Shape

Chapter 46

Li Yichu has gone from being angry at the beginning to being flustered now. He can't help but think in the wrong direction, and even wonders if Liang Xuan has been cheated into some pyramid scheme. Not bad.

Lu Xin saw that Li Yichu hadn't come back two or three days after the holiday, and Liang Xuan was not at the company, so he thought to himself where would the two of them go to play again?This depraved behavior must be severely criticized.So he called Li Yichu: "I said Manager Li, are you planning to elope with Director Liang?"

Li Yichu's voice was hoarse: "Lu Xin, I can't find Liang Xuan."

As soon as Lu Xin heard his voice, he knew that he was angry, and quickly stood up straight: "What, what's the matter? Take your time, don't worry."

Li Yichu fiddled with his head and paced back and forth in the hotel: "Liang Xuan told his mother that he would go back to Shanghai in the second year of junior high school, but I haven't seen him until now. There were phone calls and text messages before, but now the phone calls are not The phone is turned off during the call, and I can't contact anyone at all!"

Lu Xin missed the key point: "Did you see his mother? You, you came out?!"

gay?These two words reminded Li Yichu that if Liang Xuan really disappeared, Aunt Liu should be very anxious. How could it be possible to go shopping and eat leisurely every day, which means that there is still a connection between Liang Xuan and Aunt Liu.

Li Yichu turned his mind a few times and said, "You mean Liang Xuan's mother knows about us, so he is not allowed to see me again?"

"..." Lu Xin knew that people tend to panic when they are in a hurry. Li Yichu's ability to resist pressure is the best in the company, but he can't use it when he meets Liang Xuan. He said helplessly: "Although I don't know Liang Xuan very well, but I think as a person, if he really wants to divide, he will definitely make it clear."

Li Yichu also made sense at first thought.

Lu Xin: "Where's his friend's phone number? Don't you have any?"

Xu Pan and Li Yichu, the manager of the hot pot restaurant, both called, but there was no news.

After thinking about it for the first time, Li Yi could only go to Liu Fan.

The third time Liu Fan saw Li Yichu, he didn't even open the door and pretended that no one was in the room.

Li Yichu watched her go home after buying groceries. Knowing that there was someone at home, Liu Fan never opened the door. He had no choice but to say at the door: "Aunt Liu, you must be in contact with Liang Xuan, right? I have something very important to ask." Find him, as long as you tell me where he is, I will leave immediately."

Every 5 minutes, Li Yichu repeated this sentence at the door.

Unable to bear the disturbance, Liu Fan yelled from behind the door: "If you don't leave, I'll call the police!"

Li Yichu had no choice but to go back to the hotel and start looking for hacker websites on the Internet, trying to get the hackers to locate Liang Xuan's location through his mobile phone, but he finally found a reliable organization, paid the deposit, and Liang Xuan's phone was turned off again.

Li Yichu immediately bought a plane ticket to go back to Shanghai, and went to Liang Xuan's house to smash the door aggressively, but of course no one would respond.

Li Yichu searched all the places he could think of in Shanghai. He knew that Liang Xuan was hiding from him on purpose, and Liang Xuan would come back by himself when the time came.But caring makes chaos, he simply can't sit at home and wait.Just the day before he was about to leave for Beijing, Liang Xuan finally called.

When Li Yichu saw the two words on the screen of the phone, he didn't even think about answering them, and cursed at him, "Liang Xuan, I'll fuck you!"

Liang Xuan waited for his series of swear words to finish before he said calmly: "Li Yichu, do you know what it's like to find someone?"

Li Yichu: "..."

Liang Xuan: "Tomorrow I will wait for you at No. [-] Jingyun Road, see you soon."

No. [-] Jingyun Road is the cemetery where Liang Changping was buried.

Li Yichu's cell phone slipped from his ear, and Liang Xuan... knew all about it?

After hanging up the phone, Liang Xuan looked at his mother on the other side of the sofa with firm eyes: "Mom, there is something I want to tell you."

