SAYE

Chapter 117

Maybe it's because they're starting to get used to the separation, or maybe it's because they've worked so hard these days and stayed up all night last night. After sending messages to Pan Zhi and chatting with Gu Fei, Jiang Cheng fell asleep with his bag in his arms.

He slept until the eldest sister next to him pushed him several times, and then he jumped up with his bag in his arms.

"Ouch," the elder sister was so frightened by his reaction that she almost jumped into the corridor, "Young man, you are so frightened to death."

"I'm sorry, I slept too hard." Jiang Cheng quickly touched his face around, making sure that there should be no traces of saliva before sitting back.

"That's right. We'll be at the station soon. If I don't call you, are you going to sit back again?" said the elder sister.

Yes.

Jiang Cheng smiled.

It's good to sit back again, and I'm sure you'll be pleasantly surprised when you open your eyes...

There are several messages on the phone, and Gu Fei has one.

- i started sleeping boyfriend

Looking at the time, it was probably sent after driving for two hours. Gu Fei probably went back to accompany Gu Miao first and then went to sleep.

At this moment, he should be sleeping soundly. Jiang Cheng hesitated for a long time, sending a message for fear of waking Gu Fei, and not sending it because he was afraid that Gu Fei would not sleep well and waited for the news.

Finally got one back.

- I'm here, Pan Zhi will pick me up, don't reply to messages, sleep well

-Um

Gu Fei still replied, and within a few seconds, he really didn't fall asleep, or didn't fall asleep at all. Jiang Cheng smiled and looked at the other messages.

It's all Pan Zhi's.

- where is grandpa

- almost there

- Where are you? Is your phone dead?

- no signal

- scumbag

-Jiang Cheng, do you have any fucking humanity? !

- break up!

- Don't reply anymore, the relationship is broken, you go back to school by yourself, and go to have an abortion by yourself next week!Don't look for me!

Jiang Cheng watched and laughed, and dialed Pan Zhi's number.

"Hello." Pan Zhi answered the phone and said very politely.

"Grandson," Jiang Cheng said with a smile, "I still have about 10 minutes to make it to the station."

"Your grandson is not here, who do you call?" Pan Zhi said, "You must have dialed the wrong number."

"I'm looking for the most handsome, unrestrained and most suave handsome guy Pan Anpan in this world." Jiang Cheng said.

"Fuck," Pan Zhi said, "Don't flatter me if you have the guts! Are you afraid that you'll get lost when you go back! Lu crazy!"

"I just fell asleep," Jiang Cheng said, "I fell asleep as soon as I got in the car."

"Touch your pocket to see if your wallet and phone are still there?" Pan Zhi said immediately.

"Yes," Jiang Cheng said, subconsciously touched his pocket, the wallet was still in his pocket, and then touched again, "I'll fuck my hand..."

"Your phone is in your fucking hands, you idiot!" Pan Zhi interrupted him and said quickly.

"Are you fucking just waiting here for me?" Jiang Cheng made him laugh out loud at the cursing.

"Yeah, I'm sorry to be spotted by you!" Pan Zhi said,

"I'm about to get off the bus." Jiang Cheng looked out the window, "It's a stop, which exit are you at?"

"You don't care which exit, you can't find it even after I told you, I will pick you up at the exit last time," Pan Zhi said, "The most handsome one standing in the middle, you should You can see me right away."

"...Mmm." Jiang Cheng hung up the phone.

The car stopped, and Jiang Cheng sat still with his bag in his arms, watching the people in the car get out of the car one by one, and then walked past the window.

He didn't stand up until everyone was gone, and walked out slowly.

It is true that Pan Zhi can be seen at a glance at the exit of the station. He has always dressed like an international friend who is at the forefront of fashion.

Jiang Cheng waved at him, Pan Zhi held his arms and didn't move. He didn't say until Jiang Cheng walked in front of him, "I thought you got lost when you got out of the station, why didn't you follow the next bus?" Come out together!"

"Are you still angry?" Jiang Cheng said.

"Autumn is high and dry," Pan Zhi took a step back, looked him up and down, "you look good, do you have the urge to take a year off from school to fall in love and come back after going back?"

