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Chapter 39

Shen Yan said that to Du Zichen yesterday, and now he has some calculations in his heart. He seemed gentle to Xiao Fang, but in fact, his words and actions revealed a little alienation. Xiao Fang naturally saw it, but they were not without it before. I've done this over and over again, so I don't care.

After Xiao Fang left, Shen Yan slowly revealed his usual casualness. The two chatted and chatted, and they talked about Xiao Fang's cooking skills. Quarter boasted.

"The food he cooks is delicious, so why do you eat so little at noon?" Du Zichen didn't believe it, Xiao Fang brought relatively light porridge today, and Shen Yan didn't drink much.

"I've been letting you eat liquid food and semi-liquid food, and it's pretty bland. Anyway, I'm eating so much that the birds really fade out of my mouth."

"That can't be helped. After you wash your stomach, you still have to eat soft and rotten food for a few more days to avoid stomach pain."

"Now I really want to go out and eat something that can turn my grief into appetite, um, such as Ma Xiao."

"Hold on, if you don't want to go to the ICU again, you definitely don't know that your face is uglier than a ghost now."

"Actually, I'm just addicted to my mouth. Wait, let's go eat hot pot together."

"Then let's order mandarin ducks, I eat spicy ones, you watch."

"……you are vicious."

After arguing for a while, Du Zichen brought Shen Yan a cup of warm water. Shen Yan held the cup in one hand, and unconsciously rubbed the rim with the thumb of the other hand. He suddenly asked, "Zichen, has Xiaomei contacted you?"

"No, not once since that day. I heard that she didn't go home this winter vacation, and went out to play with her classmates." Speaking of Xiaomei, Du Zichen was somewhat depressed, but it was no longer the sad feeling a few months ago up.

"If one day, Xiaomei turns around, will you accept her again?"

"Probably not anymore. We've walked too far away from each other, so there's probably no chance of us intersecting." After answering Shen Yan's question, Du Zichen felt a little puzzled again: "Why do you think of asking this?"

Shen Yan actually thought of Xiaomei and asked casually. Didn't he want to expose Du Zichen's scars on purpose, but when Du Zichen asked, he felt that it was inappropriate, "I... I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, but I just remembered She is coming."

"I know you didn't mean it. To be honest, after we separated that day, I thought about it carefully. We are really not suitable now, and we may have to come to this point sooner or later."

"Well, people are subject to change." Shen Yan straightened his body slowly, groping to put down the cup in his hand, but his voice suddenly revealed some exclamation, "It's like I liked Chen Wenchuan very much back then, so much that I could die for him." The point, but now that I think about it, I feel really stupid."

As Shen Yan spoke, those previous scenes reappeared in front of his eyes, and Chen Wenchuan still stood in front of him with a smile on his face, saying those words that touched his heart.

Du Zichen didn't want to see the fragility and sadness on Shen Yan's face when he was immersed in the memories, so he hurriedly comforted him: "When you are young, everyone may make mistakes, but the important thing is the present and the future, isn't it?"

After hearing this, Shen Yan smiled, "You're right, the story that belongs to both of us is over, Zichen, I suddenly feel that I don't hate him so much, after all, he once accompanied me through a very difficult time , without him, I might not even be able to survive the initial blindness."

"Have you really figured it out?" Du Zichen asked in disbelief.

"Well, just at that moment, I suddenly realized."

Du Zichen heard a sense of relief in Shen Yan's tone, he said with a "haha" smile, "Almsgiver, I think you have a predestined relationship with my Buddha, why don't you take refuge in my Buddha."

Shen Yan: ... I don't want to talk to this person anymore.

In the blink of an eye, it was the New Year's Eve, and Shen Yan was discharged from the hospital as scheduled and returned home. After leaving home for more than half a month, when he was sitting on the familiar sofa, he really felt like he was alive after a catastrophe.

Xiao Fang asked the housekeeper to clean up the house as early as two days ago, and bought some New Year's goods one after another, and pasted couplets on the door. At first glance, it really looks like a New Year's atmosphere.

This year's Chinese New Year, there is an extra living person in the family, so the atmosphere is naturally much better. After returning from the hospital in the afternoon, Xiao Fang asked Shen Yan to go to bed and rest, and went to the kitchen to cook chicken juice. Although the New Year's Eve dinner is usually very rich, considering the With Shen Yan's current situation, he also put a lot of thought into it. He planned to prepare the dishes according to the light taste of the south, and he specially picked sea cucumbers, five-headed abalone, pigeon eggs and so on in advance, and planned to make a simple version. Buddha jumps over the wall to make up for Shen Yan.

