so be it

Chapter 51

Wang Yanyan almost gritted his teeth all the way back to the residence.

He opened the door, entered the bedroom, and flung himself on the bed.

Cold, the coldness that emanates from the internal organs, then spreads into the bones and invades the skin.

On this July night, the cold inside made Wang Yanyan curl up coldly.

She clenched her teeth tightly and kept telling herself: Hold on!hold onto!Just get through it... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, just get through it.

However, warm tears flowed down uncontrollably, and the sheets were wet.

—To get too close to anyone makes it easy to endure loneliness.

——It's too close, it's too easy to be greedy for those warmth, and then control the heart that doesn't know oneself.

Even though it's going to be cold...

That night, it began to rain suddenly.

It's not a squall, it's just a constant tick-tock, which makes people feel a lot of melancholy.

Amidst the sound of the pattering rain, Wang Yanyan curled up and fell into a deep sleep.

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Ordered food and poured tea.Si Wenhui spun the cup slowly.

She couldn't figure out what would make the scholar, who seldom confide in others, call her in the middle of the night to make an appointment.

Want to talk to yourself about her and Jianze?Could it be that she has loosened under Jian Ze's entanglement?Or, does she want to persuade Jian Ze not to do any more useless work?

Si Wenhui guessed back and forth in her heart, thinking that any kind was possible.And there is no other possibility.

Shu Bi turned into a gourd, looked out of the window with his face slightly sideways, and remained silent.

It's not that she doesn't want to say it, but that she really doesn't know how to start it.

For a person like her who has always been cold-tempered, how can she tell her friends that she has recently been tempted by someone?And this person still made himself unsure, very... at a loss what to do?

Thinking about it, Shuzi felt a mess in his heart!

After a short silence, Si Wenhui couldn't hold back anymore, and teased, "You asked me here on purpose just to treat me to tea and food, and then keep watching you hesitate to speak?"

Shuzi sighed secretly, his expression was a little awkward, and he said: "I... just don't know how to tell you."

Si Wenhui was amazed, it's really rare to see such an expression like Shu Bi's!It can be said to be rare! "What can make Dr. Deng so troubled that he wants to talk to someone? This is not like you!"

What she said made the book more embarrassing, and the words that were difficult to utter were suppressed abruptly.

Si Wenhui is also a transparent person. Seeing her like this, she knows that she has really encountered a knot that cannot be untied.

"relationship issue?"

"... Hmm." It seems very difficult to get what you deserve.

Si Wenhui thought, I guessed it right!

"Mianze, she is right..."

"It's not Jianze!" Shuzi corrected unequivocally.

This made Si Wenhui flicker: "Isn't it Jian Ze?!"

"No."

"Who is that?!"

"Yes..." Shuzi bit his lower lip, "You know...we had dinner together, some time ago..."

Si Wenhui began to quickly filter all kinds of "characters" in his mind--I know them!Recently had dinner together!

She suddenly widened her eyes in surprise.

"It's Xu Ming!"

Even the pitch of her speech was raised a few scales unconsciously, which is enough to prove how shocked she was.

"Who is Xu Ming?" Now it was Shuzi's turn to be confused.

"Uh, isn't it Xu Ming?"

"No! I don't even know the person you mentioned!"

"I just said it! It scared me! But, who is that? I really can't think of it. Who the hell is it?" Teacher Si suddenly ignited a raging fire of gossip...

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in her mind. Recently... having dinner together... It seems that there is someone else... that...!

This seemingly unreliable guess surprised her—how could Shu Bi...

She lowered her voice slightly, and said tentatively, "You...couldn't be...that...that child...?"

Shuzu lowered his head and remained silent.

it is true!Thunder and lightning flashed in Si Wenhui's head...

--how come!

She took a deep breath.The two fell silent at the same time.The air seemed to be stagnant.

After a long time, Shu Bi asked her in a nasty way: "You also find it incredible, don't you?"

"Yes...a little~" Si Wenhui didn't know how to answer to express her thoughts without embarrassing Shuzi too much.

This answer still made Shu Zuo look sad.

Fortunately, the waiter started to serve the food, which, by the way, diluted the concentration of the air around the table.

"Hmm... she... you... um..." As a university lecturer, Si Wenhui had never found it so difficult to speak. "You~ how did you start?"

Shu Zui smiled wryly, "It didn't start."

"Didn't start?!" Si Wenhui felt that her nerves might be torn apart by her friends @#火童 today.

She answered in a very literary and second-hand way: "Is it over before it starts?"

Shuzi gave her a hard look, then sighed, and said, "I just don't know, um~ should I start..."

Si Wenhui's eyes widened again, "What's the situation?!" She picked up the cup and took a big sip of tea, then said, "Wait a minute, let me take care of it first."

"You mean you are a little tempted by a person, and then this person is the older child, and she is also a woman, and what you are struggling with now is whether you should develop it further?"

Shu Zhe nodded shyly.

Seeing that my friend gave an affirmative answer, I was ruthlessly crushed with the mentality of getting lucky with my wrong understanding.

She held up her chopsticks and forcefully picked up a piece of braised pork and stuffed it into her mouth to comfort her frightened little heart!

"How could you...would...she...looks..." Si Wenhui actually wanted to say something straightforward: Why did you see her right now!

Shuzu bowed his head and remained silent.

Si Wenhui suddenly asked: "What degree does she have? What exactly does she do?"

Shu Zi frowned, "Wen Hui, these are not the criteria to measure a person!"