Liu Fan's mind is already in a mess at the moment. Liang Xuan arrived home half an hour ago, and only asked, "Mom, did you know that Li Yichu didn't take the English test in the college entrance examination, and my dad didn't?" Liu Fan panicked at that time. Yes, she didn't know why Liang Xuan asked this again after so many years.Her dodge failed to escape Liang Xuan's eyes, Liang Xuan knocked down the coat hanger by the door with one fist, and Liu Fan nodded in panic.

Liang Xuan clenched his hands into fists and his forehead was full of veins: "Why didn't he take the exam?"

Liang Xuan has never looked at her with such a hostile look at her age. Liu Fan confessed in that staring gaze: "Because, because you just left the gate of the community at noon that day, your father fell on the ground covered in blood. On the ground, I was terribly afraid, I, I could only call Li Yichu back to help..."

Liang Xuan's eyes were bloodshot: "So, Li Yichu delayed the exam in order to save my father?"

Liu Fan nodded first, and then argued: "Although I was selfish in doing that, didn't he go abroad with his rich uncle? It doesn't make any difference whether you take the English test or not!"

Liu Fan was terrified by Liang Xuan's stare, and ran to the bedroom to take out the passbook: "And this, I didn't touch him."

Liang Xuan took the passbook, looked at the names and numbers on it, and said hoarsely, "What do you mean?"

Liu Fan's eyes fluttered from side to side: "At the beginning, Li Yichu's parents left 20 yuan to our family to raise him. Your father has always been unwilling to touch the money. When Li Yichu was 17 years old, your father gave him the passbook. Later, your father became seriously ill. , Li Yichu spent [-] yuan, and he left the rest of the money to me before he left the country, saying it was for your father's medical treatment."

Liang Xuan's blood-red eyes looked at Liu Fan in disbelief, and a sharp pain suddenly struck his heart, as if a piece had been sliced ​​off suddenly by a knife. The pain caused cold sweat to break out on his forehead, and his whole body was on the verge of collapse.These years, Liang Xuan did not dare to recall the words Li Yichu said when he left, but those sentences often rang in his mind unexpectedly. Liang Xuan prayed that he would forget those words when Li Yichu had no news, and now the two are together again. After being together, Liang Xuan hoped that he would not hold on to the past anymore, but the hurt was too deep, and he still couldn't let it go.

So those lies sounded clearly in Liang Xuan's mind again.Those ungrateful words that seemed to have no loopholes, each word was like a strip of thorny vines hitting the naked Liang Xuan.

—— On the way to the examination room on the afternoon of the 7th, my uncle told me that he was going to leave. I gave up the afternoon examination in order to stop him.

From Liang Xuan's throat came an ugly cry, like broken iron scraping through a tree trunk.

"He didn't go abroad, and he went to work outside when he arrived, you know? Mom..." Liang Xuan grabbed Liu Fan's hand and knelt on the ground, his body bent together, crying bitterly while holding the passbook, his hoarse and broken voice gradually Weakened, like a wolf whose throat has been cut and can only howl in a low voice.

Liu Fan was brought down by Liang Xuan, and she asked him in disbelief, "Didn't go abroad? Why, how could it be?"

After a few minutes, Liang Xuan slowly stood up from the ground. He went to his father's portrait and knelt down and kowtowed a few times, then got up and called Li Yichu, asking him to go back to He County.

Liu Fan sat on the sofa, feeling vaguely uneasy: "What's the matter?"

Liang Xuan twirled the ring on his hand. He didn't wear it at home during the Chinese New Year in order not to arouse his mother's suspicion. He put it on again after returning from Xiamen today.The group from Xiamen made him understand Li Yichu's past eight years thoroughly. The facts piled up before him, and there was only one reason left, which was why Li Yichu worked so hard for eight years?

The so-called uncle is totally fake.

Liang Xuan guessed a lot of reasons, and he was about to touch the truth, so he wanted to go back to He County to prove his guess from his mother.But he didn't expect that the facts were crueler than his guess. Every time he thought that was the end of Li Yichu's efforts, he would find that there was a more lonely situation.Layer after layer, until he returned to the original point, the day Li Yichu left.

He knew what his father said to Li Yichu before he died.

Then everything became apparent.

