Same Bed Different Dreams

Chapter 105

Zhou Jingci seemed to have lost his soul. He walked mechanically, stumbled behind the doctors and nurses, and stuck close to Wei Xiao. Finally, he watched Wei Xiao being pushed into the operating room.

The moment the door of the operating room was closed, Zhou Jingci felt dizzy, his legs went limp, and he fell to the ground suddenly

At this moment, his soul seemed to be split in two, one half remained in this shriveled body, while the other half stayed by Wei Xiao's side.

Only at this moment did he clearly understand what kind of punishment it was for Wei Xiao that he chose to commit suicide in front of Wei Xiao.

If he hadn't loved Wei Xiao so much and hated Wei Xiao so much, he definitely wouldn't have made it to that point.

Zhou Jingci pressed his heart helplessly, there seemed to be a huge hole in his chest, and the cool wind was pouring into it flickeringly.

He is so scared.

He was afraid that Wei Xiao would not be able to hold on after suffering such a serious injury, he was afraid that he and Wei Xiao would be separated from each other forever, and he was afraid that he would have to walk the road and live alone in the future.

He couldn't take it.

He and Wei Xiao have been together for so many years, they are in harmony with each other, and even their flesh and blood are connected together.

Even though these days, he kept talking about leaving, but now that he thinks about it, he can't leave Wei Xiao at all.

I can't do without Wei Xiao's care, I can't do without Wei Xiao's care, I can't do without Wei Xiao's encouragement, and I can't do without Wei Xiao's love.

For the past half of his life, he seemed to have a bright future, but in fact, it was just a superficial appearance, and the golden and jade appearance was ruined.

He has no friends, few ambitions, and even family ties are difficult to maintain. They got together too early. It was only half of his life before he realized that he had nothing. Only Wei Xiao could fill his void.

He can give up everything, but only relying on Wei Xiao's love can he live in the world.

With Wei Xiao around, he can feel at ease.

With Wei Xiao gone, all he had left was his body.

Because of Wu Yi's matter, he tossed Wei Xiao for so long, saying that he broke up because of himself, and because he didn't want this relationship to become a malignant tumor, but he couldn't let Wei Xiao go at all in his heart.

It's true that he doesn't want to be with Wei Xiao, but he can't be with anyone else, let alone accept that Wei Xiao is in love with others.

During that time, it was true that he didn't want to see Wei Xiao, but deep down in his heart, he didn't want Wei Xiao to be with anyone either.

He couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart, but he still wanted to occupy Wei Xiao's love in his own way.

He wants time, space, freedom, self-discovery, and the meaning of his life, but he does not allow Wei Xiao to leave half a step from the bottom of his heart.

Even if he never talked to Wei Xiao, even if he was duplicity, talking nonsense about not interfering with each other.

This is unfair to Wei Xiao.

What's more, Wei Xiao was innocent from the beginning to the end, Zhou Jingci knew this well from the beginning.

He knew that Wei Xiao cared about him.He is not stupid, and the little things in these long years will not deceive people.Wei Xiao loves him and respects him, so he won't deliberately let him see those dirty and filthy things.

To put it bluntly, he couldn't blame Wei Xiao, or even Wu Yi, if he wanted to blame, he could only blame fate, God.

But he can't do anything about fate, let alone God, the only way he can do is to torture Wei Xiao, as if as long as he blames Wei Xiao for all his faults, as long as he keeps hurting Wei Xiao and tossing Wei Xiao, he can Feel a little better.

But in the face of Zhou Jingci, Wei Xiao always felt guilty. This kind of guilt didn't even originate from this farce, but more like a karma was planted a long time ago.

Thus, Wei Xiao was like a piece of cotton, catching all the fists Zhou Jingci swung, and also catching all his lowest emotions.

Zhou Jingci had no choice but to hit the cotton with his fist. After a long time, there was nowhere to complain. In addition, he was stimulated by the video, so the only way left was to break up.

Thinking of this, Zhou Jingci was very annoyed.

In fact, they never had to separate, Wei Xiao never thought of betraying him, and he loved Wei Xiao as always.

They could have healed each other and slowly walked out of this quarrel, but he chose the most extreme and unfair one.

He clearly knew how much Wei Xiao hated him, and clearly knew how much Wei Xiao cared about him.

But what did he do?Take advantage of Wei Xiao, use Wei Xiao, ignore Wei Xiao, hurt Wei Xiao...

Until, Wei Xiao really gave everything he could give, including his own life.

There were thousands of ants in Zhou Jingci's heart, gnawing at him, biting him, making him feel uneasy for a moment, and in pain.

He really regrets it.

If Wei Xiao couldn't make it through this, Zhou Jingci didn't dare to think about how he would go next.

As Wei Xiao said, living alone is really meaningless.

Zhou Jingci's tears fell down "patta", "patta", and could not be stopped. He clenched his fists and insisted desperately to keep himself from crying out.

He struggled to stand up and staggered a few steps towards the door of the operating room. After a while, he leaned his soft and warm body against the cold iron door.

Get closer, let him get closer to Wei Xiao.

He really wanted to hear Wei Xiao's heartbeat, really wanted to hear Wei Xiao call him "baby" again.

But after a while, Wei Zhao also came, her nose and eyes were red from crying, seeing Zhou Jingci, she couldn't bear it anymore, she burst into tears, choked up, "Brother, what should we do."

When Wei Zhao came, Zhou Jingci was not only Wei Xiao's lover, but also Wei Zhao's "brother". He quickly wiped his face, took a few deep breaths, and then gently put his hand on Wei Zhao's. On the shoulder, he said seriously, "Your brother will definitely survive. We are all here waiting for him, and he dare not go alone."

Then, he hugged Wei Zhao in his arms, which not only gave Wei Zhao confidence and strength, but also gave him hope.

For so many years, Wei Xiao has never deceived him about major matters. Since Wei Xiao said that he would take him home, he should believe it.

Zhou Jingci and Wei Zhao stood together in front of the operating room, and in the operating room separated by a wall, lay the person they cared about the most.

Suddenly, there was a rush of footsteps in the operating room. The nurse pushed open the door, walked up to Zhou Jingci and Wei Zhao with a few blank sheets of paper in her hand, and said in a hurry, "Through the chest cavity exploration, the bleeding part of the patient has been cleared." It's confirmed, but the patient's hemostasis is very poor, and now the doctor is about to draw the knife..."

The rest of the words, the nurse who was used to seeing life and death was also a little speechless, but she didn't have to say it.

Zhou Jingci was stunned, his heart seemed to have been scalded with cigarette butts, each hole was burning crazily and devouring on his chest.

He supported the wall, stretched out his hand reluctantly, caught the thin sheets of white paper, and was about to sign, but was stabbed heavily by the simple words "the relationship between relatives and patients".

Wei Zhaoyi was stunned for a few seconds, she took the pen and paper from Zhou Jingci's hand, and tremblingly signed her name.

Zhou Jingci thought it was absurd, his heart was sore and sour, he couldn't help but smile wryly, it turned out that he and Wei Xiao had been together for so many years, and it was clear that they could sacrifice their lives for each other, but in the end, they didn't even sign a contract for each other. Not eligible for a critical illness notice.