single team

Chapter 42

Shao Fei said it swearingly at the enemy headquarters that day-"When I figure it out, can you listen to me?".Now, under Qi Nanxu's "dialing", I finally realized that my "like" is unusual, but I hesitated to say it or not.

If you like someone of the opposite sex, you still need to do a lot of psychological construction to express your love, not to mention that you are in love with an older person of the same sex.Shao Fei usually does things carelessly, but this time he has to think carefully, wondering whether Xiao Muting will accept him, and how much this "like" is, is it just a whim of ignorance, or can it support the rest of his life? Think about how to find the fulcrum of balance between "like" and future in the military camp.

He is still not used to calling "like" "love", just thinking that his feelings for Xiao Muting may be "love", his heartbeat suddenly speeds up, his face is hot, his ears are hot, his chest is rumbling, and his body seems to be able to feel it. Until the blood is rushing vigorously.

It was a strange feeling, even more embarrassing than the burning and reaction in the lower abdomen.

Shao Fei ran to the empty shooting range alone, and sat behind the raised hill for a whole afternoon, sometimes thinking half-seriously and half-jumping, and sometimes staring blankly at the steel target in the distance in a daze.One second I was thinking whether Xiao Muting likes men or women, and the next second I thought that because of my poor kissing skills, I secretly kissed the back of my hand as a practice, but was caught by Xiao Muting. Looking at him, he hugged his knees and said, "You are amazing, you can teach me", and then he was kissed, still tongue kissed.

"Oh!" Shao Fei hugged his head, resting his forehead on his knees, and realized for the first time that he had such a rich imagination.

From childhood to adulthood, he has never liked anyone like Xiao Muting. Although he is not young, his emotional experience is blank. The sexual pleasure comes from his own hands. He has seen pornographic films and knows how men and women do, but he is also vague. Knowing that two men are having sex, where should that thing be inserted.Usually, "Fuck you" is often on the lips, but it really fell on me. I realized that I liked someone of the same sex, but the string in my mind was not so easy to twist.

Qi Nanxu put on the airs of someone who came here and said: "If you like it, go after it, look at me."

These words are quite frank, and a bit exciting. Shao Fei was also excited when he heard it at first, but after calming down and thinking about it, can he pursue it if he likes it?Xiao Qi has been pursuing Yan Ce since he was 16 years old, has he caught up?

This is tantamount to pouring cold water from a bucket.

Besides, people are different, Qi Nanxu and Yan Ce are old acquaintances, and there is also a relationship between their parents. It is best to catch up. covered.Shao Fei brought him into himself, understanding that similar good things might not happen——Xiao Muting didn’t watch him grow up, and he didn’t participate in Xiao Muting’s past; he had no family, and Xiao Muting came from a high school; If Ce treats himself like Qi Nanxu, he may feel disgusted. Let alone a soldier of Team Xiao, he probably won't be able to stay in Falcon any longer.

What is this called?

Love and future lost.

Thinking of "love", another inexplicable blush.Shao Fei covered his hot face, thought of "hot potato" for no reason, and thought of "glutinous rice balls stuffed with sesame seeds" that Xiao Muting said last time when he wiped his hair, and muttered to himself: "Airplane, aeroplane, You are a hot glutinous rice ball."

Just thinking about it, I felt sour and sweet in my heart—the captain's hot glutinous rice balls!

Shao Fei lay down in the sand, sighed and hummed: "Damn love is terrible!"

Wrapped in sand, the captain of the plane fell into the double dilemma of "I have someone I like" and "I'm a gay" and didn't know how to go in the future. He only set a small goal for the time being - to secretly treat the captain well .One is to test whether one's "like" is "true love" and give both parties a buffer period; two is to practice first to see if you can be a good boyfriend; When you're mature, and you can confess your love naturally, the captain turns around and thinks, yo, so you...

At that time, he hugged the captain's shoulder happily, squeezed a gentle look, and said nothing.

That's it!

After making up his mind, Shao Fei breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he would not behave abnormally. When he saw Xiao Muting at night, his heartbeat still involuntarily accelerated.

