so be it

Chapter 18 The distance is just right

In the past few days, Wang Yanyan abandoned her two-wheeled private car and used the No. 11 bus to go to work.

She hates being the same, and at the same time she can't stand her increasingly plump thighs.

Since Song Guo was discharged from the hospital, Wang Yanyan has not visited her either.

Instead, every three to five days, I would chat with Mother Songuo through her mobile phone.

During the period, Song Guo's mother also mentioned the matter of inviting her to dinner, but Wang Yinyan rejected it.

First she was really busy.Because the company took over a new engineering project, the people in their R&D center began to work overtime on design drawings day and night.Every night when he returned to his residence, Wang Yinyan was too tired to talk.

On the other hand, she feels that the distance is just right now.Not too close, but not to upset the child.

Before going to bed last night, Wang Yanyan looked at the diary he had written on the bedside for a while.

She considers herself a scumbag.Now is the era when weblogs, blogs, and microblogs are flying all over the sky, but she is used to writing diaries by hand.

She has always been used to writing these things with a pen.Looking at different handwriting, has a different state of mind.

Maybe it was because she was too tired, but in a daze, she fell asleep with her shirt on.

Maybe it was really uncomfortable, so, there was her in the dream, the first love when I was young.

In the dream, she was wearing Wang Yanyan's white sweater.

In the dream they were fleeing.

The story in the dream had an ending—the bad guy was chased away, but Wang Yanyan couldn't find her.

Finally, the sound of the alarm clock woke up Wang Yanyan who was anxious and desperate in his dream.

Sitting on the bed, she was in a daze...

"It has been ten years since we first met, to breaking up, and now we are no longer in contact.

But, why, your figure is still lingering in the dream?

Is it because I can't let it go after all, or is it that you are so deeply rooted in my heart that I can't do anything?

The scenes in my dreams many times made me burst into tears after waking up.

It can be said that it is not always a good situation.I think, I'm worried about you.I haven't heard from you for several years. I really want to know how you are doing.Comfort yourself, how can a woman like you live a passive life?I'm just worrying.

Besides, good or bad, it has nothing to do with me, right?It's just that I can't let it go.

I have been working hard, but is it not easy to do this?

Is forgetting also a process of slowly fading?

Maybe my effort itself was wrong.

ten years!For ten years, it occupies an important place in this whirring life.

As the waterline of life is slowly swallowed by the years, there will be no more time like that.

So I stubbornly put it in my heart, beautiful and warm.

Yes, this is not contradictory to letting go.

No one can erase the past and experience.I know. "

Sometimes Wang Yanyan would ask himself, after so many years, do he still love her?

It should not be love, but nostalgia.probably.

There are a few lines in a poem I saw yesterday - the most difficult thing to bear is the rain before the eaves, the morning is hard to reap, and the evening is hard to rest... Back then, it was hard to keep people, and dreams were hard to find...

It is estimated that these were buried in the subconscious, and that dream came about...

Don't want to, don't want to!

Wang Yanyan rubbed his face in annoyance, turned over and got out of bed.

Wash and eat! 11 way to work!It's a new day!

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Shuzi's work is still as busy as ever, because she is almost the backbone of the department now. After all, Director Zhang is old and has many things that he can't do. However, some young doctors in the department have no experience in dealing with major problems. Books can only be topped, but fortunately, my experience in Japan in the past few years is enough to deal with it freely.It's just that the greater the ability, the heavier the burden on the shoulders.

She didn't pay much attention to this, it was much better to have a job pressing down on her than to be idle.Once she was free, she couldn't help but lose control of her thoughts...

Occasionally, when she was off duty, instead of nestling in her temporary residence like before, she chose to go back to her parents' house.

Her attitude towards Pine Cone has also changed, it is no longer indifferent and alienated.

What is wrong with the child?It's just my own paranoia all the time.

Moreover, the child Song Guo is really sensible.

Crying, noisy, entanglement, these will not appear in the pinecone at all.

Of course, except for the time when I saw the big tree in the supermarket, it was completely like being possessed by something...

Most of the time, the pine cones are quiet.Under Dashu's "instructions", she has already started to learn to recognize some simple new characters, and has memorized three Tang poems by heart.

Deng's mother sometimes secretly eats it. The words of this big tree are sometimes more effective than the imperial decree for the pine cone!

It's really "with dad, forget grandma!"

Also because of the relationship between the big tree, the relationship between the book and the pine cone is much closer than before.

When facing her, Song Guo is no longer timid.The relationship between mother and daughter has become increasingly harmonious.

Every time I go home, the pine cone is always by my side, and it doesn't wrap around me like a big tree—it just follows.

The important point that Shuzi is reluctant to admit is: the main purpose of Pine Cone is to call the attention of his mobile phone!

Oh, you showed me your friendship because my mobile phone can easily reach Dashu, isn't it? !

The motive of the pine cone is too naked, naked.

When Shuzi didn't take out her mobile phone, she stared at her mother with a pair of watery black grapes, but didn't ask for anything.

She doesn't take the initiative to mention it, it all depends on whether you realize it or not.

In the beginning, I have to say that Shu Bi and she didn't have a tacit understanding.

"Want to eat cherries? Let me wash it for you?" This was our doctor Deng's reaction.

Song Guo was very disappointed, she shook her head, turned around and walked away lonely with her Hui Hui in her hand.

After a while, she couldn't hold back anymore, and came back hugging the rogue rabbit who couldn't open her eyes all day long.

But this "hesitating to speak, shy and timid", made Shuzi really confused.

After he couldn't bear it any longer, Song Guo picked at Tutu's big butt, and asked coyly, "Mom, did Dashu call me?"

A word to wake up the dreamer!

Shu Zui thought it was funny.This little devil, if he wanted to call Dashu, he just said it directly, and even used devious tactics.

So she took up the errand of a secret contact.Because every time she helped Pine Cone make a phone call to contact Dashu, she did it in her bedroom.

She deliberately avoided Deng's mother.

As soon as Pine Cone talked to Dashu, the whole person seemed to be electrified.

And she never chatted with Dashu in front of the book, but walked back and forth in front of the window while talking, acting like a little old man.

Whenever at this time, Shu Jie felt that his daughter was talking on the phone with her little lover, and he was that extremely unconscious light bulb.

Then she began to despise her own idea of ​​"being old and disrespectful".