Shen Yan didn't say anything, but he was very grateful in his heart, so he didn't go to bed, moved a small stool by himself, sat by the kitchen door and chatted with Xiao Fang, and occasionally wanted to help Xiao Fang, because during the Chinese New Year, who Don't mention those unhappy things, talk and laugh, but have a warm and homely feeling.

It was around five o'clock, under Xiao Fang's repeated persuasion, Shen Yan took a shower and went to bed, otherwise he would not be energetic if he wanted to keep watch at night.

In the past few years, Shen Yan asked Aunt Chen to prepare chicken, fish and other dishes in advance, wrap the dumplings, heat them up and cook them when eating, and listen to the Spring Festival Gala on the [-]th night. Around ten o'clock, he will Going to bed as usual, occasionally being woken up in the middle of the night, and listening to firecrackers for a while, but this year he wants to watch the night with Xiao Fang, just as a good memory for himself.

Shen Yan slept for more than an hour, and when the two of them sat down at the table to eat the New Year's Eve dinner, it was already seven o'clock. Xiao Fang cooked six dishes, steamed turbot, crystal shrimp, boiled chicken, crab roe tofu, and celery Lily and eight-treasure poached eggs, meat and vegetables are combined, and they are not greasy. The rice cake dessert Xiao Fang dare not let Shen Yan eat, so he made a pumpkin coconut cake, plus the soup dish of Buddha Jumping Wall, this New Year's Eve dinner is delicious Shen Yan's tears almost didn't fall.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, the two of them sat on the sofa and started making dumplings while watching the Spring Festival Gala. Although Xiao Fang could do this by himself, Xiao Fang just wanted Shen Yan to be with him, and Shen Yan was very happy.

While making dumplings, Shen Yan's phone rang, and when he answered it, it was my aunt's. Although the British celebrate the Spring Festival, Charlie was very happy to celebrate the New Year with his aunt according to Chinese customs, and the atmosphere of the local Chinatown was also very strong. .

Knowing that Shen Yan will not celebrate the Spring Festival alone this year, but with his friends, my aunt and Charlie are very happy for him. My aunt even asked Xiao Fang to answer the phone, thanking him sincerely. After celebrating the new year, my aunt transferred the money to send a red envelope to Shen Yan, and then hung up the phone in peace.

Auntie's phone didn't hang up for a long time, and he received a New Year's call from Du Zichen. On the phone, he could hear the sound of the Spring Festival Gala from the TV over there, as well as sporadic firecrackers. Yan paid New Year's greetings to Doctor Zhang and Uncle Du over the phone, and apologized for not being able to live there this year due to his health.

"What are you apologizing for? It's the most important thing for you to take good care of your body. I heard from Zichen that you have friends celebrating the New Year with you this year, so your uncle and I can rest assured that you have to rest well and not eat when you are happy during the New Year... "As soon as he mentioned his body, Doctor Zhang's instructions were endless, and in the end it was Uncle Du and Du Zichen who forcibly snatched her phone.

"My mother's long-windedness can't be corrected for many years." Du Zichen complained with a "hehe" smile on the other end of the phone.

"That's great, tell Dr. Zhang that I've written it down, and I'll wait for you to come over on the fourth day of the lunar new year." Shen Yan didn't think that Dr. Zhang was wordy, and it was a happy thing to have someone who told him so.

Xiao Fang could see that these two phone calls put Shen Yan in a good mood, and he couldn't help but feel a little distressed. He couldn't imagine what kind of mood Shen Yan had in the past two years, living alone and deserted. For the Spring Festival, it won't be too good anyway.

With such an idea, Xiao Fang spared no effort to make Shen Yan have a better time this Spring Festival. After hanging up the phone, the two continued to make dumplings. Xiao Fang told Shen Yan about the Spring Festival Gala while rolling the dumplings. The show, which star came out, what they were wearing, what the actors did when they were silent, especially what facial expressions and movements the cross talk actors made that made people laugh.

It wasn't until the dumplings were made that Xiao Fang told Shen Yan that he was going to the balcony to make a few phone calls. Shen Yan knew that Xiao Fang should be calling his family and friends, so he nodded with a smile.

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