't help arranging her hair and clothes in front of the shiny glass in the hall...

From a distance, came two little people, one big and one small.

The older one held the younger one's hand, and the younger one raised his head and said something, jumping up and down, his eyebrows dancing.The big one bowed his head and listened patiently, occasionally responding, his brows full of pampering.

My heart calmed down miraculously in an instant, Shu Bi curled the corners of his mouth and walked up. "pine cone~"

The two raised their heads at the same time, on the two dissimilar faces, there was the same dazed expression, Shu Bi couldn't help laughing.

Pine Cone was the first to react, freed his hands and jumped towards his mother.

Shu Bi bent down and picked her up, kissed her small face, "Pine Cone, do you miss your mother?"

"Think!" Pinecone bared her small teeth, revealing her tender gums, hugged her mother's neck affectionately, and gnawed loudly on her face.

"How much do you think about it?" Shu Zi asked with a gentle smile without disliking the cold saliva on his face.

Song Guo frowned and thought hard, swung her arms, and made a circle as big as possible, "Think so!" She glanced at the big tree next to her, and put her arms around her mother's neck again, as if whispering As if, she lowered her voice and whispered in her mother's ear: "Dashu misses her too!" A small face was full of determination.

Shuzi subconsciously turned his face to the side to look at the big tree.

Even though he got closer, he still didn't have the nerve to meet the big tree.Shu Zui never knew that he would still have that kind of shyness at this time.

However, when he glanced over, he met Dashu's cold expression, and his heart felt as if cold water had been poured on him.

The book calmed down, and said: "Dashu, I'm bothering you again. It's very tiring to carry pine cones. Hehe. I didn't expect her to be so noisy. It made my aunt suffer too."

"Well, it's okay." Wang Yanyan's face was basically expressionless and cold to the end. "Since you are here, take the pine cone back."

"Oh, that's right." She put the backpack on the seat beside her, and took out two large supermarket shopping bags from it, "This is a special product for pine cones and the old man. You can take them back together. "

Ever since they met, Dashu had never looked at him directly, let alone smiled at him.

The haze of not seeing the sun filled Shuzi's heart.Why?Why such a meeting?It's not what I imagined.Dashu, what's wrong with you?

why you are treating me like that?

Song Guo tugged at the corner of Dashu's clothes, full of doubts: "Dashu, aren't you with us?"

Wang Yanyan put away his cold face, bent down, and pinched her little face, "No, Dashu has other things to do. Let's play again in a few days, shall we?"

Pine Cone bowed her head and said nothing, her hand holding the corner of the tree's coat did not relax, her mouth was pursed sullenly.

"Hey, Song Guo has been out for a few days, don't you miss grandma and grandpa? Why don't you go and see her sooner? Grandma and grandpa also miss their little Song Guo," Wang Yanyan squatted down, coaxing the child warmly.

"But...but..." Pine Cone grabbed the tree by the collar instead, "Pine Cone doesn't want to be separated from the big tree..."

"The big tree has been away for a few days, and I have a lot of things to do when I come back." Wang Yanyan took off Song Guo's hand and shook it gently in his hand, "Hey, big tree promises, come to play with Song Guo when you're done. Okay? Let's pull the hook."

After hooking up with the big tree and getting the guarantee, Song Guo reluctantly let go of the big tree and moved to her mother's lap.

Shu Zui wanted to ask what happened to the big tree.Unexpectedly, Dashu took a step forward and said: "That's it. I'll go first. You and the Songguo Road, pay attention to safety." Before Shubi could say anything, Dashu turned around and left.

Shu Zui looked at the two big bags of solid things on the seat, and looked down at the pinecone who was a little depressed. While feeling angry, he was also a little baffled.

Back at the place where I lived, just as I put down my backpack, I was called by the leader to the company.

After finishing work, in the empty office, Wang Yanyan lay on the railing, looking out the window, feeling agitated.

The bad attitude towards Dr. Deng was not just caused by the 1000 yuan.

What's more, it was the things my mother said when I came, which disturbed my heart, and I must have vented my anger.

Thinking in a mess, footsteps came from behind.

Wang Yanyan didn't look back, she recognized him from the reflection on the glass. "You're working overtime tonight." She greeted lazily.

"Hmm. You just came back?" Xu Jincheng approached.

"Well. Come here and send an email, and I'll leave later."

Xu Jincheng was silent.Wang Yanyan didn't open his mouth to speak, just thinking about his own thoughts.

After a while, Wang Yanyan first heard an inaudible inhalation sound, and Xu Jincheng spoke.