"No," Jiang Cheng said, "Am I that kind of person? My goal is very clear."

"What target?" Pan Zhi asked.

"The goal you can't reach." Jiang Cheng said.

"Fuck." Pan Zhi said.

Study hard, make money hard, whether you can see hope or not, hold on to Gu Fei and never let go, find a good doctor for Gu Miao... Although there are very few of these goals about himself, for him, it is all important. Same.

Pan Zhi took him to school and didn't go back to school, so he went to have dinner first.

It's been a long time since he and Pan Zhi chatted while eating. Jiang Cheng actually missed the days when he and Pan Zhi talked nonsense, and when they couldn't go on talking nonsense, they just stared blankly together or played with their phones separately.

There was really no pressure at that time, except for the surprise review at the end of the semester, every day was very chic, if you wanted to skip class, you would skip class, and if you wanted to fight, you would fight...

In addition to the pressure of studying now, the anxiety about the uncertain "future" and the expectation of the invisible hope are all pressures. It doesn't matter when you don't think about it, and you will feel heavy when you think about it. down the pressure.

"Did you tell Gu Fei about the matter you asked the doctor about?" Pan Zhi asked.

"Not yet, why?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"Don't talk about it, tell him when you have a definite plan and answer," Pan Zhi said, "For any specific disease, you may not be able to find a solution if you ask a doctor from such a distance, let alone this kind of mental illness. Gu Fei will be very disappointed if there is nothing to do about it.”

"Yes." Jiang Cheng nodded.

He also thought of this, so after thinking about it for a few days, he never mentioned it to Gu Fei.

"I didn't make you a friend in vain, I can think of all this for me," Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand in front of Pan Zhi, "Thank you very much."

"You're welcome," Pan Zhi shook hands with him, "After all, I have an invisible red scarf on my chest."

Jiang Cheng took out a small box from his bag, it was a gift he made for Pan Zhi when he went shopping with Gu Fei.

There was a soft pottery shop next to the pinto shop last time, he and Gu Fei went in and burned a five-pointed star and two small flowers for Pan Zhi.

Pan Zhi opened the box and was delighted: "Grandpa, you are really creative."

"You don't need anything anyway," Jiang Cheng said, "I can't even give you a girlfriend."

"Just wait," Pan Zhi put the box away, "I'm going to bring a girlfriend home for the New Year this year, and I'll show you the purpose before I bring it back."

"Is that the little bunny who answered the phone at the front desk?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Front desk? Little Bengdou? Who?" Pan Zhi was stunned.

"I admire." Jiang Cheng cupped his fists at him.

Sometimes he was really envious of Pan Zhi, he lived among thousands of flowers without touching a single leaf, and he didn't mind being pricked by a bee occasionally.

Probably because they haven't chatted for a long time, the two of them chatted while eating, and they continued chatting until they had nothing to eat. Finally, Pan Zhi beckoned to the waiter: "Give me the menu, and add two more dishes."

"Still eating?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.

Pan Zhi didn't speak, took the menu with one hand, and raised the phone to his eyes with the other: "It's time for dinner."

"...Fuck me." Jiang Cheng said very sincerely.

Gu Fei never sent a message, so he didn't pay attention to the time. Thinking about it now, Gu Fei slept really soundly this time.

In the past few days, in order to fulfill his unfulfilled ambition, Gu Fei has done all his physical work, and he is probably tired enough.

Not to mention Gu Fei, his legs are sore, and his waist is also a little sore... It seems that even for this matter, he should continue to go for morning jogs with Zhao Ke.

When I was halfway through dinner with Pan Zhi, Gu Fei's message finally arrived.

- good morning boyfriend

- did you sleep well boy friend

-The more I sleep, the more I want to sleep. I struggle to get up and have a meal before going to sleep

-I eat too, I have been eating with Pan Zhi since lunch until now

-. . .It's good to save two sets of utensils

-HHHH That's right!Then you go to eat, then go to bed after eating

-Um

When they finally walked out of the restaurant with Pan Zhi rubbing their bellies, Gu Fei sent another message.