The person he thought was young, weak and naive, who he thought would take care of him for a lifetime, resisted everything and pushed him to the other side of worry-free, and he would rather stagnate or even sink.

The resentment and misunderstanding he had towards Li Yichu turned into fine and sharp needles at this moment, and they were inserted into his own body in turn, airtight and bruised.

Liu Fan looked at the ring in his hand, and quickly asked, "Are you married?!"

Liang Xuan's originally gloomy face now had a touch of tenderness: "Yes."

Liu Fan exploded immediately: "My God, do you still think I'm your mother?! Don't tell me such a big thing?! Where's the daughter-in-law? What's her name? Where are you from?"

Liang Xuan raised his eyes and said clearly, "His name is Li Yichu."

Liu Fan: "..."

The mother's expression was expected by Liang Xuan. He knew that for the old people in his hometown, it was not a question of accepting or not, but that they didn't know such a feeling existed in this world.But it doesn't matter, Liang Xuan has the patience to let them understand slowly.He once promised Li Yichu that he would never let his mother know of his existence, but he dismissed this idea after returning from Xiamen.

He is not a celibate, he has a lover, he can't give Li Yichu a legally recognized relationship, but he will never let Li Yichu live in the shadows forever, even spending New Year's Eve alone.

Liang Xuan: "If you don't understand, let me simply say, how a husband and wife stay together for a lifetime, and Li Yichu and I are the same."

Liu Fan's face was full of panic: "What are you talking about..."

Liang Xuan looked at his father's portrait: "My dad knew about it a long time ago, that's why he forced Li Yichu to leave. I'm your own son. Dad should call me when something happens. I should take responsibility for what happened to me and Li Yichu. It's me too. Li Yichu is an outsider, why should he give up his future for me?"

Liang Xuan felt wronged for Li Yichu, but he only now knew how stupid Li Yichu was. The Liang family raised him, and he gave everything he had to repay him.

Only now did Liu Fan somewhat understand what Liang Xuan meant, but she would rather not understand, because this kind of thing was like the sky falling to her.She moved down from the sofa, squatted next to Liang Xuan and grabbed his hand: "Son, are you mad at me? We are sorry for Li Yichu, then we will make up for him in the future. I will treat him like my own son, okay? Ah ? Don't scare me..."

"Compensation?" Liang Xuan looked at the roof with moist blood-red eyes, suppressed his out-of-control emotions, and growled: "He has better grades than me but didn't even go to college. Can you give him back a college? Do you think he is now Do you care about our compensation?!"

"When I think about how he came here all these years, I can't wait..." Liang Xuan clenched his fists tightly, clenched his teeth, and stopped the words of cruelty, took a deep breath before saying: "I would rather he is real Abandoned us and went to France, and I don't want him to live like this for eight years!"

Liu Fan withdrew the hand that was originally on the back of Liang Xuan's hand. She felt palpitations and chills. She had clearly seen hatred in Liang Xuan's eyes just now.

"You used to tell me not to recognize this younger brother. Let me tell you the truth, I never regarded him as a younger brother. I loved him since I was a teenager. I have never liked a girl in these years. I have always loved him." Liang Xuan paused , continued: "I went to Shanghai from Beijing just to find him, and I will never have anyone else in this life."

"Bang" a loud slap in the face.

Liu Fan's hands were still trembling, she had never hit Liang Xuan before, and she couldn't believe that she would exert such force, her palms were numb.She looked at Liang Xuan and said, "I didn't understand what your father said before he died, but now I understand it. Liang Xuan, I just pretended I didn't hear what you said just now. Before your father left, I swore to him that I would raise you to have a family and a career. "

Liang Xuan: "Mom, I'm not asking for your permission, I'm just telling you a fact."

Liu Fan adopted the ostrich policy, got up and went back to the bedroom and locked the door.

Liang Xuan walked to the door: "I chose the road, my father will only blame me if he wants to blame. I will return to Shanghai the day after tomorrow, and I will not let Yichu celebrate the New Year alone again."

Liu Fan sneered: "Then you don't want me because of him?"

Liang Xuan: "Mom, I only have one sentence: You are the one who gave birth to me, and Li Yichu is the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life. Without him, my life is nothing to cherish."