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Chapter 64 The feeling of being alive

Lu Ao held the fragment of "Zhan Feng Jue" not far away, looked at himself, and said with a slight smile: "Master, look what I got~"

Tang Xiaoxi looked at the fragmented scroll in his hand, and said unhappily, "Hurry up and return it, "Zhan Feng Jue" can't be left in the rivers and lakes."

"Master." Lu Ao's expression changed, and he said coldly, "Why did I put it back? I want to learn this set of saber techniques, and then I will venture into the world."

Tang Xiaoxi frowned: "You listen to me, oh, put it back..."

"I don't!" Lu Ao said ferociously, "Why did you let me put it back! You are not my master!"

"I..." Tang Xiaoxi was stunned: "How can you say that about me?"

"Am I wrong?" Lu Ao looked at his expression and said: "Who was the person who brought me into the Chongguang Pavilion back then, no matter who didn't ask me, whoever was by my side when I was wronged, I Who can accompany me when I am tired and sleepy?"

"It's not you, you're not here!" Lu Ao laughed and said, "Where are you? You're playing outside! You've never cared about me, so how can you be my master?"

"I want to care about you..."

"You're just thinking about it." Lu Ao said, "You don't even have the courage to speak out. I really don't know what you are afraid of. Are you afraid of me? What have I to be afraid of?"

Tang Xiaoxi frowned: "Oh, stop making trouble, and come back with me."

"Where are you going back?" Lu Ao looked at him suspiciously: "I won't go back to Chongguang Pavilion anymore, do you think they will let me go back after I stole "Zhan Feng Jue"?"

Tang Xiaoxi frowned and wanted to say something, but Lu Ao suddenly said: "And you can't go back, everyone in Chongguang Pavilion has received an order, if they see you again, they will kill you, you can no longer go back We've arrived at Chongguang Pavilion."

"What?" Tang Xiaoxi's eyes widened: "What did you say? Why did Chongguang Pavilion issue such an order?"

"Because your body is for that monster!" Lu Ao smiled and said, "Do you think that when the people who come back to Chongguang Pavilion see you next time, will this body be yours or that monster?"

Tang Xiaoxi took a few steps back, staring blankly at the familiar face in front of him, but suddenly realized that he couldn't see anything clearly, his whole body was in a daze, and his head hurt a lot.

Do you think that when the people in the Sogo Pavilion see you next time, will this body be yours or that monster?

Is this body yours or that youkai?

Who... is he a human or a monster?Tang Xiaoxi opened his eyes slightly, and he saw the roof of the inn.

"I... am a monster..."

"Ba ba ba ba..." At this moment, Tang Xiaoxi felt something soft and slapping her cheek, and she muttered, "Ba ba ba."

Tang Xiaoxi took a look for himself and found that it was a ghost baby.

Guiying is becoming more and more clingy to him now, and every day he wakes up and can't see himself, he will make trouble. Tang Xiaoxi is also very puzzled about this, he doesn't know why Guiying likes him so much.

But he didn't have a good impression of the ghost baby, because its owner, Feng Ganping, killed the head of the Chongguang Pavilion two days ago.

When he returned to the inn, his body was covered in blood, and he didn't know if it was his own or someone else's.

But Feng Ganping said that he was fine, Tang Xiaoxi looked at his withered cheeks and thought more than once, why didn't he occupy his body now, so that he wouldn't need to suffer so much.

But Feng Ganping's answer is that it hasn't come yet, so when will it be possible?

"Heh, do you want to die that much?" Feng Ganping asked Tang Xiaoxi at that time.

Tang Xiaoxi couldn't answer either. He had completely given up struggling when he heard His Excellency Chongguang's order to hunt him down. He felt that there was nothing left to keep him going.

Feng Ganping was also very satisfied with his attitude, but he always said that it was not yet time.

As for when it was, Tang Xiaoxi didn't know, maybe Feng Ganping was the only one who knew.

Tang Xiaoxi looked around, the morning air was very fresh, and he found that Feng Ganping had already woken up.In the past, Fengganping used to be nocturnal, but now that he is out of the house, he starts to work and rest like a normal person.

Although Feng Ganping didn't say anything all the time, Tang Xiaoxi could tell that he was working very hard. Every day during the day, he showed that kind of old man's face, which always made Tang Xiaoxi feel that he was an old man who was about to die. Rather than the first-generation head of the Feng family with high mana.

But it is true to say that, he is indeed an old man, an old man who has lived for hundreds of years.

At this time, Feng Ganping stood by the window sill, looked at the pedestrians downstairs, and looked back at him faintly: "Are you awake?"

Tang Xiaoxi nodded: "What are you looking at?"

