Shen Langgui

Chapter 105

Shen Yue deliberately chose to return to Jiangning when everything was sleeping.In the early morning, the stars and the moon are sparse, and the surrounding fields are quiet.Shen Yue ordered the newly promoted lieutenants, Shen Lingxu and Cheng Yin, to go back to the review field in the north of the city to form a team, while he went straight to Xianmiandu alone.

It's not a New Year's Eve, and the lanterns hanging in front of the houses are only for daytime decoration, and they are not lit at night, so the road is dim until the silver lion slows down and approaches a Washington.I saw that the rich family was majestic, and the two red lanterns complemented each other. As Shen Yue got closer, his memory flowed, and he went back to six years ago.

Shen Yue did not go well in continuing the incense, and the two sons and daughters he had lost before and after Li died due to family changes.At that time, it was a period of continuous rain in Shen's house, Shen Yue was physically and mentally exhausted, but he still lit sky lanterns at the gate of Luchai every night.One time when Shen Yue finished hanging the lantern, his eyes went dark and he fell back, only to be supported by the people behind him in time.There were many suspicions on this person, so Shen Yue pushed him away angrily, and cursed: "Go away." After many years, Shen Yue still remembered that the man's hands shrank a little due to being shaken when he heard the words, but he still held his hands. Unwilling to give up, he had the cheek to find nothing to say: "Master, why do you light the lanterns in front of the courtyard every day?"

Shen Yue wanted to ignore it at first, but he blurted out by accident: "Wandering spirits only haunt at night, and the lanterns in Shen's house are on, so Shutong and Nianbai can find their way home."

All the way was chaotic and dark, until I saw this light that was specially lit for me...

Shen Yue was stunned, and couldn't hold back any longer, and leaped towards the rich door.However, when he stood in front of the door, Shen Yue was frightened into a stone sculpture - all the door guards were gone, only one person sitting on the pedal with his knees hugged.The man was leaning against the stone wall, and when he sensed the movement, he straightened his body slightly.

Even though this person was already thin and out of shape, Shen Yue recognized him at a glance, "Ah Li?!"

When Shen Yue came back to his senses, he realized that Xun He had been tightly held in his arms, and he also found that Xun He was groping up and down cautiously, as if confirming his own existence.

"Master?" Xun He twisted the back of his hand with his nails, until the pain was clear, and then he dared to ask, "Master...you are not dead?"

Shen Yue faintly smelled the rusty smell of iron, and quickly pushed away from Xun He, only to find that Xun He's fingernails were covered with flesh when he checked around, Shen Yue was annoyed: "What are you doing, silly boy!" Stop the wound and stop the bleeding simply with saliva.

Xun He has always been 'honest and safe', but at the moment he is still stuck in disbelief, and he has his hands on Shen Yue until the door is opened, and the woman who comes out exclaims: "Master...Master Shen? Master Shen is back!!"

Shen Yue raised his head and saw Yinzhang hugging the thin quilt, so he smiled: "Yes, I'm back." Then he noticed something, and asked in a low voice against Xun He's forehead, "You didn't tell anyone else about my death? "

"You said 'secretly', so I kept it a secret. But you...but why did you lie to me?!" Xun He's expression darkened.

When he got closer, he realized that Xun He had a ring of stubble.This person has always cherished his appearance, besides taking a bath every day, he also had to shave in the morning and evening, even when the Shen Mansion in Suzhou was expelled, he was not in such a mess.One can imagine how tortured Shen Yue's "death news" has been in the past few days.

Sure enough, at the next moment, Xun He threw Shen Yue away for the first time, turned around and was about to step up the stairs, but was held back by Shen Yue: "Listen to me..." Shen Yue suddenly found that Xun He's palm was cold, and took the lead. Zhang's quilt was put on for Xun He, but Xun He didn't buy it, blocked and pushed Shen Yue away, and rushed into the courtyard.

Yinzhang looked like a ghost in the middle of the night, staring blankly at the strange encounter between these two people.

After finally heating up the porridge, Hua Yin was about to send it to Xun He, but when she came out of the courtyard, she was bumped into a circle.Fortunately, Huayin is no better than Yinzhang, and he works hard to protect the porridge, so he didn't spill it out.When Hua Yin saw the figure passing by in a hurry, she was so frightened that she almost dropped the tray: "Master Shen is back?...Hey, sir, your porridge!"

"If you don't drink, you'll starve to death!"

Huayin was puzzled: "Ah?!"