"Yan Yan~"

Before he could continue, Wang Yanyan interrupted first. "Please call me by my surname. I'm not used to others calling me that." Judging from his tone at the beginning, Wang Yanyan had a bad feeling.Hope this dispels someone's little thoughts.

But Xu Jincheng smiled: "Hehe, I think you've been playing dumb. Because you always know what I'm going to say. Then block me back."

"Oh, then guess why I pretended to be stupid?" Wang Yanyan talked to him in front of the mirror made of glass.

Xu Jincheng remained silent...he knew it in his heart.He has always known Wang Yanyan's attitude.She's not one to play hard to get.However, he was not reconciled.

Wang Yanyan turned his head suddenly, stared at him and said slowly, "Since you know I'm pretending to be stupid, why do you still pretend to be persistent?" There was a sharpness in Xu Jincheng's eyes that Xu Jincheng couldn't understand.

"Pretending to be persistent? What do you mean?"

"Just because I don't say something, it doesn't mean I can't understand it."

The seemingly disdainful expression on Wang Yanyan's face made Xu Jincheng feel guilty, but he said bravely, "Why don't I understand at all? You are getting more and more difficult for me to understand."

"You don't need to understand. You just need to know that impossible things, if you wait any longer, it will still be impossible." A coldness appeared on Wang Yanyan's face, and Xu Jincheng actually felt a little cold and flinched. He realized that this topic It's better not to say any more, it's too plain, and according to Wang Yinyan's temperament, it is estimated that the words were smashed to death, and it will really be impossible in the future.

"I think...is it...you always have someone in your heart?" Xu Jincheng asked tentatively.

"Is there someone?" Wang Yanyan turned his head back because of surprise...

"Hmm... It feels like you've been waiting for someone."

"Tch, you've watched too many TV dramas lately." After Wang Yanyan heard this, he curled his lips in disdain—it seems like a bad plot.

"No. I mean it."

"Hmph, you are not a woman, so... your sixth sense is blind." Wang Yanyan didn't even bother to turn his head.

"Then what are you dissatisfied with me? As long as you tell me, I will definitely change it!" Xu Jincheng seemed to have made up his mind.

Wang Yanyan despises, these words, copied by him and applied to this place, seem too blunt, sincerity alone is obviously insufficient.Besides, everyone has known each other for six or seven years. If I wanted to, would it be delayed until today?

Physically exhausted and mentally stimulated, Wang Yanyan was abnormally irritable. On impulse, she almost blurted out: "What I am most dissatisfied with is your gender!"

Still swallowed it back.Even friends don't need to tell.Except for his closest relatives, Wang Yanyan doesn't care about anyone's opinion.Since you don't care about his opinion and don't need his understanding and support, there's no need to tell him.

"No. You must not! No matter what you think or what you think, I don't need anyone to change for me! My attitude, my thoughts, will not change, and you don't talk about this matter again in the future. That's it! Okay Come on, let's go, I'm leaving too." Unmoved, Wang Yanyan opened his mouth to chase people away.

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On this side, Song Guo happily shared these things with her grandma and grandpa in the ward that the big tree brought her.

"Grandma, you eat this. Chew hard. It's delicious~"

"Okay~ Our pine cones are really filial. I know how to bring things for grandma. Grandma didn't hurt in vain, haha." Deng's mother was overjoyed holding the pine cone.I haven't seen this little guy for a few days, so I'm thinking about it.

Shu Zui was still secretly annoyed by Dashu's attitude.Seeing Song Guo Pa open the bag and distribute things, he also came over.

The bag was opened, and it was full of beef jerky, rabbit jerky, grilled fish fillets, and so on. Shuzi estimated that these two big bags couldn't be bought without four or five hundred yuan.

It seems that the 1000 yuan that Song Guo sent was still so much, but Dashu didn't make a sound.On the way back, I heard Song Guo said that people didn't want it at that time.Later, Pine Cone was about to cry and they accepted it.

Could it be that Dashu got into trouble with himself because of the money?

Shu Zui guessed.

Song Guo was a guest in the past. Although he was a child, it would not look good to be empty-handed.I didn't have time to buy some decent things to take with me, so I had to give Pine Cone some money to express my heart.

If this is the case, explain it to Dashu later.Why do you like to dig into dead ends!This piece of wood!

Thinking of this level, Shu Bi felt relieved.

She pulled the pinecone's pigtails and teased her: "I only give it to grandma and grandpa, but you never gave it to me. I brought it back from the station for you."