- i continued to sleep

- go to sleep, do you feel your body is being hollowed out

-Yeah, I feel like I have to empty the gun every time I masturbate now

-Depend on!Pay attention to quality

- i really fell asleep

- well , good night boyfriend

- good night baby

- baby

"I'll take you back to school," Pan Zhi gave him two pieces of chewing gum, "I'm afraid you don't know how to get there."

"I won't." Jiang Cheng sighed, and put the gum in his mouth.

"Then tell me, where is the subway entrance?" Pan Zhi looked at him.

Jiang Cheng hesitated for a moment and pointed to the right: "Front."

"That's the back," Pan Zhi said, "We walked over there."

"Front." Jiang Cheng immediately changed direction and pointed.

"Let's go, Grandpa." Pan Zhi turned around and walked back.

"Didn't you say it was over there?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.

"I just told you that it's the front, I didn't say the subway is in the front," Pan Zhi said, "Don't embarrass R so much."

"Fuck." Jiang Cheng turned around and followed.

When I returned to the dormitory, it was not time for the library to close, and no one in the dormitory was there.

Jiang Cheng went in and opened the suitcase, and when he was about to pack it, Zhao Ke's voice came from the bed next to him: "Jiang Cheng?"

"Damn," Jiang Cheng was taken aback, and saw Zhao Ke poking his head upwards, "You didn't go to the library?"

"My sister dragged me to dinner today," Zhao Ke said, "When I came back, there were no seats left... I feel good when I go back."

"Well, it's okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.

"It's heartbreaking when we part, right?" Zhao Ke said.

Jiang Cheng looked up at him.

"Dog abuse every day," Zhao Ke said, "Have you been abused?"

"No," Jiang Cheng laughed, "How much resentment do you have?"

Zhao Kebi made a stroke: "It's about this big."

"Hey," Jiang Cheng sighed, standing on the stairs and looking at him, "I really want to ask you."

"Ask." Zhao Ke nodded.

"You treat your goddess as a goddess," Jiang Cheng said, "Or do you want to find a goddess to be your girlfriend?"

"Girlfriend." Zhao Ke said.

"Then confess your love," Jiang Cheng said, "I don't think she hates you, every time we meet, doesn't she smile at you?"

"You don't understand," Zhao Ke frowned, "She and my sister have been best friends since kindergarten, can you imagine, she watched me grow up, and she knew I wet the bed when I was young."

"Are you still wetting the bed?" Jiang Cheng said.

"As a law student, do you have any focus?" Zhao Ke looked at him.

"Are you still wetting the bed?" Jiang Cheng asked.

The expression on Zhao Ke's face was unpredictable for several seconds, but he still replied very sincerely: "No more peeing."

"What are you afraid of when you don't pee anymore?" Jiang Cheng jumped down and continued to pack his luggage, "I think your goddess should be more than just your goddess. You haven't had the moon for so many years, so you can be regarded as the right protector of the Moji sect. gone."

Zhao Ke didn't make a sound, and asked after a while: "You and your, uh, boyfriend..."

Jiang Cheng turned his head.

"Who confessed first?" Zhao Ke finished asking.

"Me," Jiang Cheng thought for a while and smiled, "That's right, it's me."

Such memories are still very good.

At the beginning, I didn't think that after I said it, my mind was full of tension and confusion, but now that I think about it, I can't help but feel emotional.

Fortunately, I opened my mouth at the beginning.

With Gu Fei's personality, he would never open his mouth. Even before he opened his mouth, Gu Fei would not take the initiative. It was all because his head was hot and he said it without hesitation.

Fortunately.

Or miss it.

Thinking of the possibility that he might have missed Gu Fei, he felt that his decision to speak first was very wise.

And very handsome.

"What did you say?" Zhao Ke asked again.

"Just ask..." Jiang Cheng was suddenly a little embarrassed when he was asked such a question. After all, he had never mentioned the details to anyone. He cleared his throat, "Have you ever thought about getting a boyfriend?"

"...So direct?" Zhao Ke said.