"Give it to me!" Shen Yue ran back and grabbed the tray.

When Yinzhang caught up, he happened to bump into Hua Yin with a look of hell.Hua Yin pointed to the whereabouts of Shen Yue Xun He, and looked at Yin Zhang.Before she could ask a question, Yinzhang snapped it up and said: "Master Shen is back, you read it right. The young master is angry, and you read it right."

It was the first time for Shen Yue to see Xun He losing his temper, as if facing a formidable enemy, and he knew that he was clumsy, and he was afraid of coaxing people from anger to anger, so he didn't dare to make a mistake, and followed Xun He back to Lanxiu Deep Forest.

Going around the screen, Xun He sat down in front of the case, Shen Yue hurriedly put the porridge in front of Xun He: "Warm your stomach first, we must eat everything before we talk about it."

Shen Yue originally thought that Xun He would make some rebuttal, but unexpectedly Xun He hugged the porcelain cup obediently, but the next Xun He's behavior made Shen Yue feel that it would be better not to drink: "Hey, hey! You blow it up and drink it Ah, you are going to scald yourself to death with this heat!"

With a 'click', Xun He put down the porridge bowl, his voice was as usual, but his face was as cold as frost: "Didn't Master Shen tell me to drink it? What do you want me to do!"

Shen Yue took the porridge, stirred it to let off the heat, and at the same time comforted Xun He: "I actually have difficulties, please listen to my explanation."

"Master Shen, why did you fake your death this time? Forgive me for being sentimental, even if you really use 'taking care of Qiu Xunhe' as a cover, but if the emperor punishes you, I'm sorry, this time I don't have the gold medal for avoiding death. At that time, I can only see death!" Xun He has always spoken in a leisurely manner, and this is the first time that even Shen Yue has encountered such an aggressive aura.

After finally waiting for Xun He to finish speaking, Shen Yue finally interjected: "I...Actually only you know that I'm 'dead'."

Xun He was startled: "What do you mean?"

"It's like this," taking advantage of Xun He's hair to be smoothed, Shen Yue quickly dragged a bench and sat down next to Xun He, "I had a dream, and this dream was supernatural. You in the dream are the same as in reality. Peng Yu Yinzhang each gave a set of real estate, and sang that folk song to me before I went to the battlefield, but at the end of the dream, before I triumphantly returned, you actually negotiated with Dr. Zhong...and committed suicide by taking poison." , Shen Yue paid attention to Xun He's subtle actions, and sure enough, he saw his expression flickering.Shen Yue was half afraid, half grateful.

After a long time, Xun He asked in a hoarse voice: "You told sister Yin to stop my medicine, right?"

"A Li, you really treat yourself...!!"

"What's wrong with me... I'm living in so much pain, you have to stop me if you want to escape from death!!! You!!!..." The outburst of anger was too unfamiliar to Xun He, who had always been able to bear it, so urgent , Xun He actually stuttered.

Although the facts are undeniable, Shen Yue suddenly felt a heart-wrenching pain for being classified as one of the many perpetrators by Xun He.Most of the perpetrators back then were at large, but now Xun He is the only one left by himself, Shen Yue didn't want Xun He to even have a way to vent his anger, so he lowered his momentum: "If it feels better to scold you, then scold him. That's fine, as long as you're happy."

If Shen Yue had other excuses, Xun He might continue to 'quarrel' with him according to his habit, but at this moment...

Just as Shen Yue was at a loss when he first witnessed Xun He's anger, at this moment Xun He was also the first time to see Lord Shen who bowed his head and admitted his mistake.Xun He was suddenly at a loss: Even though Shen Yue was at fault, compared to others, his kindness outweighed his faults. What's more, he cheated his death by bombing this time to prevent himself from committing suicide, so why should he blame him?After thinking it over, Xun He felt guilty: "Master, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have vented my anger on you."

Shen Yue was stunned for a moment, carefully pulled him into his arms, and pressed his chest against each other, until he clearly felt his lover's gentle but distinct heartbeat, Shen Yue breathed a sigh of relief: "As long as you are still alive, you can treat me whatever you want."

After embracing each other for a while, Shen Yue found that although Xun He was hugged by him, his spine was still tense, and he was still unwilling to snuggle up at ease.If it was normal, Shen Yue would definitely blame Xun He, but after hearing what Zhang Xiaozhuang said, Shen Yue understood Xun He's fear of picking all the cold branches and not daring to live there.Shen Yue exerted his strength, and before Xun He exclaimed, he hugged him and put him on his lap: "Let me hug you for a while, I miss you so much."