"Looking at people." Feng Ganping said slowly: "I haven't seen this kind of street with people coming and going for a long time, and I feel like I have returned to a long, long time ago. At that time, my body was not so bad... ..."

Tang Xiaoxi walked over and looked at an alley downstairs. Inside was a temporary morning market, selling some steamed stuffed bun egg soup and the like.

"Are you hungry?" Tang Xiaoxi said, "I'll go buy you some buns."

Feng Ganping did not refuse, but nodded.

Tang Xiaoxi looked at him and said, "I won't run away."

"You can't escape." Feng Ganping looked at the dark skin on his wrist: "If you stay too far away from me, you will die directly."

"You've said this many times, I remember it." Tang Xiaoxi stood up and said, "I'm just going to buy something. Even if I run away, I don't know where to go."

Feng Ganping looked at him: "Don't you want to live?"

"..." Tang Xiaoxi sighed: "I have nothing now, so what's the difference between living and dying?"

"People should always be alive." Feng Ganping said: "If they are not alive, then the rest are worse than death."

"Do you want to live?" Tang Xiaoxi looked at his figure and said, "How many times have you killed me, but you haven't done it yet? Sometimes I wonder if we knew each other before, or why are you so tolerant to me? .”

"Tolerance?" Feng Ganping wondered slightly: "So if you don't kill a person, is it tolerance?"

"..."

"I can regard your life as very contemptible, but I don't think you should think the same as me. After all, we are two different people, you are still a person, and I am no longer."

When Tang Xiaoxi came out of the inn, looking at the peaceful town around her, she couldn't help but took a deep breath.

The cool air rushed into the heart and lungs, filling it slowly, as if about to suffocate, and then Tang Xiaoxi spat it out slowly.

Is this what it feels like to be alive?

It's really very ethereal, maybe if you haven't experienced death, you can't understand this kind of thing.

There are many things that cannot be understood simply by thinking.

Tang Xiaoxi turned around and went to the alley. What he had to do now was to buy a basket of steamed buns, and bring them back to Fengganping and Guiying.

"What do you want, brother?" the boy who sold buns asked Tang Xiaoxi.

"Here are two baskets of buns to take away." Tang Xiaoxi put the copper coins on the table, then looked around and said, "Is there any egg soup?"

"Yes~"

"Bring three bowls of egg soup, and take the same away."

"Okay~"

But at this time, Tang Xiaoxi saw a group of people surrounding the exit of the alley, and there were still people whispering around.

Don't mind your own business, Tang Xiaoxi told herself so.

After taking the buns and egg soup, Tang Xiaoxi was about to turn around and leave when he suddenly heard commotion from the crowd.

"What a beautiful woman..."

"Who is that man? From Chongguang Pavilion?"

"It shouldn't be. You see, what he is holding is not a sword, and he is not wearing the clothes of the Chongguang Pavilion."

Tang Xiaoxi turned her head to look, and saw two people standing not far away.

The woman was wearing a new pink robe, her sideburns were quietly attached to her cheeks, her watery hair slanted down and fell to her waist.

And behind the woman, stood a man.

"Feng Ye Orange..." Tang Xiaoxi stared at him blankly, not knowing what to say for a while, as he hadn't seen him for a long time.

The man in front of him seemed to be getting more haggard. There were obvious dark circles under his eyes. He must have not slept well at night.

His hands were also wrapped in bandages, and they seemed to be injured. He didn't know what happened in the past few days, and he didn't know if there was anything wrong with Feng Yecheng, and how he got the injury.

Even though it was only a few days since I left the inn that day, Tang Xiaoxi felt as if several years had passed. When she saw Fengye Orange again, something in her heart seemed to revive.

'thump'.

'thump. '

Tang Xiaoxi clutched his chest. He didn't know what was going on, but his heart was inexplicably sore, and there was also a hint of sweetness.

Feng Yecheng did not forget himself, he came back again, did he come back to take him away?

He still remembered that not long ago, this man was still telling him that he liked him in his ear. At that time, he was really shocked, thinking that Feng Yecheng's brain was broken to say that, but now Tang Xiaoxi just said that. Discover……

My own head seems to be a little bit broken...

Feng Yecheng didn't seem to notice herself, but said something in the woman's ear.

The woman looked back at him, then smiled and said something. Tang Xiaoxi didn't know about their relationship, so she was a little surprised, why Feng Yecheng was so familiar with a woman...

And at this time, Feng Yecheng finally turned his head and saw Tang Xiaoxi.

Feng Yecheng looked at Tang Xiaoxi who was carrying steamed buns and egg soup, and slightly widened his eyes, which seemed to look at him with disbelief.

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