"Otherwise," Jiang Cheng said, "I wouldn't know any other tactful methods."

"Okay," Zhao Ke turned over and lay back on the bed, "Have you ever thought about having a boyfriend, have you ever thought about having a boyfriend, have you ever thought about..."

"You can think of other words," Jiang Cheng said, "You don't have to recite my words in full for such a sentence."

"Have you ever thought about..." Zhao Ke turned over again, "Being my girlfriend?"

"Yes." Jiang Cheng nodded.

"No," Zhao Ke flipped back again, "I still have to give myself some leeway. If she says she has thought about it and wants to be with that so-and-so, I can congratulate her."

"Stupid." Jiang Cheng said.

He admitted that he also had some intentions of this at the beginning, but after all, they are two men, one man and one woman are completely unnecessary. Look at Pan Zhi, every time he hits the ball directly, the opponent basically has no power to parry.

The seven-day holiday, whether it is a single dog or a pair of dogs, feels like it has passed by in a flash.

The people in the dormitory quickly returned to the previous rhythm from the first day of class. Jiang Cheng had two more things than before, going to make up lessons for the sophomore girl with amazing self-confidence on weekends and following Zhao Ke every day. morning run.

After running for less than a week, Jiang Cheng knew why Zhao Kelei couldn't help but want to run, because his goddess runs every other morning.

Every time the Goddess saw the two of them from afar, she would laugh and wave. Zhao Ke ran forward like a startled rabbit. A week had passed since the last confession discussion, and he didn't dare Go up and confess.

Jiang Cheng didn't encourage him any more. It was quite interesting to watch other people's crushes and loves. He felt that he had a sense of accomplishment like someone who had been there, and sometimes he could slightly distract him from missing Gu Fei.

If it goes on like this, it won't necessarily be so difficult for a few months, after all, there are new things happening every day, and everything will bring back the best memories between him and Gu Fei.

The only not-so-good thing was that when he went to the hospital to consult about Gu Miao's condition, he didn't get the answer he wanted.

He and Pan Zhi went to two hospitals in two days, and the doctors were very cautious. They couldn't make a judgment on this kind of case that only relied on dictation without contact with the person.

If there is no way to bring Gu Miao out, it will be difficult to accurately determine the cause of the disease, let alone come up with a targeted solution.

"How can I bring Gu Miao to such a far place?" Jiang Cheng sat on the sofa with a cigarette in his mouth.

This is the house that Pan Zhi rented by himself. It is small, but the house is very new and comfortable to live in. This is the first time he has come here.

"Is she completely unacceptable? How about forcing her out?" Pan Zhi asked.

"If you asked her to sleep in another bed, she could scream for 10 minutes, and she was very angry." Jiang Cheng frowned, "Even if we can ignore her screaming and let her scream all the way, what should I do if she gets serious? As long as I go back this time, she has ignored me."

"Ignore you?" Pan Zhi was taken aback.

"Gu Fei said it was self-protection. He was afraid of losing, so he didn't accept it any more." Jiang Cheng took a deep puff on his cigarette and pinched the end of the cigarette. "If I had money, I would invite a doctor to go over there. No, I would invite a doctor." permanent."

"Now you don't even have enough money to hire a doctor to treat her normally," Pan Zhi said. "This kind of cost is not low, and it is long-term."

"Well," Jiang Cheng smiled, "so I have to make money."

"Cheng'er," Pan Zhi looked at him, "You..."

Jiang Cheng waited for him to continue, but Pan Zhi lost his voice.

"What about me?" He also looked at Pan Zhi, "Just say what you want, there's no need for us to hesitate to talk."

"Just, is it worth it?" Pan Zhi said, "Dating love is falling in love, with him, falling in love, you are only 19 years old..."

Pan Zhi didn't say any more, but Jiang Cheng knew what he meant very well.

"I'm just in a relationship, with Gu Fei, I don't have to do anything for Gu Miao," Jiang Cheng bit his lip, "But if Gu Fei wants to take care of her, I can't do anything."