Hearing this, Xun He really 'cooperated' obediently.

Shen Yue's hug lasted for a quarter of an hour, and Xun He's head, which was struggling to support it, could no longer bear it, and leaned quietly on Shen Yue's shoulder.

"Haha!" Sensing that Xun He was struggling, Shen Yue pressed the person back to his shoulders and suppressed his laughter: "I want to see how long you can hold on." Then, Shen Yue turned from laughing to sighing, once and for all, to appease Looking at Xun He's head, "I don't even dare to rely on me, who else can you rely on? But I also understand that in these years, the people you entrusted with all your heart turned against you in the end. The lessons are vivid in my mind, and I will ask you To dispel doubts, it’s unrealistic. But you once promised me a word, called “a long time to see people’s hearts”, this time I promise you. So, my fish, it’s for my first entrustment. Sincerely, please live well and live longer."

Xun He gave a simple 'hmm' and made no other statement.

Even in the air, Shen Yue still felt the temperature of Xun He's cheeks rising suddenly, as well as the heat of his breath. Shen Yue knew that Xun He was touched, so he paid attention, and explained clearly what he wanted to say in his heart: "Other people evaluate you , maybe only look at your external achievements. But in my eyes, these are nothing, you have something more powerful than this."

The head snuggling on his shoulders adjusted the angle, and Shen Yue knew that Xun He was looking at him, and suppressed his joy quietly, and said eloquently: "Let's start with the earliest one, 12 years ago, the Qin family was in trouble with Xiao Qiang. , Master Qin could only use wine to drown his sorrows, and he was devastated until you helped him out of the predicament."

Xun He sat up straight vigilantly: "Why did Master Shen suddenly mention Qin...Master Qin?!"

Shen Yue suddenly remembered that he had never told Xun He what happened when he was seriously ill in Nanyue, so he decided to cover it up: "I know everything about you very well, and I don't need so many reasons to mention which one I need. Listen to me first. After finishing speaking, the second thing... Do you still remember the crazy young lady in Pinhua Pavilion?"

"lark?"

Shen Yue folded his arms and let Xun He lean on his shoulder again: "Yes, when you sent him upstairs, I asked Sha Ou. Hey, it's also a good day after Skylark is redeemed from the Pengmen After a few years, he was abandoned, and then he couldn't bear it, and he went crazy." Speaking of this, Shen Yue kissed Xun He's temples, and hugged him like a treasure: "Look, Lord Qin and Yunque are the same. In the face of difficulties, one of them gave up on himself, and the other lost his mind. And what about you? You have experienced much more than them, and you have suffered much more than them, but you have survived..." The breath gushing around the neck stopped Shen Yue further explained that this breath was hotter than Shicai's, but it had nothing to do with lust, it was just because Xun He twitched and sobbed.

I still remember that when Shen Yue lost his temper, he exposed Xun He's unbearable past in front of Miss Wu San, but he didn't see Xun He shed a single tear at that time, but at this moment...

Shen Yue couldn't help but think of when he was a child, there was a time when he had dinner, which coincided with a certain grand festival, and the whole family in Shen's residence sat around lively.Little Shen Yue was sleeping soundly at that time, and Haomeng was awakened by the maid for no reason, so Shen Yue threw the maid out.It was just a moment of shortness of breath, Xiao Shenyue never thought that he would be left behind like this, so he became sullen, and instead of going to those adults, he solved Jiulianhuan by himself, but his ears were always focused on The lively family reunion in the backyard.

It was a long time after the meal that the elders remembered the eldest grandson of the Shen family who hadn't served the dinner table, so they moved into the inner room one after another, and saw Shen Yue who was immersed in 'playing'.Everyone praised little Shen Yue for his peace of mind, and he could enjoy playing with relish by himself.Only the grandmother noticed the abnormality of the little grandson and asked several times.But the more Xiao Shen ignored his grandmother, the more stubborn he was after Shen's father scolded him, his mouth tightened.After thinking about it, Grandmother Shen asked, "Did my good grandson feel wronged?" Shen Yue immediately turned to look at Grandma.

"Oh, it seems to be true. Grandma will apologize to you for neglecting my good grandson."

Hearing this sentence, the stubborn armor on Xiao Shenyue's body fell apart in an instant, and tears burst out like a burst of embankment flood, accompanied by a "wow".