"I know! I'm afraid you'll get carried away! Although these are not standards, they are! Sometimes love also pays attention to being well-matched! Let's not talk about other things. Education, work, monthly salary, family, because of these aspects of you In the future, when you communicate, you will inevitably encounter disagreements and inability to communicate. What if she can’t keep up with you, what should you do? Then emotional cracks will easily appear. This is only an internal problem between you, what’s more Don't say she's a woman! How much pressure there is from the outside world! Are you kidding me! Bookish!" As Si Wenhui spoke, her tone couldn't help but become urgent!

Shu Zui was very moved when he saw his friend's attitude similar to "heinous".No matter what troubles or distress you encounter, it is so rare to have a friend who is always by your side, anxious about what you are anxious about, and pains you when you are in pain.

She smiled slightly and comforted her friend: "You think so far so quickly? You are too sensible."

Si Wenhui glared at her angrily: "You must know that you will fall in love with such a child, why not try to match you and Jian Ze together! At least there is no difference in life between you two!"

Shu Zui was helpless, "Why mention her again? It's impossible for us. Actually, I have thought about what you said a little bit. But you also know that people's emotions are uncontrollable. Dashu...she, has Time always inadvertently makes me feel at ease. It's been... It's been a long time since I felt this way..."

Speaking of this, Si Wenhui stopped blaming her.

Everyone knows about the past.

Now that Shu Bi said so, according to his understanding of her, it was really not a joke and impulsive.

Then, as a good friend, what else does she object to.I just wish her well and she will be happy.that's enough.

"Have you thought it through?" Si Wenhui was still not at ease.

"Not yet. That's why I'm bothered."

"So, do you know her? How long have you known each other?"

"To be honest, I don't know. In fact, we have only known each other for a few months. Since we met, what I know about her is just some superficial things. She is willing or not caring to let you know. The part I want to know, She doesn't show it to you at all. You think she is like a child, but when she gets along with you, she will not be unreserved like a child, and always keep a distance. I don't know if this is her character It's still my problem."

"Then... are you sure she treats women...? That...she is that...?" Si Wenhui hesitated, not knowing how to express it.

Of course Shu Xi understood what Wen Hui meant. She shook her head and said sadly, "I'm not sure. We haven't talked about this at all."

Si Wenhui really didn't know what to say.As a good friend, a friend, a best friend, she really wants to complain - I don't know what you are worrying about here first!

Since he was a child, he used his calm, self-control, and proud attitude to intimidate his classmates and friends around him, but now he is so entangled by an older child.Simply!

"Also, the big tree... looks a bit small. How old is she?" Si Wenhui really wanted to clear up all the questions for Shu Bi.

"I don't know exactly how old she is. Looking at her like that, she is probably in her early 20s." Shuzi bit her lower lip, "This is also a matter. I seem to be much older than her. I don't know if she would mind... ..."

Si Wenhui rolled her eyes straight up!I really can't hold back!

"Don't ask, don't tell! I'm so confused! Is this still you! Shuzhen! How could you be made into this by a child! Are you still the Deng Shuzhen we know!"

"It's very unpromising, right? I don't know what's wrong? Is it because I'm old, so I feel a little inferior because of looking forward and backward?"

Where's your composure?

Where is your calmness!

Where did your calm go!

"What! I think it's her who poured ecstasy soup on you! You don't know anything about her, but you know you're attracted to her?! What charm does this child have!"

Shu Zui smiled helplessly. —unexplainable.

She looked down at the wallpaper on the phone screen.Fingertips slid back and forth on it unconsciously.

On the wallpaper, big trees and pine cones are smiling brightly among a bunch of dolls.

Si Wenhui still wanted to bury her severely, but in the end she couldn't bear it, "Okay, don't worry about it by yourself. Gender is not a problem anymore, age is nothing! I think the first step, you still have to see Let's see what she thinks. Does she have any intentions?" Shuzi nodded in agreement.

"Also, have you ever thought about it, you still have a pine cone with you!"

"I don't think it's a problem. She likes pine cones very much."

"Not necessarily. Other people's children don't matter. If you were with her...whether she would mind this child. It's hard to say." Si Wenhui poured a basin of cold water over, making Shuzhi feel cold all over.

"Did you tell her about the pine cones...?"

"No. She never asked." Speaking of this, Shu Po remembered what she said to herself downstairs last night.Alas~!

"Hey~ Speaking of this, I remembered something. Do you remember that we had dinner together that day. It was my colleague Xu Ming..." Si Wenhui went down @#body gestures, and the book was clear.

"Well... I think the problem I just mentioned can be ruled out!"

"Huh? What do you mean?"

Si Wenhui told her in detail about their conversation when Shubi left that day.

After listening to the book, he thought about it.

"I think that child still defends you very much." Si Wenhui made a concluding speech.

Suddenly, a question flashed in Si Wenhui's mind!

"Shuzi, wait a minute! I seem to have let you lead me into a ditch. I overlooked something just now! You... you are wrong. It should be said that she, Dashu, also... has... Oh! No. I mean, has she expressed or shown any intimate or ambiguous... behavior to you?"

"No... Ah. Probably not. Except that I blush every time I get the pine cone, it seems, no. Why do you ask?"

"What do you mean, if you decide to develop something... you want to chase her?!"

After hearing Si Wenhui's narration just now, Shu Zi was in a very clear mood. She smiled slightly, "This possibility cannot be ruled out."

Si Wenhui suddenly gasped!

What a crazy world this is!

Is the 2012 disaster really coming!

"No! Hurry up and tell me how you met. I want to understand from the beginning! Hurry up! Be careful!"