He came to take a bath with his clothes in his arms - the headquarters arranged benefits for the soldiers, and the instructor took him to play in the capital for a day or two before returning to the team. He and most of the Falcon team members have signed up, and they will leave early tomorrow morning, bathhouse people Too much, not easy to wash.Xiao Muting has long been used to him calling every night, "Captain, I'm here again." When he opened the door, he took his plastic bag with a smile and said casually: "Ning and Luo went back today. I'll go to the dormitory to see you this afternoon. Did you Now, where did you run wild?"

Naturally, Shao Fei couldn't say "I'm going to the shooting range to think about my love for you", and got stuck for a while, "I, that... Ning team and the others are leaving today?"

It was just chatting, Xiao Muting nodded, did not continue to ask, but said: "By the way, what did you want to ask me last time?"

Shao Fei got stuck even more this time, "That, that, that..."

Xiao Muting's eyes contained some searching: "Huh?"

"I forgot!" Shao Fei hurriedly turned around, "Captain, I'm going to take a shower!"

Xiao Muting frowned lightly, feeling something was wrong, just about to call him back and ask again, when he saw Shao Feishun walking into the bathroom.

"..."

The sound of the shower quickly came from inside. It sounded like only cold water was turned on, not hot water.Xiao Muting rubbed the center of his brows, stood by the door and knocked lightly twice: "Don't wash too cold."

Something hit the ground with a "boom", it sounded like soap dropped.Xiao Muting sighed: "The hair is frizzy."

Shao Fei picked up the soap, tossed it back and forth in his hand, and whispered with his mouth pursed: "Boyfriend, the captain thinks you are frizzy, and you have to change it in the future, you know? If you are frizzy again, I will whip you!"

Xiao Muting didn't hear the nagging inside, went back to the room and took a card and put it on the table.After Shao Fei came out of the wash, he usually only wore a pair of big underpants, but now that he had something to worry about, he wrapped himself up tightly, for fear that any trace of impurity would be exposed.

Xiao Muting handed over a glass of water and pointed to the bank card: "I won't play with you tomorrow, you take the card..."

"Pfft!" Before Shao Fei had time to swallow, all the water sprayed out. Fortunately, the angle was off and the spray didn't hit Xiao Muting.

When I was young, I didn’t have any entertainment activities. After I finished my homework, I would watch TV series at [-] o’clock with my grandmother. In those years, it was not popular to “support” movies. One person gave another person a card. Most likely, they were ready to live together. You, you manage the account for me."

Shao Fei coughed up tears, Xiao Muting didn't expect him to come here suddenly, annoyed and funny, he quickly took the cup and put it on the table, pulled a few napkins, patted his back and said: "Wearing the 'Bing Wang' yesterday Medals have never seen you so excited, a card choked you like this? Is it still inflated this time? Do I need to tie you up?"

After Shao Fei coughed, he realized that Xiao Muting's giving him a card probably didn't mean what he meant in the TV series, and he secretly scolded his boyfriend for being too reserved, like a superficial bastard who has an eye for money.

Sure enough, Xiao Muting finally let him go, put the bank card in his hand, and deliberately moved away a few steps.He said awkwardly: "Captain, I won't spray anymore..."

"I'm just in case." Xiao Muting smiled: "Whatever you want to eat and buy tomorrow, don't pay for it yourself, just swipe this card. Before you come back, check if there are any suitable souvenirs. Buy them and give them away. Teammates who are going to play."

Shao Fei flipped through the small card: "Are we eating and drinking with public funds?"

"Then you have to apply to Team Luo, what a hassle." Xiao Muting leaned on the edge of the table and propped his hands back: "It's my own money."

This posture is very handsome in Shao Fei's eyes.Xiao Muting has already taken a shower, and his upper body is only wearing a black vest, which is tight and textured, and underneath is a pair of loose knee-length camouflage pants, with flip-flops on his feet, every line is neat and tasteful.

Shao Fei's Adam's apple rolled, his heart itched, and he leaned against the edge of the table in a learned manner, and four big words popped out of his mind: couple pose!

After finishing the shape, I remembered the main point of Xiao Muting's words, tilted my head and said, "Your own money? How can we do that? We have money."

"How much money do you have?" Xiao Muting knew that Shao Fei was imitating himself, so he deliberately changed his posture and folded his hands in front of his chest. Shao Fei immediately followed suit, and glanced at his elbow from the corner of his eye, as if he was sure that he was doing it Is it standard.