"After you think about it, these things will only get deeper and tighter. One year, two years, three years, five years, Gu Miao has not been good, and you have always been like this?" Pan Zhi said, "Maybe It's because I'm too realistic, sometimes I'm afraid, if one day you're tired and you can't walk away..."

"Pan Pan," Jiang Cheng raised his hand, and flicked his finger on Pan Zhi's mouth, "I plan to be naive first, after all, the time for innocence in a person's life is too short."

Pan Zhi covered his mouth, stared at him for a while, finally gave him a thumbs up, and said sincerely through his fingers: "I respect you as a grandfather."

Gu Miao's matter didn't make any progress, although Jiang Cheng knew it was nothing, if it was so easy to make progress, Gu Fei wouldn't have worked so hard.

But thinking about it this way, he would still feel a little lost, as if he tried his best to support Gu Fei, but couldn't exert his strength.

Gu Fei has already sent Gu Miao to continue to participate in that rehabilitation treatment, and sometimes he will send him a small video, Gu Miao is still so beautiful and cool.

- it didn't work so well this time

- I can tell, she had a good time when she went there last time, but this time she didn't seem to have any reaction?

- well, basically don't want to interact with people

-Because of me?

-Brother Cheng, don't be always the first reaction to look for problems in yourself

-. . . .

-I never feel like I'm wrong when she's mad at me, she's not a normal kid, she can't think in a normal way

- ok , is the treatment still going

-Go ahead, pay all the money, see if there is any improvement after a while

Jiang Cheng lay on the table, hugging the book, but stared blankly at the phone screen for a long time, his face as if in trance could be seen on the black screen.

Thanks to his good looks, he doesn't appear to have an IQ of only 20 when he's in a daze.

Zhao Ke, who was sitting next to him, flicked a small ball of paper onto his face. He turned his face and gave Zhao Ke a thumbs up.

"Are you wasting resources?" Zhao Ke whispered.

Jiang Cheng didn't speak, put the phone back in his pocket, lowered his head and began to take notes while reading a book.

Don't think too much, anyway, what I can do now is to save more money, save as much as possible besides my own expenses, no matter what kind of treatment Gu Miao will receive in the future, money will be a big problem.

Money, money.

Brother Cheng is rich.

Coming out of the library, Zhao Ke suggested to buy something to eat. Jiang Cheng didn't want to eat, but he went with him anyway. Anyway, he was a little bored at the moment, and couldn't fall asleep even when he returned to the dormitory.

"What happened to you these days?" Zhao Ke asked after walking for a while, "Did something happen to you?"

"No." Jiang Cheng replied.

"That's good." Zhao Ke nodded.

Jiang Cheng turned his head and glanced at him, and suddenly felt like laughing, this person sometimes sticks to the principle of "don't ask a question if it's none of my business" very well.

In fact, Jiang Cheng really wanted Zhao Ke to ask a few more questions at this moment. Except for Pan Zhi, he had no one to talk about this matter, and Pan Zhi obviously didn't want him to invest too much in these matters and get too deep.

Although he can hold back many things and is not used to talking to others, but in this new environment, he is indeed a little panicked.

Just like when he first arrived at the steel factory, he wanted to grab something but didn't know where to grab it.

"Really?" Zhao Ke suddenly asked again.

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, and Zhao Ke was also looking at him. After looking at each other for a while, he sighed softly, "Actually... it might not be a big deal from the eyes of others."

"I'll listen." Zhao Ke said.

"It's...my friend's younger sister," Jiang Cheng frowned, "I'm a little autistic...it should be autistic, I can't help it..."

"Do you want to take it to see a doctor?" Zhao Ke asked.

"I can't make it through," Jiang Cheng said, "She can't accept the change of environment, even changing the bed. I went to the doctor to ask, but I can't see anyone, so they have no way to judge."

"That's for sure," Zhao Ke said, and he stopped after thinking about it, "My sister."

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"If you want, you can ask my sister." Zhao Ke said.

"Your sister..." Jiang Cheng suddenly felt faintly excited.

"My sister is studying clinical psychology," Zhao Ke said, "I still want to go to the class next semester, do you want to come with me?"