When a catastrophe is imminent, the face does not change, but once it is understood and comforted, the grievances of those forcibly suppressed will come out like a tiger, screaming for grievances.

After 12 years, I finally waited for Xunhe's first tear.

Fortunately, it was a false alarm, and Xun He was still alive.Xun He finally waited for the day when his wrongdoing would be redressed, finally for the person who really understood him.

The faint morning light blurred on the window paper.The birds are singing and chirping.

The day finally dawned.

The neckline was soaked, and it was so hot that it made people panic. Shen Yue lowered his head, trying to kiss Xun He's unstoppable tears, but was stopped by Xun He's fearful "don't look".

Shen Yue smiled wryly.

Probably even Xun He himself has never seen himself crying.

"Okay, I won't watch, just cry as much as you want." Shen Yue turned to adjust his posture, letting Xun He's chin rest on his shoulder, hugging him tightly, and giving him support.

"If six years ago, I was still the son of a nobleman who enjoyed the shade of the family, I would not have been able to understand the hardships behind you. But I am no longer the person I used to be. If I have suffered all the hardships to understand you one day, then , I think it’s worth it to suffer a little bit.”

"Looking at the government and the public, almost all those with famous official names and wealth come from Wang Xie's family. You are a piece of white meat, and there are really few people who can do it today. Don't pay attention to the rumors, you are not for them. Let others talk about it. I know how good my carp is."

"Wow……"

Xun He's howl finally made the people outside the door who thought they were hiding to poke their heads out.

"Go." Shen Yue ordered with his mouth, and drove Yan Ru out.

It wasn't until half of Shen Yue's body was numb and unconscious that Xun He cried until he exhausted his energy, even struggling to choke.

"Thank you...thank you, sir."

Shen Yue raised his still movable right arm and rubbed Xun He's head, taking the opportunity to persuade: "If you really thank me, then live well. You don't know, this time I was stabbed in the center with a poisonous knife, ah ...Don't take off my clothes, I'm already cured, listen to me. At that time, the doctor was helpless. But Cheng Yin didn't give up, put the two old clothes I 'stolen' from you By my pillow. I had already stepped into the palace of the king of hell, but once I smelled your breath, I was unwilling to die, and I struggled to escape from the palace of the king of hell to the underworld."

Xun He didn't care about his red and swollen eyes, he straightened his waist and looked at Shen Yue: "You took my two clothes?"

"This... yes, with a few of your belongings, I will treat you as my company. Oh Li'er, you are going too far!"

Shen Yue's conversation turned inexplicably, Xun He was at a loss: "What?"

"Look, this circle of small beards can't cover up our Li'er's prosperous beauty, I'm making my uncle jealous."

Xun He: "..." The old hooligan really couldn't spit out ivory from the dog's mouth, so he digressed before he could say a few words.

"Master Shen." It was Cheng Yin's voice.

Shen Yue tightened his grip on Xun He, not letting him go to the ground, but he still sat upright a little, and asked, "Is everything arranged?"

"Everything is ready, just wait for Lord Shen to enter the palace."

"Okay, you go down first, and I'll come when I pack up."

Xun He struggled to get up, but Shen Yue's arms seemed to be welded together, but he didn't open them, Xun He was annoyed: "Didn't you say pack up and go, get up quickly."

"Well, yes, I have to clean up, but it's not me, it's you." Then he couldn't help but kiss him deeply, to comfort the pain of two months of lovesickness.

When they parted, Shen Yue was still unsatisfied, still staring at Xun He's pale but plump lips moistened by saliva, it took a long while before he reluctantly looked away, and said: "Li'er, wait for me to come back, okay?"

Xun He nodded, and finally asked: "Master Shen this time... what is his plan this time, is he still unwilling to become an official?"

"Well. But don't worry, it's not my willfulness, but after this Northwest campaign, I selected a group of capable soldiers for the emperor, and the court should be left to these ambitious young people. I am nearly half a hundred this year, Those merits and fame are really bearish, I just want to live a good life at home."

Sure enough, Xun He hesitated to speak.Shen Yue smiled clearly and comforted his lover: "Don't always blame yourself for this. To tell you the truth, the happiness that I can bring to me is short-lived, but since living with you, I I found that every day I opened my eyes full of anticipation. From the bottom of my heart, I felt that my home was good, and spent my life in this kind of peace of mind. There is nothing better than this. So, Li’er, don’t do stupid things , Be confident, you deserve someone who treats you wholeheartedly."