That appearance is very cute, Xiao Muting paused unconsciously, Fang heard Shao Fei say: "We don't have money and we can't spend your money carelessly."

"It's not random spending, and you don't know how to spend randomly." Xiao Muting said, "I've been taking you for half a year. Falcons are special in nature, and you work harder than many soldiers in the army. Usually, I don't have the opportunity to fight for any 'benefits' for you. This time the headquarters arranged for you to go out to have fun, so I’ll just join in the fun. Don’t think it’s a waste of my money, who the captain doesn’t want his team members to eat and have fun during this rare opportunity?”

Shao Fei put the card away, bumped his head on the opponent's arm, and said sincerely: "Captain, you are very kind."

Xiao Muting stroked his wet hair, and instructed: "Be sure to dry your hair before going to bed. If you accidentally sleep with half of your face paralyzed, I'll see how you go out to play tomorrow."

Shao Fei really wanted to say, "Then captain, wipe it for me", and felt that he was pushing an inch.

This is not good, we must proceed step by step and step by step.

The next day, soldiers in plain clothes squeezed into the bus like a spring outing. Shao Fei held Xiao Muting's card in his arms, and he felt very happy - anyone who wanted to use the money in the card had to report to him, and he was like What's the matter, captain's accountant!

Bah, it's the accountant!

It was the first time for the team members to come back to the capital, and it was exciting along the way.Shao Fei was in charge of the account, but he was not stingy at all. The reasonable food, drink, and entertainment requirements of his comrades were all satisfied, and he carefully collected the receipts.

He didn't return to the headquarters until late at night, and as soon as he got off the bus, Shao Fei was arrested by Qi Nanxu.

Shao Fei was excited today, and patted Qi Nanxu on the back and said, "Why don't you go with your long swords? Are you a lone ranger again? Be careful that Team Yan will drive you back!"

"Do you need to worry about it?" Qi Nanxu snorted twice: "You should worry about yourself first."

"Me?" Shao Fei was puzzled: "You stole my medal?"

"Fuck! Am I worthy of stealing your crappy medal?"

"Then what do I have to worry about?"

Qi Nanxu pulled Shao Fei away again, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to tell you something, but you have to be mentally prepared, don't get excited, don't howl, understand?"

Shao Fei was stunned for a moment, then lowered his voice and said vigilantly, "What psychological preparation?"

"You..." Qi Nanxu moved closer to Shao Fei's ear: "I have a rival in love."

The two looked at each other quietly for 3 seconds, and Shao Fei shouted, "Fuck me?"

"Listen to me first." Qi Nanxu said mysteriously, "I just went to look for my brother in the chief's dormitory, and saw a man—older, prettier, and more mature than you..."

"Male? Pretty?" Shao Fei was shocked.

"Don't interrupt?" Qi Nanxu continued: "This man went upstairs with your team Xiao, talking and laughing, he seemed very close."

Shao Fei is still thinking about why a man is described as beautiful.

Qi Nanxu patted his forehead: "I'm talking to you!"

"Oh, and then what?"

"Then you have a rival in love!" Qi Nanxu hated iron, "What kind of brain do you have? Don't you turn around? Don't you think?"

"No..." Shao Fei was dumbfounded: "How can you be sure that man is me, my... rival in love?"

"Because I'm gay!" Qi Nanxu glared, "You have to trust my gay instincts!"

Shao Fei didn't want to talk to Qi Nanxu anymore, the more he talked, the more outrageous it became. He blushed when he heard any homosexuals or rivals in love.He has been with Xiao Muting for so long, if Xiao Muting could give him the whole rival in love, he would have known it a long time ago, and still use it here to figure it out?

That person is probably the captain's friend, just to catch up with the past.

The dormitory was very lively, and everyone happily distributed the food they brought back.Shao Fei quietly took out the sunglasses he bought for Xiao Muting with his own money, and walked briskly towards the chief's dormitory.

The door of Xiao Muting's bedroom was closed, he knocked, and soon there were footsteps coming from inside, but it was not like Xiao Muting's.

When the door opened, he was stunned for a second, then his eyes widened and his mouth became "O", not because the visitor was a stranger, but because of this person, this man looks...

So beautiful!