Song Guo showed a look of embarrassment, and covered a lot of snacks with both hands, as if to block her mother's eyes from looking at the snacks.

Several adults were puzzled.I don't understand the book, why don't you really give it to me?

Song Guo peeked at his mother's face, and saw that there seemed to be doubts and slight annoyance on her mother's face, but she was not very angry.Therefore, she carefully said what Dashu had ordered before.Mom shouldn't be angry...

"Dashu said that children and the elderly can eat beef jerky and grilled fish fillets, but adults like mothers can't eat it...because it will...you will get angry after eating it, and then you will have a lot of nosebleeds...it hurts... ..."

"Puchi~!" Deng's father and Deng's mother laughed very unkindly.

Shu Zui's mild face just now immediately froze.Hello big tree!Wang Yanyan!You really……!Count on you!You are sincere!Kindly go to the station to pick you up, it doesn't count if you put on face for me, and you even encourage Pine Cone to be like this...!Shubi had a fierce look on his face, and a typhoon of magnitude 16 suddenly blew up on his face.

Song Guo is very good at observing words and expressions, and when she sees her mother's complexion is not good, she hastened to remedy it.

She stumbled and said: "The big tree still said... The big tree also said..." She paused, looked at her mother's expression, lowered her eyes, twisted her two little hands together, and continued: "We...we are for If mom is in good health, she won't give her food. Mom won't be angry... right? Mom..." This is what Dashu ordered.She said if Mom looked like she was going to lose her temper, just say so... it shouldn't be wrong.

"I..." A mouthful of thick blood was held in her chest, but she couldn't spit it out. Shu Bi took a deep breath and forced her to swallow it back!

Father Deng hurriedly picked up the big porcelain cup to drink water to hide his uncontrollable smile, but he couldn't make Shuzi feel that he was watching her joke. This daughter prefers to settle accounts after autumn...

Deng's mother raised her eyebrows, suppressed her almost uncontrollable smile, took a bag, gracefully tore a small piece of grilled fish, chewed it in her mouth, and let out some indecent, enjoyment-like sounds along the way. sound.

Nosebleeds?If it was her, the reason could be confounded.

Now I am afraid that if I don't eat the book, I will get angry. --Should!

The little black man in Shuzi's heart has already torn the thing called "big tree" into pieces, and then set it on fire!And then be crushed! ——But the anger in my heart has not subsided at all...

Song Guo now realizes that the words of the big tree may not be accurate.She quickly picked up a pack of the smallest bags, and ran to her mother, "Why don't you eat less, Mom. It's okay..."

Shu Qi suddenly put away the storm on his face and smiled brightly.

This smile made Pine Cone's hairs stand on end...

Shu Bi still smiled gently, she approached her daughter, and said kindly: "Song Guo is going to give her snacks to mother?"

Song Guo hurriedly nodded like pounding garlic. ——Ah~ Mom is so scary~ Dashu~Help~!

Shuzhu's smile disappeared in an instant, faster than flipping through a book: "It's late!"

Song Guo's small IQ is not enough to understand that she was aimed at her dear mother by the big tree as a "cannon barrel"...

And unfortunately—hit~

Father Deng is fine.

So Shuzi and his mother took the pine cones home.Just got back to cooking.

in the kitchen.

"Books~ That's a yam," Deng's mother seemed to remind inadvertently. "That's not a 'tree'...it doesn't need to be chopped like that. The chopping board can't take it..."

Mom's insinuations made Shuzi's face bloodshot.

She didn't hide it anymore, "Mom! You said she is not angry!" Her tone was full of coquettishness.

"You want to eat beef jerky and fish fillets so much. They are sold in supermarkets. Mom will buy them for you~" Mother Deng teased her daughter, sparing no effort.

"Mom!" Shu Bi complained and glanced at the intentionally misinterpreted mother.

"Then let's just ignore her."

"Mom~" Of course it doesn't mean that.

"Shuzi, mom knows what you mean. It's not that mom is snobby. This big tree really doesn't suit you. Although she is very good at pine cones, you also have feelings for her. But, if you want to think about the future, it will take a long time. , daily necessities, all kinds of problems came. Not two people at the same level, life will not last long." Mother Deng said seriously.

"..." Shuzi turned on the faucet and rinsed the cutting board. After a long silence, he said, "Mom, I will think about it carefully. Give me some time, please. I also need to get to know her well."

Deng's mother stopped talking, but weighed it in her heart: I'm afraid it's too late now, it's just that you haven't noticed it yet...